Forbidden Attraction, Secret Desires

Author: Temptress_Kitten17

Rated: R

Disclaimer: I wish I owned Sailor Moon but sadly I do not. If I did though, Mamoru would be a real person and therefore he would be mine. Oh the fun we would have...

:Temptress blinks and suddenly is snapped out of her very vivid fantasies: Oh! Sorry about that. My mind was wandering...now where was I? Oh yes! Sailor Moon does not belong to me and I'm only using the characters so that they can have a little bit of fun.

Chapter 18:

" So what did you get?" Raye asked as Darien and I returned to the car, tossing our bags onto the floor by my feet. " You don't have to know EVERYTHING Raye." I replied as I sat down in the passenger's seat and allowed Darien to shut the door for me before going to his side and starting the car. " Awww, come on. I won't tell anybody. What naughty things are you planning to do tonight?" I rolled my eyes. " You DO realize that you're asking for the details of your own BROTHER'S sex life!" I said in hopes that she would shut up and quit asking. It really wasn't any of her business what I had planned tonight. Raye made a face. " Ew! I didn't realize it until now...but now that you mention it, I want only the PG version of what you're planning instead. So, are you gonna tell me or do I have to guess?" I sighed and looked at Darien as he tried very hard to concentrate on the road. " Raye, stop asking already! You don't need to know. Besides, it's all stuff from Cosmopolitan Magazine! You've probably already done half of the stuff I'm gonna do." Raye grinned. " Okay, so what's in the bag? I bet I can guess the contents before we get home!" She challenged. I sighed in defeat. If it would shut her up I'd play her game. " Fine. Knock yourself out!" I replied, picking up the bag and waiting for her to guess the contents. " Okay then. Well the first one is a no brainer! You obviously got a box of condoms." I pulled the box out and held it up for her to see. " Well duh. But that was an easy one. Next?" " A bottle of that lube that heats up on contact with your skin! Oh, and you probably got some of those flavored massage oils and the latest issue of Cosmo!" She was too damn smart. I held up the items she had listed off before putting them back in the bag. " Next?" I asked her. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Darien shifting uncomfortably in his seat. I knew he couldn't wait to get back to the house and start playing with all the stuff we'd bought. Oh and there were so many things in the magazine that I wanted to try. " Hmmm... what would you like to do...I know! You'd want to take a bath with him! Is there a type of bubble bath and soaps in there?" I nodded and held up the items. She was getting too good at this guessing game. " Let's see, you're gonna take a nice and erotic bubble bath with him. Now since you're still minors and therefore can't get alcohol...I know! You bought strawberries and chocolate squares so you can have some chocolate dipped strawberries to eat in the tub! But knowing you, Sere, you're not just gonna eat them in the bath tub. You've got whipped cream and chocolate sauce in that bag too, don't you?" I nodded and handed her the bag. " I don't think Darien can concentrate on driving when you keep reminding him of what I'm going to do with him tonight, so go ahead and look through the rest of the bag. You've already guessed everything else anyway and there's no point in stopping you when you're just going to keep guessing." Raye eagerly went through the bag, grinning. " Why Serena, I never realized just how naughty you've become!" Raye teased as she pulled out the two silky scarves we'd gotten in the jewelry and makeup section of the store. I blushed and snatched the scarves from her. " There's a lot you don't know about me, but you don't need to know so much anyway. So if you've finished satisfying your curiosity then I would like you to give me the bag back!" I said as we neared our street.

