Forbidden Attraction, Secret Desires
Author: Temptress_Kitten17
Rated: R
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon. Major warning! There is lots of R rated material in this chapter!
Chapter 9:
We soon got back to the house and quickly realized we weren't alone. Raye sat on the sofa watching South Park on the Comedy Channel. Darien and I sat on opposite sides of the couch and watched it with her. Half an hour later, our parents came back with Sammy.
" We're home honey!" Dad called to me from the entranceway. Sammy yawned and stretched his arms over his head. " I'm wiped! I'm gonna go to bed early tonight Dad!" He half yawned as he headed for the stairs. Raye stood up as well. " Yeah, I wore myself out just chasing after the neighbour's twin terrors tonight. Good night Mom, Ken."
Darien and I quickly gave each other a look and promptly yawned in imitation to Sammy and Raye. " Dammit Raye, now you made ME tired too! But I think I'll watch a bit of TV before I turn in. There's supposed to be a marathon of anime programs on YTV tonight and I might be able to catch a few episodes of Escaflowne and Inu-Yasha! Oh, and Sere...I think they said something about episodes of Sailor Earth or something would be airing."
" Sailor Moon!" I exclaimed, leaping off the couch and running past my stunned father and down the stairs. I knew that it was an excuse Darien had come up with. But my father and Danielle would think nothing of it if I were in my ' step-brother's ' room watching Sailor Moon episodes on his TV. So I headed downstairs and walked into Darien's room, turning on the TV so that it was believable.
A few minutes later, Darien appeared in the doorway, smiling. He seemed so pleased with himself that he had been able to trick everyone. " They're ALL going to bed, Sere." He whispered into my ear as he sat beside me on his large bed. Just then I heard bedsprings sqeaking...and they weren't coming from Darien's bed.
" Oh God, I'm adding that to my list of traumas that I'll have to get past after years of therapy!" I half joked.
" I'm used to it now. I had to get used to it; those damn bedsprings have been squeaking ever since Mom met your father. That's one of the curses of having a room right below theirs." Darien groaned as he turned the volume up on the TV.
I sat there in silence for a few minutes, trying to concentrate on the TV and praying that my father would stop screwing Darien's mother soon. It was a real turn-off to have to listen to your parents having sex above your ceiling.
" Suddenly I'm not in the mood, Dare." I sighed as I heard Danielle's VERY loud moans. This was just creeping me out! Parents that old shouldn't have loud obnoxious sex with their children in the house. It's just gross; not to mention traumatic for the children.
" Me neither. Our parents have ruined our lives without even realizing it. Maybe we should just go to bed?" Darien said.
I sighed. It was pretty late, and I had to get up early the next day. Maybe it would be wise to go to bed. But I was leaving for home tomorrow and I didn't know when I would see him again. My heart felt like it was breaking when I thought about having to leave him.
" You know I have to go home tomorrow." I whispered sadly. " This is our last night. I'll try and come back soon, but I'm not sure how soon." I wanted to cry. It was just so unfair.
Darien put his arm around me and held me close. I could hear his steady heart beat in his chest. It was almost soothing.
" Hey...It'll be okay, Sere. We'll see each other again. We don't have to jump into bed immediately just because you're leaving tomorrow. Trust me when I say you're more than just sex to me. I care about your mind too. I like talking with you, Sere."
I smiled at this gesture. Andrew NEVER said anything that sweet. But Darien said he liked me for my mind as well as my body. I felt so special at that moment that I completely forgot about my father screwing Danielle upstairs.
" Now I want you more than ever." I whispered as I lay down on his dark bed covers and pulled him toward me.
That was all the prompting that Darien needed. He began to slide his hands teasingly up my sides and over my thighs. His lips and tongue brushed over my neck and collar bone. He took his time, touching only what I did not cover with my nightgown. He kissed behind my ear, the hollow of my neck and collar bone. I sighed and held him tightly, feeling his strong muscles form underneath his T-shirt.
" Darien...please." I almost whimpered. I wanted him to move lower; needed him too. I felt the material of my nightgown tighten uncomfortably over my breasts, aching to be touched and kissed. I felt myself tightening up inside and the familiar tingling start in my hands and feet. It amazed me how little he had to do to cause this to happen.
