Note: umm well lemme say this........I do NOT own CCS! NOR the song Losing Grip by Avril Lavigne!
This is my first fic so dont kill me if it sucks! enjoy!! p.s. its a one shot so far unless more than 5ppl want me to continue!! *mumbles* which I sersoiusly dought!
/singing/ 'thinking' "talking" i was just saying that...dont ask lol
Summary:
Sakura cought Syaoran with his old girfriend one day at the park and sakura gets heart broken. Tomoyo enters her in a singing contest hoping that will lighten up her sprits..Unfortunatly Syaoran is there!
Chapter one: Flashbacks and Preforming
*Flashback*
Sakura comes to the park where she was supposto meet Syaoran. They were very very good friends, but neither has had the guts to tell each other how they feel. As she walks she hears his voice and another girls voice so she stands behind a tree and listens to them accosinally taking a peek untill she was watching them completly.
"Come on Syao-kun lighten up! Why are you hiding something from me? I know you still have feelings for me so tell me" The girl said standing inches from Syaoran.
"Lucy, why are you here?" Syaoran said questioning her.
"Geeze can't I see the person who I really like?" she asked getting closer to him.
"Well I--" Syaoran was stopped mid-sentance by Lucy kissing him on the lips. Sakura stood to the side shocked, the person she cared for most above everyone else, was kissing someone. So Sakura did the only thing she could and that was run off.
Syaoran pushed Lucy away. "What are you doing?!"
"Kissing you..Isn't that what you want?"
"No it's not what I want!"
"Well I thought you'd be happy since I got rid of that annoying girl who you're always hanging around with." she said grinning.
"What"
"That girl..oh what's her name...oh yeah Sakura was watching."
"How dare you do that to her! You stay away from us." Syaoran glared at Lucy and ran off after Sakura.
*End Flashback*
Sakura was thinking about last night's events when she was snapped back from dreamland and back to reality, by her best friend Tomoyo.
"Come on Sakura-chan you need to pick out a song!" Tomoyo erged her friend
"OK OK sheesh Tomoyo-chan" Sakura said as she was looking threw her CD collection and then comes across her Avril Lavigne CD and finds one of her faviorte songs that she loved and that fits her mood. So she picked it out and gave it to Tomoyo.
"Is that what you're going to sing Sakura-chan?" Tomoyo asked looking at the song she picked.
"Yeah it is." Sakura said
"Alright lets go to the gig now!" Tomoyo said trying to cheer her sad friend up and dragged her out of her house and into her personal limo and pushed sakura inside.
"Ow that hurt Tomoyo-chan! You're going to kill me ever before I get to sing."
"Sorry Sakura" Tomoyo turned to the driver. "To the gig please" "Yes Mistress Tomoyo"
Sakura shook her head as she watches the traffic going by and the images of last night playing in her head. As they arrived Tomoyo dragged her best friend backstage and left her there taking the CD up to the DJ with Sakura's name and song track. Then she goes out to the audience and takes her seat and waits for the singing time.
"Tomoyo-chan? What are you doing here?" a voice asked from behind her. Tomoyo turned around and met the eyes of Syaoran Li.
"Oh I came by to hear Sakura-chan sing" as soon as she said that Syaoran looked down. "Anything wrong?"
"Huh? Oh no I'm fine..mind if I sit with you?" he asked looking around and seeing all the other tables full.
"Sure you can..They should be letting them sing soon"
~*10minutes later*~
"Ladies and Gentleman! We have 2 people here tonight to sing songs the first one is Duiet between Alex and Mai!" the crowd clapped and let them sing their duiet then aplauded them as they left.
"And now the last preformace of the night! Sakura Kinimoto singing Losing Grip!" the DJ handed the microphone over to Sakura and she took the stage looking around at all the people in the club. As the music started she rememberede the hurt that she felt last night and put that emotion into her singing.
/ Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided /
As she was singing she looked around and met eyes with her betrayer who was also looking hurt as she turned her gaze away from him and back to looking around.
/ Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone /
As she started the next verse a tear rolled down her cheek. Syaoran felt his heart break at the words and also from seeing her start to cry. 'I'm such a jerk..How could I do that to Sakura...' he thought silently as he continued to watch.
/ Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud /
Sakura had more than one tear making its way down her cheek now as she continued to sing then locked her gaze with Syaoran who was looking hurt. 'So he's hurt? Couldn't be more than me though I've never felt so bad in my whole life.'
/ Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then i don't care were not going newhere /
As Sakura finished the song she was met with applause for her wonferful singing and then looked at Tomoyo-chan to thank her only to find that her video camra was on. 'Hoeeeeee even here she will record me...Oh well' she thought changing her gaze from Tomoyo to the rest of the crowd as she wiped her tears. With a bow she left the stage.
"I'm going to check on Sakura-chan" Tomoyo said standing up.
"Tell her I said I'm sorry and great singing and goodbye...alright? well I must go now...Goodbye Tomoyo-chan" Syaoran said also standing up but was looking down.
