Forbidden Attraction, Secret Desires

Author: Temptress_Kitten17

Rated: R

Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon. Believe me, if I did I would sue the American and Canadian censors for messing with an already good show and I would have brought Sailor Stars over here UNCUT!!!! But since I don't own Sailor Moon, I have to put up with all the changes. Oh well...

Chapter 16:

We got back to the house a few minutes after nine and all three of us headed downstairs after saying goodnight to my dad and Danielle. It would seem that everyone was going to bed early tonight. Dani asked us to be very quiet because after their TV show was over they would be going to bed. Raye also decided that she would be going to bed which meant only one thing to Darien and I. And so Darien decided to take a shower before he climbed into my bed...and conveniently left the bathroom door unlocked! Well that gave me a very good idea! I wanted to surprise him so I stripped down and wrapped my sexy leopard print velvety bathrobe around me and tiptoed to the bathroom. The water was already running and I started to sing in my mind. * I'm gonna join Darien in the shower! I'm gonna join Darien in the shower!* Slowly I turned the doorknob and opened the door, stepping inside the warm and steamy bathroom. I shut the door quietly and then locked it right before I let my robe drop.

I could see Darien in all his naked godliness standing under the shower head; completely oblivious to the fact that I was standing so close to the shower's steamed up glass door. Well he would know soon enough! I lightly tapped on the glass to get his attention. Seconds later the door opened and I was staring up at him in awe. Oh sure I had seen him naked before, but only in dim light or in the dark and NEVER with water glistening over his entire body like that. I wanted to say something clever and sexy but you have to understand what I was looking at! I mean, he was so incredibly hot!!!! His jet black hair was now sticking to his forehead in all the right places and his well toned muscles, his velvet skin, all was even more breathtaking to see in the bright lights of the bathroom and shower. Oh and I couldn't possibly forget to mention all that water glistening on his entire body now can I? Oh no, not possible to forget THAT! So then you can understand why I was practically speechless at the glorious sight of my dark haired prince; naked and glistening with moisture.

" Hi..." I said softly.

Even if I could have said more, I didn't really need to because Darien suddenly lifted me up into his arms and shut the glass door behind us. *Hmmm...so this is what it feels like to be in the shower with your lover.* And then I was lost with him in the sea of passion. I mindlessly lapped at all the water on his chest and neck, drinking him in and not at all able to think clearly beyond the words 'hot, sexy, mine' and 'want him!' Darien ran his hands through my wet hair and slowly slid them down my back to gently squeeze my butt. Instinctively I slid my leg up and wrapped it around his so that his hardness was pressing against my inner thigh. The warm water made it easier for me to rub against him as I rocked my hips and clung to his shoulders for balance. I buried my face in his neck as I pressed myself harder against him until he almost slipped past my defenses; which wouldn't have mattered if there was no chance of me becoming pregnant. Sigh. It was at that moment of awareness that I moved back from him and that tempting action. For a second our eyes met and we shared a mutual thought; that being that we had to be more careful.

I lapped at the water on his chest, circled his navel and teasingly grazed his waist and thighs with my teeth before licking up all the drops of water. As I gently got down on my knees in front of him I felt his hands go into my hair and massage my shoulders. I gently cupped his balls in my hand and began to lick his shaft in long and teasing strokes before circling the tip with my tongue.

" Serena..." he groaned softly as I continued to tease him, alternating from long, slow licks to short and fast ones before taking all of him into my mouth and sucking hard. I moved back until he was almost out before I slowly moved back down again, all the while teasing him with my tongue until Darien gripped my shoulders so hard that it almost hurt as he pulled me back up again.

" I didn't think it was possible, but dammit Sere! You just keep surprising me! Whatever you've been reading for inspiration, don't ever stop reading it!" I smiled. That article on how to please your man really did help after all. That just proves that no matter how much you know you can always benefit by learning more.

" I'm glad you enjoyed it..." I gasped out before Darien pressed his lips to my neck and gently nibbled, licked and sucked.

My eyes fluttered wildly and my legs were shaking so badly that I could barely stand.

" Darien!" I cried softly as he moved down to nibble at my collar bone before gliding his tongue over one of my hardened nipples.

He teased, circling my areola and then pulling as much of my breast into his mouth as he could, slowly pulling back until only my nipple was pressed between his lips.

" Oh Gods!" I gasped as he proceeded to do the same with my other breast.

