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Toki Kasurmari: Ohh, please, go ahead, review all you like! I just adore every review, seriously. My inbox is practically overflowing with NOTHINGNESS!!!!!!! I get NO new emails and I seriously love getting reviews, even if they ARE from the same person.

Err, did I ramble?

Anyway, the point is, those reviews made my week. (Get it? 'Cause there were seven and each made my day, and there are. . . I'll shut up now, thanks)

Okay, so, this is evaluating my OC here. . .

I hope none of my readers have anything against OCs, I personally like having one or two, but not TOO many.

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I look at the girl next to me in the bed. It's not like we did anything. I mean, at the moment that kind of thought is. . . Really gross.

When I'm older, perhaps the idea will be -- I grimace -- apealing, but for now, I'm okay with sharing a pillow.

She just kinda fell asleep in here. I fell asleep too, but I just woke up a few minutes ago. I can't get back to sleep and I can't get up. It's morning, but we have no plans for today so it's not like I have to get up.

You might be wondering why I can't get up. I'll answer. Yes, I realize that you weren't actually wondering that, it's an excuse to tell you, now, on with my explanation.

She fell asleep next to me while I was finishing up the new program code. I'm not sure when, but somewhere along the line I fell asleep too.

Dunno why or how it happened, but she's got her arm wrapped around me. We're both facing the same way and her arms are going through the space between my arms and my side. She's also got her hands linked together around my chest, so I really can't move. Even if I wanted to.

I'm not sure if the others know. I'm not sure if they quite understand it, or even notice it, but it's just kind of... Who she is. And all of us don't do anything about it.

Hikaru is rude. I mean, if someone she doesn't know does something she's against, she'll yell at them loudly. She always talks in informal Japanese, and she calls everyone "Omae." So, she doesn't make friends very easily. No one really tries to be her friend. She does it to keep people away. She doesn't like to let people in.

Rei, Kai, Max, Takao, and I are her friends. I was her friend first. I introduced her to my friends, who she automatically accepted. I think since I was her only friend, she trusted me, no matter what I did. So she assumed that if they were my friends, they must be good people.

Since she yells at people so much, she's often just assumed to be mean. She really isn't mean, like I said: She just doesn't like letting people in.

It's not like she has a horrible tragic past and hates people because of it or anything. She once told me that possibly the worst thing that ever happened to her in her childhood was that her parents never bought her a pony. Of course, right after saying that she had said: 'But that's okay, because I never really wanted one' then laughed and switched topics towards 'neon highlighters'.

But once your her friend, she's still mean to you. But it's really in a playful way more than anything else. It's just her way of interacting with another human being, to joke and have play fights, and things like that.

I think the whole thing is just about her being shy. Despite how little she cares about other's opinions of her, she still doesn't really like socializing much.

She does things though. Things... Small signs of affection. Just, every now and then, for no reason whatsoever she'll just do a small thing to point out that your her friend, and she likes it that way.

One of the things she'll do is saying goodnight. That doesn't sound like much, but that's because it isn't. It's not a big deal, it's just a small thing she does. Hikaru is all about subtlety. Though, anyone who knows her wouldn't beleive it.

Sometimes, for no reason at all, she'll go out of her way to say goodnight to all of us. She even says goodnight to Kai. Even when he's gone missing, she'll go find him, drag him back, scold him for being out so late -- Which, by the way, he completely ignores,-- then say goodnight and go to bed.

Even though she's Kai's age, meaning two years older than me, one year older than everyone else, we all still think of her as a little sister of sorts. Not exactly, though. I don't think of her as a little sister, as a big sister if anything, but still, the others seem to.

It doesn't seem like much, but it's still one of those things. Maybe she doesn't notice she does it, maybe she just does it subconsiously. That's probably it. She just randomly chooses a night and does that.

Another thing she'll do: Make breakfast.

