**Disclaimer: I only own Zana..the rest of characters and the song are not
mine,of course..don't sue this laywer!(well,I'm not a lawyer yet..)
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I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
- Faint- Linkin Park
I opened the door of my dorm, and I came in the hall.. strange design for a corridor, I thought.. pictures of elves, landscapes, hanging from the decorated walls.. it was amazing, something unreal. Everything was so different in that place.. I noticed a smell of flowers, but not the typical flowers perfume, something more magic that wrapped me and made me feel well.
I tried to find the exit, a door that would lead me to a more crowded place. I had no idea. I chose to follow the right side and I walked towards a big window. When I reached the corner I turned and crashed against a tall man. I jumped and shouted, but he seemed to be calmed.. he was blonde, like Legolas, and he also had deep blue eyes. We watched each other for a while, I felt so confused.
"I'm sorry, I was walking a bit absent minded and I didn't know you would be here.." He didn't reply me and I felt a bit angry. His lips moved in a despective smile, and he looked at me again, from the feet to the top of my head.
"So you're the strange human who came from nowhere.. I'm glad to meet you before the rest of the group. Can you tell me what are you doing in this hall? My bedroom is here and I don't trust you enough to allow you to walk here.. there are no locks in Mirkwood and I want to make sure that you won't come inside my room without my permission" His words sounded so rude to me.
I stared at him, half scared, half angry. He was arrogant and he was still looking at me with scorn. I moved and tried to walk in the opposite direction . " It's none of your business what I'm doing or not, and to keep you calmed, it's not in my plans to come in your room in the middle of the night, I have better things to do in my spare time". But he took my arm, softly and, at the same time, strongly.
"We still haven't finished our conversation" His cold eyes in my eyes like two pieces of ice. I started to shake, against my will.. but I recuperated my strength soon and I moved my arm to liberate it from his. I was angry, very angry.
"Listen to me. You don't have any right to treat me as if I was shit, everybody was so nice with me here and I won't allow you to act like this with me" I tried to look brave, but he still kept that smile, and his eyes crossed my body again, from the feet to my head.
"So here we have a brave human girl.. you're a bit too tall to be a human, don't you think? And you're also strange.. yes, you look strange.." I couldn't tell if there was admiration or repugnance in his voice. Puzzled, I didn't know what to reply to that statement.. his deep eyes made me feel uncomfortable.. and all from the sudden I recognised him. .of course, how could I be so stupid? Now it was me the one who analysed him in surprise, smiling.
"Haldir! You're Haldir of Lorien!" He froze in reply, looking back in astonishment. But how was that possible? Haldir had died in Helms Deep! And it was amazing, all characters were exactly like the actors, and that was impossible, I mean, the actors were real people, and I was in Middle Earth and they looked exactly the same! He was Haldir, no doubt about it, and he was taller than I could have imagined.
But I didn't like his reaction, he put his hand over the sword and looked scared. "Do you know me? How come? Who are you?" And in that moment I had the feeling that he would be able to kill me at any time. His gaze colder than ever. I looked throw a window we had near, took a deep breath and watched at him again.
"You don't know anything about me, but I assure you that I'm not a threaten to anybody. I was told to meet the king and this is what I'm going to do.. I don't know how did I arrive here, I only know that Legolas brought me, I took a bath, got dressed and I'm nervous, confused and right now, angry with you because of this kind of conversation. So.. if you let me walk.."
"Wait" He whispered in a soft but, at the same time, strong voice. I held my breath while he stared at me. "I'll lead you to the meeting room. Come with me."
He left my arm slowly and I walked with him.. thinking about this, about Haldir and his mysterious presence there.. was he still alive? The ring was still unknown? I realised I had to be very careful with my words and not say anything about future. maybe nobody of them knew about the war of the ring.
"I don't understand anything." My voice was so low but, of course, he was an elf and he heard me perfectly.
"What is what you don't understand?" His eyes on my face again.
"Your presence here.. "His laugh surprised me. He stopped walking, and I stopped with him.
"It's me the one who should have asked this.. I'm too curious about you to wait for the meeting. Who are you? What kind of being are you, who came into our lives all from the sudden? " His voice was almost a whisper, a charming whisper, and I felt dizzy.. damming elves.. so beautiful, so ...yeah, I felt like the bird enchanted by a snake.. the bird that it's condemned to fall into the snake.
I tried to keep my mind apart from those thoughts and I went on walking, ignoring him.
-"I have a meeting.. will you lead me there or not? " He reached me in few steps and we stared at each other, too close, in my opinion. He smiled arrogantly again.
"I'm not afraid of you, you know? " But his smile was still on his face. "This is useless, Haldir. Please, lead me there and don't play with me. I'm -not- afraid-of -you."
We went on walking when I thought I heard a "You should" reply from him. .I looked at his face but I couldn't read anything on it.. like always. Maybe I had imagined it.
