Back again new story, talking about hot stud Irvine XD. Irvine is hot and a
womanizer right? But I think there's a lot more to him than people think so
this is Irvine's diary. Shounen ai themes and all that good stuff. And no I
DON'T own Irvine *Mutters* I wish I did though! Enjoy!
Chapter 1 Irvine's Diary
Dear Diary,
Wow, it's been I while since I've written in one of these...
My name is Irvine, Irvine Kinneas, if anyone bar me ever reads this (I doubt it) yeah I'm the same guy who supposedly has company with loads of women, don't worry, I've heard all the rumors, and yeah there true, I keep company with girls and women...
But that doesn't mean I sleep with them.
I've heard them all; 'Oh Irvine is such a using asshole!' 'He's such a womanizer! But he's so cute!' 'Did you hear about that new girl he screwed?' etc, etc and these are the girls I HAVEN'T talked to and supposedly 'Slept' with, the rumours about me get around pretty fast, but it doesn't bother me, not really, I have a womenising reputation to keep up and all my 'Gilrfrineds' say they'll keep spreading 'nice' rumours about me...
Well I'm writing now to tell everyone the truth, the real truth about me. I'm not a womanizer, I do believe in the concept of 'True love' despite what anyone thinks, yes I have the company of women, but I talk to them, we have a laugh, get drunk and basically have a good time; not all of my life revolves around sex.
Yeah anyway, about my supposed 'Girlfriends' most of them are good friends of mine, that I've known since I first arrived at Galbadia Garden, One of the first friends I met there, was a girl named Jen, she was funny, smart and pretty attractive with long dark hair and grey eyes, I had a real crush on her, but everyone used to bully me because I came from a different area and wore my cowboy hat with my uniform. But she stuck up for me and she was the first girl I ever kissed.
Jen gave me hope, she told me to stick up for myself and build up a reputation for myself, and I did, the reputation I have now, but at first it was getting embarrassing, all these girls and boys asking me if I've slept with such and such a person, I told Jen and asked her if I should stop because it was getting really bad, no one would leave me alone with a girl for a second in case they thought I was going to jump on them! She just laughed shook her head, I remember what she said to me that day. "Even if it's a bad reputation Irvine, it's a reputation, your going to be big one day, I know it"
She was right, I mean I'm considered the best shooter in all the gardens, and I helped Squall and the others stop Ultimacia and Seifer from taking over the world. So Jen was right, it's a pity, she never lived to see it...She died during the SeeD practical exam, no one could tell me how she died, and I never saw her again.
So I worked even harder on my 'Reputation' and soon I had convinced most people, including Squall and the others that all I'm interested in is guns and women...okay I'll admit I said it was my department when I first met them but that, again, isn't true. Sometimes I'm not proud of my reputation for being a womanizer. But it's just the way I am; I'm to proud to admit that I'm wrong about something, instead I just go with the flow and see how it goes.
It usually works too...
But I found other things out about myself too; I have a great passion for cars and Rock music, and more surprisingly, men. YES ladies and gentlemen I, Irvine Kinneas is officially Bisexual, I can't think of a better word for me, seen as the first time I ever had sex it, was with a guy. Yep I was 16, I'm 19 now, three years ago, he was a exchange student, a shy kid called Gail, yes it's a boy's name, small petite guy, blonde hair and green eyes, really withdrawn, I guessed he was being bullied like I was when I first arrived.
I guessed right when I saw Gail trying to fight off about 6 boys a lot older and bigger than him. I, of course put my foot in when they started throwing punches at him, I just walked over and aimed my shotgun at them, they backed off pretty hastily when they caught sight of it, I remember grinning lightly and telling them to beat it. Of course they did, but only after I shot at there feet, they scampered after that I remember hat happened after, think of this as a flashback on paper...