I felt the throbbing sensation intensify from between my legs and I suddenly needed him elsewhere. I grasped at his hair and tried to move his head to where I needed the most attention. Suddenly I felt his hand slide between my legs and glide against my wanting flesh until I felt the first few jolts of electricity shoot through me as he rubbed over my swollen jewel. I pressed against his hand, needing him to go harder, faster, anything but this slow, teasing pace!

" Oh please, please Darien!" I whimpered in breathless pants as he kept bringing me close but always pulling me back again. I wanted so much for Darien to end this torture and bring me to climax. I was burning for him, aching for him, and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it! He had the power to make me squirm and he knew it, took full advantage of it and I felt like I would die in his arms. But at least I would die happy.

" Darien...." I cried a little louder than I had meant to.

Darien immediately touched a finger to my lips and whispered in my ear. " Ssshhh...Sere, we have to be quiet remember? Now close your eyes and relax, trust in my strength to hold you..."

I did as Darien said and let myself relax as I felt him grip my thighs tightly and settle himself between my legs. And then I felt the velvety strokes of his tongue on the insides on my thighs. He moved in circles and moved inward until without any warning I felt his lips press tightly around my center and his tongue slip deep inside me. Never had I felt something so intense as this. Faster, harder, in and out and then he was flicking the tip of his tongue over my jewel and around it rapidly, like a flickering flame. My legs were shaking, my breathing was laboured and all I could see was flashing white light as I felt the waves of pleasure begin to overwhelm my senses. The end result was well worth all the teasing. It took every bit of strength I had not to scream his name as I shook and tingled all over. My vision didn't return to normal as quickly as it usually did either, and for the first time ever, I was completely spent and exhausted.

" Oh, wow! Oh, Darien..." I sighed as I slowly lowered myself to the floor of the shower, holding onto Darien for balance. The water was starting to get colder which meant our shower was over. Darien shut off the water and opened the door, handing me the only towel we had in this bathroom. I looked at him questioningly.

" But this is the only one in here. What about you?" I asked as I tried to hand it to him. But Darien shook his head.

" No, you use it first Sere, I'll just use it after you're done with it."

" But..."

" No. You're cold and shivering. Use it first. I'll be okay."

I sighed and quickly patted myself dry, pretending not to notice Darien's sudden 'reaction' to my movements. You'd think he found watching me dry myself off erotic or something. I shrugged and handed him the towel, watching as he dried off. But he wasn't making much progress by simply wiping off the water and so I gently took the towel from him and started to pat-dry his entire body in a sensual manner. How I came to learn all this stuff would forever be a mystery, even to me. I guess it was just my instinctive nature or something. Whatever it was I'm pretty sure Darien wouln't be complaining.

" That was pretty daring of you to come in here tonight." Darien whispered as I finished drying him off and pulled on my bathrobe.

" I didn't hear you complaining." I purred as I handed Darien his own black bathrobe. " It's too bad you have to wear this thing."

" Same goes for you Sere, but would you have me walking around without a stitch on?"

I grinned as a wonderful mental image appeared in my head. " Hmmm...yes that would suit me fine as long as you were in my room and I was the only one there to see you."

" Would you be dressed the same way?" Darien asked as he played with the ties on my robe.

" Only if you come to bed with me right now." I purred as I opened the door and led Darien back to my room. Pulling the covers back, I moved the pile of pillows in the center of the bed back into their proper spots while Darien shook his head in disbelief.

" If I didn't know any better I'd think you used to sneak out your bedroom window all the time while growing up. You could have fooled anyone into believing that you were sleeping under all those blankets."

" I told you I wouldn't get caught."

I pulled him to me and brushed my lips over his teasingly. He growled in response and drew me down onto the bed, pressing me into the mattress as he ravished my willing body.

" Oh Serena...you're so beautiful my princess!" he said between his heated, passionate kisses that were driving me crazy with desire for him. * Oh Darien, I love you so much I can hardly think straight.* I thought, running my hands through his hair. Darien slowly licked the side of my neck from my shoulder up to my ear. He paused to suck on my earlobe, moving every so often behind my ear to stroke with his teasing tongue. After a while he slowly licked down to my shoulder and slipped the robe down until it was just off my shoulders. His tongue glided across my collar bone, over my shoulder and up the other side of my neck. He made sure to tease me in just the same way on this side as he had done on the left side until I felt like I was melting in his arms.

