Forbidden Feelings Chp.2
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Minutes seemed to pass like hours. Haku was half asleep, and Zabusa was sitting on the bed in his room. Zabusa couldn't get out of his miserable state. He was confused, and that pissed him off. He began to think to himself as he lay down on his bed.
'Haku, the child of the advanced bloodline. The child I raised myself, and the child I taught everything I knew. It seemed like less than a year. Times passes quickly, and now he's 17. A 17 year old young man, that has feelings for me..since..since when? Has he really wanted me to love him? He should know that I'm just his sensei. He should know that I do not seek love from anyone, being the person I am. I..I..long for someone. I hate to admit it but I feel that long for someone. It's such a pityful human desire, to receive love from others. Yet somehow, I can't resist him. He's so beautiful, and I fucking hurt him. I always fucking hurt him, but his loyalty to me remains the same. Should I consider myself lucky to have Haku?'
Zabusa's conscience bothered him. He wasn't aware that he had one. Killing people without remorse and regret had assured him of his non-existent conscience. Yet something in his head kept bugging him, like the way a baby's cry annoys it's parents in the middle of the night. This was too servere. One side of him was cold and dead, but the other side of him hungered for a companion. Bullshit. He was hungry for Haku, vey hungry. Before Zabusa could regain emotional control of himself, he was walking out the door and towards the sleepy Haku. Zabusa let out a cry; his hands pressed against the side of his head in pain. The sudden noise caused Haku to become aware of his surroundings. The hunter nin sat up to see Zabusa on his knees, looking and feeling pain. Zabusa couldn't control himself. It felt as if Itachi was using the Tsukiyomi justu, stabbing knives of hatred and missing love in his body over and over and over...
The demon ninja collapsed into Haku's arms. Zabusa knew he had lost. He wanted Haku's love so much, and his will to fight it was dying. He could feel Haku's hand gently rubbing his back, and it calmed him down. Haku knew him too well. The boy didn't make a sound..he only comforted his master. Zabusa wrapped his arms around Haku's waist tightly, as he breathed heavily against his student's neck. Damnit..it felt so comfortable to him. Everything went dark as the demon nonja fell asleep instantly.
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Next morning...
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The golden sun had rose, and it shined proudly in the misty blue sky. Zabusa groaned as he sat up. Looking around, he saw that he was in his bed, with a warm blanket laying on top of him. The demon stirred for a while before he could recall what happened the night before. Right..he had felt pain in his head, and he found comfort from Haku. Haku....where was he? Zabusa jumped off the bed and headed out his room, unaware that the wrappings over his face weren't there. The smell of brewing green tea filled the air, and Zabusa paused to see Haku standing in front of him. For the first time in his life, Zabusa managed to break a smile without changing his mind in the process.
"Good morning Zabusa-san..did you have a good sleep?"
"..Yes..I did" (Thinking: Of course I did, I fell asleep in your arms..^_^)
"Well, that's nice to hear. Is there something you want to tell me?"
"Haku, come here."
Haku obediently walked over to his master. The hunter nin approached Zabusa with a pleasant smile. It looked cute and daringly eager. Zabusa blinked a few times and smirked slightly. Haku watched silently, and only managed to speak a word before Zabusa kissed him. Yeah..Zabusa kissed him. The demon ninja pulled away to see his student's expression. Haku's face looked like it was a permanent red, which made Zabusa feel quite awkward. Being nice to others wasn't as easy as it looked. It wasn't long before Zabusa placed his lips on Haku's once more. He could feel Haku's hands slide down to his waist, tickling him gently. They held the kiss for quite a while, but they broke when they both needed a breath of air. Haku hugged Zabusa from behing and giggled slightly.
"Zabusa...-kun?"
"Hmmm?"
"So, what does this mean..?"
"This means, I've managed to be un-cold to you for a period of time."
"No..really..I mean it."
"What do you think it means, Haku?"
"I think it means..you're horny..."
".....................do you mean it?"
"Well..I mean everything I say. So I mean it, when I say I'll be by your side even after death..I'm that faithful."
"..Haku..."
"Yeah?"
"Thank you..for everything."
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How was that? I wrote this while listening to 'The Hardest Thing' by 98 Degrees. Yeah..old song but the lyrics are EXACTLY like Zabusa's antics. Maybe I'll write a sequel to this..
