Forbidden Attraction, Secret Desires
Author: Temptress_Kitten17
Rated: R
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon.
Author's note: This chapter contains a scene in which Serena's ex attempts to rape Serena but he is stopped before he can even really do anything. You have been warned. Also, Serena has a very vivid daydream about Darien making love to her.
Chapter 11:
A few days after the chat with Amara, I received an e-mail from my ex informing me that he would be over to see me at 3PM that afternoon. I glanced at the clock. It was already 2:45. Damn. I had no choice but to deal with him. Just then the doorbell rang. I groaned. It had to be Andrew at the door. I opened it and there he was.
" Sere...I missed you." He sighed as he tried to touch my arm. I pulled away and glared.
" Andrew, I told you that it was over back in June. How many times do I have to tell you?"
" Please Serena, give me another chance." He pleaded. " I still don't understand why you left me."
I pretended to be thinking about my answer, my eyes staring up at the ceiling. " Hmmm...let me think. For one, I just don't see a future with you. I don't see the point of wasting time with someone I can't see myself marrying in six years. Two, you don't care about me. All you wanted to do was make out with me. I can do better for myself. And three, I don't think I really loved you, and I'm not going to spend any part of my life with someone I don't love. Goodbye, Andrew."
But Andrew would not listen to me. He stepped closer and grabbed me around the waist and pulled me to him. He then moved me over to the sofa and lay me upon it, trying to kiss me. I struggled.
" No, Andrew! Get your hands off of me right now!" I screamed.
" Admit it, Serena. You missed this!" He said, so sure of himself as his hands ran over my breasts and tried to pull down my shirt.
I screamed and tried to throw him off of me, but Andrew was so much stronger than me and he had me pinned down. I was helpless and powerless to stop him as he removed my shirt and attempted to pull off my bra as well. I wanted to cry, but for some reason, I was too overly emotional to cry.
" Serena, love, stop struggling. I'm not trying to hurt you, I just want to taste you again. I need you. Your feminine ways have haunted me and I know this is the only way I can get over you!"
" You bastard! This is exactly why I left you! You're out of control and I'll be damned if I let you take my virginity from me!" I spat at him. He glared menacingly at me.
" Fine Serena. If you won't cooperate then I guess I have no choice-" He was cut off by a hard object making contact with his skull. I looked up to see my mother standing over him with a baseball bat in her hands.
" Mom!" I choked out, happy and relieved to see her. She glared at Andrew as he clutched his aching head and practically stumbled out the door.
" You stay the hell away from my daughter and my family! If I so much as see you around here again, I'll call the police!" She growled, standing over me in a protective manner. I don't think I had ever seen my mother so angry before.
I'm not sure if that jerk Andrew even heard my mother yelling at him, for he was already running far away from my house; hopefully never to be seen again. Finally, Mom shut and locked the door. I sat there, stunned and still only wearing my jeans and my white bra. After what seemed like hours but was in reality only a few minutes, I broke down and cried.
" Oh baby, I'm so sorry you had to go through that! You didn't deserve that kind of treatment...but you're okay. He didn't win. You're safe now. Mommy's here!" My mother said in her soothing voice as she picked my pink shirt up from the floor and handed it to me. I quickly but shakily put it back on. Then I looked up into her concerned blue eyes and smiled, although it was a forced smile.
" Thank you, Mom. Thank you for being here when I sooo needed you the most."
" Nobody messes with my babies. I would have killed him if you hadn't been right there to see it! I would have cut off his genitals with a dull blade and then smashed his head in with the baseball bat! Oh Serena, when I came home and saw that monster trying to defile you, I just lost it! I just grabbed Sammy's bat from the box outside the door and hit him as hard as I could!"
" Well, I'm so very glad you did." I said tearfully. Suddenly I wanted to take a long shower and wash that creep's touch off of me. I just felt so dirty at that moment.