Raye pretended to pout as she handed the bag back to me. " Okay fine. But why did you buy a bunch of trashy novels? I didn't think you'd need to read when you have my brother." I placed my hand on Darien's thigh as we pulled into the driveway. " Because I'll need them once I go back home again. Besides, they give me ideas. Oh look! We're home!" I quickly gathered up the bags and opened the door quickly. Darien was already running for the front door, keys in his hands as he tried to steady his hands enough to put the key in the lock. Raye giggled and took the keys from him. " I'll unlock it. You two just worry about getting inside without jumping each other." Easier said than done! The look in Darien's eyes made me weak with desire. Once we were inside and the door was shut and locked behind us, I raced him to the bathroom, not even bothering to pull off my high heels first. Darien caught me in his arms and lifted me up so that I could wrap my legs around his waist. " I'll leave you two alone!" Raye called to us as she ran downstairs to her room. I immediately pressed my lips to Darien's as soon as I heard the door close. He pressed me between him and the wall as he ground his lower body into mine. I could feel his hardness straining against his jeans as he pressed harder against me. The skirt I wore was now above my thighs, revealing my sexy leopard print panties. " Darien..." I moaned as he left my lips and began sucking on my neck hungrily. He thrust against me again, his hands sliding up my back and resting at the back of my neck. He untied the strings of my halter top, pulling it down to reveal my matching, strapless bra. " Gods Sere, do you have any idea how beautiful you are?" I moaned in response as I felt his lips and tongue brush over the spot just beneath my earlobe. " Oh gods, Darien! You have no idea what that does to me!" I purred seductively. " Don't I?" he whispered huskily as he pressed hard against me, causing me to cry out. " I think it's time for us to stop for a bit and make those strawberries before we forget and they go bad." I reminded him, not really wanting to stop. But I really wanted to try out all the other things we hadn't had a chance to do yet. Besides, we had all night and morning to ourselves. There was no need to rush things tonight.

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As soon as we placed the strawberries in the fridge to cool Darien and I headed downstairs with our bags. " So what should we try first?" I purred as I held up the can of whipped cream and the bottle of chocolate sauce. Darien's eyes held that light in them that told me he was up to something. " How about you just lay down on my bed and let me decide..." I did just that, pulling him down with me. He brushed his lips over mine gently. But I didn't want gentle at the moment. I needed him badly and I knew just how to get what I wanted. I slipped my hand into the front pocket of his jeans and rubbed over him through the fabric. Darien's eyes went wide as I smiled seductively up at him . " Oh no you don't! I can't have you distracting me..." he said before sitting up and going through the bag until he pulled out the two scarves. " You're sure you're okay with this?" he asked as he secured one of my wrists to the metal bars on the head board. Hell yeah! For some reason it was highly arousing to be restrained in such a way. A few years ago I would have protested and said it was wrong, but now it felt so right. " Yes! Please Darien. I trust you..." I sighed as he bound my other wrist to the headboard. " Comfortable?" he asked as he removed his clothes, standing gloriously naked before me. " Mhmmm. And highly aroused..." I purred. " That's the point." He produced the can of whipped cream and sprayed it around my nipple. I gasped, " It's cold." Darien lowered his head to my breast and began to lick it off. " Not for long..." I groaned as he slowly brushed his lips and tongue over his special 'dessert.' He was barely even touching my skin and already I was on fire with need for him. " Please Darien!" I whimpered. " I don't think you're in any position to be telling me what to do..." he teased me as he sprayed whipped cream onto my other nipple, giving it the same attention. " This was your plan all along wasn't it? Tie me to the bed so that I can't 'distract' you."