Gail refused to look at me; it was like he was embarrassed that He couldn't defend himself. "Hey are you okay?" I asked him, he didn't answer me, he just stayed slumped there against the wall, refusing to look at me, I sighed and lifted his chin gently, and his bright green eyes were filling with tears. "I...I'm sorry" He whispered, stumbling to get up, I let him, but I kept a firm grip on his arm when he tried to run off. "Hey calm down man! I'm not going to hurt you" I said gently as he struggled to release his arm from my grip. He stopped struggling and looked at me strangely.
"You're not like them..." He whispered looking at me, I remember feeling a bit uncomfortable by his stare, but I liked it too it felt like he was checking me out. "Who are you?" I gave him my best cheerful grin and tipped my hat at him. "I'm Irvine Kinneas, at your service" I gave him a sly wink which made a blush rise up his neck and onto his face. "And, you would be?" I asked him, a grin still on my face, like it was permanently fixed there.
He didn't look at me for a second, and then I saw a smile creeping up onto his lips. "I'm...I'm Gail, Gail Turner" I nodded and grasped the hand I had been holding into a handshake, the blush was still on his face and I laughed. "Right then Gail, where are you meant to be now?"
So I helped him to his class, and went to my own, it was only after my encounter with him, before I realized I couldn't stop thinking about him, eventually, to make the long story short, me and Gail got together, we stayed together for well over 6 months, all my 'Girlfriends' just giggled and told me that we made a cute couple, when they found out. I made them promise to not tell anyone, I didn't want anyone to know yet, but...no one got to know, because just after our six month anniversary, Gail was killed in action on a SeeD mission, I watched him get shot by our enemy, and he died in my arms.
It really saddened me for a while, but I'm a cheerful person, nothing, not even my boyfriend's death can bring me down for long, and I knew Gail wouldn't want me moping around after his death, so I just put all my efforts in becoming the best shooter possible.
And then everything changed, I mean I was assigned to assassinate the sorceress Ultimacia, and that's when I met Squall. Yes, Squall-leave-me- alone-I'm-the-brooding-ice-prince-Leonhart. There was something about his personality that made me want to drool, I don't know why, but I find him amazingly attractive, maybe it's the fact I find him really mysterious, and I hardly know anything about him, but I want to, I know he's quiet, but he's very intelligent, I know he's one of Balamb Garden's best, and I still want him, despite the fact he doesn't smile or show any emotion whatsoever. The problem is he's as straight as a fucking arrow, I mean he's so besotted with Riona right now, he hardly notices anyone else, let alone me.
I bet your thinking that I hate Riona don't you? Well, I don't, she's a really nice girl, she's pretty, smart, sweet, kind and she has an amazing amount of energy, I think she's very lucky to have caught Squall's attention like she did, and I'm happy for the two of them, but it doesn't stop me from wishing things had been different, but no one can change time, things happen and people have to adapt...
How come then I can't then? In my dream's I see Squall every night, I dream we have sex and I scream his name in my mind, every time I see him, weather it be in my dreams or in real life, I want to drool at his feet. I can't help it; I have totally fallen for him. I am in love with Squall Leonhart. No one knows except Selphie Timlett, yes Selphie you heard me right, the same spunky, happy-go lucky teenager who you think couldn't keep her mouth shut about anything. Well wrong, she keeps secrets for everyone. She, out of everyone is my best friend, most people think I'm dating her, but it's not true, but she encouraged it, saying we'd be cute together; I just rolled my eyes at her when she said that and ruffled her hair.
So yeah I'm Bi, and I love Squall, what else can I say? Apart from that everyone else is doing well.
Seifer is back at Balamb Garden, he was found half dead on the outskirts of Ester, and they set him up for trial, thing is everyone, including me pleaded not guilty at the trail, we all knew he was being controlled by Ultimacia, and no one blamed him, so he was allowed back when Headmaster Cid re-applied him. He's still the same sarcastic ass he was before, only he's a little more subdued and rarely gets into fights with Zell anymore.