-Kt
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Minutes seemed to pass like hours. Haku was half asleep, and Zabusa was sitting on the bed in his room. Zabusa couldn't get out of his miserable state. He was confused, and that pissed him off. He began to think to himself as he lay down on his bed.
'Haku, the child of the advanced bloodline. The child I raised myself, and the child I taught everything I knew. It seemed like less than a year. Times passes quickly, and now he's 17. A 17 year old young man, that has feelings for me..since..since when? Has he really wanted me to love him? He should know that I'm just his sensei. He should know that I do not seek love from anyone, being the person I am. I..I..long for someone. I hate to admit it but I feel that long for someone. It's such a pityful human desire, to receive love from others. Yet somehow, I can't resist him. He's so beautiful, and I fucking hurt him. I always fucking hurt him, but his loyalty to me remains the same. Should I consider myself lucky to have Haku?'
Zabusa's conscience bothered him. He wasn't aware that he had one. Killing people without remorse and regret had assured him of his non-existent conscience. Yet something in his head kept bugging him, like the way a baby's cry annoys it's parents in the middle of the night. This was too servere. One side of him was cold and dead, but the other side of him hungered for a companion. Bullshit. He was hungry for Haku, vey hungry. Before Zabusa could regain emotional control of himself, he was walking out the door and towards the sleepy Haku. Zabusa let out a cry; his hands pressed against the side of his head in pain. The sudden noise caused Haku to become aware of his surroundings. The hunter nin sat up to see Zabusa on his knees, looking and feeling pain. Zabusa couldn't control himself. It felt as if Itachi was using the Tsukiyomi justu, stabbing knives of hatred and missing love in his body over and over and over...
The demon ninja collapsed into Haku's arms. Zabusa knew he had lost. He wanted Haku's love so much, and his will to fight it was dying. He could feel Haku's hand gently rubbing his back, and it calmed him down. Haku knew him too well. The boy didn't make a sound..he only comforted his master. Zabusa wrapped his arms around Haku's waist tightly, as he breathed heavily against his student's neck. Damnit..it felt so comfortable to him. Everything went dark as the demon nonja fell asleep instantly.
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Next morning...
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The golden sun had rose, and it shined proudly in the misty blue sky. Zabusa groaned as he sat up. Looking around, he saw that he was in his bed, with a warm blanket laying on top of him. The demon stirred for a while before he could recall what happened the night before. Right..he had felt pain in his head, and he found comfort from Haku. Haku....where was he? Zabusa jumped off the bed and headed out his room, unaware that the wrappings over his face weren't there. The smell of brewing green tea filled the air, and Zabusa paused to see Haku standing in front of him. For the first time in his life, Zabusa managed to break a smile without changing his mind in the process.
"Good morning Zabusa-san..did you have a good sleep?"
"..Yes..I did" (Thinking: Of course I did, I fell asleep in your arms..^_^)
"Well, that's nice to hear. Is there something you want to tell me?"
"Haku, come here."
Haku obediently walked over to his master. The hunter nin approached Zabusa with a pleasant smile. It looked cute and daringly eager. Zabusa blinked a few times and smirked slightly. Haku watched silently, and only managed to speak a word before Zabusa kissed him. Yeah..Zabusa kissed him. The demon ninja pulled away to see his student's expression. Haku's face looked like it was a permanent red, which made Zabusa feel quite awkward. Being nice to others wasn't as easy as it looked. It wasn't long before Zabusa placed his lips on Haku's once more. He could feel Haku's hands slide down to his waist, tickling him gently. They held the kiss for quite a while, but they broke when they both needed a breath of air. Haku hugged Zabusa from behing and giggled slightly.
"Zabusa...-kun?"
"Hmmm?"
"So, what does this mean..?"
"This means, I've managed to be un-cold to you for a period of time."
"No..really..I mean it."
"What do you think it means, Haku?"
"I think it means..you're horny..."
".....................do you mean it?"
"Well..I mean everything I say. So I mean it, when I say I'll be by your side even after death..I'm that faithful."
"..Haku..."
"Yeah?"
"Thank you..for everything."
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How was that? I wrote this while listening to 'The Hardest Thing' by 98 Degrees. Yeah..old song but the lyrics are EXACTLY like Zabusa's antics. Maybe I'll write a sequel to this..
-Kt