" It was a brilliant idea wasn't it? Now I've got you right where I want you and you can't stop me from taking my time. Remember, we've got ALL night and morning to ourselves. You can't blame me for wanting to take advantage of the situation. Now stop trying to rush things and just enjoy!" Oh I was enjoying every touch, but I was NOT enjoying the fact that every time I was close to the edge, he'd stop and wait for me to calm down enough before bringing me back up again. It was torture, but still the best torture I could ever imagine. Once every trace of whipped cream had been licked off he began to drizzle the chocolate sauce down the sides of my breasts and over my upper arms before cleaning it off by making circular movements with his teasing and wicked tongue. " Mmmm...you're the best dessert I've ever tasted. Can I have you for the rest of my life?" Darien asked before gently sucking on my neck. " If you're a good boy you just might be rewarded..." My legs were shaking and Darien gripped my thighs tightly before moving between them. " Tell me what you want Sere." I gripped the headboard tightly when I felt his lips just a few inches below my belly button. Gods he was so close. If I'd had my hands free I would have been grasping his hair in a silent plea for him to keep going. " I...I want...I want..." Darien suddenly slid his tongue into me and I let out a cry as he brought me to the edge again. " Oh please. Please. PLEASE! Darien..." I almost screamed, gripping the headboard tightly. And then he moved away and grabbed our protection. As soon as he slid it on he moved above me, his manhood straining at my entrance. " This is what you want?" he asked as he stared into my eyes. " Yes, please!" I sighed with sheer pleasure as I felt him thrust hard and fast, slipping almost all the way out and then pushing all the way back in again. I wanted to hold him tightly and never let go. Since my hands were busy being tied to the headboard I had no choice but to be creative. I wrapped my legs tightly around him, squeezing my thighs and clamping down on him as he thrust even deeper than before. It was in those few moments that I realized why Darien had kept teasing me to the edge but not allowing me to have my release. My orgasm washed over me wave after wave until I didn't think it could get any more intense. And then it did and I was screaming his name, locking him inside me and squeezing as tightly as I could, anything to make the sensations last a little bit longer. " Serena!" he moaned as his hands grasped my hair and he shook uncontrollably above me. After a few minutes he gently slipped out and off of me to dispose of the condom. He then returned and began to untie my wrists, caressing them gently before bringing them to his lips.

" That was incredible!" I told him once I was able to sit up without feeling dizzy. " Yeah, it definitely was." Darien agreed as he gently ran his fingers through my hair. I suddenly realized that I was sticky from the chocolate and whipped cream. " As nice as this is we really should clean ourselves up AND we might want to throw the sheets in the washing machine. We've got chocolate all over us and the bed!" I handed him his robe and put on my own before helping him strip the bed of the blankets and bedsheets. Together we carried them into the laundry room and tossed them in the washing machine. " I'm going to go get our bath ready for us." Darien said, gathering up all the bath oils and a few scented candles. " You don't want me to help?" I asked him. Darien shook his head. " If you help me we won't even get to the part where we fill the tub with water. No, you just worry about not eating all those strawberries in the fridge while I set everything up." I giggled at that comment. Darien knew I would have a very hard time resisting the temptation. " Just one?" I pleaded. " And 'just one' will become ' just one more' and pretty soon it'll become ' well, there's only one left anyway'. No, I don't think you can have just one Sere. You can wait a few minutes first so that I can feed them to you myself." I pretended to pout even though my mind kept filling with images of me and Darien in the bathtub. I was in his arms and he was feeding me strawberries. " Okay, I'll try to control myself then." I promised him as he headed upstairs. I quickly turned the washing machine on and almost ran down the hall and up the stairs. But before I could get to the stairs Raye's bedroom door swung open and she stepped out in her red tank top and silky PJ bottoms. The matching bathrobe that her father had brought her from his trip to Japan was draped loosely around her shoulders. " Don't flood the bathroom though I know you probably will. Geez I never thought you and Darien would leave that bed with the way you kept screaming each other's names. I bet you only stopped cuz the bed broke. Poor Darien, guess he'll have to sleep in YOUR room from now on." I rolled my eyes and headed upstairs, but not before calling back down to her, " You're talking about your BROTHER, Raye!" I heard her quickly shut the door and didn't have to look to know that her face was now the same color as her robe. Chuckling to myself for finally finding an effective way to stop her from asking for the intimate details of my sex life, I climbed the stairs and headed toward the kitchen.

