Hey. It's Red, of course.
Black: Muahahahahahahahaaaaa! She's finally giving into me!
Kai/Rei all they way, whoooooo! There is going to be so much misery! Kai's going to.mmmmmmph!
White: *has hand over Black's mouth* don't spoil the surprise. I don't know what it is, but I like surprises! ^__________^
Black: *snicker* I'm afraid you won't like this one very much, Dovey.
White: SShhhhhhh! Don't call me by my real name!
Black: Whoops! ^__^'
OK. Sense reading an amazing fic called "Untold Truths" by Ladya C. Maxine (plug!) I have been inspired to stick Tala in here somewhere, even though he wasn't in the original.
Ok, so this is a Kai/Rei fic.
Black: Duh.
White: Red doesn't own the beyblade characters or the show, for that matter. Too bad! ^__^
Black: -_-' Well, on with the angst.
~`~,*`~,~
I hate this stupid fuckin' world.
The window's cold.
This team needs some time away. Tyson's getting a big head. I must have insulted him enough to bring a normal person into depression, but he just ignores me.
I should ask how he does that.
They're trying to play cards on the bus. Oh yes, good idea: A stack of cards on a slippery surface on a jolting fast-moving bus.
The captain's eyes close to slits.
I need something to distract me.
He pulls out a disc man from his bag and put in some reasonably depressing music.
Not that I have any other type.
Rei.
He gave in generously to Tyson. Why, and how, was he so patient with that gluttonous idiot? Although I do have a soft spot for the fool.
Unfortunately.
Rei is now leaning back in his seat across from me and his eyes are closed.
His body is so fine. He has this lean form that all expert predators have. The sleek ones like tigers for example. I hate this.
He just.something in me just.I can't help it, it's just. ARG!
No one asked.
No one cared.
No one knew.
It was all their fault. Of course it was, it always was.
Would I be like this if it wasn't for them? Who knew?
Dirt road.
Shouts of annoyance. Cards fall.
A king of hearts on the floor by my foot. How ironic. Will someone find it? Rei perhaps?
Of course not.
Not when it's back here with me.
This music needs to be louder. Can't hear over the rest of them. I think Rei's asleep. He hasn't moved from his spot.
~ I wanna have you
'Cause you're all I've got
Don't wanna loose you
'Cause it means a lot
All the joy this world can bring
Doesn't give me anything
When you're not here. ~
The bus is slowing down so we must be close.
Crimson eyes open.
Rei looks so innocent. How many times have I watched him sleep like that at night, my secret fears keeping me awake?
I hate being afraid.
~ Idiot me
Stupid fool
How could you be
So uncool?
To fall in love with someone who
Doesn't really care for you
It's so obscure. ~
But Rei.
He's not gay, no matter how much I wish he was. He would have no reason to hide it. He's secure in his friendships, they would accept him.
Not me.
What are the chances of two gay guys ending up on the same team? Infinitesimally small.
I am such a fool for even hoping.
I'm just the quiet stoic mysterious private captain who believes in too much training.
They've never seen anything else.
I've never let them see any differently.
~ But I feel.
Wonderful
Yes I feel.
Wonderful ~
But I always feel so good when Rei just graces me with a touch, a smile, a glance. How much have I already endured with the hope of just that?
Only that?
~ God it makes me be so blue
Every time I think about you
All the heat of my desire
Smokin' like some crazy fire
~ So stupid. I have to do something or go crazy with longing. I guess you could say I'm suicidal. Actually, now that I think about it, I always have been ready to die at a moments notice.
Just a tiny bit more regret than before.
~ Come on here
Look at me
Where I stand
Can't you see my heart burnin
In my hands?
Do you want me?
Do you not?
Does it feel cold baby?
Does it feel hot?
~ I would offer myself so fast for Rei.
But I'm so scared to hold my heart out to him, to risk it being hurt.
It's already scarred, too many to count.
All their fault.
~ I wanna hold you
And be so held back
Don't wanna need you
But it's where I'm at
Thinkin' 'bout you every day
How come I was made that way? ~
Why?
~ It's so surreal.
But I feel.
Wonderful
Yes I feel.
Wonderful.
~ The bus is slowing down, stopping. My headphones need to come off. Poor Rei, jolted awake. A few things go sliding down the floor. The card stayed put. My CD player goes in the bag for now; I'll probably need it a lot, sharing small quarters with Tyson, Max and Kenny.
I'm getting a room with Rei; one small indulgence. No one will question that.
No one knew, except the Demolition boys. They understood. How couldn't they?
But no one cared.
Why was I made this way?
Wonderful.
~`~,*`~,~
Pretty vague in some parts, I know, but I wanted to try out a new writing style. If you like it, the next chapter will be part in the first person,
Black: which I will force her to practice
And part in my normal third. This story has an indefinite ending, rather like a lot of my previous fics
Black: don't bother looking, they aren't there.
But I DO have a plot-line, believe it or not. This isn't just all hentai. My fics are about people.
Black: Albet, HOT people. ^__^'
So review already!