" Oh Gods, Darien. I need...I need..." I could hardly get the words out as my face began to tingle as well. So I tried to pull down the front of my nightgown to get my point across. I groaned in frustration when Darien stopped me.
" Not yet my impatient but beautiful princess. We'll get there soon, I promise." Darien whispered as he lowered his head to my neck again. I sighed and simply let the sensations wash over me. And then I felt myself soaring over the edge into the realms of ecstasy. My fingers clenched and unclenched into the sides of Darien's shirt. He smiled at me and looked deeply into my eyes. " Did you like that, my princess?" He asked me softly as his lips descended and brushed over my own.
" Oh yes, my dark prince." I murmured between sweet kisses.
" Do you want to feel that again right now?" He asked, already sliding his hands down to the thin straps of my nightgown.
" Please...yes. Oh Gods yes." I replied.
Right after I said those words, Darien began to slide the front of my nightgown all the way down to my hips. I sighed as his fingers traced around each nipple lightly before lowering his head to suckle one. He licked it softly and pressed it with his lips. I felt wave after wave of pleasure wash over me.
" Darien..." I sighed as he switched to the other breast and equally cherished it as well. But instead of switching back first, this time he took as much of my breast in his mouth as possible and sucked as he pulled away slowly. I practically jumped when he did that. When he reached my hyper-sensitive nipple, he applied a bit more pressure and pulled away. At the same time, one hand was squeezing my other breast while the other one had slowly slid south. His fingers easily slid against my hyper-sensitive jewel, causing the electric shocks to fire through my body one after the other. It took all my strength not to cry out in ecstasy as I came again. How was he able to do this to me? How could he cause me to feel like my whole existence boiled down to one overwhelming point of sensation?
As I lay there panting and trying to get my senses back to normal again, Darien moved his hands away and lay beside me on the bed. I lazily opened my eyes to find that he had a very noticeable 'problem.' I sat there for what to me seemed like an hour but was actually only four minutes. I kept thinking about how much I wanted to please him too. But I had never pleased a man before. I didn't even know what he would feel like in my hand. I decided I was going to do it...and every time I told myself to go for it, I wouldn't even move a muscle. Finally I decided to start off slowly by simply tracing circles with my fingers on the inside of his arm. As I got a bit braver, I moved to his mid-thigh and slowly massaged up to the crease where his thigh met with his lower abdomen.
I was so close now. I just had to move my hand a bit more inward and I would be touching his genitals. Before I even realized what I was doing, my hand slowly rubbed over his hardness. I was a bit startled when I felt him twitch beneath me. I didn't even know that would happen. I continued to pleasure him with my hands, becoming more sure of myself with every gasp or soft moan coming from Darien. When I felt he wouldn't be able to take anymore, I released him. Suddenly what I had done sunk into my head. I had just given my first hand job ever. Surprising still was that I liked being able to make him feel as good as he made me feel.
But what really surprised me was that I still wanted to do more. Darien had gone down on me many times since I had known him, but I had never returned the favor. I wondered what it would be like to have him in my mouth. Would I like it? How would he taste? I decided I wanted to find out now. But again, I wasn't sure I'd be able to. I had never done it before and I didn't want to disappoint him. But then I thought about all the lollipops and popsicles I had eaten over the years. Perhaps that had been my practice for this moment without me even realizing it? Again I thought about starting off slow.
I slid his shirt up and over his head; tossing it aside. My heart beat faster in my chest as I took in the sight of his muscular chest. He was to me, the most perfect looking man I had ever laid eyes upon! I brushed my lips over his collar bone and flicked out my tongue teasingly, licking at his neck and shoulder. I slid my hands down his chest as I showered it with light kisses no more than a breath against his warm skin.
" Oh Serena..." Darien sighed as he tried to get his hands on me again. But I surprised him and myself by grabbing his wrist and shaking my head when he tried to touch my breasts again.
" Uh uh..." I said in a soft sing-song voice. " I am the one that is supposed to be teasing you. I can't let you distract me." I resumed my slow, seductive teasing of Darien's body, making sure to lick every inch of his neck and gently nibbled at the spot between his neck and shoulder. He nearly jumped when I did that. He moaned softly and once again traced his fingers down my spine, causing ME to jump.
