Disclaimer I still don't own Inuyasha but Sesshy follows me around.
He claimes that if he doesn't I'll do somethin' stupid and get myself
killed. ; )
OKAY you people are ether really mean or the review button doesn't work so just to show how forgiving I am I'm going to put Ch.2 up for your reading enjoyment
Forbidden Love Ch.2 Sweet Moments and Mixed Emotions
FLASHBACK FROM LAST CHAPTER
"Thank you. I don't think anyone else would have been so nice to me. After all I'm just a heartless assasin." "I don't think so. I think of you as a friend, that is, if you want to be friends with a half-breed." "To me you're more than just a half-breed." "You're the first one to think so. Thank you." "You don't need to thank me." "Okay. I'm tired. Good night." With that she fell asleep head against Sesshomaru's shoulder. When he was shure she had fallen asleep he....... gently wrapped his arms around her and carefully pulled her into his lap.
Sesshomaru thinks **She has to be the most beautiful creature I've ever seen. She said she was dead but she also said something about being able to live if she finds true love. I wonder what happened to her. Darn it, I'm getting soft, but it's hard to resist those eyes. She looked so sad. I wish that I could help her. Darn, I think I let myself fall in love. What am I thinking? After father die.... passed away I decided never to care again. And here I am, falling in love with her, there's just something about her. She looks so peaceful while she's asleep, and her scent, she smells so good. Hold it, what am I thinking? She couldn't possibly feel the same way about me. And if I she becomes my mate will I be able to protect her. She wouldn't want to be my mate anyway. How did I let my mind wander so far? It's almost morning and I didn't get any sleep. No matter, we aren't traveling untill she's had a chance to recover.**
"Sesshomaru-sama! Where are you?" Jacken interupts his thoughts. "Hush" Sesshomaru says in a low hiss. "You'll wake her" **and if you do that I've got a lot of explaining to do.**
"SESSHOMARU! You slept with a half-breed?! Yo MMMMM" Jacken was silenced with a hand over his mouth."Jacken, shut up. I didn't actually sleep anyway......" Jacken who just had the hand removed from his mouth," YOU MATED A HALF-BREED!?" "Idiot, no I did not mate her. Just calm down. You'll wake her if you keep yelling." "What were you doing way out here with her in your arms if.......... Arms? What happened? Your arm was severed. How?" "She healed my arm. It's a long story and one that I don't care to tell. Go back to camp, Jacken." Sesshomaru looked more than a little frustrated so Jacken did the smart thing --for once-- and left without an argument.
"hm" **Where am I? I haven't been this comfortable in years. I remember falling asleep next to Sesshomaru. But....** Inuyami opens one eye slightly. Sesshomaru **Sh!t. She's awake. Now I'm in for it. How am I gonna explane why she's in my lap. Darn.** Inuyami "You make a good pillow. Ya know, your lap is really comfortable. Now if only someone would tell me how I got there to begin with. Oh well, I'm gonna go get a bath in the spring. Don't peek. Unless you're planning on joining me." "Is that an invitation?" "Maybe. If ya wanna know you'll catch me!"
With that she took off at top speed zig-zaging through the trees, Sesshomaru close behind. She jumped a log and swearved around a tree just missing a low branch. She was fast but not fast enough. Sesshomaru tackled her from behind and rolled her over straddeling her waist and pinning her wrists. "I won now tell me." "What if I won't?" "Then I'll do this" he said manuvering her wrists into one hand and moving the other to the tie on her kimono. "EEP! Don't! You can come! Just don't do THAT." "Relax," Sesshomaru said soothingly, "I won't. I'd never do anything to hurt you." "Why do you care?" "hum?" "Why do you care if you hurt me? No one else ever has. Anyone else would just take what they want and leave." "They've never been kind to you?" "Only my mother" she said quietly, not meeting his gaze. "Do you need someone to talk to? It's hard being alone." "I'll tell you what I can. My memory is so blurry. Humans have always shunned me. Some have just chased me away, but others.... it hurts to talk about. When I got older I came across a village of men who kept women as slaves and only let them live if....... they were pleased. They tried to catch me but I've always been a wild one and they just couldn't keep up. I died at the age of 15 and I guess that's why I live 15 years each time I'm revived." she looked up into his eyes and added something that he never expected to hear "You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. I can tell you have a good heart."
At that moment, "Sesshomaru! You with a half-breed? Why? You should be ashamed." Jacken once again ruins a perfectly romantic moment. "I know what it looks like but....." "Lucky I found you before you did something you'd regret later!" "Jacken! Will you just let me talk! We weren't going to do anything, we were just talking." "With her on the ground and you on top of her?" "Jacken. Listen to me. I was not going to mate her." **at least not yet** "so stop getting the wrong idea. Now do us all a favor, go back to camp and watch over Rin" "Yes Sesshomaru." Jacken runs off hopeing he hadn't said too much.
