Chapter Twenty eight
"Oh she is so beautiful." Sabrina said as she watched Carl and Morgan play together on the floor. Carl had tiny soft dirty blonde curls and olive skin coloring with bright blue eyes. She wore a soft pink shirt and a white lacey skirt with pink flowers on it. She was beautiful.
"Yeah you gave us her and now look at you having one of your own." Courtney said softly as she touched Sabrina's stomach.
"Yeah and it must be a boy because there is no way a girl would keep me so much," she said as she laughed
"Yeah men do tend to be the more complicated ones." Courtney said as her eyes met Jason's
"But the same could be said for women." Jason countered
"Yeah that's true. God knows how much I put Zander through before we got married. I had major baggage from my past. We even broke up for the last few month that I was pregnant with Carl. I just never stopped loving him so as soon as she was out of me I looked him and told him where I stood. Now here we are almost two years later married and having a kid of our own. He's not working for Faith anymore. He's been working a health club as a personal trainer," she said proudly
"I'm glad he got out of the business," Courtney said as she thought about Jason. She'd give almost anything to have him quit his business for her and their child.
"Yeah Zander told me the night I was in the hospital because I was shot while in his apartment that you, Sonny, and Nicholas told him that if he loved me as much as he said he did he would get out of the business or let me go for my own sake," she was looking into Jason's eyes as she told him this." He chose me over the business so thank you for telling him what he needed to hear that I couldn't bring myself to say."
"Hey I was just protecting you." Jason said
"Yeah and that was before we knew we were related," she said softly
"How's that going now?" he asked
"Me and Emily are closer. Ned and I work together. I completely adore Lila and Dillion. The rest I tolerate," she said
"Do you know exactly what you're having yet?" Courtney asked
"No, I don't want to know I just want it to be healthy," she admitted
"I'm sure it will be," she assured her
"I have to admit something to you guys that I admitted to Sonny when we had lunch at Kelly's... I'm terrified that something bad is going to happen to take away all I hold dear," she confessed to them" Sonny says I feel this way because things are to quite and I'm use to looking over my shoulder."
"He's right, just relax and enjoy what you have." Courtney said wondering why she was talking to Sonny and when they became so close.
"It felt great to be able to talk to someone who understood without giving me a lecture on what's right and wrong," she said thinking back to her talk with Sonny.
"Sonny's the one I talk to when I feel confused he's a great listener." Jason said
"Yes, he is. I wish I had known him back when I was younger because it would've made my life easier," she said honestly
"Yeah, Carly's lucky to have him in her life." Courtney said feeling like she needed to bring up the fact that Sonny was married
"Yes, she is and I'm lucky to have Zander in my life," she said thinking of how she felt with Zander. She wouldn't give him up for anything in the world." I think I should go Zander and I are supposed to have dinner together so I need to go and make sure he doesn't try to cook it by him self," she said as she stood up.
"You're more than welcome to stop by anytime you like." Jason said
"Yeah, we love having you around." Courtney said as the two women embraced each other. Truth be told she felt like the two of them had grown apart over the past year.
"Courtney before I go I need to ask you a questioned." Sabrina said as she stopped just outside their door
"Sure what is it?" Courtney asked
"Well, Jason it's for you as well," she said as he waited to hear what she had to say" I want the two of you to be my baby's godparents."
"Wow, sure I'd love to," Courtney said excitedly
"Yeah, me too." Jason chimed in.
"Good, because there isn't any other two people in the world I would trust more than you two," she said with a bright smile across her lips.
"It's an honor for us." Courtney said as the two women embraced warmly again." I love you." Courtney whispered into her ear.
"I love you as well Court," she returned.
Sabrina went to the elevator as Courtney and Jason went back in. Their door shut just as she pushed the button for the elevator. As she waited she felt a sharp pain in her stomach. With a sharp hiss of intake air she held her stomach. Then she felt it again, but this time it was sharper.
"If I'm not mistaken I'd think I was in labor," she mutter softly.
Then she felt the pain again this time it knocked her to her knees.
"owe, oh my God. Court, Jason!" she yelled as she knelt down on the floor. No one came out of Jason and Courtney's apartment." Someone please help me call 911 I think I'm in labor!" she yelled hopping someone would hear her as the pain got sharper." Please someone hurry before my water breaks," she was panicking now as the pain kept increasing. Tears were falling now as she tried to get up to get into the elevator. She had managed to barely crawl in when the doors shut tightly behind her. She hit the button for the lobby. She tried to calm her breathing down as the elevator moved.
"It's not time for you little one so please just hold on a few more months," she pleaded to her baby.
She noticed a thin trail of crimson down her leg. Now she was terrified all over again. The doors came open, but she didn't have the strength to stand up.
"Sabrina my God," a voice hissed as arms lifted her out of the elevator."Get the car ready we're going to GH." he told Max
Her last coherent thought was that it was Jax. He had saved her when she nearly lost Carl at Kelly's. So it was only natural that he save her now when she in danger of losing her own baby. Then the blackness took over and she was lost the world outside of the darkness that overcame her.
