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[b]Chapter 19- It's Not Suppose To Rain[/b]

I sat beside the bed as Allie's soft breathing reached my ears, I looked around the room that we were in and already the scent of strawberries and vanilla reached my nose. The perfect combination of mine and Allie's scents. Her hand held mine tightly as her face crunched up at the scene that I know where hunting in her sleep and I did nothing to ward them off. I didn't reach out and push the thread of raven hair that perfectly matched my own from her face and I didn't whisper sweet nothings in her ears. I couldn't even take away my own pain how could I help hers. The darkness in the room crept on each wall of the room and the drapes swung in the cool breeze. I pushed my knees up to my chest and used my free arm as a pillow for my head. I looked down at the carpet between my feet.

[i] I kept completely still as I heard the bedroom door open and thanked the heavens that Allie wasn't in the bathroom. I felt the bed dip as someone sat down beside me and held my breathe as I felt his own my cheeks, "shhhhh...." he whispered in my ear. Putting his hot hands on my cold arms he turned me until I was laying on my back, swiping my hair of my forehead he gazed in my eyes. Without breaking his gaze he reached in his pocket and withdrew a needle, "I'm sorry but I need to make sure!" I closed my eyes as I felt the needle pierce my skin and clutched my palms in a fist as the pain racketed through my body and tensed as he drew his fingers up my inner thigh. "Do you still love Max?"

"No," I whimpered.

"Who's side are you on?"

"Yours," I said between clenched teeth as pain pasted to my toes and up again.

"It's almost over just one more....would you do anything for me?"

"Yes," I whispered and clenched my eyes closed again as my body clenched every muscles without my knowing. I griped the sheet in my hands and waited until it was over, "Very good." He whispered and took one more sweep with his hand on my thigh and then got off the bed and walked out the door not looking back. I heard the door open again and Allie walked out of the bathroom, walking over to the bed and slipping in beside me she layed a hand to my chest and it glowed slightly. I took a big breathe and it no longer felt like someone was sitting on me, she layed her head on my chest and I slowly rested one of my hands on her head. [/i]

I let out a sob that sounded strange to me, I haven't cried since we returned I never thought of what I lost in that place....I never....

[i]I layed quietly on the couch my hands forced over my head , Kivar's body covered mine and he kissed his way up my neck. My shirt and pants layed on the floor and now was only clothed in my lace bra and bikini underwear, 'I'm doing it for the people.' His hand rubbed my thigh and the other rubbed my breast, "I'm doing it for Allie.' Tears feel from my closed eyes as his hand on my thigh traveled farther up, 'I'm doing it for my babies.' I opened my mouth to scream as Kivar placed his mouth on my lace covered breast and bite down hard. Forcing myself silent, 'I'm doing it to be free.' His hand reached my underwear and as his finger tips reached the outside he stopped, sitting up he put his knee between my legs pushing up hard, bending down he touched his lip to mine. "Not yet my sweet," he whispered in my ear, standing up he walked out leaving me on the couch my arms still above my head. [/i]

I felt someone wrap there arms around my shoulder and I looked up to see Allie sitting beside me. The hand she was holding was now laying across my chest, but she never let it go. I looked in her eyes and saw they mirrored my own; full of pain, sorrow and heart ache. I saw tears run down her cheeks land softly on our clutched hands. She put her head on my knees the same place I had rested my own a couple moments ago and felt her body shiver not from the cool wind that came from the window or the cold carpeted floor we were sitting on.

[i] The sting on my cheeks burned as Nicholas hand returned to his side I layed on the desk waiting for my eyes to focus again. Allie sat on the chair beside me, tears were running down her cheeks and her hands where clutching the arms of the chairs. Nicholas walked over to her and straddled her lap. Running his hand down her cheeks and with one of his fingertip brushed a tear away, standing up he put his finger in his mouth. "Satly," he whispered walking to the other side of the desk and to my side, Running his hand through my hair he leaned down and kissed my neck, clutching my eyes closed and leaned my head to the side. Opening them I locked my gaze with Alisa's and a sob escaped her throat. 'I LOVE YOU' I mouthed and she nodded. Breaking his lips away from my neck he walked over to Allie and placed his lips on her neck, she sobbed and I couldn't take it anymore. Kicking my foot out I hit him in the knee smiling when he cried out in pain. Walking to the end of the desk he grabbed my shirt pulling me up to meet his face, the pain stung my cheek again as he slapped me. The loud sound of the door slamming made all of our heads whipping to the door. Kivar stood there, "Get the hell outa here, Nicky," he yelled. Nicholas looked away and ran out of the room without saying a word, Kivar walked over to us and put his hands on my arms, "Are you okay?" he asked as I nodded. "Why didn't you stop him?"

"I thought you would get mad?" I whispered. Looking over at Allie to make sure she was okay.

"Next time Nicky gets touchy feely... you can put him in his place," he whispered touching my bruised cheek.

"You two go to the docs and get fixed up," he replied, kissing my lips. Nodding I grabbed Allie's hand and walked out of the room. [/i]

I let my head roll back hearing the soft thumb as it hit the wall I was sitting against, the noise was almost painful to hear. I heard some foreign noise reach my ears and slowly I looked over at the window. The wind was now reaching our skins from where we sat, we winced as the harsh wind took on a stronger beat and rushed beating against our bruised skins. I heard the drops of rain landed on the small balcony and hit the lock of on the window. The white silk drapes were blowing in the wind crashing against the walls and whiter dots where appearing on them.

"It's raining..........it's not suppose to rain," Allie whispered her voice unrecognizable. Allie turned to the window but didn't lift her head from my knees, together we watched the rain beat down on the balcony's stone.