" Mom...I'm gonna-"
" Take a nice hot shower? I figured you would want to do that. Go ahead and use some of my expensive vanilla bodywash. It'll make you feel MUCH better. I guarantee it."
I nodded. " Thanks!" I said as I climbed the stairs and entered the bathroom.
After locking the door, I stripped down and started the shower, turning the tap until the water was as hot as I could stand. I stood directly under the showerhead so that it felt like I was standing under a waterfall. I closed my eyes and tried to relax. An image of Andrew appeared in my mind, but I quickly replaced it with a more enjoyable image of Darien.
I was standing under the waterfall in some exotic looking rainforest. Suddenly I felt warm arms pulling me gently until I was leaning against a muscular body. Soft lips brushed over the back of my neck and I sighed. ' Darien, gods how I've missed you.' I sighed as I turned to face him. Gods he looked even more amazing standing under the waterfall. beads of water trickled down from his dark hair and down his muscular chest and forearms. My breath caught as I took in the sight.
' I missed you too, Serena. I love you so much and I would never do anything to hurt you...'
' I love you too, Darien.' I sighed, pressing my lips to the hollow of his throat and licked gently.
' Oh Serena...my princess,' Darien groaned.
' Mmmm. Show me how much you love me, Darien.' I whimpered as I led him to the shore and lay down on the grass.
' Are you sure, Sere?' he asked, looking deeply into my eyes.
I nodded and pulled him to me, nibbling hungrily at his bottom lip. He pulled away and began to lick the spot between my neck and shoulder. I moaned passionately and slid my hands down his back and lightly grabbed his butt. Darien responded by trailing kisses down to my chest. He licked all around my breasts, slowly moving inward until he was suckling my nipple with passionate hunger for me.
' Oh gods!' I cried as one of his hands slid up the insides of my thighs and rubbed over my center. He suddenly ran his thumb over my clit, causing me to cry out in ecstasy.
' Gods, Darien I need you now!' I cried, grasping his hardness and already starting to slide him in. Darien pushed forward gently until he was all the way inside of me. I gasped as I felt the slight tingle of pain as we became one. He went slowly for my benefit, gradually speeding up the pace and thrusting into me a bit harder. I gasped for air as I felt the waves of pleasure crash over me. I tightened up for him and started moving my hips in rhythm to his thrusts. After several minutes of this, I clamped down on him one last time and we both went over the edge into the realms of ecstasy.
Just then, my mother started knocking on the bathroom door and I was snapped out of my fantasy.
" Serena! You've been in there for an hour! I think it's time for you come out now!" I groaned. I had to leave my fantasy already? Well, at least she hadn't interrupted during the best parts of it.
" Okay Mom!" I replied as I turned off the taps and stepped onto the bathroom rug. I wrapped myself up in my big fluffy pink towel and then wrapped my hair in another pink towel, turban style. I then opened the door and made my way to my room. Closing and locking the door behind me, I dried myself off and changed into my favorite PJ bottoms and pink baby tee. Mom was right, I did feel better after having a long shower. Plus the sexual fantasy helped me feel like my old cheerful self again.
I sighed and lay down on my bed, simply staring at the pictures of all the hot shirtless guys on my wall and becoming more convinced that Darien was still hotter than all of them put together. Just then, my phone rang. I moved to the side of my bed and lifted the phone off of the floor.
" Hello?" I answered.
" Hey Sere! It's Mina! Whatcha doing right now?"
" Hey Mina! I haven't talked to you in a while!"
" Yeah, I know. College has kept me really busy lately...as has Jack. So whatcha up to right now?"
" Nothing. I just got out of the shower and was about to read one of my ' stories' when you called."
" Oh! In that case, you wanna come hang out with me, Jack and Jen? We're only ten minutes away from your place!"
" Sure! Just let me get dressed and I'll be ready to go!"
" Okay! See ya in a few minutes!"
" Later Mina!"
I hung up the phone and quickly threw on a pink pair of pants and a white T-shirt and put my hair up in a bun since it was still wet. Then I grabbed my purse and cell phone and ran downstairs to tell Mom.