"What was that all about?" Inuyami asks, confused. "Jacken is being.....himself. He thinks I would do something like that. Ha. I'm no fool. You'd hate me if I ruined your life like that. I'd never forgive myself if I hurt you." "Sesshomaru. Come with me."
Inuyami leads Sesshomaru to a cliff beside a waterfall. "Behind that waterfall there's a cave. The water disguises scent so no one can tell that you're there. It's where I go when I want to be alone. It's dry in there and I have a mat to sleep on. It's not much but it beats sleeping on the ground. If we ever want to be alone we can go there." "Would you want to be alone with me?" "I trust you. Do you believe in love at first sight?" "I didn't until I saw you." Sesshomaru whispered. "Did you just say that....." "I think I've fallen in love with you." Inuyami gasped "You what?" "I love you. There I said it now you can laugh at me and walk away if you like." Why would I laugh at you? You surprised me. You're the first one to ever say that. It means a lot to me. Ya wanna know a secret?" "What" "Come closer." Sesshomaru took a step closer and leand down so their faces almost touched. She kissed him on the cheek and whisped "I love you, too. Meet me here after everyone else falls asleep."
About an hour later after Inuyami got her shower (with her clothes on) back at campIn the forest when they got to camp
"Master, you're back. You harbor strong feelings for this dog demon. You will try to break free then? I want you to know that I will stay and help all that I can if he manages to free you. But remember, if he isn't the one, you will be sent back to the after life." the dog beast waiting at camp said. "Yokai, thank you. Yes, I will try, after all I have but a year left to live. And what is the use living with nothing to live for?" "And you, Sesshomaru? Are you prepared to loose her?" "If it wasn't meant to be I have no control over what happens" "Then go tonight to the cave. You'll know what to do. Just follow your heart."
Okay I'll end this chapter here. Why aren't you reviewing? if the review button doesn't work send me an e-mail at Darkhound12@aol.com and for the subject put Review for Forbidden Love then tell me what you think. Is my story Good bad or okay 2 reviews and I'll put up chapter 3 This wll be a long story and Inuyasha doesn't come in until about chapter 4. PLEASE REVIEW I'm beginning to think you hate me. ayonara! Until next time
OKAY you people are ether really mean or the review button doesn't work so just to show how forgiving I am I'm going to put Ch.2 up for your reading enjoyment
Forbidden Love Ch.2 Sweet Moments and Mixed Emotions
FLASHBACK FROM LAST CHAPTER
"Thank you. I don't think anyone else would have been so nice to me. After all I'm just a heartless assasin." "I don't think so. I think of you as a friend, that is, if you want to be friends with a half-breed." "To me you're more than just a half-breed." "You're the first one to think so. Thank you." "You don't need to thank me." "Okay. I'm tired. Good night." With that she fell asleep head against Sesshomaru's shoulder. When he was shure she had fallen asleep he....... gently wrapped his arms around her and carefully pulled her into his lap.
Sesshomaru thinks **She has to be the most beautiful creature I've ever seen. She said she was dead but she also said something about being able to live if she finds true love. I wonder what happened to her. Darn it, I'm getting soft, but it's hard to resist those eyes. She looked so sad. I wish that I could help her. Darn, I think I let myself fall in love. What am I thinking? After father die.... passed away I decided never to care again. And here I am, falling in love with her, there's just something about her. She looks so peaceful while she's asleep, and her scent, she smells so good. Hold it, what am I thinking? She couldn't possibly feel the same way about me. And if I she becomes my mate will I be able to protect her. She wouldn't want to be my mate anyway. How did I let my mind wander so far? It's almost morning and I didn't get any sleep. No matter, we aren't traveling untill she's had a chance to recover.**
"Sesshomaru-sama! Where are you?" Jacken interupts his thoughts. "Hush" Sesshomaru says in a low hiss. "You'll wake her" **and if you do that I've got a lot of explaining to do.**
"SESSHOMARU! You slept with a half-breed?! Yo MMMMM" Jacken was silenced with a hand over his mouth."Jacken, shut up. I didn't actually sleep anyway......" Jacken who just had the hand removed from his mouth," YOU MATED A HALF-BREED!?" "Idiot, no I did not mate her. Just calm down. You'll wake her if you keep yelling." "What were you doing way out here with her in your arms if.......... Arms? What happened? Your arm was severed. How?" "She healed my arm. It's a long story and one that I don't care to tell. Go back to camp, Jacken." Sesshomaru looked more than a little frustrated so Jacken did the smart thing --for once-- and left without an argument.
