Where do I belong?



Disclaimer:

Me: Hiya all I am sure you all think that I own FY characters but guess what! Shh come closer.* whispers * I don't own them. D-O N-O-T okay? Ahh I see you do understand ENGLISH.

LoL insulting is my fav thing to do! This is mild insultation so don't talk it seriously I am totally joking not about the not owning FY characters though. I don't own them enough said kay?

WARNINGS: OOC characters cos I want it that way. NO FLAMES are welcomed. Don't like my fic DON'T REVIEW!! I am only doing this for my fun and the readers who actually want to read it. One more thing SPOILERS!

Notes: Hallo!! Weee now the ball starts rolling. Today there is only a very short note kay? I totally love all you readers cos you give me encouragement and everything. You guys are my fuel to write! Great to see that so many people are willing to give encouragement. Here is the chapter just for you guys!

And to Celesta-chan: I hope you are doing great at your art commission and great that update your fic regularly still! I am so happy that we are emailing and still keeping in touch! ^_^

~ Fiery-Ice ~

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Chapter 6

To tell or not to tell?



Kimiko raced out of the bolted doors of the shrine. She still didn't know where all the seishi rooms and everything were so she had to run through the palace looking for an attendant to take her there. Unfortunately she did not find any but was found by Chichiri who was told to bring her to the throne room.

~Kimiko~

"Konbanwa Chichiri-san, um.. Why do I have to go to the throne room for?" I questioned.

"You will find out no da."

"Uuh.. Okay I guess."

I hope nobody found out that I was in the shrine or else I could be killed being accused as a spy. What will Tasuki think? Would he support the fact that I would be thrown in prison and killed or would he take my side? Wait a minute why do I care what he thinks?

Maybe it's all those romance stories my so-called friends in my world chattered mindlessly about. They can't influence me.. can they?

While walking, I could sense that Chichiri was tense for a reason.

"Chichiri-san, what's the matter? I can actually feel negative vibes you are giving out."

"Ano.. Kimiko.. You.said that you knew everything about us no da. Does that mean that you know everything about me no da?" He asked solemnly.

I froze knowing what he was getting at. I remembered the heart breaking moment watching Chichiri get tortured by his past. He kept everything to himself. I was saddened by the fact he had to go through this so early in his life and that I would have to tell him that I knew his past and his pain that he fought to keep a secret. I remembered how he felt in the OVA's when his past was revealed to the rest of the seishi.

I kept it simple and straight to the truth. No beating around the bush because the longer I kept it from him the harder he will take it.

"Hai Chichiri-san I know everything." I said quietly.

He unconsciously put a hand up to his mask covered scarred eye.

I knew I had no right to but I had to take off his mask. Making sure no one was around I lifted a hand gently to his face and peeled the mask off. He went numb.

Once I saw the scar I was felt no shock just the same pain I felt when I first saw it on the show.

He turned away and quietly said, " It repulses you doesn't it. "

"It doesn't." was all I could say. Taken back he turned back to face me.

"Chichiri-san I know this may be hard to believe but I know about Hikou and Kouran. I won't tell the others if you don't want me to but I will be here if you need to talk to me because believe me I." I choked as I recalled the difficulty of covering up my own pain. Continuing, "I understand. how you feel."

I could feel the backs of my eyes burning but I struggled to blink the tears back.

"I don't want you to feel like I am invading your private life but I do know everything and I can't just forget it. I have so many decisions, so much.so much.." I clamped my mouth shut wrapping my arms around myself. I will not cry. I will not cry. I chanted mentally.



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Chichiri's eyes softened at the obvious internal battle Kimiko was going through. But his resolve hardened to make sure no one else would find out his past.

He tapped Kimiko on the shoulder.

"Kimiko, daijoubu. Just do not tell anyone. I am not ready because the matter still stands that I am a murderer." Kimiko started to object but he held up a hand to silence her.

"I murdered my loved ones and I cannot forgive myself. Don't you see that nothing will change! I can't change what I did then so I must not let that take over my life."

Chichiri took a deep breath and let Kimiko take in his confession.

"Chichiri-san.." Kimiko started.

Suddenly, interrupting them and bursting from around the corner was Chiriko. (A/N: Lets just refer to Amiboshi as Chiriko for now and I am sorry about this SPOILER kay?)

Chiriko looked at both Chichiri and Kimiko but his gaze settled on Kimiko to whom he said, " Hotohori-sama awaits you at the throne room."

~Kimiko~

"We'll be there in a minute."

Uh Oh. Amiboshi! I was supposed to see him and make sure he doesn't kill me or something. Who knows what he is capable of to protect his otouto if he thinks he is in danger.

I could feel his eyes boring into mine silently transmitting how panicked he felt but would stop at nothing to make sure his otouto was safe. Eyes are the windows to one's soul.

We walked briskly to wards the throne room where I knew something was awaiting me.

@ At the throne room @

The seishi and miko were seated around a table waiting the arrival of Kimiko, Chichiri and Chiriko whom they sent out to search for the two for they were a little late.

The mentioned three burst through the doors.

Hotohori stood up majestically to greet Kimiko.