" Mom, I'm going to go hang out with Mina, Jack and Jen for a bit. I'll see you later, okay?" I said.
Mom nodded. " Go ahead sweetie. Just be careful okay?"
" I will! Love you!" I called to her as I left the house and ran to Mina's waiting black car.
Jack immediately got out of the driver's seat to open the door for me, as usual. I swear Mina's got him trained. Jack Toreshima is the definition and prime example of a man who is ' whipped.' He does everything Mina asks of him, no matter how crazy it is. But then again, Mina is almost as seductive as I am so it doesn't surprise me; I heard men will do anything if it means they get to have sex.
I said a quick, friendly ' hi' to Jack as I slid into the back seat next to Jen.
" Sere!" She exclaimed, throwing her arms around me in a bone crushing hug.
" Jen! You're squishing me..." I said. She let go soon after I said that.
" Oh. Sorry! I'm a little excited to see you again is all. Ever since graduation, things have gotten so hectic and we haven't been able to see each other that often!"
" Yeah Girlfriend! Whatcha been doing all this time. You were totally MIA last weekend! Where'd ya go?" Mina asked after Jack pulled out of my driveway.
" I went to see my dad." I replied with a faraway look in my eyes that I hadn't been aware of. Unfortunately Jen and Mina both caught it.
" Oh my GOD! You were messing around with a guy up there!" Mina squealed.
" Our little Sere is growing up..." Jen said, pretending to wipe a tear from her emerald green eyes.
" I did not!" I lied.
" Oh you know you did! You can't hide anything from us Sere! So who is he?" Mina asked.
" I bet you anything she slept with Darien, that hot guy that just happens to be the son of the woman who could one day be Sere's step-mother!" Jen said to Mina. Mina's eyes lit up. She always loved to hear about a sex scandal.
" I bet ya twenty that it is!" Mina exclaimed, holding out a twenty dollar bill.
" No way, Mina! We both know that it's pointless to bet on a sure thing. Sere, is it Darien? Did you do it with him?" Jen asked.
I felt my cheeks turn red. " It's none of your business whether or not I did anything with Dare...I mean, Darien. I'm still a virgin though so you can stop asking me that!"
" Aha!" Jen and Mina both crowed in triumph. " Something DID happen between you two! Okay girl, spill! How far did you two get?"
Mina demanded.
" Yeah! I wanna know what naughty things you've done with him!" Jen agreed, staring at me and awaiting my reply. I knew I would never get them to drop this topic so I sighed in defeat.
" Fine! I'll tell you! Darien and I have done everything leading up to, but not including sex. We would have, but we didn't have any condoms since his damn sister stole his box from under his bed one day. Happy now?"
Mina grinned evilly. " So then he's gone down on you? And you've actually sucked him off? Sere you're growing up! I'm so proud of you!"
" Yeah Sere! We're all so proud of you! So tell me, did you choose to blow him or did he have to encourage you?"
" JACK!" All three of us shouted at the same time. Mina smacked him on the arm.
" Sorry. It's just that I have to encourage Mina or else she won't-OW!" He said as Mina smacked him again.
I had to laugh. It was so totally obvious that Mina was the one with all the control in their relationship. " Well, I only did it because Darien made me orgasm A LOT and I wanted to return the favor. Maybe if you're exceptionally amazing when you and Mina jump into bed tonight, she'll show her gratitude. Think about it."
Jen groaned. " Oh no! Sere, you said the wrong thing. Now they're gonna..."
" Hmmm...Sere, Jen, we're gonna have to take you both home now. Jack and I forgot that we have an ' extra credit' assignment to work on..." Mina said suddenly, looking at her boyfriend suggestively.
I suddenly realized why Jen had said what she had. Well, at least _somebody_ would have fun tonight...
Temptress Kitten: So sorry that I didn't get this out sooner. I've been preoccupied with other matters. Still more to come!
