(A/N:A poem written by my OC Victoria Johnson-Ishtar. She's reflecting on the things that she cannot forget,and how confusing her mind is right now. If you don't know who Victoria is,read my Ishtar fics "Snake in the Grass"and "Return to Me")
"Confusion"
Why can't I forget the things I hate?
What is it that's real? What is it that's not?
Home is where I feel safe,but which place is it?
Is it where my friends are mere characters?
Is it where those characters are my real friends?
Will I ever escape the past? Or will it haunt me,even though I'm happy?
I wanted to forget,but it will never be.
Jo won't let me ever. We had a lot there.
But all of those things are lost!
Marik is here, where I want to be.
He says it will get better,but I disagree.
As long as I have been here...I can't escape what was.
Silently,I bite my tounge from speaking my mind.
That sort of thing was forbidden back hom e.
Here,it is not,but I won't still.
I can't escape what was,I don't know what will be.
Please take my memories away,I beg!
I do not want them. I want what is now!