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Chapter 3: Chandler

I can't believe she said no. I thought she loved me. She said

she loved me. She said she wanted to marry me. We even...I can't

even say what we did. I regret it so much. I can't believe I was

intimate with someone who doesn't love me. I've been going out

with another woman lately to make me feel better but it doesn't do

me any good. The fact is I'm miserable. I don't no what to do with

myself. Roxanne keeps leaving me messages but I don't even

listen to them. I listened to the first one. She said we needed to talk

and it was really important. She's going to ask if we can still be

friends. Why should we be after what she did. Oh well I'll get over

it sooner or later. I'm glad Eric let me take some time off work. I

was even going to take Roxie to meet my Dad but forget that.

Forget everything. Boy my life is messed.

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