And Zell, heh, he's cool, as usual, he's learnt to control his temper better, and it seems now Seifer isn't calling him a 'Chicken-wuss' anymore, the two are getting along better, I'm not sure if it's a friendship thing or something else, but whatever it is, it's a definite improvement to what the two were like before, it seems both Quistis and Selphie think there together, I'm not too sure.
And Quistis? Well she's back to being an instructor, which she seems pleased about, and she seems a lot happier than before, I guess the stress of Squall and Seifer's rivalry before I joined the ranks had worn her down before, but now the two are 'generally' getting along, she seems a lot more relaxed.
Okay onto Selphie, she's the same I guess, I think out of all of us, she's the only one who's changed the least, and she's still happy all the time, trying to convince people to go onto that silly committee of hers (She'd probably kill me if I told her that) and she still comes up with all these crazy ideas. But even so, we all love her for it, because Selphie has always spoken her mind and been herself, I think if it weren't for Selphie's cheerfulness and optimism, I would probably be depressed about Squall.
And Riona...well she's got everything she wants now, Timber got its independence now, she has Squall, who she loves and adores, and she's even gotten a place here at Balamb Garden so she's also a SeeD candidate too, and as far as I know she's doing extremely well, funny though, I haven't seen Riona around for a while, if I do she's usually running off to her classes or off on a date with Squall, so I hardly get to talk to her, I don't know why, but for some reason, it feels like she's avoiding me.
And of course last but not least, the 'Ice-prince' himself Squall, he's become the commanding officer here at Balamb, and I have to say I can't think of anyone else who would fit the job better than Squall, so he's doing alright, but I hardly see him either, he's either briefing other SeeD's, having meetings with Cid, or on dates with Riona.
And for me? Well, to everyone else, nothing has changed I'm still a supposedly womanizing, sarcastic pain in the ass, who likes to bug Zell occasionally, but I'm good friends with Zell now, he knows when I try and get a rise out of him, it's only a joke. I still love Squall maybe I always will or maybe I will move on, I believe in true love, but not one true love, you can have many loves in your life, all different experiences, the one that fits you best is the one you stick with forever, no matter what.
I think that's the case with Squall, but who knows what will happen?
I'll write soon.
Irvine.
~Normal POV~
Irvine sighed tiredly as he tossed the pen back on the desk and shut the black leather bound dairy at last, The brunette sharpshooter glanced up at his wall clock; 11:40pm. Irvine sighed again and stretched, before he stood up, his bottom partially numb; he'd been sat down for too long. The gunslinger wondered what to do now, he wasn't tired, and he didn't feel like getting drunk again like he did last night; Irvine winced at the memory, swearing never to drink so much in so little time, EVER again.
Then there was a knock on the door. "Irvine! It's me Selphie! You awake?" The brunette grinned and chuckled to himself before he opened the door for Selphie. "Hey little lady, how are you? Got any new crazy Ideas for me?" Selphie didn't answer she just mock glared at him and punched him playfully in the arm; she hated being called 'Little'.
"Very funny, I'm fine, and no I have no 'Crazy' ideas, I just came here to ask you, have you seen Squall or Riona recently?" The gunslinger blinked in surprise at this question, why would Selphie ask him? Why not Quistis or Zell? The brunette frowned, shaking his head, much to Selphie's disappointment. "Sorry Selph, the last time I saw Squall was last week and I only walked past him in the corridor, as for Riona, I haven't seen her for weeks, it's like she;s..." Irvine muttered before he was interrupted.
