I saw her die
By: Rena
Summary: *Note this is NOT based on a real story. It came to be at 11:09 9/4/01
Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon, or it's characters…
*I saw her die. I couldn't believe it. I SAW HER DIE! And I couldn't do anything to help her. I mean all my life I've always had her. She's always been there. I saw her die. I can't believe it. She was my role model. I don't know how I'm going to live without her. Her boyfriend of course loved her too. While stood there in shock. He rushed over trying to make her heart beat. Long after she was dead. I finally got unfrozen. Went over to her, touched her boyfriend on the shoulder. I don't know if it was more comfort for me of for him. I was still too shocked. Her boyfriend gave in and hugged her closely. I wrapped my arms around them. Clinging for dear life to her chilling body. There's now this great big hole in my heart, I don't think it will shrink anytime in the future. I think her boyfriend noticed me finally because he brought me in for a hold also. I don't think I cried that night. I don't think I cried for a long time.
I later went to her funeral. I was mad at everybody. SHE CAN'T BE DEAD I thought over and over… Her funeral was jammed packed. Friends from everywhere. I'm going to miss that charm she possessed almost as much as I'm going to miss her. All sorts of people came up to give condolences. The only one who could offer me any support looked like he needed it just as much.
It was difficult. But I finally accepted the fact that she was gone. And that's when I cried. A week after the funeral. I cried all night long. My mom was crying every night since the day she died. I was angry with my parents that they gave up so easily. My father cried twice that was noticeable to me. 'That night' which I'm calling the death. He also cried at the funeral.
I'm older now. Almost two years have past. I have suffered many heartaches. Never one as intense as 'That night' but some just the same. That hole is still great and I can still see her face, smiling at me like she didn't have a care in the world. I remember all I can. The hole each year gets smaller. Her boyfriend stops by every now and then. Never having a steady girlfriend. And I understand why. Even if he wasn't afraid to lose another, he would never have one as strong as her. We talk, he leaves.
I will never forget the joy and the heartache that is my sister. Perhaps, someday if I can, I'll write about how 'that night' claimed my sister, when I saw her die."
So? Do you like? I'm telling ya it just came to me. This story wasn't exactly it but I just made some 'small' changes from the second version. It was going to be shorter. I was going to make it into a poem. Well here's the poem:
I saw her die,
I SAW HER DIE!
Her lifeless body,
Cold to the touch,
Limbs stiffing.
That she was gone was a shock.
She has always been there,
Always.
I can't live without her.
There's a great big hole in the middle of my heart,
I don't ever see it closing.
I don't think it will get smaller.
I SAW HER DIE.
Finished 11:39 or 43. *I had two clocks with different times. 09/17/01
By: Rena
Summary: *Note this is NOT based on a real story. It came to be at 11:09 9/4/01
Disclaimer: I do not own sailor moon, or it's characters…
*I saw her die. I couldn't believe it. I SAW HER DIE! And I couldn't do anything to help her. I mean all my life I've always had her. She's always been there. I saw her die. I can't believe it. She was my role model. I don't know how I'm going to live without her. Her boyfriend of course loved her too. While stood there in shock. He rushed over trying to make her heart beat. Long after she was dead. I finally got unfrozen. Went over to her, touched her boyfriend on the shoulder. I don't know if it was more comfort for me of for him. I was still too shocked. Her boyfriend gave in and hugged her closely. I wrapped my arms around them. Clinging for dear life to her chilling body. There's now this great big hole in my heart, I don't think it will shrink anytime in the future. I think her boyfriend noticed me finally because he brought me in for a hold also. I don't think I cried that night. I don't think I cried for a long time.
I later went to her funeral. I was mad at everybody. SHE CAN'T BE DEAD I thought over and over… Her funeral was jammed packed. Friends from everywhere. I'm going to miss that charm she possessed almost as much as I'm going to miss her. All sorts of people came up to give condolences. The only one who could offer me any support looked like he needed it just as much.
It was difficult. But I finally accepted the fact that she was gone. And that's when I cried. A week after the funeral. I cried all night long. My mom was crying every night since the day she died. I was angry with my parents that they gave up so easily. My father cried twice that was noticeable to me. 'That night' which I'm calling the death. He also cried at the funeral.
I'm older now. Almost two years have past. I have suffered many heartaches. Never one as intense as 'That night' but some just the same. That hole is still great and I can still see her face, smiling at me like she didn't have a care in the world. I remember all I can. The hole each year gets smaller. Her boyfriend stops by every now and then. Never having a steady girlfriend. And I understand why. Even if he wasn't afraid to lose another, he would never have one as strong as her. We talk, he leaves.
I will never forget the joy and the heartache that is my sister. Perhaps, someday if I can, I'll write about how 'that night' claimed my sister, when I saw her die."
So? Do you like? I'm telling ya it just came to me. This story wasn't exactly it but I just made some 'small' changes from the second version. It was going to be shorter. I was going to make it into a poem. Well here's the poem:
I saw her die,
I SAW HER DIE!
Her lifeless body,
Cold to the touch,
Limbs stiffing.
That she was gone was a shock.
She has always been there,
Always.
I can't live without her.
There's a great big hole in the middle of my heart,
I don't ever see it closing.
I don't think it will get smaller.
I SAW HER DIE.
Finished 11:39 or 43. *I had two clocks with different times. 09/17/01