Clicky clicky!
Black: Muahahahahahahahaaaaa! She's finally giving into me!
Kai/Rei all they way, whoooooo! There is going to be so much misery! Kai's going to.mmmmmmph!
White: *has hand over Black's mouth* don't spoil the surprise. I don't know what it is, but I like surprises! ^__________^
Black: *snicker* I'm afraid you won't like this one very much, Dovey.
White: SShhhhhhh! Don't call me by my real name!
Black: Whoops! ^__^'
OK. Sense reading an amazing fic called "Untold Truths" by Ladya C. Maxine (plug!) I have been inspired to stick Tala in here somewhere, even though he wasn't in the original.
Ok, so this is a Kai/Rei fic.
Black: Duh.
White: Red doesn't own the beyblade characters or the show, for that matter. Too bad! ^__^
Black: -_-' Well, on with the angst.
~`~,*`~,~
I hate this stupid fuckin' world.
The window's cold.
This team needs some time away. Tyson's getting a big head. I must have insulted him enough to bring a normal person into depression, but he just ignores me.
I should ask how he does that.
They're trying to play cards on the bus. Oh yes, good idea: A stack of cards on a slippery surface on a jolting fast-moving bus.
The captain's eyes close to slits.
I need something to distract me.
He pulls out a disc man from his bag and put in some reasonably depressing music.
Not that I have any other type.
Rei.
He gave in generously to Tyson. Why, and how, was he so patient with that gluttonous idiot? Although I do have a soft spot for the fool.
Unfortunately.
Rei is now leaning back in his seat across from me and his eyes are closed.
His body is so fine. He has this lean form that all expert predators have. The sleek ones like tigers for example. I hate this.
He just.something in me just.I can't help it, it's just. ARG!
No one asked.
No one cared.
No one knew.
It was all their fault. Of course it was, it always was.
Would I be like this if it wasn't for them? Who knew?
Dirt road.
Shouts of annoyance. Cards fall.
A king of hearts on the floor by my foot. How ironic. Will someone find it? Rei perhaps?
Of course not.
Not when it's back here with me.
This music needs to be louder. Can't hear over the rest of them. I think Rei's asleep. He hasn't moved from his spot.
~ I wanna have you
'Cause you're all I've got
Don't wanna loose you
'Cause it means a lot
All the joy this world can bring
Doesn't give me anything
When you're not here. ~
The bus is slowing down so we must be close.
Crimson eyes open.
Rei looks so innocent. How many times have I watched him sleep like that at night, my secret fears keeping me awake?
I hate being afraid.
~ Idiot me
Stupid fool
How could you be
So uncool?
To fall in love with someone who
Doesn't really care for you
It's so obscure. ~
But Rei.
He's not gay, no matter how much I wish he was. He would have no reason to hide it. He's secure in his friendships, they would accept him.
Not me.
What are the chances of two gay guys ending up on the same team? Infinitesimally small.
I am such a fool for even hoping.
I'm just the quiet stoic mysterious private captain who believes in too much training.
They've never seen anything else.
I've never let them see any differently.
~ But I feel.
Wonderful
Yes I feel.
Wonderful ~
But I always feel so good when Rei just graces me with a touch, a smile, a glance. How much have I already endured with the hope of just that?
Only that?
~ God it makes me be so blue
Every time I think about you
All the heat of my desire
Smokin' like some crazy fire
~ So stupid. I have to do something or go crazy with longing. I guess you could say I'm suicidal. Actually, now that I think about it, I always have been ready to die at a moments notice.
Just a tiny bit more regret than before.
~ Come on here
Look at me
Where I stand
Can't you see my heart burnin
In my hands?
Do you want me?
Do you not?
Does it feel cold baby?
Does it feel hot?
~ I would offer myself so fast for Rei.
But I'm so scared to hold my heart out to him, to risk it being hurt.
It's already scarred, too many to count.
All their fault.
~ I wanna hold you
And be so held back
Don't wanna need you
But it's where I'm at
Thinkin' 'bout you every day
How come I was made that way? ~
Why?
~ It's so surreal.
But I feel.
Wonderful
Yes I feel.
Wonderful.
~ The bus is slowing down, stopping. My headphones need to come off. Poor Rei, jolted awake. A few things go sliding down the floor. The card stayed put. My CD player goes in the bag for now; I'll probably need it a lot, sharing small quarters with Tyson, Max and Kenny.
I'm getting a room with Rei; one small indulgence. No one will question that.
No one knew, except the Demolition boys. They understood. How couldn't they?
But no one cared.
Why was I made this way?
Wonderful.
~`~,*`~,~
Pretty vague in some parts, I know, but I wanted to try out a new writing style. If you like it, the next chapter will be part in the first person,
Black: which I will force her to practice
And part in my normal third. This story has an indefinite ending, rather like a lot of my previous fics
Black: don't bother looking, they aren't there.
But I DO have a plot-line, believe it or not. This isn't just all hentai. My fics are about people.
Black: Albet, HOT people. ^__^'
So review already!
Clicky clicky!