"Kimiko, I am pretty sure you know why we have called you here. Please sit down. You told us you know our futures and that information may help us. Please tell us what you can because one of our seishi is in enemy territory." He requested in his smooth voice. (A/N: ^_^ Hotohori's voice always reminds me of chocolate!!)

~Kimiko~

I knew that this question would pop up sooner or later. What am I to do? Suzaku said I should use my judgement. But what do I know? I could screw up everything and send everyone into death for all I know.

I could feel myself perspiring.

"I'll tell you what I must to try and avoid your deaths." I could see everyone cringed at the thought of themselves dying but in their eyes they knew it was inevitable.

I hope Miaka won't go hysterical. Here goes nothing.

"Minna-san, Tamahome is under the influence of powerful mind-control drug. Mitsukake * nods towards Mitsukake * knows its effects and it cannot be reversed by his seishi powers of healing. The drug is kodouku" Pausing to gauge the reactions of the seishi and Miaka who looked stricken.

Chiriko(Amiboshi) just simply looked like there was turmoil in his head. He thinks I am going to reveal him now. Miaka looked pale while the rest of the seishi were speechless. Tension was so thick in the air you could slice it with a knife.

"I think. Miaka . You are the only one who can break the spell. Never give up on anyone. Your faith is unwavering, I should know. You will know what to do. Remember.. Tamahome will attempt to kill you all because he is under the influence of the drug. For now, Nakago who seems to be the leader of the Seiryuu seishi is manipulating all of the seishi and your friend Yui. He is also the infamous shogun of Kutou. He knows we are coming so we have to be extra careful."

Before I could continue, Chiriko interrupted that it was time for us to go to Kutou. (A/N: Nervous much Ami-chan?)

"Sumimasen minna-san but I think it is nearly time."

Well it's show time, hey! I might even get killed on my first day in my dream world. Hmph.. No one will miss me anyways. I have nothing in my world.

Gathering all the calm I had I stood up getting ready to follow Chichiri, Miaka and Tasuki. Before I moved another step.



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"Hey! Why is Kimiko going? She doesn't have any powers. What if she gets hurt?" Tasuki protested.

Kimiko failed to notice a hint of worry and protectiveness in his voice and snapped at him.

"Tasuki, I am going because I know exactly what Nakago will be doing so I will be able to warn you. One more thing, I can take care of myself!"

Then she muttered, "Baka."

Tasuki was shut up quickly. (A/N: My dear readers I know he is OOC but I can't help it okay? I'll try making him less OOC but I really doubt I am able to! GoMeN! )

She proceeded to give some instructions to the other seishi on who would be on stand by back at the Konan palace.

"Mitsukake-san, rest yourself up I have no doubts we will be coming back with injuries but hopefully minor ones." Mitsukake nodded and patted her on arm to assure her. He detected that she was nervous.

Tasuki was convincing Miaka to let him go with them with a beef bun just as Kimiko remembered so she ignored them and moved on to Nuriko. (A/N: He has more reason to go now bwahahaha)

"Nuri-chan, I am counting on you to make sure everything here goes smoothly okay? We might need you all as back-up." Nuriko hugged her in response to which Kimiko gave a small smile.

"Hotohori-sama, Just relax, I'll make sure Miaka comes back safely." * She winked * Hotohori blushed.

Turning to Chiriko, Kimiko stared deep into his eyes trying to make him understand that his secret is safe with her. "Chiriko-san, you will have to use your flute to break the barrier that I sure that Nakago will put up from here. We'll use Chichiri's magic and .." She trailed off and looked around.

"Where is Tama?"

"I don't know must be somewhere." Mitsukake answered.

She knew that Tama was hiding somewhere and hoped everything would work out.

"Never mind."

She leaned in towards Chiriko and whispered, " Amiboshi, please just work with us. I swear I will try to make sure you won't be harmed. I don't know how I will do it but I swear I will."

Chiriko gazed at her doubtfully but nodded for fear if he was exposed now he would die.

~Kimiko~

I can do this. Gulp. I guess let's go see if I can be useful in battle. Eeech I sound so crappy. Shape up Kimiko and let's go.

"Hayaku minna, time is a wasting."

Tasuki, Miaka and I moved towards Chichiri who put his kesa on the ground ready for teleportation.

I eyed the kesa before asking whether it was safe.

"Is this safe Chichiri-san? If I remember correctly you haven't mastered landings yet."

"Eto.. * Chichiri rubs head * I will do my best no da."

"Okay if you say so just don't land us in a tree."

So I stepped onto the kesa followed by Tasuki, Miaka and Chichiri.



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Kimiko and company used Chichiri's kesa to teleport to Kutou where they would try and save Tamahome. While back at home base a.k.a the Konan Palace the other half of the seishi worried about the outcome and were waiting for any way they could help.

Hotohori worrying about Miaka, Nuriko fretting over Hotohori and trying to break Chiriko's flute, Chiriko playing his flute annoying Nuriko and Mitsukake looking for Tama and talking a bit to Hotohori.

So starts the official meeting with the Seiryuu seishi.

T.B.C



Notes: Nothing much to saw except HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEN! BOO! Hope you like this chapter! Come back and read more ne? Jaaaaa Na No DAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

~Fiery-Ice~