"...Avoiding you?" Selphie finished nodding sadly. "Yeah everyone seems to think that, and there's even rumour's that Squall and Riona have spilt up, or had an argument or something!" Selphie sighed sadly and she made herself comfortable on Irvine's bed; the gunslinger didn't seem to mind; Selphie always slumped on his bed when she was worried, sometimes she even stayed overnight and talked. Selphie was looking at him carefully, looking for some sort of response, Excitement maybe? Happiness? Hope? Nope, all she got was confusion. Irvine just sat down next to her and wrapped her small form in a hug. "Hey I'm sure they haven't I'm sure there fine, there just busy at the moment, you know that"
Selphie pulled away from his grip and she glared at him, Irvine blinked in surprise, the usual happy-go-lucky teenager was actually glaring at the brunette angrily. "Why! Why can't you just go and tell Squall how you feel about him Irvy?" Selphie screamed beating on my chest with her fists, as though it was HER heart that was breaking "Why! You don't go out unless it's for a mission or classes anymore, you worry everyone sick..." Selphie stopped sobbing. "You're so alone Irvy...I'm so afraid I'm going to lose you...You're my best friend..." The gunslinger lifted Selphie's chin up and was met with a flood of tears in her bright blue eyes; Irvine sighed and hugged her again.
"It's hard Selph, Squall loves Riona...I can't make him love me back...but I'm okay..." Selphie looked up at the gunslinger's face in disbelief, as he smiled down at her, before he wiped her tears away. "I don't expect him to, When...When you love someone, I brings more meaning to life... just knowing he's alive and happy is enough for me...trust me Selphie, when it happens to you, you'll see" Selphie just nodded and leaned into Irvine's embrace once more, He rocked the young girl back and forth gently; neither of them said another word, there was nothing else to say.
~*~
Done well what do you think? Was it okay? *Looks around nervously* Um thing is I've only just gotten Irvine on the game (Yes I know I'm 6 years behind modern technology, Don't remind me ¬_¬;;) And from what I've heard from when you first get him, I think this is what he's like, I think it's the real Irvine...and Irvine so cannot be straight! Sorry but no! Even Irvine being BI is pushing it!
Irvine: HEY! I AM NOT GAY!!!! *Vain throbs in his temple*
Me: *Hits him over the head with a baseball bat* Shut up and get used to it! Squall! Take him away will you!
Squall: *Smiles a little*...sure...*Drags and unconscious Irvine away by the leg*
Me: Please R&R people, I'm not sure, but I might let this continue, in all depends on how much feedback I get back for this! ^^ alright see ya! Bye!
Chapter 1 Irvine's Diary
Dear Diary,
Wow, it's been I while since I've written in one of these...
My name is Irvine, Irvine Kinneas, if anyone bar me ever reads this (I doubt it) yeah I'm the same guy who supposedly has company with loads of women, don't worry, I've heard all the rumors, and yeah there true, I keep company with girls and women...
But that doesn't mean I sleep with them.
I've heard them all; 'Oh Irvine is such a using asshole!' 'He's such a womanizer! But he's so cute!' 'Did you hear about that new girl he screwed?' etc, etc and these are the girls I HAVEN'T talked to and supposedly 'Slept' with, the rumours about me get around pretty fast, but it doesn't bother me, not really, I have a womenising reputation to keep up and all my 'Gilrfrineds' say they'll keep spreading 'nice' rumours about me...
Well I'm writing now to tell everyone the truth, the real truth about me. I'm not a womanizer, I do believe in the concept of 'True love' despite what anyone thinks, yes I have the company of women, but I talk to them, we have a laugh, get drunk and basically have a good time; not all of my life revolves around sex.
Yeah anyway, about my supposed 'Girlfriends' most of them are good friends of mine, that I've known since I first arrived at Galbadia Garden, One of the first friends I met there, was a girl named Jen, she was funny, smart and pretty attractive with long dark hair and grey eyes, I had a real crush on her, but everyone used to bully me because I came from a different area and wore my cowboy hat with my uniform. But she stuck up for me and she was the first girl I ever kissed.