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I sank down into the hot water and bubbles and sighed with contentment, pressing my back against Darien's chest. He had treated me like a princess tonight. When I had stepped into the bathroom I had practically melted. Darien had lit several small candles and turned off the harsh florescent lights, soft music was playing on the portable stereo that sat on the bathroom counter and there was a nice, hot bubble bath and an even hotter boyfriend standing beside it in his bathrobe. I smiled, placing the plate of strawberries on the edge of the tub before locking the door and removing his robe. Darien untied the sash of my own robe and pushing it off my shoulders. " You're so beautiful." he said. Then he stepped into the tub and gently pulled me down with him. I settled between his legs and he poured the water over my head and began to wash my hair. I'd felt like the luckiest woman in the world as he rinsed the shampoo out of my hair and began to trickle water over my back and shoulders before grabbing my citrus scented bath gel and running his soapy hands over my shoulders. He had taken his time, first washing my back, then my sides and finally his hands had slid up my ribcage and circled my nipples. It was so sensually erotic that I couldn't stop the sighs of pleasure from escaping my throat. And then I had turned around and mirrored what he had done for me, letting my fingers wander until I was so close to his hardness that he had to grab my hands to stop me from teasing him too much. And then he had wrapped his arms around me and kissed me breathless before quickly slipping a hand under the water and sliding it between my thighs. He'd brought me to my climax within fifteen minutes and I had sank down into the water afterward, resting my head against his chest. After a few minutes he'd begun to feed me the strawberries, occasionally placing one between his lips for us to share.

" If there's anything better than being here with you tonight I haven't found it." I purred as Darien picked up the very last of the chocolate strawberries and traced my bottom lip with it. I happily opened my mouth and was rewarded with the sweet taste of my favorite fruit combined with my favorite type of candy. " I don't think we could find anything better if we tried...unless we count our honeymoon night, but that's far off into the future." I sat up and turned around to look at him, my soft breasts lightly grazing his hard chest in the process. " I'm sorry, I must be dreaming again. Did you just say something about us one day getting married?" Darien placed a gentle kiss on my lips before gazing into my eyes. He wasn't lying; the emotions reflected in those blue orbs said everything. " If you were not sitting between my legs and we were out of the bath tub I would have gotten down on one knee. Yes Serena, when we're older and when we've both finished college I would like you to be my wife. I've waited so long for you and I love you more than I could possibly explain. I want to hold you, protect you and care for you, always and forever. Will you be my wife one day when we're older?"

I thought about it for a few seconds, the memories of my childhood flashing before my eyes. My parents had done nothing but fight until they finally divorced when I was six years old. I remembered the time my father had simply left one day after a particularly bad argument and I had cried at the door, begging him to stay. I'd grown up with more responsibilities than a kid should have, and I had taken them on without anyone telling me I had to. My mom raised me and my brother by herself; working long hours and sacrificing all of her free time to give us the life we deserved. I unconsciously took on the role of 'mother' as I got older and Mom worked later. I learned to cook dinner for the both of us and always left extra for Mom the second I turned twelve and was therefore old enough to stay home without a babysitter. I knew that Darien's father had practically abandoned him and Raye when she was still just a baby. We had both grown up knowing the pain of divorce. Would love truly keep us from making the same mistakes as our parents had? I thought about our future together. We'd probably have beautiful children and a house with a yard...but what if something happened to him, or me? What if one day he left me and I was forced to raise our children alone. Alone...I was always alone. But I didn't have to be. Darien could make me forget that I had grown up feeling alone all the time. And that was when I suddenly wrapped my arms around him, holding him close. " Yes! Of course I will!" I cried happily. Darien's arms encircled my waist and he pulled my body even closer to his. " I love you Sere. I always have and I always will."

" I love you too Darien. I want to be yours, forever and ever."

" Then we're gonna have to tell our parents that you and I are boyfriend and girlfriend pretty soon..."

I stiffened in his warm embrace. My father was going to kill Darien in the most painful way imaginable for taking his precious daughter away from him and taking her innocence without marrying her first. " Or, we could NOT tell my father and just let our mothers tell him and force him to accept it. Think Dare, if you told him that you have secretly been making love to me every night since I first came back here you'd be dead ten times before you even hit the ground! I don't want to lose you so I think Dad should be the last person to find out so that when he tries to kill you, everyone else will be there to stop him." Darien shuddered at the idea of my overprotective father becoming homicidal once he found out his precious baby daughter was no longer a virgin and that the young man he had helped raise for nine years had been the one to take it from her. " That sounds like a good idea. Ken is scary when he's playing the role of overprotective father. I've watched him interrogate every boy that my sister has ever brought home and it wasn't pretty. I really don't like the idea of being one of those boys, especially since he JUST got you back." I nodded. That was just what my father needed right now, to have someone steal me away from him again. But this time I wasn't leaving him out of bitterness. I was leaving because I was growing up and I had found my soul mate. Daddy would have to understand that and accept that I wasn't a little girl anymore.