" Darien!" I hissed, trying to act annoyed. But it is so hard to be mad at someone when they're teasing you to the point of insanity. Darien smiled cheekily at me and suddenly squeezed the flesh of my butt before I could stop him.
" You're not playing fair." I murmured as he lifted his head to brush soft, velvety lips over my own.
" And you are?" He whispered, caressing the sides of my waist as he brushed his lips over mine again.
After a minute, I pulled away. I would NOT allow myself to lose control when I hadn't even begun to drive Darien insane with my touch. " Don't make me tie your hands together." I warned.
" Tie my hands together? What do you mean tie my hands together? You want to be in control?" He asked, his eyes telling me that he would LOVE to see me try.
" I mean that if you don't stop distracting me, I'll have no choice but to tie you up so you can't tease me! Do you have any idea how much your touch affects me?"
" I'm starting to figure it out..." He replied, eyes glittering in the minimal light. Sneakily, he slid his hand up the insides of my thighs and gently caressed the sensitive skin there. I gasped in surprise and nearly collapsed on top of him as my legs started shaking.
" Darien..." I whimpered. Damn him for distracting me again. I hadn't even managed to find HIS weak spots yet, but when I did...he would pay for what he was doing to me!
" I know you like this..." He whispered, sliding one hand into my panties and teasing me further as his thumb toyed with my hyper-sensitive jewel. " ...And this..." He added as I gasped and shook above him.
" Darien...If you keep this up...I won't be able to..." My hands slid down to his waist and I felt him jump. Aha! Found a spot. So I caressed the sides of his waist, feeling him jump again.
" Serena..." He gasped as I bent over him and started to lick and suck at that one spot. He released me and I decided to take this to the next level. If he could make me feel like my entire body was shocked with pleasure, then I could do the same to him! My hands grabbed the waistband of his sweat pants and I tugged them down. I gasped when I saw how big he was; although I had no basis for comparison.
I grazed the side of his waist with my teeth lightly and then without warning, I placed my lips over the head of his penis and licked repeatedly. I was surprised to discover that I liked his taste, so I took him in a bit deeper and sucked, varying the pressure and gradually quickening the pace until he was gripping my shoulders so tightly that it almost hurt. He then pushed me back gently, signaling me to stop.
" I want you...I want to make love to you Serena." He whispered, reaching for me.
" I want you too, Darien. Do you have any protection?" I asked, praying that he did. His frustrated groan however, told me he didn't.
" Damn it. I think Raye took them all when she was still ' dating' Chad. The box is gone from under my bed." He groaned.
" Remind me to kill her in the morning, Dare." I growled, mentally kicking myself for not packing at least one of the twenty-eight or so condoms I had back home.
" Well, I guess we can't do anything more tonight then. But maybe next time... just make sure Raye doesn't find that box too." I sighed.
Darien held me close and kissed me on the cheek. " Serena, I'm not going to say I'm not disappointed, but I don't want you to think that you have to lose your virginity to me the next time you come up. I've waited nine years for you and I'm pretty sure I can wait until you're ready. I won't be mad if you wanted to wait...I'm pretty amazed at what we've done already. I can wait."
I was touched by how much he respected me, and that only made me want him even more. He had made me feel things nobody else had made me feel before. Maybe he would be able to wait for me, but I had waited long enough! I had found the one man I could consider giving myself to. I was ready for him.
" Darien, I've been waiting for almost eighteen years! The only reason I HAVE waited so long is because I wanted to be with the one very special guy that would make me feel like a princess and a goddess. All my friends told me it would never happen and that I was setting myself up for disappointment...but they're wrong. I found him...he's you." I whispered, snuggling closer into his warm and loving embrace.
" Serena..." Darien sighed nuzzling my neck. " Have I ever told you how incredibly beautiful you are to me...body, mind and soul?"
" I'm not really that pretty..." I replied with false modesty.
" Yes you are. I've always thought so...even when we were children. Sere, you have no idea how beautiful you really are. All you see is what the mirror reflects, but where you really shine is your heart. Your heart is what makes you so beautiful." he whispered, eyes shining with love for me and me alone.
Suddenly we became aware of the time. It was already 3 AM and we both had to wake up early that morning. My heart ached for him to just hold me until sunrise, but I knew we couldn't. We could never stay together all night and morning...at least not until we were the only ones in the house.
