Passion
By Rachel
My hands are stained with blood. As bloody as they are though, they are
clean. I did what I had to do. I don't regret any of it.
Did I want any of it to happen?
Sometimes I do. Other times I don't.
If I could go back and do it again, would I?
Probably. I learned, achieved, and even lost. I grew as a person and I
liked who I turned out to be. Others didn't, but they aren't me. I'm not
quite the same person I was before. Hell I don't think anyone is. But I'm
not completely different either. I took from the experience, learned, and
gained what I needed to know from it.
Am I done learning?
Of course not! I still have many experiences to go through and room to
grow and learn. I, however, do believe that I took everything I could from
that last lesson. I've gone over it and over it and there's nothing left to
go over. I've read every book, memorized every line, and be damned read
even read between every line. I don't really believe in "you gain something
new each time you go back over it." I've always been like that, I guess.
Did I win? Or did I lose?
Really, it wasn't either of them. In some ways I won, in others I lost. I
also believe it was like that for everyone. No body came out unscathed,
without having to sacrifice some part of them.
Do I feel guilty for any of it?
No. I already said I did what I had to do. I was well aware of the
ramifications of my actions at all times. Some think I lost sight of what
was important. I don't think I did. Besides everyone has his or her own
idea of what is really important.
The best advice I could ever give anyone; it may sound corny, but follow
your heart. Be passionate about what you believe in. Stay true to yourself
first and always. Don't be dragged into something you'll regret. That's how
people are lost. Passion, belief, truth.
*~*~*~
This was weird. You could interpret this as anyone you want to. I had
started writing it in Seifer's POV, but I realized that it wasn't limited
to that, so I set it for anyone. Reviews are more than welcome.
By Rachel
My hands are stained with blood. As bloody as they are though, they are
clean. I did what I had to do. I don't regret any of it.
Did I want any of it to happen?
Sometimes I do. Other times I don't.
If I could go back and do it again, would I?
Probably. I learned, achieved, and even lost. I grew as a person and I
liked who I turned out to be. Others didn't, but they aren't me. I'm not
quite the same person I was before. Hell I don't think anyone is. But I'm
not completely different either. I took from the experience, learned, and
gained what I needed to know from it.
Am I done learning?
Of course not! I still have many experiences to go through and room to
grow and learn. I, however, do believe that I took everything I could from
that last lesson. I've gone over it and over it and there's nothing left to
go over. I've read every book, memorized every line, and be damned read
even read between every line. I don't really believe in "you gain something
new each time you go back over it." I've always been like that, I guess.
Did I win? Or did I lose?
Really, it wasn't either of them. In some ways I won, in others I lost. I
also believe it was like that for everyone. No body came out unscathed,
without having to sacrifice some part of them.
Do I feel guilty for any of it?
No. I already said I did what I had to do. I was well aware of the
ramifications of my actions at all times. Some think I lost sight of what
was important. I don't think I did. Besides everyone has his or her own
idea of what is really important.
The best advice I could ever give anyone; it may sound corny, but follow
your heart. Be passionate about what you believe in. Stay true to yourself
first and always. Don't be dragged into something you'll regret. That's how
people are lost. Passion, belief, truth.
*~*~*~
This was weird. You could interpret this as anyone you want to. I had
started writing it in Seifer's POV, but I realized that it wasn't limited
to that, so I set it for anyone. Reviews are more than welcome.