Woo! Reviews! Yea!....Ahem...anyway it seems that people liked that chapter. I
did you! Hence why I wrote it. Hehe...okay ya this chapter isnt going to be
very long...I tell you that now, and I sort of let Kai's emotions out a
little! YAY!
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He took the blankets and wiped his face, running over to the mirror to make sure his eyes weren't swollen. He walked over to the door, hoping it was who he thought it was. He slowly opened the door and gasped.
"Ray..." ~^~^~^~^~ Rays PoV: "Hey Kai" Hey Kai? God what a retarded thing to say...I shook my head as I said that, waiting for him to respond or react.
"R-ray..." Is all he could say...my heart sank. I wasn't sure if he was happy, shocked or angry to see me. I looked at him...he had grown...he was no longer the young sixteen year old boy I fell in love with. No. He was a man...a man who I am in love with.
"Nice to see you Kai...its been a while" I laughed and smiled. I looked at him again. He was leaning against the frame of the door looking at lamp on the beside table. The same lamp that was there three years ago.
"Ray...why are you here?" He asked slowly. His voice had much more maturity then before...so much wisdom...it was beautiful.
"I came to see you Kai...you know stop by and see an old friend," I looked at the ground. I wondered what he would say...I called him a friend...were we friends? He didn't respond to that. He walked into his room leaving the door open as he went to the couch sitting by the window and opened the blinds, before plopping down on it.
"Well come in..." he said, looking at me with his wonderful eyes...it seemed as if his eyes had matured also. I stepped into the room looking around...it looked the same as it did that day...that horrible horrible day. The only difference was that there were more Beybladeing medals and Awards. I stood awkwardly in the middle of the room, looking at some of the medals Kai won.
"Nice Kai...I see you kept your reputation in tacked." I said, looking over at him. I frowned and my heart sank at the sight. He was sitting on the couch looking out the window...he had the saddest eyes I had ever seen. It scared me...I mean come on...Kai...sad eyes...it doesn't make sense. I could see a tint of red around his eyes....was he crying before I got here? I pulled a chair up to sit beside him.
"Hey Kai...you alright?" I asked.
Silence.
"Kai...answer me...were you crying? Were you crying before I got here?" I asked again, looking at the back of his head as he was still facing outside the window. I looked to see what he was looking at. Outside were the most beautiful trees I had ever seen...Sakura Trees...in the backyard of Kai's mansion...I figured Kai must have planted them when I was away. The wind outside looked like it started to pick up and some Sakura Blossoms flew into the air.
"Beautiful aren't they?" came the words from Kai's mouth...wait...did I hear correctly...Kai Hiwatari using the word Beautiful?
"Yea...they are" I answered back. I looked at him. "Kai...what's wrong? Seriously...tell me,"
"They reminded me of you...I planted them after you left...the day after you left. I planted them were I could always see them. Its as if I did it so it felt like you didn't leave completely." He turned to me. I saw tears falling down his face, and he wasn't even tryong to hide them "Why did you leave Ray? Why did you have to leave me?" He turned back to the window. "I never wanted to hurt you Ray...believe me I'd kill myself before I did that...but I couldn't tell you how I felt back then...not then...not there." He sighed.
"K-kai..." I whispered.
"Ray...I think now is the time for me to let go...to tell you how I really feel...to...crush the wall that prevents me from loving you like I should." He said quietly. Another Sakura blossom passed the window. He turned back to face me.
"Kai...I'm sorry...I didn't want to leave...and it tore me up inside to leave you here. But I told you that day that if you didn't fell the same way...that I was leaving for China." I told him, staring into his eyes.
"Ray...how did you know if I didn't feel the same way?"
"Gee Kai I don't know...maybe the way you told me to leave...to get out.." I barked back. He turned back to the window. "Kai...I'm sorry"
"Don't be...I'm an ass I know...I know I'm not easy to get along with...and I've accepted that...I didn't tell you how I felt...because I know you deserve better. Better then me...someone who can love you like you need to be loved...and I'm not sure I'll be able to do that."
"Kai...why do you think I told you I loved you. Correction...why I love you. Because I thought you weren't good enough for me? Kai...you're my...everything. If you died...I would die too. I cant live without you...and why I went back to China I don't know...but I swear I never meant to hurt you. I would never...ever do that." I looked at him and placed my hand on his cheek, wiping the tears away with my thumb.
"Ray..." he said, more tears streaming out of his eyes. I fell to my knees as he fell to his and held him in my arms, his head on my chest as I ran my fingers through his hair. I could hear him sobbing as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Shhh...shhh...its alright...it'll be alright." I whispered to him. He looked up at me and as I wiped the tears away again, he said the words I would kill to hear.
"I love you Ray...I always will," he placed his head back onto my chest. We sat there holding eachothers...the thoughts of what was happening swirling in my mind...was this really Kai? This person in my arms? It couldn't be...but yet...somehow I felt as if this was the real Kai...the true form of Kai Hiwatari. Maybe those three years apart brought him out. I loved it.
I looked over at the window. Another Sakura blossom flew from the tree branch and fluttered off into the distance, as if to symbolize what was now Kai's life and mine together. What was once a tiny seed, had grown into something beautiful. Something wonderful.
As I watched the Sakura blossom fly off...it was like the past was erased...and we had a chance to grow another blossom from the same tree...only this time...it would be even more beautiful. ~*~**~**~***~**~***~**~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~**~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~**~* ~*~*~*~ Yea...so that was the chapter o. O...I don't know about the whole...symbolism thing...but yea...Should I write another chapter? Please R&R and give me some suggestions k? Thanks.