"Oh she is so beautiful." Sabrina said as she watched Carl and Morgan play together on the floor. Carl had tiny soft dirty blonde curls and olive skin coloring with bright blue eyes. She wore a soft pink shirt and a white lacey skirt with pink flowers on it. She was beautiful.
"Yeah you gave us her and now look at you having one of your own." Courtney said softly as she touched Sabrina's stomach.
"Yeah and it must be a boy because there is no way a girl would keep me so much," she said as she laughed
"Yeah men do tend to be the more complicated ones." Courtney said as her eyes met Jason's
"But the same could be said for women." Jason countered
"Yeah that's true. God knows how much I put Zander through before we got married. I had major baggage from my past. We even broke up for the last few month that I was pregnant with Carl. I just never stopped loving him so as soon as she was out of me I looked him and told him where I stood. Now here we are almost two years later married and having a kid of our own. He's not working for Faith anymore. He's been working a health club as a personal trainer," she said proudly
"I'm glad he got out of the business," Courtney said as she thought about Jason. She'd give almost anything to have him quit his business for her and their child.
"Yeah Zander told me the night I was in the hospital because I was shot while in his apartment that you, Sonny, and Nicholas told him that if he loved me as much as he said he did he would get out of the business or let me go for my own sake," she was looking into Jason's eyes as she told him this." He chose me over the business so thank you for telling him what he needed to hear that I couldn't bring myself to say."
"Hey I was just protecting you." Jason said
"Yeah and that was before we knew we were related," she said softly
"How's that going now?" he asked
"Me and Emily are closer. Ned and I work together. I completely adore Lila and Dillion. The rest I tolerate," she said
"Do you know exactly what you're having yet?" Courtney asked
"No, I don't want to know I just want it to be healthy," she admitted
"I'm sure it will be," she assured her
"I have to admit something to you guys that I admitted to Sonny when we had lunch at Kelly's... I'm terrified that something bad is going to happen to take away all I hold dear," she confessed to them" Sonny says I feel this way because things are to quite and I'm use to looking over my shoulder."
"He's right, just relax and enjoy what you have." Courtney said wondering why she was talking to Sonny and when they became so close.
"It felt great to be able to talk to someone who understood without giving me a lecture on what's right and wrong," she said thinking back to her talk with Sonny.
"Sonny's the one I talk to when I feel confused he's a great listener." Jason said
"Yes, he is. I wish I had known him back when I was younger because it would've made my life easier," she said honestly
"Yeah, Carly's lucky to have him in her life." Courtney said feeling like she needed to bring up the fact that Sonny was married
"Yes, she is and I'm lucky to have Zander in my life," she said thinking of how she felt with Zander. She wouldn't give him up for anything in the world." I think I should go Zander and I are supposed to have dinner together so I need to go and make sure he doesn't try to cook it by him self," she said as she stood up.
"You're more than welcome to stop by anytime you like." Jason said
"Yeah, we love having you around." Courtney said as the two women embraced each other. Truth be told she felt like the two of them had grown apart over the past year.
"Courtney before I go I need to ask you a questioned." Sabrina said as she stopped just outside their door
"Sure what is it?" Courtney asked
"Well, Jason it's for you as well," she said as he waited to hear what she had to say" I want the two of you to be my baby's godparents."
"Wow, sure I'd love to," Courtney said excitedly
"Yeah, me too." Jason chimed in.
"Good, because there isn't any other two people in the world I would trust more than you two," she said with a bright smile across her lips.
"It's an honor for us." Courtney said as the two women embraced warmly again." I love you." Courtney whispered into her ear.
"I love you as well Court," she returned.
Sabrina went to the elevator as Courtney and Jason went back in. Their door shut just as she pushed the button for the elevator. As she waited she felt a sharp pain in her stomach. With a sharp hiss of intake air she held her stomach. Then she felt it again, but this time it was sharper.
"If I'm not mistaken I'd think I was in labor," she mutter softly.
Then she felt the pain again this time it knocked her to her knees.
"owe, oh my God. Court, Jason!" she yelled as she knelt down on the floor. No one came out of Jason and Courtney's apartment." Someone please help me call 911 I think I'm in labor!" she yelled hopping someone would hear her as the pain got sharper." Please someone hurry before my water breaks," she was panicking now as the pain kept increasing. Tears were falling now as she tried to get up to get into the elevator. She had managed to barely crawl in when the doors shut tightly behind her. She hit the button for the lobby. She tried to calm her breathing down as the elevator moved.
"It's not time for you little one so please just hold on a few more months," she pleaded to her baby.
She noticed a thin trail of crimson down her leg. Now she was terrified all over again. The doors came open, but she didn't have the strength to stand up.
"Sabrina my God," a voice hissed as arms lifted her out of the elevator."Get the car ready we're going to GH." he told Max
Her last coherent thought was that it was Jax. He had saved her when she nearly lost Carl at Kelly's. So it was only natural that he save her now when she in danger of losing her own baby. Then the blackness took over and she was lost the world outside of the darkness that overcame her.