" It's 3AM..." I whispered sadly.
" I know...you better go to bed now, Sere." Darien replied cupping my cheek with his hand and running his fingers through my hair.
" But...I don't want to leave you! I wish I could stay here and have you hold me all night...I don't know how I'll be able to handle being away from you again. It's too soon for us to part." I whimpered. Then the tears formed in my eyes and I felt Darien's arms around me again.
" Shhh...don't cry Sere, don't cry. It'll all be okay. We'll see each other again soon...it hurts to see you in pain. So please, don't cry anymore." He whispered to me in his soothing, velvety voice. Finally I pulled back a bit and looked deeply into his dark blue eyes.
" I will return to you again soon..." I said before placing a delicate kiss on his velvet lips.
" Goodnight Darien...I'll see you soon." I whispered as I got up from his bed and moved to open his bedroom door.
" Goodnight Serena, my beautiful princess."
As I left his room and moved down the hallway to Raye's room, I silently mouthed ' I love you, Darien.' I did not dare say those words out loud, for it was too soon for me. I would wait for him to say it first. I just didn't want to be the only one saying it. Besides, actions spoke louder than words so there was no need to say it.
I made it to Raye's room and quietly slipped into my makeshift bed, soon falling asleep.
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At 10 AM Sammy and I boarded the bus that would take us home to our mother.
" It was kinda nice to see Dad again, wasn't it?" Sammy asked.
" Yeah. It was." I agreed, only my thoughts were more focused on Darien. * I wonder what he's doing at this moment?* I thought.
" But that visit was kinda too short. We didn't really have a lot of time, did we?"
I shook my head. * No, we didn't have much time, but next time we will...*
Author's note: Don't worry, I'm not ending this story yet. I'm just getting started. I mean, Serena hasn't even had enough time to REALLY fall in love yet. Just give me a week to get the next chapter out, kay? Hope you like it so far! And please, send some feedback. How will I know you like it if you don't tell me? Even writing ' Great story' or ' I like it' is better than not writing at all! Hope to hear from all of you.
Temptress
Author: Temptress_Kitten17
Rated: R
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon. Major warning! There is lots of R rated material in this chapter!
Chapter 9:
We soon got back to the house and quickly realized we weren't alone. Raye sat on the sofa watching South Park on the Comedy Channel. Darien and I sat on opposite sides of the couch and watched it with her. Half an hour later, our parents came back with Sammy.
" We're home honey!" Dad called to me from the entranceway. Sammy yawned and stretched his arms over his head. " I'm wiped! I'm gonna go to bed early tonight Dad!" He half yawned as he headed for the stairs. Raye stood up as well. " Yeah, I wore myself out just chasing after the neighbour's twin terrors tonight. Good night Mom, Ken."
Darien and I quickly gave each other a look and promptly yawned in imitation to Sammy and Raye. " Dammit Raye, now you made ME tired too! But I think I'll watch a bit of TV before I turn in. There's supposed to be a marathon of anime programs on YTV tonight and I might be able to catch a few episodes of Escaflowne and Inu-Yasha! Oh, and Sere...I think they said something about episodes of Sailor Earth or something would be airing."
" Sailor Moon!" I exclaimed, leaping off the couch and running past my stunned father and down the stairs. I knew that it was an excuse Darien had come up with. But my father and Danielle would think nothing of it if I were in my ' step-brother's ' room watching Sailor Moon episodes on his TV. So I headed downstairs and walked into Darien's room, turning on the TV so that it was believable.
A few minutes later, Darien appeared in the doorway, smiling. He seemed so pleased with himself that he had been able to trick everyone. " They're ALL going to bed, Sere." He whispered into my ear as he sat beside me on his large bed. Just then I heard bedsprings sqeaking...and they weren't coming from Darien's bed.
" Oh God, I'm adding that to my list of traumas that I'll have to get past after years of therapy!" I half joked.
" I'm used to it now. I had to get used to it; those damn bedsprings have been squeaking ever since Mom met your father. That's one of the curses of having a room right below theirs." Darien groaned as he turned the volume up on the TV.
