Lyrics: Angels Would Fall by Melissa Etheridge
The rope that's wrapped around me
Is cutting through my skin
And the doubts that have surrounded me
Are finding their way in
Kyp dodged the lightsaber as it arched towards him. The blade that had just
missed him halted and drove down in a harsh new downsweep
instead. He barely had time to block the icey
blue-white lightsaber with his own violet one before it was moving again. The
dance of lightsabers went on for a good fifteen more
minutes before Kyp's lightsaber was wrenched from his
grasp. Even as he called it back to him through the Force, Mara had her
lightsaber humming at his throat. With a grin he stepped back and saluted her
before returning his deactivated lightsaber to his belt. Try as he might, he
could not get the thought out of his head that he had failed yet again today.
But he hadn't really failed, had he?
I keep it close to me
Like a holy man prays
In my desperate hour
It's better that way
A heavily-contented sigh slipped past Jaina's lips as
Jag pulled away from her. She hadn't even noticed the time go by, not that it
had been more than a half hour. Jag was looking down at her, a grin dancing in
his eyes. The smile that already seemed permanently attached to her face when
he was around broadened. She put her head on his shoulder, a finger absently
tracing the contours of his chest through the dark gray shirt he wore. Fingers
under her chin caused her to look up from watching her hand go around it's uncharted path. The fingers were soon gone from her
chin only to be replaced with a firm kiss on her lips.
So I'll come by and see you again
I'll be such a very good friend
Have mercy on my soul
I will never let you know
Where my mind has been
Realizing he wasn't listening to Mara's 'post-battle' remarks, Kyp quickly
tuned in to her last words and nodded.
"Well, I've worked past beyond what I wanted to already. See you in the
mess later, Durron."
As Mara left, Kyp heaved a sigh and toweled his forehead. He could definitely
use a good long shower now. Again using the Force, Kyp called his brown robe to
him. Had he known he would be drifting to the gym, he wouldn't have even
brought it. It was on that thread that his mind returned to the issue of Jaina
and Jag. No doubt they would still be in her quarters when he got back. Well,
his sparring with Mara had certainly recentered his
focus for the half hour it had gone on, but it had by no means cleared his
thoughts. Now that he had no where else to concentrate, he couldn't stop his
mind from it's imaginings of he himself with Jaina rather than her with Jag.
Angels never came down
There's no one here they want to hang around
But if they knew
He watched Jaina silently as she went to the kitchenette. She came back after a
minute to hand him a glass, which he accepted with a nod of thanks. Jag took a
sip of the water absently as his eyes tracked Jaina returning to the
kitchenette to put her glass on the counter. As she returned once more, she
stopped by the window, her gaze caught by something outside. Jag set his glass
down on the low coffee table in front of him and stood up to walk over. Jaina
had her back to him as she watched whatever it was she was watching. He slipped
his arms around her waist, his chin resting on the top of her head.
"What's so amazing?"
He could almost feel the smile on Jaina's face. "Nothing; just look at the sunset. It never seems to be
the same on this planet. Even with the buildings obstructing it, it's
beautiful."
If they knew you at all
Then one by one the angels
Angels would fall
A slight pang of shock traced across his mind at the thought that she might
take into account something so small as the difference
in the daily sunset. However, that shouldn't have been a surprise to him,
considering she was Jaina Solo.
"Really...I bet I know something that's even more so," Jag replied
after a minute.
He moved his chin from her head just as she turned around in his arms. On
finger calmly prodded him in the chest as her brandy gaze fixed on him.
"Oh really," she challenged.
Jag nodded. "I've told you many times that your
as beautiful as an angel from one of the moons of Iego."
Before Jaina could give him her usual 'that's a figment of a pilot's
imagination' answer, he kissed her.
I've crept into your temple
I have slept upon your pew
I've dreamed of the divinity
Inside and out of you
Kyp returned to his quarters a few minutes later, quite aware that his suspicions
of Jag still being with Jaina would be correct. The sun was beginning to set
now. With a jolt he realized that the day had gone by quicker than he had
imagined. Not that that was a bad thing. It only marked that it was one more
day he had gone on living with the fact that Jaina and Jag were meant for each
other hanging over his shoulders.
The Jedi master hardly noticed the door to Jaina's
joint quarters that he passed as he made his way to the 'fresher. At least he
tried not to. His only hope was that Jag would not be staying the night next
door, or that if the two of them went on with their time together they would
move to Jag's quarters. If they didn't move elsewhere, as Kyp doubted they
would, he would have a very hard time falling asleep, merely at the thought.
I want it more than truth
I can taste it on my breath
I would give my life just for a little death
Jaina grinned up at Jag through the dim lighting in the room. Though it was
nearly black outside now and there wasn't much to be said in more detail to her
room, she could make out the emerald color of his eyes perfectly. One could
drown in those eyes, it wouldn't be a hard task.
Calmly, she extricated herself from his grip and walked back towards the couch
they had been sitting at earlier to reclaim her seat. Jag followed her, sitting
down next to her. Jaina smiled slightly as she was pulled into his lap once
more, not bothering to put up the least bit of a struggle. Why bother? It was
much more fun to give in, at least in this case.
So I'll come by and see you again
I'll be just a very good friend
I will not look upon your face
I will not touch upon your grace
Your ecclesiastic skin
A part of his mind scolded him. Why didn't you tell Han in the first place
that Jagged Fel was going out with his daughter, eh
genius? It only took a minute before the other part of his mind jumped in.
Great, now he was loosing it. He was definitely going crazy. Perhaps
because that wouldn't be fair to Jaina? Maybe she is going out
with that Fel kid...it doesn't mean that just because
you can't be happy she has to suffer. She wouldn't be happy without him and
come on, think about it...you're nearly twenty years older than her!
Before his thoughts took on any more of a conversation, Kyp shut the voices up.
His hair still wet from his shower, the master went to sit in the open floor
space in front of his couch. Deciding he had nothing better to do than meditate
before he retired, Kyp sat down cross-legged and did just that.
I'll come by and see you again
I'll have to be a very good friend
If I whisper they will know
I'll just turn around and go
You will never know my sin