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I can't feel
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
- Faint- Linkin Park
I opened the door of my dorm, and I came in the hall.. strange design for a corridor, I thought.. pictures of elves, landscapes, hanging from the decorated walls.. it was amazing, something unreal. Everything was so different in that place.. I noticed a smell of flowers, but not the typical flowers perfume, something more magic that wrapped me and made me feel well.
I tried to find the exit, a door that would lead me to a more crowded place. I had no idea. I chose to follow the right side and I walked towards a big window. When I reached the corner I turned and crashed against a tall man. I jumped and shouted, but he seemed to be calmed.. he was blonde, like Legolas, and he also had deep blue eyes. We watched each other for a while, I felt so confused.
"I'm sorry, I was walking a bit absent minded and I didn't know you would be here.." He didn't reply me and I felt a bit angry. His lips moved in a despective smile, and he looked at me again, from the feet to the top of my head.
"So you're the strange human who came from nowhere.. I'm glad to meet you before the rest of the group. Can you tell me what are you doing in this hall? My bedroom is here and I don't trust you enough to allow you to walk here.. there are no locks in Mirkwood and I want to make sure that you won't come inside my room without my permission" His words sounded so rude to me.
I stared at him, half scared, half angry. He was arrogant and he was still looking at me with scorn. I moved and tried to walk in the opposite direction . " It's none of your business what I'm doing or not, and to keep you calmed, it's not in my plans to come in your room in the middle of the night, I have better things to do in my spare time". But he took my arm, softly and, at the same time, strongly.
"We still haven't finished our conversation" His cold eyes in my eyes like two pieces of ice. I started to shake, against my will.. but I recuperated my strength soon and I moved my arm to liberate it from his. I was angry, very angry.
"Listen to me. You don't have any right to treat me as if I was shit, everybody was so nice with me here and I won't allow you to act like this with me" I tried to look brave, but he still kept that smile, and his eyes crossed my body again, from the feet to my head.
"So here we have a brave human girl.. you're a bit too tall to be a human, don't you think? And you're also strange.. yes, you look strange.." I couldn't tell if there was admiration or repugnance in his voice. Puzzled, I didn't know what to reply to that statement.. his deep eyes made me feel uncomfortable.. and all from the sudden I recognised him. .of course, how could I be so stupid? Now it was me the one who analysed him in surprise, smiling.
"Haldir! You're Haldir of Lorien!" He froze in reply, looking back in astonishment. But how was that possible? Haldir had died in Helms Deep! And it was amazing, all characters were exactly like the actors, and that was impossible, I mean, the actors were real people, and I was in Middle Earth and they looked exactly the same! He was Haldir, no doubt about it, and he was taller than I could have imagined.
But I didn't like his reaction, he put his hand over the sword and looked scared. "Do you know me? How come? Who are you?" And in that moment I had the feeling that he would be able to kill me at any time. His gaze colder than ever. I looked throw a window we had near, took a deep breath and watched at him again.
"You don't know anything about me, but I assure you that I'm not a threaten to anybody. I was told to meet the king and this is what I'm going to do.. I don't know how did I arrive here, I only know that Legolas brought me, I took a bath, got dressed and I'm nervous, confused and right now, angry with you because of this kind of conversation. So.. if you let me walk.."
"Wait" He whispered in a soft but, at the same time, strong voice. I held my breath while he stared at me. "I'll lead you to the meeting room. Come with me."
He left my arm slowly and I walked with him.. thinking about this, about Haldir and his mysterious presence there.. was he still alive? The ring was still unknown? I realised I had to be very careful with my words and not say anything about future. maybe nobody of them knew about the war of the ring.
"I don't understand anything." My voice was so low but, of course, he was an elf and he heard me perfectly.
"What is what you don't understand?" His eyes on my face again.
"Your presence here.. "His laugh surprised me. He stopped walking, and I stopped with him.
"It's me the one who should have asked this.. I'm too curious about you to wait for the meeting. Who are you? What kind of being are you, who came into our lives all from the sudden? " His voice was almost a whisper, a charming whisper, and I felt dizzy.. damming elves.. so beautiful, so ...yeah, I felt like the bird enchanted by a snake.. the bird that it's condemned to fall into the snake.
I tried to keep my mind apart from those thoughts and I went on walking, ignoring him.
-"I have a meeting.. will you lead me there or not? " He reached me in few steps and we stared at each other, too close, in my opinion. He smiled arrogantly again.
"I'm not afraid of you, you know? " But his smile was still on his face. "This is useless, Haldir. Please, lead me there and don't play with me. I'm -not- afraid-of -you."
We went on walking when I thought I heard a "You should" reply from him. .I looked at his face but I couldn't read anything on it.. like always. Maybe I had imagined it.