Author: Temptress_Kitten17
Rated: R
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon.
Author's note: This chapter contains a scene in which Serena's ex attempts to rape Serena but he is stopped before he can even really do anything. You have been warned. Also, Serena has a very vivid daydream about Darien making love to her.
Chapter 11:
A few days after the chat with Amara, I received an e-mail from my ex informing me that he would be over to see me at 3PM that afternoon. I glanced at the clock. It was already 2:45. Damn. I had no choice but to deal with him. Just then the doorbell rang. I groaned. It had to be Andrew at the door. I opened it and there he was.
" Sere...I missed you." He sighed as he tried to touch my arm. I pulled away and glared.
" Andrew, I told you that it was over back in June. How many times do I have to tell you?"
" Please Serena, give me another chance." He pleaded. " I still don't understand why you left me."
I pretended to be thinking about my answer, my eyes staring up at the ceiling. " Hmmm...let me think. For one, I just don't see a future with you. I don't see the point of wasting time with someone I can't see myself marrying in six years. Two, you don't care about me. All you wanted to do was make out with me. I can do better for myself. And three, I don't think I really loved you, and I'm not going to spend any part of my life with someone I don't love. Goodbye, Andrew."
But Andrew would not listen to me. He stepped closer and grabbed me around the waist and pulled me to him. He then moved me over to the sofa and lay me upon it, trying to kiss me. I struggled.
" No, Andrew! Get your hands off of me right now!" I screamed.
" Admit it, Serena. You missed this!" He said, so sure of himself as his hands ran over my breasts and tried to pull down my shirt.
I screamed and tried to throw him off of me, but Andrew was so much stronger than me and he had me pinned down. I was helpless and powerless to stop him as he removed my shirt and attempted to pull off my bra as well. I wanted to cry, but for some reason, I was too overly emotional to cry.
" Serena, love, stop struggling. I'm not trying to hurt you, I just want to taste you again. I need you. Your feminine ways have haunted me and I know this is the only way I can get over you!"
" You bastard! This is exactly why I left you! You're out of control and I'll be damned if I let you take my virginity from me!" I spat at him. He glared menacingly at me.
" Fine Serena. If you won't cooperate then I guess I have no choice-" He was cut off by a hard object making contact with his skull. I looked up to see my mother standing over him with a baseball bat in her hands.
" Mom!" I choked out, happy and relieved to see her. She glared at Andrew as he clutched his aching head and practically stumbled out the door.
" You stay the hell away from my daughter and my family! If I so much as see you around here again, I'll call the police!" She growled, standing over me in a protective manner. I don't think I had ever seen my mother so angry before.
I'm not sure if that jerk Andrew even heard my mother yelling at him, for he was already running far away from my house; hopefully never to be seen again. Finally, Mom shut and locked the door. I sat there, stunned and still only wearing my jeans and my white bra. After what seemed like hours but was in reality only a few minutes, I broke down and cried.
" Oh baby, I'm so sorry you had to go through that! You didn't deserve that kind of treatment...but you're okay. He didn't win. You're safe now. Mommy's here!" My mother said in her soothing voice as she picked my pink shirt up from the floor and handed it to me. I quickly but shakily put it back on. Then I looked up into her concerned blue eyes and smiled, although it was a forced smile.
" Thank you, Mom. Thank you for being here when I sooo needed you the most."
" Nobody messes with my babies. I would have killed him if you hadn't been right there to see it! I would have cut off his genitals with a dull blade and then smashed his head in with the baseball bat! Oh Serena, when I came home and saw that monster trying to defile you, I just lost it! I just grabbed Sammy's bat from the box outside the door and hit him as hard as I could!"
" Well, I'm so very glad you did." I said tearfully. Suddenly I wanted to take a long shower and wash that creep's touch off of me. I just felt so dirty at that moment.