Ussually, how it works is Kai'll wake up around six AM, take a shower, do whatever, wake us up at seven AM, let us eat until seven thirty AM, make us train 'till nine AM. Except Hikaru. He usually lets her sleep until eight AM.

Hikaru deosn't beyblade, so he lets her sleep. He still wakes her up early-ish though, just to keep her on a schedule.

Hikaru isn't a morning person. I mean, definatly not as bad as Takao, but once she's woken up, she'll go back to sleep for half an hour, then get up. Every time. Exactly half an hour. Rei timed her. (Of course, that resulted in a chase around the house because she tried to murder him, but. . . He's still alive, right?)

Anyways, sometimes she'll wake up, I'm guessing, since I'm still asleep at the time, anyway, she'll wake up about the same time as Kai, and while he's showering and doing whatever else he does in the morning, and she'll make breakfast for us.

The weird part is, right after making it, she'll go back to bed again.

She usually leaves a small note, with something along the lines of 'Made you some food! Already ate, so don't bother saving any.'

Hikaru doesn't eat very much. She'll finish maybe half of her plate, then stop eating and be full.

She's a pretty good cook. Not as good as Olivier was, but she's still pretty good.

Also, when she makes breakfast, she cleans up everything too.

She seems to like cooking, at least a little. Because another thing she'll do is just bake something for us for no reason. Sometimes she'll make us a cake or sometimes cookies, but for some reason she'll just bake us something.

Of course, when she bakes something, she leaves the dirty dishes and such. Rei ussually ends up cleaning that up for us...

Hikaru wouldn't say "Hey, your my friend and I like seeing you happy" or soemthing like that. Maybe Max would, possibly Takao, but not Hikaru. I don't think it occurs to her that that alone could make us happy. Well... Not so sure about Kai, but I'm pretty sure about the rest of us.

So, instead of saying something she just does things to make us happy.

There are other things she does, but none of them are really specific like those three, so I won't mention them.

Hikaru's the kind of person who'll walk around in circles about the town so that you can talk to her about soemthing upsetting you. Also the kind of person who will perposefully fall down flat on her face to cheer you up. Or make a complete idiot of herself in front of a person who's opinion of her is important to cheer you up.

Either way, she just likes seeing us happy.

The bedspace next to me shifts and I turn around to see Hikaru blinking rapidly. She retracts her arms and wipes her eyes a little bit.

"What's wrong?" I ask softly, it's too early to speak at a normal volume.

"Nothing, nightmare." She answers, disagreeing with herself and not realizing.

"Wanna talk about it?" I ask. I don't know, I remember Max mentioning that his mom used to let him sleep in her bed if he had a nightmare, but it was already morning and she was already sleeping in my bed. I faintly recall something about talking about it helping too, so. . .

Hikaru gives a strange laughing noise, but it comes out strangely because of her gentle crying.

"I can't remember what it was." She says, not really crying anymore, empty tears that mean nothing and have no sadness behind them still trailing down her face.

I stand up, now that I'm free to move and grab some clean clothes, heading for the shower.

Hikaru just pulls the blanket over her head and within seconds I hear a quiet snoring from the bed.

I roll my eyes and close the door to the bathroom with a quiet sentance to the sleeping girl, fully aware she can't hear me. She is, after all, asleep.

"Night, Hikaru."

"It's morning, you dolt."

Scratch that, she's awake.

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Err, yeah...

Okay, so, listen up readers!

I MIGHT to Hiromi. Does anyone want me to do Hiromi? I don't especially want to, but if you want me to I will.

And since no one really cares:

I'm turning this into an ongoing scribble. This will just be updated whenever with whatever, no plans, nothing. And it'll probably center around Kyouju and Hikaru - my OC. Possibly will have Hiromi, I've got this strange feeling of excitement about writing about a group of Hiromi, Kyouju, and Hikaru, but. . .

It depends on whether or not I put her in the next chapter.

So readers, it's up to you!

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