Wish For Someone Else
I thought I was going to die. So I took a chance and became involved with him. I don't love him, yet I feel tenderness towards him. Yeah, I know. Me and tenderness. What a joke. I am anything but tender.
I know he loves me. He tells me it by his touch, his lips on my body, the way he looks at me. I feel bad. I don't lie, but I am not truthful either.
I don't dream of a house with a white picket fence and he does. I want to be free, he wants a commitment. I want to leave and he wants me to be there all the time. I wish for someone else.
Don't get me wrong. I am almost happy. He is a wonderful man, but he treats me like a china doll. The other one – it's complicated.
We hurt each other so much. We almost killed each other. We were enemies, later partners and maybe almost friends. We parted our way before we had a chance to find out what we could have with each other.
I can't help but drown in memories. He is everything I think about, dream about. (A/N Remind you something?) And my „boyfriend"can't do anything to make it go away. I'm so sorry. For the pain I will cause him when I will break up with him to go to the other one.
I thought I was going to die. So I took a chance and became involved with him. I don't love him, yet I feel tenderness towards him. Yeah, I know. Me and tenderness. What a joke. I am anything but tender.
I know he loves me. He tells me it by his touch, his lips on my body, the way he looks at me. I feel bad. I don't lie, but I am not truthful either.
I don't dream of a house with a white picket fence and he does. I want to be free, he wants a commitment. I want to leave and he wants me to be there all the time. I wish for someone else.
Don't get me wrong. I am almost happy. He is a wonderful man, but he treats me like a china doll. The other one – it's complicated.
We hurt each other so much. We almost killed each other. We were enemies, later partners and maybe almost friends. We parted our way before we had a chance to find out what we could have with each other.
I can't help but drown in memories. He is everything I think about, dream about. (A/N Remind you something?) And my „boyfriend"can't do anything to make it go away. I'm so sorry. For the pain I will cause him when I will break up with him to go to the other one.