Jen gave me hope, she told me to stick up for myself and build up a reputation for myself, and I did, the reputation I have now, but at first it was getting embarrassing, all these girls and boys asking me if I've slept with such and such a person, I told Jen and asked her if I should stop because it was getting really bad, no one would leave me alone with a girl for a second in case they thought I was going to jump on them! She just laughed shook her head, I remember what she said to me that day. "Even if it's a bad reputation Irvine, it's a reputation, your going to be big one day, I know it"
She was right, I mean I'm considered the best shooter in all the gardens, and I helped Squall and the others stop Ultimacia and Seifer from taking over the world. So Jen was right, it's a pity, she never lived to see it...She died during the SeeD practical exam, no one could tell me how she died, and I never saw her again.
So I worked even harder on my 'Reputation' and soon I had convinced most people, including Squall and the others that all I'm interested in is guns and women...okay I'll admit I said it was my department when I first met them but that, again, isn't true. Sometimes I'm not proud of my reputation for being a womanizer. But it's just the way I am; I'm to proud to admit that I'm wrong about something, instead I just go with the flow and see how it goes.
It usually works too...
But I found other things out about myself too; I have a great passion for cars and Rock music, and more surprisingly, men. YES ladies and gentlemen I, Irvine Kinneas is officially Bisexual, I can't think of a better word for me, seen as the first time I ever had sex it, was with a guy. Yep I was 16, I'm 19 now, three years ago, he was a exchange student, a shy kid called Gail, yes it's a boy's name, small petite guy, blonde hair and green eyes, really withdrawn, I guessed he was being bullied like I was when I first arrived.
I guessed right when I saw Gail trying to fight off about 6 boys a lot older and bigger than him. I, of course put my foot in when they started throwing punches at him, I just walked over and aimed my shotgun at them, they backed off pretty hastily when they caught sight of it, I remember grinning lightly and telling them to beat it. Of course they did, but only after I shot at there feet, they scampered after that I remember hat happened after, think of this as a flashback on paper...
Gail refused to look at me; it was like he was embarrassed that He couldn't defend himself. "Hey are you okay?" I asked him, he didn't answer me, he just stayed slumped there against the wall, refusing to look at me, I sighed and lifted his chin gently, and his bright green eyes were filling with tears. "I...I'm sorry" He whispered, stumbling to get up, I let him, but I kept a firm grip on his arm when he tried to run off. "Hey calm down man! I'm not going to hurt you" I said gently as he struggled to release his arm from my grip. He stopped struggling and looked at me strangely.
"You're not like them..." He whispered looking at me, I remember feeling a bit uncomfortable by his stare, but I liked it too it felt like he was checking me out. "Who are you?" I gave him my best cheerful grin and tipped my hat at him. "I'm Irvine Kinneas, at your service" I gave him a sly wink which made a blush rise up his neck and onto his face. "And, you would be?" I asked him, a grin still on my face, like it was permanently fixed there.
He didn't look at me for a second, and then I saw a smile creeping up onto his lips. "I'm...I'm Gail, Gail Turner" I nodded and grasped the hand I had been holding into a handshake, the blush was still on his face and I laughed. "Right then Gail, where are you meant to be now?"
So I helped him to his class, and went to my own, it was only after my encounter with him, before I realized I couldn't stop thinking about him, eventually, to make the long story short, me and Gail got together, we stayed together for well over 6 months, all my 'Girlfriends' just giggled and told me that we made a cute couple, when they found out. I made them promise to not tell anyone, I didn't want anyone to know yet, but...no one got to know, because just after our six month anniversary, Gail was killed in action on a SeeD mission, I watched him get shot by our enemy, and he died in my arms.
It really saddened me for a while, but I'm a cheerful person, nothing, not even my boyfriend's death can bring me down for long, and I knew Gail wouldn't want me moping around after his death, so I just put all my efforts in becoming the best shooter possible.
And then everything changed, I mean I was assigned to assassinate the sorceress Ultimacia, and that's when I met Squall. Yes, Squall-leave-me- alone-I'm-the-brooding-ice-prince-Leonhart. There was something about his personality that made me want to drool, I don't know why, but I find him amazingly attractive, maybe it's the fact I find him really mysterious, and I hardly know anything about him, but I want to, I know he's quiet, but he's very intelligent, I know he's one of Balamb Garden's best, and I still want him, despite the fact he doesn't smile or show any emotion whatsoever. The problem is he's as straight as a fucking arrow, I mean he's so besotted with Riona right now, he hardly notices anyone else, let alone me.