" Mom...I'm gonna-"
" Take a nice hot shower? I figured you would want to do that. Go ahead and use some of my expensive vanilla bodywash. It'll make you feel MUCH better. I guarantee it."
I nodded. " Thanks!" I said as I climbed the stairs and entered the bathroom.
After locking the door, I stripped down and started the shower, turning the tap until the water was as hot as I could stand. I stood directly under the showerhead so that it felt like I was standing under a waterfall. I closed my eyes and tried to relax. An image of Andrew appeared in my mind, but I quickly replaced it with a more enjoyable image of Darien.
I was standing under the waterfall in some exotic looking rainforest. Suddenly I felt warm arms pulling me gently until I was leaning against a muscular body. Soft lips brushed over the back of my neck and I sighed. ' Darien, gods how I've missed you.' I sighed as I turned to face him. Gods he looked even more amazing standing under the waterfall. beads of water trickled down from his dark hair and down his muscular chest and forearms. My breath caught as I took in the sight.
' I missed you too, Serena. I love you so much and I would never do anything to hurt you...'
' I love you too, Darien.' I sighed, pressing my lips to the hollow of his throat and licked gently.
' Oh Serena...my princess,' Darien groaned.
' Mmmm. Show me how much you love me, Darien.' I whimpered as I led him to the shore and lay down on the grass.
' Are you sure, Sere?' he asked, looking deeply into my eyes.
I nodded and pulled him to me, nibbling hungrily at his bottom lip. He pulled away and began to lick the spot between my neck and shoulder. I moaned passionately and slid my hands down his back and lightly grabbed his butt. Darien responded by trailing kisses down to my chest. He licked all around my breasts, slowly moving inward until he was suckling my nipple with passionate hunger for me.
' Oh gods!' I cried as one of his hands slid up the insides of my thighs and rubbed over my center. He suddenly ran his thumb over my clit, causing me to cry out in ecstasy.
' Gods, Darien I need you now!' I cried, grasping his hardness and already starting to slide him in. Darien pushed forward gently until he was all the way inside of me. I gasped as I felt the slight tingle of pain as we became one. He went slowly for my benefit, gradually speeding up the pace and thrusting into me a bit harder. I gasped for air as I felt the waves of pleasure crash over me. I tightened up for him and started moving my hips in rhythm to his thrusts. After several minutes of this, I clamped down on him one last time and we both went over the edge into the realms of ecstasy.
Just then, my mother started knocking on the bathroom door and I was snapped out of my fantasy.
" Serena! You've been in there for an hour! I think it's time for you come out now!" I groaned. I had to leave my fantasy already? Well, at least she hadn't interrupted during the best parts of it.
" Okay Mom!" I replied as I turned off the taps and stepped onto the bathroom rug. I wrapped myself up in my big fluffy pink towel and then wrapped my hair in another pink towel, turban style. I then opened the door and made my way to my room. Closing and locking the door behind me, I dried myself off and changed into my favorite PJ bottoms and pink baby tee. Mom was right, I did feel better after having a long shower. Plus the sexual fantasy helped me feel like my old cheerful self again.
I sighed and lay down on my bed, simply staring at the pictures of all the hot shirtless guys on my wall and becoming more convinced that Darien was still hotter than all of them put together. Just then, my phone rang. I moved to the side of my bed and lifted the phone off of the floor.
" Hello?" I answered.
" Hey Sere! It's Mina! Whatcha doing right now?"
" Hey Mina! I haven't talked to you in a while!"
" Yeah, I know. College has kept me really busy lately...as has Jack. So whatcha up to right now?"
" Nothing. I just got out of the shower and was about to read one of my ' stories' when you called."
" Oh! In that case, you wanna come hang out with me, Jack and Jen? We're only ten minutes away from your place!"
" Sure! Just let me get dressed and I'll be ready to go!"
" Okay! See ya in a few minutes!"
" Later Mina!"
I hung up the phone and quickly threw on a pink pair of pants and a white T-shirt and put my hair up in a bun since it was still wet. Then I grabbed my purse and cell phone and ran downstairs to tell Mom.
