Chapter 5
"Knock, knock!"
"Who is it?" Kay said.
Miguel could hear in her voice that she had been crying and that it was his fault.
"It's me, Kay."
"Miguel, I don;t think that this is a good time to talk."
"Kay, please hear me out."
"Say whatever you like, it doesn't mean that I'm going to listen." Kay knew perfectly well that she wanted to hear what he had to say.
"I never really meant to hurt you. You must believe that!"
"I don't know if I believe in anything. You broke me heart! I thought you loved me. I'm such a fool to believe that you could've actually loved me. You can't even relate to what I'm feeling. I felt a cold knife go through me heart. I'm bleeding now. I know there will be a scar, but I don't think it will ever go away."
"Kay, I don't even know why I did what I did."
"I'm sure of that." She said trying to dry her tears.
"When you fainted I realized that without you I am nothing you are my everything! You fill my soul with your youth, your beauty, and everything else that you are. 'You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you may never get it back.'"
"I loved you so much, Miguel. Ever since we were little, I started planning my wedding to you. Now my dreams are ruined. Just leave!"
"It's my fault......"
"Your f*cking right it's your fault!" Kay raged out.
"Please, Kay, let me see your face. It may be the last time I see it."
"No leave!"
"Not until I see your face."
"Happy! Look at me! I look like death has taken over my body. You have made me into an ugly person. I hate who I am becoming. I can't even look at myself in the mirror.Leave!" Kay said in an angry tone.
She looked very bad. Her hair was all messed up, her mascarra was running, and she looked like a knife had stabbed her.
"Don't you listen? Leave! I feel like you have stabbed my in the heart. I am bleeding now, lossing more blood each minute. This only makes me weaker, and I feel as though I should just leave this world for good. I know that there will be a scar left from the wound. It will be a reminder to me that I can never love someone with my whole heart again. Now leave!"
Miguel walked toward kay's door, only to meet the door in his face. Miguel fell to the floor and began to cry. He never remembered a time he cried.
"I'm so sorry, Kay! I still love you, no matter what you think." He whispered to himself.
Kay also fell to the floor and began to cry even more, more than she had ever known.
"God, if there is a God, why do you cause me this pain?"
For the rest of the night Kay cried and wouldn't talk to anyone, not even Sam. The cries heard from her room made it seem as though she was depressed. To top it all off, she played love songs all night long. But the song that hurt her so much was "Only Hope." That had been their song. the song she wanted to dance with Miguel as Mrs. Lopez-Fitzgerald.
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
"Miguel, how could you?" That was the only thing she said that night.
Menawhile at the Seascape, Theresa, Fox, and Ethan are heading into the limo so that they could return to the mansion and hear Theresa's decision. The ride home was quiet, rather too quiet. Theresa sat and was in some other world. Fox and Ethan thought that she was making her decision. Fox sat back and relaxed. he was confident that Theresa would pick him over that loser Ethan. Ethan was in a trance, he was remembering all of the great things that happened to Theresa and him. He even remembered the bad times. As they drove up to the mansion, Theresa's and Ethan's heart began to beat faster than ever before. The entered the mansion and all sat in the livingroom.
"Well, before I make my decision, I want to tell you both that you will have a place in my heart always. Now I had a wonderful time tonight, but I have to say I'm sorry.............. Ethan. I have a special connection with Fox. I hope you understand. And I hope we can still be friends." Theresa finished as tears began to appear in her eyes.
"Of course we can." Ethan said a little hurt.
Ethan walked up to Theresa to give her a kiss, a hug, and to wish them luck! He then went into his room. It would be days before he left his room again.
"Theresa."
"Fox."
"Theresa will you marry me?"
A smile appear through Theresa's tears. "Yes! I love you, Fox."
"I love you to, Theresa."
They both hugged, but Fox's face had that sh*teaten grin on his face. What was he up to?
"Knock, knock!"
"Who is it?" Kay said.
Miguel could hear in her voice that she had been crying and that it was his fault.
"It's me, Kay."
"Miguel, I don;t think that this is a good time to talk."
"Kay, please hear me out."
"Say whatever you like, it doesn't mean that I'm going to listen." Kay knew perfectly well that she wanted to hear what he had to say.
"I never really meant to hurt you. You must believe that!"
"I don't know if I believe in anything. You broke me heart! I thought you loved me. I'm such a fool to believe that you could've actually loved me. You can't even relate to what I'm feeling. I felt a cold knife go through me heart. I'm bleeding now. I know there will be a scar, but I don't think it will ever go away."
"Kay, I don't even know why I did what I did."
"I'm sure of that." She said trying to dry her tears.
"When you fainted I realized that without you I am nothing you are my everything! You fill my soul with your youth, your beauty, and everything else that you are. 'You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you may never get it back.'"
"I loved you so much, Miguel. Ever since we were little, I started planning my wedding to you. Now my dreams are ruined. Just leave!"
"It's my fault......"
"Your f*cking right it's your fault!" Kay raged out.
"Please, Kay, let me see your face. It may be the last time I see it."
"No leave!"
"Not until I see your face."
"Happy! Look at me! I look like death has taken over my body. You have made me into an ugly person. I hate who I am becoming. I can't even look at myself in the mirror.Leave!" Kay said in an angry tone.
She looked very bad. Her hair was all messed up, her mascarra was running, and she looked like a knife had stabbed her.
"Don't you listen? Leave! I feel like you have stabbed my in the heart. I am bleeding now, lossing more blood each minute. This only makes me weaker, and I feel as though I should just leave this world for good. I know that there will be a scar left from the wound. It will be a reminder to me that I can never love someone with my whole heart again. Now leave!"
Miguel walked toward kay's door, only to meet the door in his face. Miguel fell to the floor and began to cry. He never remembered a time he cried.
"I'm so sorry, Kay! I still love you, no matter what you think." He whispered to himself.
Kay also fell to the floor and began to cry even more, more than she had ever known.
"God, if there is a God, why do you cause me this pain?"
For the rest of the night Kay cried and wouldn't talk to anyone, not even Sam. The cries heard from her room made it seem as though she was depressed. To top it all off, she played love songs all night long. But the song that hurt her so much was "Only Hope." That had been their song. the song she wanted to dance with Miguel as Mrs. Lopez-Fitzgerald.
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
"Miguel, how could you?" That was the only thing she said that night.
Menawhile at the Seascape, Theresa, Fox, and Ethan are heading into the limo so that they could return to the mansion and hear Theresa's decision. The ride home was quiet, rather too quiet. Theresa sat and was in some other world. Fox and Ethan thought that she was making her decision. Fox sat back and relaxed. he was confident that Theresa would pick him over that loser Ethan. Ethan was in a trance, he was remembering all of the great things that happened to Theresa and him. He even remembered the bad times. As they drove up to the mansion, Theresa's and Ethan's heart began to beat faster than ever before. The entered the mansion and all sat in the livingroom.
"Well, before I make my decision, I want to tell you both that you will have a place in my heart always. Now I had a wonderful time tonight, but I have to say I'm sorry.............. Ethan. I have a special connection with Fox. I hope you understand. And I hope we can still be friends." Theresa finished as tears began to appear in her eyes.
"Of course we can." Ethan said a little hurt.
Ethan walked up to Theresa to give her a kiss, a hug, and to wish them luck! He then went into his room. It would be days before he left his room again.
"Theresa."
"Fox."
"Theresa will you marry me?"
A smile appear through Theresa's tears. "Yes! I love you, Fox."
"I love you to, Theresa."
They both hugged, but Fox's face had that sh*teaten grin on his face. What was he up to?