I sat there in silence for a few minutes, trying to concentrate on the TV and praying that my father would stop screwing Darien's mother soon. It was a real turn-off to have to listen to your parents having sex above your ceiling.
" Suddenly I'm not in the mood, Dare." I sighed as I heard Danielle's VERY loud moans. This was just creeping me out! Parents that old shouldn't have loud obnoxious sex with their children in the house. It's just gross; not to mention traumatic for the children.
" Me neither. Our parents have ruined our lives without even realizing it. Maybe we should just go to bed?" Darien said.
I sighed. It was pretty late, and I had to get up early the next day. Maybe it would be wise to go to bed. But I was leaving for home tomorrow and I didn't know when I would see him again. My heart felt like it was breaking when I thought about having to leave him.
" You know I have to go home tomorrow." I whispered sadly. " This is our last night. I'll try and come back soon, but I'm not sure how soon." I wanted to cry. It was just so unfair.
Darien put his arm around me and held me close. I could hear his steady heart beat in his chest. It was almost soothing.
" Hey...It'll be okay, Sere. We'll see each other again. We don't have to jump into bed immediately just because you're leaving tomorrow. Trust me when I say you're more than just sex to me. I care about your mind too. I like talking with you, Sere."
I smiled at this gesture. Andrew NEVER said anything that sweet. But Darien said he liked me for my mind as well as my body. I felt so special at that moment that I completely forgot about my father screwing Danielle upstairs.
" Now I want you more than ever." I whispered as I lay down on his dark bed covers and pulled him toward me.
That was all the prompting that Darien needed. He began to slide his hands teasingly up my sides and over my thighs. His lips and tongue brushed over my neck and collar bone. He took his time, touching only what I did not cover with my nightgown. He kissed behind my ear, the hollow of my neck and collar bone. I sighed and held him tightly, feeling his strong muscles form underneath his T-shirt.
" Darien...please." I almost whimpered. I wanted him to move lower; needed him too. I felt the material of my nightgown tighten uncomfortably over my breasts, aching to be touched and kissed. I felt myself tightening up inside and the familiar tingling start in my hands and feet. It amazed me how little he had to do to cause this to happen.
" Oh Gods, Darien. I need...I need..." I could hardly get the words out as my face began to tingle as well. So I tried to pull down the front of my nightgown to get my point across. I groaned in frustration when Darien stopped me.
" Not yet my impatient but beautiful princess. We'll get there soon, I promise." Darien whispered as he lowered his head to my neck again. I sighed and simply let the sensations wash over me. And then I felt myself soaring over the edge into the realms of ecstasy. My fingers clenched and unclenched into the sides of Darien's shirt. He smiled at me and looked deeply into my eyes. " Did you like that, my princess?" He asked me softly as his lips descended and brushed over my own.
" Oh yes, my dark prince." I murmured between sweet kisses.
" Do you want to feel that again right now?" He asked, already sliding his hands down to the thin straps of my nightgown.
" Please...yes. Oh Gods yes." I replied.
Right after I said those words, Darien began to slide the front of my nightgown all the way down to my hips. I sighed as his fingers traced around each nipple lightly before lowering his head to suckle one. He licked it softly and pressed it with his lips. I felt wave after wave of pleasure wash over me.
" Darien..." I sighed as he switched to the other breast and equally cherished it as well. But instead of switching back first, this time he took as much of my breast in his mouth as possible and sucked as he pulled away slowly. I practically jumped when he did that. When he reached my hyper-sensitive nipple, he applied a bit more pressure and pulled away. At the same time, one hand was squeezing my other breast while the other one had slowly slid south. His fingers easily slid against my hyper-sensitive jewel, causing the electric shocks to fire through my body one after the other. It took all my strength not to cry out in ecstasy as I came again. How was he able to do this to me? How could he cause me to feel like my whole existence boiled down to one overwhelming point of sensation?
As I lay there panting and trying to get my senses back to normal again, Darien moved his hands away and lay beside me on the bed. I lazily opened my eyes to find that he had a very noticeable 'problem.' I sat there for what to me seemed like an hour but was actually only four minutes. I kept thinking about how much I wanted to please him too. But I had never pleased a man before. I didn't even know what he would feel like in my hand. I decided I was going to do it...and every time I told myself to go for it, I wouldn't even move a muscle. Finally I decided to start off slowly by simply tracing circles with my fingers on the inside of his arm. As I got a bit braver, I moved to his mid-thigh and slowly massaged up to the crease where his thigh met with his lower abdomen.
