I'm With You
{Confessions}
Disclaimer:WEEEEEEEE,Guess what,I found a penny! *waves shinny 2003 penny in your face*,I can take over Square Soft with all this money!,wait...what was that,you mean I CAN'T buy Square Soft with a penny...*pouty face * e-even a-a 2003-3 penny...NooOOOoooOOOoooOO,so I guess I don't own SS,or FFX for that matter...darn.
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angels kissx
Belsidat
Psycotis_teen
Be Lovin-NW330
Callik
Xtreme Nuisance
keebler-elmo
phrozen-heart
You guys are soooo great for putting up with me and still sticking around to read my fanfic lol ^_^,you all are the best,I love my Reviewers!
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Rikku rode home by herself after the party.Her father had left earlier with Brother,Yuna was staying after and Tidus was no wear to be found.
When she got home,the house was empty,her father and Brother were probably out with the Albhed blitz team,they had won the last game.She placed her moogle up in her room,behind a special glass cabinet with her mothers old locket.
She decided the secluded house was boring her and went into the garage to pull out her machina bike,it looked like the modern motorcycle,except it floats in mid-air using new technology.It was large and blue,the outer shell was an electric blue,the handles were black with grips,the remodeling she had done that morning made it even faster.
She put her black helmet on,opened the garage gate,started up her engine and zoomed off.
She wanted to go down to the Pier,it was peaceful there,just sitting there and relaxing.
It was only a couple miles from the house,but she didn't feel like walking it after what happened.The night sky had washed over,replacing the gray one from before.The lights surrounding the piers were bright,making it almost as if it were a gray daytime again.She rode all they way to the last dock,Pier no.18,it was always abandon because it was close to the rocks,so no ships liked to take harbor there.
She dismounted her bike and hung her helmet on the handle,a fog had covered the land,it was light,but still slightly thick.As she approached the dock she saw a figure already standing there,and as she got closer she was about to tell him to get lost before she beat his brains out...that is until she saw who it was.
"T-Tidus..."Rikku whispered,it never reached his ears.
Her breath caught in her throat as she saw him stand there,looking out onto the ocean.
She took a step and her boots made the wooden boards creek under her."Tidus"She said a little louder,he turned around.
"Rikku"He said softly,a hint of surprise in his voice.She didn't look him in the eye,and she awkwardly shifted the weight between her feet.
"What are you doing here?"She asked him.
He shrugged his shoulders and looked out onto the ocean.
"Just watching the waves crash"He said
She went to the edge of the dock,next to him and looked over the steep Pier.It was about a 4 feet drop to the waters below,the waves were rolling about still heavily from the constant storms,the currents were rushing around in a whirl pool almost,like it was sucking everything and all the energy from it's surroundings.
Rikku took a couple large steps back,away from the edge.
"Uh...Tidus,I...I just wanted to thank you for...this"She pulled out the necklace that was hidden under her shirt,it shimmered in the light from the lamps and almost glowed.
"I didn't think you would wear it"He said,looking at the jewel.
"I like it...and,I...I also wanted to say that I was-"
"-Sorry?"He finished for her,"Don't be Rikku,like you said,your not the same Rikku I remember,your right,your 19.I don't know what I was thinking,when I thought you were the same person...the way you act around the house,and sneak out at night to go to those clubs."He looked at her,"That is deviantly not my Rikku"
"Look,Tidus,I admit that I changed,but you don't know what I've been going through,you don't know what I know,you don't hear what I hear...You just don't know!"She was almost in tear.
Tidus took one step closer,"I don't know because you wont let me! You push and push and push and before you knew it you were drifting away.I tried to pull you back in but you pushed me off."He let out a deep breath,"Look Rikku,maybe I should leave."He went to leave but Rikku blocked him,she put her index finger on his chest and started backing him up...
"I came down her to apologize...well,actually to relax,but I was looking for you! You talk about me pushing,I couldn't find you all mourning,I saw you ONCE at the party...and do you want to know when that one time was!"She almost yelled,but then she remembered that she couldn't go on...Tidus didn't know that Resku was sleeping with Yuna.
"Ya know what,never mind."
"It isn't any of your business why I was away this mourning...I had to meet someone,but Rikku..."He looked at her softly.
"...The world doesn't revolve around you!"He told her.