"Alright I will. See ya later Syaoran-kun" she said watching him walk out the door. The heads and finds Sakura. "Great singing out there Sakura-chan!" she exclaimed holding her camra and giggling.
"Thanks...was that Syaoran in the audience sitting with you?" Sakura asked wanting the truth.
"Yeah it was..he told me to tell you sorry and great singing..and goodbye." Tomoyo said looking down.
"Goodbye? What? What does he mean?" she asked with her head full of questions.
"I'm not sure...lets worry about that in the morning alright?"
"No I want to know...NOW" Sakura said as she went out the door and run to Syaoran's house and knocked on the door and to her surprise it was open so she walked inside.
"Hello? Anyone here?" She asked looking around finding nothing but a note which read:
Dear Sakura-chan,
I had a feeling once Tomoyo told you that I said goodbye you'd come to find out why...Well the reason is this: I can't stay here anymore. I've caused you too much pain than I ever ment to. So I'm leaving back to China...I'll miss you and everyone
With Love,
Syaoran Li
As Sakura read the note she felt a knot in her heart and she folded the letter back up and ran as fast as she could to the nearest airport knowing that's the only one that anybody uses. As she ran inside she went tword the section for china and then bumped into Eriol.
"Sakura-chan? What are you doing here?" Eriol said obviously sad.
"I came to find Syaoran-kun...Where is he?" Sakura said out of breathe, when she saw Eriol look down she felt her heart stop.
"I'm sorry Sakura-chan...His Plaine just left a minute ago." Eriol looked at her and pulled her into a hug. "I'm so sorry" he kept saying into her ear as the two friends hugged.
"He...left?" Sakura broke down and cried while she was hugging Eriol. Then once she started to calm down and stopped crying she pulled away and looked at him. "Do you think...that he will ever come back?"
"I...I do not know...I hope so, for everyone's sake...Now come on you need to get home I'll get a taxi and take you home come on." Eriol said as they went outside and waited for the taxi who dropped Sakura off then kept going down the street.
Sakura went inside and ran to her room, locking the door after her and layed face down on the bed...And cried herself to sleep that night dreaming of her now gone love, Syaoran Li.
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What did you think? If you want me to continue lemme know! R&R please because this IS my 1st ever fic on my own so I wanna know how I did! well incase ur wondering, it has been a day since the insident when saku sings, so syao had lots of time to pack -_-;; i had to explain tht to someone before so yeah hehe i hope you liked it
Ja ne!
Sarah-chan
This is my first fic so dont kill me if it sucks! enjoy!! p.s. its a one shot so far unless more than 5ppl want me to continue!! *mumbles* which I sersoiusly dought!
/singing/ 'thinking' "talking" i was just saying that...dont ask lol
Summary:
Sakura cought Syaoran with his old girfriend one day at the park and sakura gets heart broken. Tomoyo enters her in a singing contest hoping that will lighten up her sprits..Unfortunatly Syaoran is there!
Chapter one: Flashbacks and Preforming
*Flashback*
Sakura comes to the park where she was supposto meet Syaoran. They were very very good friends, but neither has had the guts to tell each other how they feel. As she walks she hears his voice and another girls voice so she stands behind a tree and listens to them accosinally taking a peek untill she was watching them completly.
"Come on Syao-kun lighten up! Why are you hiding something from me? I know you still have feelings for me so tell me" The girl said standing inches from Syaoran.
"Lucy, why are you here?" Syaoran said questioning her.
"Geeze can't I see the person who I really like?" she asked getting closer to him.
"Well I--" Syaoran was stopped mid-sentance by Lucy kissing him on the lips. Sakura stood to the side shocked, the person she cared for most above everyone else, was kissing someone. So Sakura did the only thing she could and that was run off.
Syaoran pushed Lucy away. "What are you doing?!"
"Kissing you..Isn't that what you want?"
"No it's not what I want!"
"Well I thought you'd be happy since I got rid of that annoying girl who you're always hanging around with." she said grinning.
"What"
"That girl..oh what's her name...oh yeah Sakura was watching."
"How dare you do that to her! You stay away from us." Syaoran glared at Lucy and ran off after Sakura.
*End Flashback*
Sakura was thinking about last night's events when she was snapped back from dreamland and back to reality, by her best friend Tomoyo.
"Come on Sakura-chan you need to pick out a song!" Tomoyo erged her friend
"OK OK sheesh Tomoyo-chan" Sakura said as she was looking threw her CD collection and then comes across her Avril Lavigne CD and finds one of her faviorte songs that she loved and that fits her mood. So she picked it out and gave it to Tomoyo.
"Is that what you're going to sing Sakura-chan?" Tomoyo asked looking at the song she picked.
"Yeah it is." Sakura said
"Alright lets go to the gig now!" Tomoyo said trying to cheer her sad friend up and dragged her out of her house and into her personal limo and pushed sakura inside.