I was so close now. I just had to move my hand a bit more inward and I would be touching his genitals. Before I even realized what I was doing, my hand slowly rubbed over his hardness. I was a bit startled when I felt him twitch beneath me. I didn't even know that would happen. I continued to pleasure him with my hands, becoming more sure of myself with every gasp or soft moan coming from Darien. When I felt he wouldn't be able to take anymore, I released him. Suddenly what I had done sunk into my head. I had just given my first hand job ever. Surprising still was that I liked being able to make him feel as good as he made me feel.
But what really surprised me was that I still wanted to do more. Darien had gone down on me many times since I had known him, but I had never returned the favor. I wondered what it would be like to have him in my mouth. Would I like it? How would he taste? I decided I wanted to find out now. But again, I wasn't sure I'd be able to. I had never done it before and I didn't want to disappoint him. But then I thought about all the lollipops and popsicles I had eaten over the years. Perhaps that had been my practice for this moment without me even realizing it? Again I thought about starting off slow.
I slid his shirt up and over his head; tossing it aside. My heart beat faster in my chest as I took in the sight of his muscular chest. He was to me, the most perfect looking man I had ever laid eyes upon! I brushed my lips over his collar bone and flicked out my tongue teasingly, licking at his neck and shoulder. I slid my hands down his chest as I showered it with light kisses no more than a breath against his warm skin.
" Oh Serena..." Darien sighed as he tried to get his hands on me again. But I surprised him and myself by grabbing his wrist and shaking my head when he tried to touch my breasts again.
" Uh uh..." I said in a soft sing-song voice. " I am the one that is supposed to be teasing you. I can't let you distract me." I resumed my slow, seductive teasing of Darien's body, making sure to lick every inch of his neck and gently nibbled at the spot between his neck and shoulder. He nearly jumped when I did that. He moaned softly and once again traced his fingers down my spine, causing ME to jump.
" Darien!" I hissed, trying to act annoyed. But it is so hard to be mad at someone when they're teasing you to the point of insanity. Darien smiled cheekily at me and suddenly squeezed the flesh of my butt before I could stop him.
" You're not playing fair." I murmured as he lifted his head to brush soft, velvety lips over my own.
" And you are?" He whispered, caressing the sides of my waist as he brushed his lips over mine again.
After a minute, I pulled away. I would NOT allow myself to lose control when I hadn't even begun to drive Darien insane with my touch. " Don't make me tie your hands together." I warned.
" Tie my hands together? What do you mean tie my hands together? You want to be in control?" He asked, his eyes telling me that he would LOVE to see me try.
" I mean that if you don't stop distracting me, I'll have no choice but to tie you up so you can't tease me! Do you have any idea how much your touch affects me?"
" I'm starting to figure it out..." He replied, eyes glittering in the minimal light. Sneakily, he slid his hand up the insides of my thighs and gently caressed the sensitive skin there. I gasped in surprise and nearly collapsed on top of him as my legs started shaking.
" Darien..." I whimpered. Damn him for distracting me again. I hadn't even managed to find HIS weak spots yet, but when I did...he would pay for what he was doing to me!
" I know you like this..." He whispered, sliding one hand into my panties and teasing me further as his thumb toyed with my hyper-sensitive jewel. " ...And this..." He added as I gasped and shook above him.
" Darien...If you keep this up...I won't be able to..." My hands slid down to his waist and I felt him jump. Aha! Found a spot. So I caressed the sides of his waist, feeling him jump again.
" Serena..." He gasped as I bent over him and started to lick and suck at that one spot. He released me and I decided to take this to the next level. If he could make me feel like my entire body was shocked with pleasure, then I could do the same to him! My hands grabbed the waistband of his sweat pants and I tugged them down. I gasped when I saw how big he was; although I had no basis for comparison.
I grazed the side of his waist with my teeth lightly and then without warning, I placed my lips over the head of his penis and licked repeatedly. I was surprised to discover that I liked his taste, so I took him in a bit deeper and sucked, varying the pressure and gradually quickening the pace until he was gripping my shoulders so tightly that it almost hurt. He then pushed me back gently, signaling me to stop.