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I woke up late that morning in Darien's soft, warm bed. The covers were loosely draped over the lower half of my naked body but I wasn't the least bit cold. I could never be cold when I was in Darien's arms. I lifted my head from the pillow that we had shared and placed light kisses over his neck as he slept. 'I must have tired him out last night.' I thought to myself as my hand slid down his stomach and my fingers brushed teasingly over his hip and slowly moved inward. Darien moaned but still he did not wake up so I continued to touch him. ' At least parts of him have woken up...' I mused as I brushed my lips over his chest and continued to caress his hardened member. Suddenly I felt his hands grip my shoulders and pull me back up to him. He slowly opened his eyes after brushing his lips over my own. " Good Morning Beautiful!" he said huskily as he began to stroke my waist and thigh. I slid my leg over his and pulled myself closer to his warm body. " Mmm...good morning Darien." I purred, still stroking him. Suddenly Darien smiled mischievously and I felt the hand on my hip slip between my legs. " If we keep doing this we'll never leave this bed..." Darien said even as he continued to rub his thumb over my clit. " Oooohhhh! I like that idea...let's just stay here then!" I moaned when I felt him slip his fingers inside me. " I think I've found something you like..." Darien teased as he continued to thrust his fingers into me. " Darien!" I cried out when I felt him touch a very sensitive spot I hadn't even known existed before he'd discovered it. " Correction," he continued as he hit the spot again and again until I felt myself reaching my peak. " I've DEFINITELY found something you REALLY REALLY like!" I practically screamed his name as I climaxed. " I need you now!" I cried as I reached for the box on the night stand and grabbing one of the foil packets. I tore the wrapper and slid the condom on his stiff length before crying out in satisfaction as I impaled myself on his member. Our coupling was short but incredibly passionate and I exploded around him seconds before he reached his own climax.

After having a shower together that lasted longer than what we had planned, we dressed and headed upstairs for a late breakfast. Raye sat at the dining table already with a plate of pancakes sitting in the center and two extra plates placed beside each other. Raye smiled up at us and motioned for us to sit down. " I heard you two screaming each other's names and then I heard the shower running so I figured you both would come up here soon for something to eat. So I decided to make pancakes for us since you both need to replenish all that energy you used up all night and morning." Darien and I both blushed at her comments. Had we really been that loud? " Thanks Raye! I'm starved!" I piled four pancakes onto my plate before grabbing the cut up strawberries and icing sugar to sprinkle on top. Darien sat closer to me and his thigh pressed intimately into mine. " So, what do you two have planned for today besides spending a lot of time in bed together?" Raye asked suddenly. I nearly choked on my pancakes.

" Must you always make comments about our sex life?" Darien asked her after making sure that I would not choke on my breakfast.

" Sorry! Couldn't help myself! So, what DO you two have planned?"

" Well, we were going to see a movie together, check out the new pizza place and then come home to inform our parents of our relationship." Darien said.

Raye winced. " You sure that's a good idea? I mean, Mom's been in on my plan all along but telling Ken... What do you want on your tombstone Darien?"

Dani had known all along? It seemed to me that practically every member of my family had been in on the plan to get us together. So that meant that Darien and I hadn't been fooling anybody but ourselves.

" Who else knows? Does my mother know? Does SAMMY know about us? What about your friends, Raye. Have THEY been in on this plan to get me and Darien together too?" I could not believe that my own family would keep this huge secret from me all these years! And I had been so scared that when they found out I would lose everything!

" Serena, calm down. If you'd just listen to me for once you'd know that we were only trying to help you..." Raye tried to explain. Darien put his arm around me as pulled me closer, shielding me from the pain his sister was causing me.