"I know that,but maybe some one should tell you that the world doesn't revolve around Yuna!"Rikku told him angrily
"I don't think that...what do you have against Yuna,Rikku? Why does she get under your skin like she does?"Tidus asked
"I cant tell you that"
"Of course,just like you can't let anyone in...afraid you might get hurt."
"I'm not afraid I might get hurt Tidus,because I'm already injured"She told him,her eyes filling with tears.
There was a nerving silence between the two
"Why can't you tell me?"Tidus already asked.
"Because I don't wanna see you get hurt!"
"Why would I get hurt from it...for that matter,why do you care if I get hurt?"Tidus asked,looking into her emerald green eyes.
She in turn,looked into his sapphire eyes and said the three words that had been driving her to the brink of insanity...
"I love you"She almost shouted,all of her anger,frustration and mood was forced into those three words,yet the truth behind it shone all to clear.
Tidus looked at her with wide eyes,he hadn't believed what he herd.
"You love me?...as friends?"He asked,hoping
Rikku shook her head,"No dummy,I love you...as in love,love! Do you know how hard it is to be in my cousins shadow...she's got my family,my life,my world...even my love for you,wrapped around her little finger and she knows it!"
"Yuna knows you love me?"
"Well,no...but when she does she will all but flaunt it."Rikku took in a deep breath.
"Rikku,I don't know what to say...I just can't...I can't"He said and he walked by her,his heart heavy for he longed to reach out to her...but he didn't know why.He knew,deep down something wasn't right.
Rikku didn't watch him go,but he herd his footsteps dim until all that was left on the air was her sobs,and the strong wind.Rikku took long,deep breaths as the tears flowed.She watched as the tiny droplets,landed icily on her hands,chilling them with the contact.Her eyes rose from her fingers to the end of the dock and she slowly lowered her hands.
Step,Step,Step,Step...she was at the edge of the dock and she looked down at the inviting gray waters,took a deep breath
...and felt the ice of the water.
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Hey,How was that chapter? I decided to let some emotion run and I left you at this slight cliff hanger type thing,but I promise,Im working on the next chapter right now...My idea wheels are turning yah! All thanks to your reviews.
{Confessions}
Disclaimer:WEEEEEEEE,Guess what,I found a penny! *waves shinny 2003 penny in your face*,I can take over Square Soft with all this money!,wait...what was that,you mean I CAN'T buy Square Soft with a penny...*pouty face * e-even a-a 2003-3 penny...NooOOOoooOOOoooOO,so I guess I don't own SS,or FFX for that matter...darn.
WOW!! 56 REVIEWS!!! Yahhhh,people love me,I feel loved.
Special Thank you's to:
Burning Ice
Kati Dincht aka MiNi SoRcErEsS
Cyber Phoenix
RdawgX
Shy-Lil-Dreamer
Bandit-Gurl42
Cryptic Dragon
angels kissx
Belsidat
Psycotis_teen
Be Lovin-NW330
Callik
Xtreme Nuisance
keebler-elmo
phrozen-heart
You guys are soooo great for putting up with me and still sticking around to read my fanfic lol ^_^,you all are the best,I love my Reviewers!
______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Rikku rode home by herself after the party.Her father had left earlier with Brother,Yuna was staying after and Tidus was no wear to be found.
When she got home,the house was empty,her father and Brother were probably out with the Albhed blitz team,they had won the last game.She placed her moogle up in her room,behind a special glass cabinet with her mothers old locket.
She decided the secluded house was boring her and went into the garage to pull out her machina bike,it looked like the modern motorcycle,except it floats in mid-air using new technology.It was large and blue,the outer shell was an electric blue,the handles were black with grips,the remodeling she had done that morning made it even faster.
She put her black helmet on,opened the garage gate,started up her engine and zoomed off.
She wanted to go down to the Pier,it was peaceful there,just sitting there and relaxing.
It was only a couple miles from the house,but she didn't feel like walking it after what happened.The night sky had washed over,replacing the gray one from before.The lights surrounding the piers were bright,making it almost as if it were a gray daytime again.She rode all they way to the last dock,Pier no.18,it was always abandon because it was close to the rocks,so no ships liked to take harbor there.
She dismounted her bike and hung her helmet on the handle,a fog had covered the land,it was light,but still slightly thick.As she approached the dock she saw a figure already standing there,and as she got closer she was about to tell him to get lost before she beat his brains out...that is until she saw who it was.
"T-Tidus..."Rikku whispered,it never reached his ears.