"Ow that hurt Tomoyo-chan! You're going to kill me ever before I get to sing."
"Sorry Sakura" Tomoyo turned to the driver. "To the gig please" "Yes Mistress Tomoyo"
Sakura shook her head as she watches the traffic going by and the images of last night playing in her head. As they arrived Tomoyo dragged her best friend backstage and left her there taking the CD up to the DJ with Sakura's name and song track. Then she goes out to the audience and takes her seat and waits for the singing time.
"Tomoyo-chan? What are you doing here?" a voice asked from behind her. Tomoyo turned around and met the eyes of Syaoran Li.
"Oh I came by to hear Sakura-chan sing" as soon as she said that Syaoran looked down. "Anything wrong?"
"Huh? Oh no I'm fine..mind if I sit with you?" he asked looking around and seeing all the other tables full.
"Sure you can..They should be letting them sing soon"
~*10minutes later*~
"Ladies and Gentleman! We have 2 people here tonight to sing songs the first one is Duiet between Alex and Mai!" the crowd clapped and let them sing their duiet then aplauded them as they left.
"And now the last preformace of the night! Sakura Kinimoto singing Losing Grip!" the DJ handed the microphone over to Sakura and she took the stage looking around at all the people in the club. As the music started she rememberede the hurt that she felt last night and put that emotion into her singing.
/ Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided /
As she was singing she looked around and met eyes with her betrayer who was also looking hurt as she turned her gaze away from him and back to looking around.
/ Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone /
As she started the next verse a tear rolled down her cheek. Syaoran felt his heart break at the words and also from seeing her start to cry. 'I'm such a jerk..How could I do that to Sakura...' he thought silently as he continued to watch.
/ Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud /
Sakura had more than one tear making its way down her cheek now as she continued to sing then locked her gaze with Syaoran who was looking hurt. 'So he's hurt? Couldn't be more than me though I've never felt so bad in my whole life.'
/ Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then i don't care were not going newhere /
As Sakura finished the song she was met with applause for her wonferful singing and then looked at Tomoyo-chan to thank her only to find that her video camra was on. 'Hoeeeeee even here she will record me...Oh well' she thought changing her gaze from Tomoyo to the rest of the crowd as she wiped her tears. With a bow she left the stage.
"I'm going to check on Sakura-chan" Tomoyo said standing up.
"Tell her I said I'm sorry and great singing and goodbye...alright? well I must go now...Goodbye Tomoyo-chan" Syaoran said also standing up but was looking down.
"Alright I will. See ya later Syaoran-kun" she said watching him walk out the door. The heads and finds Sakura. "Great singing out there Sakura-chan!" she exclaimed holding her camra and giggling.
"Thanks...was that Syaoran in the audience sitting with you?" Sakura asked wanting the truth.
"Yeah it was..he told me to tell you sorry and great singing..and goodbye." Tomoyo said looking down.
"Goodbye? What? What does he mean?" she asked with her head full of questions.
"I'm not sure...lets worry about that in the morning alright?"
"No I want to know...NOW" Sakura said as she went out the door and run to Syaoran's house and knocked on the door and to her surprise it was open so she walked inside.
"Hello? Anyone here?" She asked looking around finding nothing but a note which read:
Dear Sakura-chan,
I had a feeling once Tomoyo told you that I said goodbye you'd come to find out why...Well the reason is this: I can't stay here anymore. I've caused you too much pain than I ever ment to. So I'm leaving back to China...I'll miss you and everyone
With Love,
Syaoran Li
As Sakura read the note she felt a knot in her heart and she folded the letter back up and ran as fast as she could to the nearest airport knowing that's the only one that anybody uses. As she ran inside she went tword the section for china and then bumped into Eriol.
"Sakura-chan? What are you doing here?" Eriol said obviously sad.
"I came to find Syaoran-kun...Where is he?" Sakura said out of breathe, when she saw Eriol look down she felt her heart stop.
"I'm sorry Sakura-chan...His Plaine just left a minute ago." Eriol looked at her and pulled her into a hug. "I'm so sorry" he kept saying into her ear as the two friends hugged.
"He...left?" Sakura broke down and cried while she was hugging Eriol. Then once she started to calm down and stopped crying she pulled away and looked at him. "Do you think...that he will ever come back?"
"I...I do not know...I hope so, for everyone's sake...Now come on you need to get home I'll get a taxi and take you home come on." Eriol said as they went outside and waited for the taxi who dropped Sakura off then kept going down the street.
Sakura went inside and ran to her room, locking the door after her and layed face down on the bed...And cried herself to sleep that night dreaming of her now gone love, Syaoran Li.
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What did you think? If you want me to continue lemme know! R&R please because this IS my 1st ever fic on my own so I wanna know how I did! well incase ur wondering, it has been a day since the insident when saku sings, so syao had lots of time to pack -_-;; i had to explain tht to someone before so yeah hehe i hope you liked it
Ja ne!
Sarah-chan