" Mom, I'm going to go hang out with Mina, Jack and Jen for a bit. I'll see you later, okay?" I said.
Mom nodded. " Go ahead sweetie. Just be careful okay?"
" I will! Love you!" I called to her as I left the house and ran to Mina's waiting black car.
Jack immediately got out of the driver's seat to open the door for me, as usual. I swear Mina's got him trained. Jack Toreshima is the definition and prime example of a man who is ' whipped.' He does everything Mina asks of him, no matter how crazy it is. But then again, Mina is almost as seductive as I am so it doesn't surprise me; I heard men will do anything if it means they get to have sex.
I said a quick, friendly ' hi' to Jack as I slid into the back seat next to Jen.
" Sere!" She exclaimed, throwing her arms around me in a bone crushing hug.
" Jen! You're squishing me..." I said. She let go soon after I said that.
" Oh. Sorry! I'm a little excited to see you again is all. Ever since graduation, things have gotten so hectic and we haven't been able to see each other that often!"
" Yeah Girlfriend! Whatcha been doing all this time. You were totally MIA last weekend! Where'd ya go?" Mina asked after Jack pulled out of my driveway.
" I went to see my dad." I replied with a faraway look in my eyes that I hadn't been aware of. Unfortunately Jen and Mina both caught it.
" Oh my GOD! You were messing around with a guy up there!" Mina squealed.
" Our little Sere is growing up..." Jen said, pretending to wipe a tear from her emerald green eyes.
" I did not!" I lied.
" Oh you know you did! You can't hide anything from us Sere! So who is he?" Mina asked.
" I bet you anything she slept with Darien, that hot guy that just happens to be the son of the woman who could one day be Sere's step-mother!" Jen said to Mina. Mina's eyes lit up. She always loved to hear about a sex scandal.
" I bet ya twenty that it is!" Mina exclaimed, holding out a twenty dollar bill.
" No way, Mina! We both know that it's pointless to bet on a sure thing. Sere, is it Darien? Did you do it with him?" Jen asked.
I felt my cheeks turn red. " It's none of your business whether or not I did anything with Dare...I mean, Darien. I'm still a virgin though so you can stop asking me that!"
" Aha!" Jen and Mina both crowed in triumph. " Something DID happen between you two! Okay girl, spill! How far did you two get?"
Mina demanded.
" Yeah! I wanna know what naughty things you've done with him!" Jen agreed, staring at me and awaiting my reply. I knew I would never get them to drop this topic so I sighed in defeat.
" Fine! I'll tell you! Darien and I have done everything leading up to, but not including sex. We would have, but we didn't have any condoms since his damn sister stole his box from under his bed one day. Happy now?"
Mina grinned evilly. " So then he's gone down on you? And you've actually sucked him off? Sere you're growing up! I'm so proud of you!"
" Yeah Sere! We're all so proud of you! So tell me, did you choose to blow him or did he have to encourage you?"
" JACK!" All three of us shouted at the same time. Mina smacked him on the arm.
" Sorry. It's just that I have to encourage Mina or else she won't-OW!" He said as Mina smacked him again.
I had to laugh. It was so totally obvious that Mina was the one with all the control in their relationship. " Well, I only did it because Darien made me orgasm A LOT and I wanted to return the favor. Maybe if you're exceptionally amazing when you and Mina jump into bed tonight, she'll show her gratitude. Think about it."
Jen groaned. " Oh no! Sere, you said the wrong thing. Now they're gonna..."
" Hmmm...Sere, Jen, we're gonna have to take you both home now. Jack and I forgot that we have an ' extra credit' assignment to work on..." Mina said suddenly, looking at her boyfriend suggestively.
I suddenly realized why Jen had said what she had. Well, at least _somebody_ would have fun tonight...
Temptress Kitten: So sorry that I didn't get this out sooner. I've been preoccupied with other matters. Still more to come!