" Raye, that's enough. Can't you understand that Serena's upset right now? I don't blame her because all these years we've been trying to hide our feelings for each other. We thought it was for the best because of our family situation and yet we could have avoided all that pain and heartbreak if we'd known that it was okay to be in love. If you knew and you truly wanted us to be happy you could have said something three years ago when Sere first came back to me. But no, you kept quiet and I thought I would never see her again! And all this time you and our mother and who knows who else have been trying to get us together?"

" What?" I flinched when I heard my father's voice. I turned my head to see him and Dani standing at the entrance to the dining room, his eyes fixed on me and Darien. Dani placed her hand on his arm to keep him from strangling her son.

" Ken, calm down before you have a heart attack, Love. Yes, my son and your daughter have fallen in love with each other. I saw it coming the second they laid eyes on each other nine years ago. If it wasn't for the fact that I love you so much I would have broken up with you so that my son could be with Serena without any complications. Remember when I told you that the women in my family can sense when two people are meant to be together? Well I'm telling you right now that Serena and Darien are meant to be together and nothing will ever be able to keep them apart! And I'm not the only one who sensed this! My sister Patricia took me aside that night we introduced our children to each other and told me that Serena was the perfect match for Darien. Just as you're the perfect match for me."

I'd have to remember to thank Dani for convincing my father that Darien and I belonged together. Now that I thought about it, Dani had never done anything to discourage me from becoming closer to her son. Neither had Patricia or her daughter Hotaru! They had all known and accepted the fact that Darien and I were soul mates. I just hoped that my mother would be just as accepting.

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As soon as I finished dinner with Darien's family I called my mother. She seemed to be in a good mood and I learned that was due to the fact that she had a date the next day.

" Hi Mom!"

" Hi Honey! Are you enjoying your time with your father?"

" Uh huh! Hey Mom...I need to tell you something and it might be a little bit shocking for you." I sighed and tried to work up the courage to tell my mother about Darien.

" Oh Honey. Darien didn't accidentally get you pregnant did he?"

I was stunned. " No. No Mom, I'm not pregnant. How did you know about me and Darien though? I haven't even told you get."

" Serena Tsukino I am your mother! I know everything!"

" How long have you known?"

" Since the day you met him you had that look in your eyes. The same look that every young woman has when she's fallen in love. And every time you went up there to visit your father I knew you were going up there to spend time with Darien. So I take it you're finally going to tell me that you and Darien are in love?"

" I guess everyone else knew I loved Darien before I even realized it myself, huh."

" Well we all tried to get you to admit it when you were fifteen but you can be so stubborn sometimes. Why else would I have reminded you that Darien wasn't related to you and that he was really hot? But now that you've admitted it to me, I think you should get off the phone and make up for lost time with the young man you love! Besides, I have a date to get ready for! See you when you get home!"

" Okay Mom! I love you!"

" Love you too Sweetie! Now go spend time with Darien! Bye!"

" Bye."

I hung up the phone and breathed a sigh of relief. It felt as if the weight of the world had been lifted off of my shoulders and I was finally free! I was free to love my soul mate and I would never again have to hide my feelings for him. We belonged together. Dani, Raye, Mom, Hotaru, Patricia and several other members of my family on BOTH sides all knew it!

I felt Darien's hands slip around my waist and hold me close as I sat next to him on the couch. Dani and my father were on the other sofa and Raye sat on the floor eating hot buttered popcorn and pressed PLAY on the DVD remote control. As the movie began playing I realized that although Darien and I had watch movies with the family before, this was the first time we had done so as a couple.

Temptress: I'm almost finished my very first fanfic! I've never been able to finish a story before but with all of your encouragement I was able to do it! So thank you for all the positive comments and the encouragement for me to never quit writing! Don't worry, I won't quit! You all have given me the confidence in my abilities as a writer and without you I would never have realized that I don't suck at writing! I still have an epilogue to write so I'm gonna do that right now! See you all again soon!

Temptress Kitten17