******

About an hour or so later, after we had finished our passionate lovemaking, I lay my head on Darien's chest. He gently stroked my hair and I sighed in utter contentment. I'll always remember how it felt to be in his arms that night. I was thinking about how much I loved him and about how this time his touch had been slightly different. He had taken his time and there was an intense emotion with every kiss and caress. But I did not have to consider that for very long because suddenly I heard Darien whisper something to me. I blinked. There was no way I had just heard him say what I had wanted him to say. No, it was just wishful thinking. I lifted my head from his chest and looked into his eyes, searching for the truth.

" What did you just say?" I asked, still hoping that I had heard him say what I was thinking.

" I love you, Sere." he repeated as he ran his fingers through my hair and over my back again.

I swear to you that I wanted to cry right then and there. Never had I dreamed it possible that my love would be returned. I may appear to be confident and to a point I am, but not when it comes to love. I'm not sure I had ever said the words and actually meant them before, but now I felt in my heart that it was true.

" I have been waiting so long to hear you say that! Oh Darien, I love you too! I have for a very long time!" I whispered as I held him closer to me.

" Then I'll say it again. I love you Serena Tsukino."

" And I love you too Darien Shields. Can I ask you something?"

" You can ask me anything you want Sere."

" When did you realize that you loved me?"

Darien smiled. " I figured that you would ask me that. To tell you the truth, I'm not really sure. A lot of things come to mind. I remember that when we first met I felt an instant attraction to you, although I was only just turning nine and didn't have a clue what was going on, if you know what I mean." I giggled. Poor Darien, no wonder he used to wear baggy jeans around me. " And then whenever you came here for the weekend I was always happier and I would be disappointed if you weren't coming. I'd miss your laugh, your smile and the light in your eyes. I'd miss you more than I thought was possible and the feelings never went away as I grew up. I found myself wanting to be around you all the time; which was confusing because you were my sister's best friend and we were only twelve years old. I wasn't even supposed to like girls yet, but I couldn't stop thinking about you. I'd become insanely jealous whenever you had a crush on one of the boys at your school and I stopped having my friends over when you were here because I didn't want them to fall for your charms and take you away from me. And then when you left I was heartbroken and nothing seemed to matter anymore. But I figured that with time it would be easier, but it wasn't! You moved away and I hardly ever saw you, but on the rare occurences that you did come up it was like that first day we met all over again. I was in awe at how you had managed to become even more beautiful than you already had been. That time in tenth grade when you came up for Spring Break to go swimming...I couldn't get the image of you in that blue bikini out of my head for months. And then in eleventh grade, I think you realized that I was lusting after you because you kept teasing me by wearing that tight pink top and miniskirt and swaying your hips as you walked. Yes, I noticed you Sere." He punctuated that remark with a kiss before he continued. " I remember you seduced me to the point that I wanted nothing more than to make love to you until we were both completely exhausted, but I didn't. You were only sixteen and still so innocent. So I held back that night we fooled around on my bed because I didn't know if I would ever see you again."

" But I did come back. And I won't ever leave you like that again." I told him as I nuzzled his neck.

" Yes, you did return to me and I finally feel complete again. You must know that I never, ever wanted Michelle. The only reason I even went to the prom with her was because she asked me, and she looked a bit like you. I figured that if I couldn't have you, I would at least be able to have someone who reminded me of you. But it wasn't enough for me and when she and I broke up, I didn't actually care that much. I have you now and I would never let someone else come between us so she and I broke up because she was moving away to go to college and my hidden reason was that I wanted to be with you."

I sighed, content to fall asleep in his arms. " Darien, will you stay with me tonight? Just hold me until I fall asleep?" I asked, not wanting to fall asleep without him beside me.

" Okay, I'll stay." he whispered as he held me closer and pulled the blankets over us.

" Goodnight Darien." I sighed as I snuggled closer to his warm and still gloriously naked body.

" Goodnight Sere." He whispered as he kissed my forehead.

" I love you." I whispered softly as I slowly drifted off to sleep, smiling when he said " I love you too."

Temptress: Oh please don't be mad at me! I tried, I really did but I just hadn't had any inspiration for a while. Plus the fact that for a while the computer was down and we had to fix the hard drive or something. As you can see, I've shortened the sex scenes in some parts because I really want to just get this story moving. If I wrote out every single detail I'd be sitting here for days trying to write it all out without my family finding out about it. It's not that I'm not allowed to think about sex, I am eighteen now after all, it's just that they would tease me and that will not do. So anyways, tell me what you think as usual because I LOVE getting all those reviews. Especially the ones where you all tell me that my fic is excellent and you want more!