He took the blankets and wiped his face, running over to the mirror to make sure his eyes weren't swollen. He walked over to the door, hoping it was who he thought it was. He slowly opened the door and gasped.
"Ray..." ~^~^~^~^~ Rays PoV: "Hey Kai" Hey Kai? God what a retarded thing to say...I shook my head as I said that, waiting for him to respond or react.
"R-ray..." Is all he could say...my heart sank. I wasn't sure if he was happy, shocked or angry to see me. I looked at him...he had grown...he was no longer the young sixteen year old boy I fell in love with. No. He was a man...a man who I am in love with.
"Nice to see you Kai...its been a while" I laughed and smiled. I looked at him again. He was leaning against the frame of the door looking at lamp on the beside table. The same lamp that was there three years ago.
"Ray...why are you here?" He asked slowly. His voice had much more maturity then before...so much wisdom...it was beautiful.
"I came to see you Kai...you know stop by and see an old friend," I looked at the ground. I wondered what he would say...I called him a friend...were we friends? He didn't respond to that. He walked into his room leaving the door open as he went to the couch sitting by the window and opened the blinds, before plopping down on it.
"Well come in..." he said, looking at me with his wonderful eyes...it seemed as if his eyes had matured also. I stepped into the room looking around...it looked the same as it did that day...that horrible horrible day. The only difference was that there were more Beybladeing medals and Awards. I stood awkwardly in the middle of the room, looking at some of the medals Kai won.
"Nice Kai...I see you kept your reputation in tacked." I said, looking over at him. I frowned and my heart sank at the sight. He was sitting on the couch looking out the window...he had the saddest eyes I had ever seen. It scared me...I mean come on...Kai...sad eyes...it doesn't make sense. I could see a tint of red around his eyes....was he crying before I got here? I pulled a chair up to sit beside him.
"Hey Kai...you alright?" I asked.
Silence.
"Kai...answer me...were you crying? Were you crying before I got here?" I asked again, looking at the back of his head as he was still facing outside the window. I looked to see what he was looking at. Outside were the most beautiful trees I had ever seen...Sakura Trees...in the backyard of Kai's mansion...I figured Kai must have planted them when I was away. The wind outside looked like it started to pick up and some Sakura Blossoms flew into the air.
"Beautiful aren't they?" came the words from Kai's mouth...wait...did I hear correctly...Kai Hiwatari using the word Beautiful?
"Yea...they are" I answered back. I looked at him. "Kai...what's wrong? Seriously...tell me,"
"They reminded me of you...I planted them after you left...the day after you left. I planted them were I could always see them. Its as if I did it so it felt like you didn't leave completely." He turned to me. I saw tears falling down his face, and he wasn't even tryong to hide them "Why did you leave Ray? Why did you have to leave me?" He turned back to the window. "I never wanted to hurt you Ray...believe me I'd kill myself before I did that...but I couldn't tell you how I felt back then...not then...not there." He sighed.
"K-kai..." I whispered.
"Ray...I think now is the time for me to let go...to tell you how I really feel...to...crush the wall that prevents me from loving you like I should." He said quietly. Another Sakura blossom passed the window. He turned back to face me.
"Kai...I'm sorry...I didn't want to leave...and it tore me up inside to leave you here. But I told you that day that if you didn't fell the same way...that I was leaving for China." I told him, staring into his eyes.
"Ray...how did you know if I didn't feel the same way?"
"Gee Kai I don't know...maybe the way you told me to leave...to get out.." I barked back. He turned back to the window. "Kai...I'm sorry"
"Don't be...I'm an ass I know...I know I'm not easy to get along with...and I've accepted that...I didn't tell you how I felt...because I know you deserve better. Better then me...someone who can love you like you need to be loved...and I'm not sure I'll be able to do that."
"Kai...why do you think I told you I loved you. Correction...why I love you. Because I thought you weren't good enough for me? Kai...you're my...everything. If you died...I would die too. I cant live without you...and why I went back to China I don't know...but I swear I never meant to hurt you. I would never...ever do that." I looked at him and placed my hand on his cheek, wiping the tears away with my thumb.
"Ray..." he said, more tears streaming out of his eyes. I fell to my knees as he fell to his and held him in my arms, his head on my chest as I ran my fingers through his hair. I could hear him sobbing as he wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Shhh...shhh...its alright...it'll be alright." I whispered to him. He looked up at me and as I wiped the tears away again, he said the words I would kill to hear.
"I love you Ray...I always will," he placed his head back onto my chest. We sat there holding eachothers...the thoughts of what was happening swirling in my mind...was this really Kai? This person in my arms? It couldn't be...but yet...somehow I felt as if this was the real Kai...the true form of Kai Hiwatari. Maybe those three years apart brought him out. I loved it.
I looked over at the window. Another Sakura blossom flew from the tree branch and fluttered off into the distance, as if to symbolize what was now Kai's life and mine together. What was once a tiny seed, had grown into something beautiful. Something wonderful.
As I watched the Sakura blossom fly off...it was like the past was erased...and we had a chance to grow another blossom from the same tree...only this time...it would be even more beautiful. ~*~**~**~***~**~***~**~**~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~*~*~**~**~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~*~**~* ~*~*~*~ Yea...so that was the chapter o. O...I don't know about the whole...symbolism thing...but yea...Should I write another chapter? Please R&R and give me some suggestions k? Thanks.