I bet your thinking that I hate Riona don't you? Well, I don't, she's a really nice girl, she's pretty, smart, sweet, kind and she has an amazing amount of energy, I think she's very lucky to have caught Squall's attention like she did, and I'm happy for the two of them, but it doesn't stop me from wishing things had been different, but no one can change time, things happen and people have to adapt...
How come then I can't then? In my dream's I see Squall every night, I dream we have sex and I scream his name in my mind, every time I see him, weather it be in my dreams or in real life, I want to drool at his feet. I can't help it; I have totally fallen for him. I am in love with Squall Leonhart. No one knows except Selphie Timlett, yes Selphie you heard me right, the same spunky, happy-go lucky teenager who you think couldn't keep her mouth shut about anything. Well wrong, she keeps secrets for everyone. She, out of everyone is my best friend, most people think I'm dating her, but it's not true, but she encouraged it, saying we'd be cute together; I just rolled my eyes at her when she said that and ruffled her hair.
So yeah I'm Bi, and I love Squall, what else can I say? Apart from that everyone else is doing well.
Seifer is back at Balamb Garden, he was found half dead on the outskirts of Ester, and they set him up for trial, thing is everyone, including me pleaded not guilty at the trail, we all knew he was being controlled by Ultimacia, and no one blamed him, so he was allowed back when Headmaster Cid re-applied him. He's still the same sarcastic ass he was before, only he's a little more subdued and rarely gets into fights with Zell anymore.
And Zell, heh, he's cool, as usual, he's learnt to control his temper better, and it seems now Seifer isn't calling him a 'Chicken-wuss' anymore, the two are getting along better, I'm not sure if it's a friendship thing or something else, but whatever it is, it's a definite improvement to what the two were like before, it seems both Quistis and Selphie think there together, I'm not too sure.
And Quistis? Well she's back to being an instructor, which she seems pleased about, and she seems a lot happier than before, I guess the stress of Squall and Seifer's rivalry before I joined the ranks had worn her down before, but now the two are 'generally' getting along, she seems a lot more relaxed.
Okay onto Selphie, she's the same I guess, I think out of all of us, she's the only one who's changed the least, and she's still happy all the time, trying to convince people to go onto that silly committee of hers (She'd probably kill me if I told her that) and she still comes up with all these crazy ideas. But even so, we all love her for it, because Selphie has always spoken her mind and been herself, I think if it weren't for Selphie's cheerfulness and optimism, I would probably be depressed about Squall.
And Riona...well she's got everything she wants now, Timber got its independence now, she has Squall, who she loves and adores, and she's even gotten a place here at Balamb Garden so she's also a SeeD candidate too, and as far as I know she's doing extremely well, funny though, I haven't seen Riona around for a while, if I do she's usually running off to her classes or off on a date with Squall, so I hardly get to talk to her, I don't know why, but for some reason, it feels like she's avoiding me.
And of course last but not least, the 'Ice-prince' himself Squall, he's become the commanding officer here at Balamb, and I have to say I can't think of anyone else who would fit the job better than Squall, so he's doing alright, but I hardly see him either, he's either briefing other SeeD's, having meetings with Cid, or on dates with Riona.
And for me? Well, to everyone else, nothing has changed I'm still a supposedly womanizing, sarcastic pain in the ass, who likes to bug Zell occasionally, but I'm good friends with Zell now, he knows when I try and get a rise out of him, it's only a joke. I still love Squall maybe I always will or maybe I will move on, I believe in true love, but not one true love, you can have many loves in your life, all different experiences, the one that fits you best is the one you stick with forever, no matter what.
