Author's Note: I'm feeling a bit depressed, so I must write. That's why the other chapters went from funny to not. It's easier for me to write about how I'm feeling, and now I'm not feeling so good.
So, no more funniness unless I feel like it.
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Backing up, Zim was sputtering out anything to have Dib stop. But then, he gave up. Dib was out of reach now. THAT WAS NOT DIB. Dib was gone. Something else was controlling him. A feral beast. Someone else entirely. There was something seriously wrong with Dib. And he had to find out what.
But first, he had to escape. And then find out who could help him. Zim tried to remember. What was a weakness of humans... He learned this last year. It was something about Dib's gender... ACK!
Dib was right in front of Zim, looking like a cat about to pounce upon his dinner. Zim, desperate kicked him, and in the right place too.
Dib fell over, clutching his privates, while Zim ran.
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Nothing was making sense anymore. Dib was doing something. And this something was triggering a hormone in his Irken body. His PAK had sensed it, but could not recongize it. It was most likely dangerous, and to be avoided.
As he ran and thought about where he could go, his skin felt the burning sensation of rain. The most obvious place to go of course was his home, but that's what Dib would be expecting.
Then he saw a familar face. One that he knew that might possibly work. The droopy lids of hazel eyes stared back at him, purple hair curling up.
"Gaz-Human!"
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Dib still had enough of himself to stop. His head, crammed so full of thoughts. That voice which wanted Zim, had become less like him. More female, more evil, more twisted. But he knew this was part of himself. He'd given it a feminine voice because it suited her. And there was a homely voice. One who wanted nothing to do with the paranormal. One that wanted only normalness. The last one was his own. But it had no power among the others. All they cared about was their own desires.
Why did this have to happen to him? There had to be some way to make them shut up? He looked up at the rainy sky. Zim would be in pain. The female voice gained power at the thought.
Dib, you know you want him. Human you may be, but what has your race done for you?
Don't listen to her. She's twisted. The thing she calls a heart is a spiderweb of twisted lies.
Shut up! Shut up!
Submit to your desires. I know you want him. That pain he gave when he kicked you... you loved it. You couldn't move after it, but you loved it anyway.
I did not!
Why did you screw this all up, Dib? Why? You could have had a happy life with Amara. You had to kiss that ALIEN. He's evil. He hates you.
If he hated you so much, why did he kiss you?
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
Everything was burning. Burning. Dib knew that he had to get them to leave. Only he didn't know how. And then he saw the knife. What if he could cut them out? Get rid of his furies? Get rid of THEM. Possibly get rid of Zim.
Don't Dib. You'll hurt yourself. Down-to-Earth said.
But the female voice just laughed.
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Zim realized his pain when he stopped gawking at Gaz. "Dib-sister, the Dib has gone completely insane. I require your assaisstance to stop him."
There was silence for a minute and then she replied. "I know. He attacked me yesterday. Stupid. And he's been quiet. Too quiet. What exactly has he been doing?"
"He said the biggest lie in all of the world. 'I love you'" Zim shuddered at the memory.
Gaz's aloof manner turned colder. "Get out of my way, ZIM."
So, no more funniness unless I feel like it.
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Backing up, Zim was sputtering out anything to have Dib stop. But then, he gave up. Dib was out of reach now. THAT WAS NOT DIB. Dib was gone. Something else was controlling him. A feral beast. Someone else entirely. There was something seriously wrong with Dib. And he had to find out what.
But first, he had to escape. And then find out who could help him. Zim tried to remember. What was a weakness of humans... He learned this last year. It was something about Dib's gender... ACK!
Dib was right in front of Zim, looking like a cat about to pounce upon his dinner. Zim, desperate kicked him, and in the right place too.
Dib fell over, clutching his privates, while Zim ran.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Nothing was making sense anymore. Dib was doing something. And this something was triggering a hormone in his Irken body. His PAK had sensed it, but could not recongize it. It was most likely dangerous, and to be avoided.
As he ran and thought about where he could go, his skin felt the burning sensation of rain. The most obvious place to go of course was his home, but that's what Dib would be expecting.
Then he saw a familar face. One that he knew that might possibly work. The droopy lids of hazel eyes stared back at him, purple hair curling up.
"Gaz-Human!"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dib still had enough of himself to stop. His head, crammed so full of thoughts. That voice which wanted Zim, had become less like him. More female, more evil, more twisted. But he knew this was part of himself. He'd given it a feminine voice because it suited her. And there was a homely voice. One who wanted nothing to do with the paranormal. One that wanted only normalness. The last one was his own. But it had no power among the others. All they cared about was their own desires.
Why did this have to happen to him? There had to be some way to make them shut up? He looked up at the rainy sky. Zim would be in pain. The female voice gained power at the thought.
Dib, you know you want him. Human you may be, but what has your race done for you?
Don't listen to her. She's twisted. The thing she calls a heart is a spiderweb of twisted lies.
Shut up! Shut up!
Submit to your desires. I know you want him. That pain he gave when he kicked you... you loved it. You couldn't move after it, but you loved it anyway.
I did not!
Why did you screw this all up, Dib? Why? You could have had a happy life with Amara. You had to kiss that ALIEN. He's evil. He hates you.
If he hated you so much, why did he kiss you?
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!
Everything was burning. Burning. Dib knew that he had to get them to leave. Only he didn't know how. And then he saw the knife. What if he could cut them out? Get rid of his furies? Get rid of THEM. Possibly get rid of Zim.
Don't Dib. You'll hurt yourself. Down-to-Earth said.
But the female voice just laughed.
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Zim realized his pain when he stopped gawking at Gaz. "Dib-sister, the Dib has gone completely insane. I require your assaisstance to stop him."
There was silence for a minute and then she replied. "I know. He attacked me yesterday. Stupid. And he's been quiet. Too quiet. What exactly has he been doing?"
"He said the biggest lie in all of the world. 'I love you'" Zim shuddered at the memory.
Gaz's aloof manner turned colder. "Get out of my way, ZIM."