"hm" **Where am I? I haven't been this comfortable in years. I remember falling asleep next to Sesshomaru. But....** Inuyami opens one eye slightly. Sesshomaru **Sh!t. She's awake. Now I'm in for it. How am I gonna explane why she's in my lap. Darn.** Inuyami "You make a good pillow. Ya know, your lap is really comfortable. Now if only someone would tell me how I got there to begin with. Oh well, I'm gonna go get a bath in the spring. Don't peek. Unless you're planning on joining me." "Is that an invitation?" "Maybe. If ya wanna know you'll catch me!"
With that she took off at top speed zig-zaging through the trees, Sesshomaru close behind. She jumped a log and swearved around a tree just missing a low branch. She was fast but not fast enough. Sesshomaru tackled her from behind and rolled her over straddeling her waist and pinning her wrists. "I won now tell me." "What if I won't?" "Then I'll do this" he said manuvering her wrists into one hand and moving the other to the tie on her kimono. "EEP! Don't! You can come! Just don't do THAT." "Relax," Sesshomaru said soothingly, "I won't. I'd never do anything to hurt you." "Why do you care?" "hum?" "Why do you care if you hurt me? No one else ever has. Anyone else would just take what they want and leave." "They've never been kind to you?" "Only my mother" she said quietly, not meeting his gaze. "Do you need someone to talk to? It's hard being alone." "I'll tell you what I can. My memory is so blurry. Humans have always shunned me. Some have just chased me away, but others.... it hurts to talk about. When I got older I came across a village of men who kept women as slaves and only let them live if....... they were pleased. They tried to catch me but I've always been a wild one and they just couldn't keep up. I died at the age of 15 and I guess that's why I live 15 years each time I'm revived." she looked up into his eyes and added something that he never expected to hear "You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. I can tell you have a good heart."
At that moment, "Sesshomaru! You with a half-breed? Why? You should be ashamed." Jacken once again ruins a perfectly romantic moment. "I know what it looks like but....." "Lucky I found you before you did something you'd regret later!" "Jacken! Will you just let me talk! We weren't going to do anything, we were just talking." "With her on the ground and you on top of her?" "Jacken. Listen to me. I was not going to mate her." **at least not yet** "so stop getting the wrong idea. Now do us all a favor, go back to camp and watch over Rin" "Yes Sesshomaru." Jacken runs off hopeing he hadn't said too much.
"What was that all about?" Inuyami asks, confused. "Jacken is being.....himself. He thinks I would do something like that. Ha. I'm no fool. You'd hate me if I ruined your life like that. I'd never forgive myself if I hurt you." "Sesshomaru. Come with me."
Inuyami leads Sesshomaru to a cliff beside a waterfall. "Behind that waterfall there's a cave. The water disguises scent so no one can tell that you're there. It's where I go when I want to be alone. It's dry in there and I have a mat to sleep on. It's not much but it beats sleeping on the ground. If we ever want to be alone we can go there." "Would you want to be alone with me?" "I trust you. Do you believe in love at first sight?" "I didn't until I saw you." Sesshomaru whispered. "Did you just say that....." "I think I've fallen in love with you." Inuyami gasped "You what?" "I love you. There I said it now you can laugh at me and walk away if you like." Why would I laugh at you? You surprised me. You're the first one to ever say that. It means a lot to me. Ya wanna know a secret?" "What" "Come closer." Sesshomaru took a step closer and leand down so their faces almost touched. She kissed him on the cheek and whisped "I love you, too. Meet me here after everyone else falls asleep."
About an hour later after Inuyami got her shower (with her clothes on) back at campIn the forest when they got to camp
"Master, you're back. You harbor strong feelings for this dog demon. You will try to break free then? I want you to know that I will stay and help all that I can if he manages to free you. But remember, if he isn't the one, you will be sent back to the after life." the dog beast waiting at camp said. "Yokai, thank you. Yes, I will try, after all I have but a year left to live. And what is the use living with nothing to live for?" "And you, Sesshomaru? Are you prepared to loose her?" "If it wasn't meant to be I have no control over what happens" "Then go tonight to the cave. You'll know what to do. Just follow your heart."
Okay I'll end this chapter here. Why aren't you reviewing? if the review button doesn't work send me an e-mail at Darkhound12@aol.com and for the subject put Review for Forbidden Love then tell me what you think. Is my story Good bad or okay 2 reviews and I'll put up chapter 3 This wll be a long story and Inuyasha doesn't come in until about chapter 4. PLEASE REVIEW I'm beginning to think you hate me. ayonara! Until next time