I think that's the case with Squall, but who knows what will happen?
I'll write soon.
Irvine.
~Normal POV~
Irvine sighed tiredly as he tossed the pen back on the desk and shut the black leather bound dairy at last, The brunette sharpshooter glanced up at his wall clock; 11:40pm. Irvine sighed again and stretched, before he stood up, his bottom partially numb; he'd been sat down for too long. The gunslinger wondered what to do now, he wasn't tired, and he didn't feel like getting drunk again like he did last night; Irvine winced at the memory, swearing never to drink so much in so little time, EVER again.
Then there was a knock on the door. "Irvine! It's me Selphie! You awake?" The brunette grinned and chuckled to himself before he opened the door for Selphie. "Hey little lady, how are you? Got any new crazy Ideas for me?" Selphie didn't answer she just mock glared at him and punched him playfully in the arm; she hated being called 'Little'.
"Very funny, I'm fine, and no I have no 'Crazy' ideas, I just came here to ask you, have you seen Squall or Riona recently?" The gunslinger blinked in surprise at this question, why would Selphie ask him? Why not Quistis or Zell? The brunette frowned, shaking his head, much to Selphie's disappointment. "Sorry Selph, the last time I saw Squall was last week and I only walked past him in the corridor, as for Riona, I haven't seen her for weeks, it's like she;s..." Irvine muttered before he was interrupted.
"...Avoiding you?" Selphie finished nodding sadly. "Yeah everyone seems to think that, and there's even rumour's that Squall and Riona have spilt up, or had an argument or something!" Selphie sighed sadly and she made herself comfortable on Irvine's bed; the gunslinger didn't seem to mind; Selphie always slumped on his bed when she was worried, sometimes she even stayed overnight and talked. Selphie was looking at him carefully, looking for some sort of response, Excitement maybe? Happiness? Hope? Nope, all she got was confusion. Irvine just sat down next to her and wrapped her small form in a hug. "Hey I'm sure they haven't I'm sure there fine, there just busy at the moment, you know that"
Selphie pulled away from his grip and she glared at him, Irvine blinked in surprise, the usual happy-go-lucky teenager was actually glaring at the brunette angrily. "Why! Why can't you just go and tell Squall how you feel about him Irvy?" Selphie screamed beating on my chest with her fists, as though it was HER heart that was breaking "Why! You don't go out unless it's for a mission or classes anymore, you worry everyone sick..." Selphie stopped sobbing. "You're so alone Irvy...I'm so afraid I'm going to lose you...You're my best friend..." The gunslinger lifted Selphie's chin up and was met with a flood of tears in her bright blue eyes; Irvine sighed and hugged her again.
"It's hard Selph, Squall loves Riona...I can't make him love me back...but I'm okay..." Selphie looked up at the gunslinger's face in disbelief, as he smiled down at her, before he wiped her tears away. "I don't expect him to, When...When you love someone, I brings more meaning to life... just knowing he's alive and happy is enough for me...trust me Selphie, when it happens to you, you'll see" Selphie just nodded and leaned into Irvine's embrace once more, He rocked the young girl back and forth gently; neither of them said another word, there was nothing else to say.
~*~
Done well what do you think? Was it okay? *Looks around nervously* Um thing is I've only just gotten Irvine on the game (Yes I know I'm 6 years behind modern technology, Don't remind me ¬_¬;;) And from what I've heard from when you first get him, I think this is what he's like, I think it's the real Irvine...and Irvine so cannot be straight! Sorry but no! Even Irvine being BI is pushing it!
Irvine: HEY! I AM NOT GAY!!!! *Vain throbs in his temple*
Me: *Hits him over the head with a baseball bat* Shut up and get used to it! Squall! Take him away will you!
Squall: *Smiles a little*...sure...*Drags and unconscious Irvine away by the leg*
Me: Please R&R people, I'm not sure, but I might let this continue, in all depends on how much feedback I get back for this! ^^ alright see ya! Bye!