Her breath caught in her throat as she saw him stand there,looking out onto the ocean.
She took a step and her boots made the wooden boards creek under her."Tidus"She said a little louder,he turned around.
"Rikku"He said softly,a hint of surprise in his voice.She didn't look him in the eye,and she awkwardly shifted the weight between her feet.
"What are you doing here?"She asked him.
He shrugged his shoulders and looked out onto the ocean.
"Just watching the waves crash"He said
She went to the edge of the dock,next to him and looked over the steep Pier.It was about a 4 feet drop to the waters below,the waves were rolling about still heavily from the constant storms,the currents were rushing around in a whirl pool almost,like it was sucking everything and all the energy from it's surroundings.
Rikku took a couple large steps back,away from the edge.
"Uh...Tidus,I...I just wanted to thank you for...this"She pulled out the necklace that was hidden under her shirt,it shimmered in the light from the lamps and almost glowed.
"I didn't think you would wear it"He said,looking at the jewel.
"I like it...and,I...I also wanted to say that I was-"
"-Sorry?"He finished for her,"Don't be Rikku,like you said,your not the same Rikku I remember,your right,your 19.I don't know what I was thinking,when I thought you were the same person...the way you act around the house,and sneak out at night to go to those clubs."He looked at her,"That is deviantly not my Rikku"
"Look,Tidus,I admit that I changed,but you don't know what I've been going through,you don't know what I know,you don't hear what I hear...You just don't know!"She was almost in tear.
Tidus took one step closer,"I don't know because you wont let me! You push and push and push and before you knew it you were drifting away.I tried to pull you back in but you pushed me off."He let out a deep breath,"Look Rikku,maybe I should leave."He went to leave but Rikku blocked him,she put her index finger on his chest and started backing him up...
"I came down her to apologize...well,actually to relax,but I was looking for you! You talk about me pushing,I couldn't find you all mourning,I saw you ONCE at the party...and do you want to know when that one time was!"She almost yelled,but then she remembered that she couldn't go on...Tidus didn't know that Resku was sleeping with Yuna.
"Ya know what,never mind."
"It isn't any of your business why I was away this mourning...I had to meet someone,but Rikku..."He looked at her softly.
"...The world doesn't revolve around you!"He told her.
"I know that,but maybe some one should tell you that the world doesn't revolve around Yuna!"Rikku told him angrily
"I don't think that...what do you have against Yuna,Rikku? Why does she get under your skin like she does?"Tidus asked
"I cant tell you that"
"Of course,just like you can't let anyone in...afraid you might get hurt."
"I'm not afraid I might get hurt Tidus,because I'm already injured"She told him,her eyes filling with tears.
There was a nerving silence between the two
"Why can't you tell me?"Tidus already asked.
"Because I don't wanna see you get hurt!"
"Why would I get hurt from it...for that matter,why do you care if I get hurt?"Tidus asked,looking into her emerald green eyes.
She in turn,looked into his sapphire eyes and said the three words that had been driving her to the brink of insanity...
"I love you"She almost shouted,all of her anger,frustration and mood was forced into those three words,yet the truth behind it shone all to clear.
Tidus looked at her with wide eyes,he hadn't believed what he herd.
"You love me?...as friends?"He asked,hoping
Rikku shook her head,"No dummy,I love you...as in love,love! Do you know how hard it is to be in my cousins shadow...she's got my family,my life,my world...even my love for you,wrapped around her little finger and she knows it!"
"Yuna knows you love me?"
"Well,no...but when she does she will all but flaunt it."Rikku took in a deep breath.
"Rikku,I don't know what to say...I just can't...I can't"He said and he walked by her,his heart heavy for he longed to reach out to her...but he didn't know why.He knew,deep down something wasn't right.
Rikku didn't watch him go,but he herd his footsteps dim until all that was left on the air was her sobs,and the strong wind.Rikku took long,deep breaths as the tears flowed.She watched as the tiny droplets,landed icily on her hands,chilling them with the contact.Her eyes rose from her fingers to the end of the dock and she slowly lowered her hands.
Step,Step,Step,Step...she was at the edge of the dock and she looked down at the inviting gray waters,took a deep breath
...and felt the ice of the water.
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Hey,How was that chapter? I decided to let some emotion run and I left you at this slight cliff hanger type thing,but I promise,Im working on the next chapter right now...My idea wheels are turning yah! All thanks to your reviews.