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Chapter Five:

Sakura ran over to Li and stopped close to him. He wrapped his arms around her in a tight and warm embrace. Sakura was surprised but didn't resist. They hugged for ten minutes before Li pulled back. He smiled at her and brushed some hair out of her eyes.

"My mother and my father were an odd couple" he sighed and sat down

Sakura sat down next to him and listened intently.

"No-one could work out why they were together, she was like an angel and lets just say my father wasn't the nicest man on earth at times" He whispered

"But they were happy, things worked out and when my mother had me and my brother Stuart they were overjoyed" He said

Sakura sat and thought. There had been no mention of a brother in the household no pictures or nothing Sakura was wondering where he was when Li continued.

"My brother died ten years ago in a car accident. My father was driving the car that crashed that was the end of everything; my mother was devastated and ended up leaving my father two years later my mother disappeared no body had any idea of where she went, I miss her" he said quietly

Sakura felt her heart sink and she felt tears in her eyes at the look of Li. She walked over to him and hugged him tightly and while he gripped her she felt wetness on her shoulder Li was crying. She pushed her head up to look into his eyes and then without her even thinking about it she was up on her tipsy toes with her lips upon Li's. Li didn't try to resist Sakura he kissed her back shocked but happy that she felt the same way as he did.

Sakura broke the kiss and looked at Li again. This time she just smiled at him and spoke.

"My mother died when I was only a little girl" she began "I felt nothing at the time and to be honest I don't really remember her that much, my heart broke when my father died and well my brother couldn't really give a crap about me he ran away with my friend Mei-Lin (YES HE WASN'T GAY at least not in my story anyway :). I am glad I came to you I feel safe when I'm around you when im in your arms." She finished and snuggled closer into him

Li smiled at her and hugged her close to him. His heart was thumping and his cheeks were hot. In the past he had other girlfriends but to tell the truth none of them really mattered to him they were just a game a conquest. Li had been secretly fearing himself and turning into his father. This scared him down to the very core of who he was and what he could be. But thankfully when Sakura came to his home he felt his mother taking over him, a calmness and serenity a deep peace in his soul. He didn't want to hurt Sakura and he certainly wasn't going to try to.

Meanwhile, Sakura was planning their wedding. She smiled at the thought and said over and over to herself Mrs. Li Sayoran and giggled. She knew this was a tad immature but she was really excited about him. Somehow they ended up kissing again and did for the next ten minutes. But when the clock struck midnight Li broke her kiss and mumbled that they had better be getting home. Sakura nodded and headed back walking with her head on Li's sturdy shoulder.

Li escorted Sakura right to her room and made sure that she locked the door right behind her for extra precaution. He was pacing the floor outside her room for a while when her heard her scream. Li kicked the door open in panic and saw Sakura crying on the bed. All of her photos the ones of her father were torn on the bed all except for one a picture of her mother father and her brother and her. On the back a note was on saying "With Love". Li ran over to her and swore loudly he knew exactly who had done this and damn if he wasn't going to get some revenge. That night he slept right on the floor next to Sakura's bed.

In the morning right before dawn (its like 5 am) Li woke up and left the room. He went to see his father about Jackson this time he had gone too far. He walked into his room for a shower and a change of clothes. After this he marched straight into his father's office.

Master Samuel smiled at his son

"Don't smile at me father I know that you know what happened last night" He hissed

"Li, don't you think that this infatuation over a silly school girl has gone too far" He replied

"Father she has been here for a little over two months and her own father has just died, Sakura is special to me and I want to take care of her" Li said

Master Samuel said nothing and just looked deep into his son's eyes and tried to read his mind. He sensed the same thing happen to his son as it did to him over twenty years ago (as in Samuel and Li's mother)

"Don't hurt her whatever you do" he mumbled "I know what it was like to have lost some one dreadfully important to me, it tears your soul apart" He finished

Li walked fast out of the office and knew finally that his father was going to listen to him. For the first time since ever he went back to his room and lay down on the bed. To be honest he spent most of last night watching Sakura peacefully sleep dreaming forgetful dreams.

FLASHBACK

"I know you, you wish that I had died instead of my brother don't you DON'T YOU"

"Your brother my son was twice the man you will ever be if that means that you died instead of him then yes I do wish"

"How the hell did mother end up with a monster like you she was wrong to stay with you all of these years she should have left you when she had the chance"

"Your mother and I loved each other more than your silly little brain will ever know child now GET AWAY"

"I wish you father had died instead of anybody you deserve nothing"

"NOTHING"

Li awoke with cold sweat surrounding his body. He felt so hot and flushed. He tried to push that dream, a memory back into his head to completely forget about it. That was ages ago; his father had apologised eventually after Jackson left. Jackson his name kept on reappearing over and over again he was the cause, he was the trouble in everything the cancer the pain.

Sakura woke up and went straight to the shower, not remembering that Li had spent most of the night beside her. She turned on the water and shampooed her hair. She heard a sudden gasp and saw Li cover his eyes quickly. Sakura screamed and grabbed a towel to cover herself up. How embarrassing. She turned off the water (luckily she had just washed out the shampoo)

"Li what the hell do you think you are doing" she screamed angrily

She eventually found him under her bed laughing hysterically.

"I don't think this is a very funny moment" She screamed again

Li got out and apologized blushing.

"I am sorry I didn't mean to see you I thought you were only running a bath (crappy excuse I couldn't think of any other) so I wanted to tell you about what I had just discovered"

Sakura kicked him out so she could get dressed and then called him back in. What the hell was he doing she thought.

"Sakura I have a plan to get rid of Jackson" he whispered "and I know this time its going to work it has to"

Sakura thought about this and smiled back at him "Tell me everything" she replied * ** ***

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