" I want you...I want to make love to you Serena." He whispered, reaching for me.
" I want you too, Darien. Do you have any protection?" I asked, praying that he did. His frustrated groan however, told me he didn't.
" Damn it. I think Raye took them all when she was still ' dating' Chad. The box is gone from under my bed." He groaned.
" Remind me to kill her in the morning, Dare." I growled, mentally kicking myself for not packing at least one of the twenty-eight or so condoms I had back home.
" Well, I guess we can't do anything more tonight then. But maybe next time... just make sure Raye doesn't find that box too." I sighed.
Darien held me close and kissed me on the cheek. " Serena, I'm not going to say I'm not disappointed, but I don't want you to think that you have to lose your virginity to me the next time you come up. I've waited nine years for you and I'm pretty sure I can wait until you're ready. I won't be mad if you wanted to wait...I'm pretty amazed at what we've done already. I can wait."
I was touched by how much he respected me, and that only made me want him even more. He had made me feel things nobody else had made me feel before. Maybe he would be able to wait for me, but I had waited long enough! I had found the one man I could consider giving myself to. I was ready for him.
" Darien, I've been waiting for almost eighteen years! The only reason I HAVE waited so long is because I wanted to be with the one very special guy that would make me feel like a princess and a goddess. All my friends told me it would never happen and that I was setting myself up for disappointment...but they're wrong. I found him...he's you." I whispered, snuggling closer into his warm and loving embrace.
" Serena..." Darien sighed nuzzling my neck. " Have I ever told you how incredibly beautiful you are to me...body, mind and soul?"
" I'm not really that pretty..." I replied with false modesty.
" Yes you are. I've always thought so...even when we were children. Sere, you have no idea how beautiful you really are. All you see is what the mirror reflects, but where you really shine is your heart. Your heart is what makes you so beautiful." he whispered, eyes shining with love for me and me alone.
Suddenly we became aware of the time. It was already 3 AM and we both had to wake up early that morning. My heart ached for him to just hold me until sunrise, but I knew we couldn't. We could never stay together all night and morning...at least not until we were the only ones in the house.
" It's 3AM..." I whispered sadly.
" I know...you better go to bed now, Sere." Darien replied cupping my cheek with his hand and running his fingers through my hair.
" But...I don't want to leave you! I wish I could stay here and have you hold me all night...I don't know how I'll be able to handle being away from you again. It's too soon for us to part." I whimpered. Then the tears formed in my eyes and I felt Darien's arms around me again.
" Shhh...don't cry Sere, don't cry. It'll all be okay. We'll see each other again soon...it hurts to see you in pain. So please, don't cry anymore." He whispered to me in his soothing, velvety voice. Finally I pulled back a bit and looked deeply into his dark blue eyes.
" I will return to you again soon..." I said before placing a delicate kiss on his velvet lips.
" Goodnight Darien...I'll see you soon." I whispered as I got up from his bed and moved to open his bedroom door.
" Goodnight Serena, my beautiful princess."
As I left his room and moved down the hallway to Raye's room, I silently mouthed ' I love you, Darien.' I did not dare say those words out loud, for it was too soon for me. I would wait for him to say it first. I just didn't want to be the only one saying it. Besides, actions spoke louder than words so there was no need to say it.
I made it to Raye's room and quietly slipped into my makeshift bed, soon falling asleep.
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At 10 AM Sammy and I boarded the bus that would take us home to our mother.
" It was kinda nice to see Dad again, wasn't it?" Sammy asked.
" Yeah. It was." I agreed, only my thoughts were more focused on Darien. * I wonder what he's doing at this moment?* I thought.
" But that visit was kinda too short. We didn't really have a lot of time, did we?"
I shook my head. * No, we didn't have much time, but next time we will...*
Author's note: Don't worry, I'm not ending this story yet. I'm just getting started. I mean, Serena hasn't even had enough time to REALLY fall in love yet. Just give me a week to get the next chapter out, kay? Hope you like it so far! And please, send some feedback. How will I know you like it if you don't tell me? Even writing ' Great story' or ' I like it' is better than not writing at all! Hope to hear from all of you.
Temptress