I looked down at the body and cried out in pain. I looked around, the city streets were empty. But I was full of pain. I leaned against a wall, fumbling with my cell phone, calling nine-one-one.

When the operator answered, I sobbed, and said, "My boyfriend's dead!"

I must have sat there for a good hour before they figured out where I was. By then it was too late...

I awoke with a start, the dream startling me. I snuggled closer to the body next to me and sighed. Sebastian Shaw, the man who was once sworn to kill Arrash Kohan, my dead boyfriend. Sebastian was now the only one I could really trust, it was so hard. I watched my friend for as long as I remember kill Arrash.

Chronos... It was hard to believe that Chronos would acctualy hurt someone, but I saw it. And now I lay in Sebastian's bed, curled up next to him. It was strange also because we were so different.

I was now the leader of Haven, a small group of mutants fighting for humans and mutants alike.

Sebastian led the Hellfire Acadamy, he was pure evil, trying to hurt the humans I fough so hard for.

I watched the hands on his watch slowly tick away the hours. Another sleepless night because of my nightmares. Atleast Arrash stopped calling out to me while I slept. It was hard being wtihout him, but I was finally getting used to the idea.

At six o'clock on the dot Sebastian's eyes fluttered open. He looked down at me and kissed my forehead, "the nightmares will pass my darling one." He looked at me, with compassion and love. At first it was hard thinking about Sebastian in that way.

But as hard as it was for me to recognize it, I felt love back for Sebastian. It still wasn't near the love I felt from Arrash.

Sebastian got up, tucking me back in, clearly making breakfast. I sighed, and got up a few minutes later, only to find James, Sebastian's brother outside my door.

I rolled my eyes and leaned against a wall. He looked at me and touched my forehead. He then walked off. I shook my head, getting dressed in a black mini-dress, fishnet stockings, some heavy black eyeliner and my boots.

For someone as short as me, I was quite a looker. Or so I was told. I brushed my hair and looked at the scars on my face, sighing. Sebastian called up to me, telling me to come to the kitchen.

I did as was asked of myself and ate. I then annonced, "I'm going back to Haven for a while." Sebastian nodded. I knew he didn't want me to go.

When I arrived at Haven I was met with nasty stares and a weeping Rage.

The first thing I did was check the armoury. It was strange, but I liked going in there. It felt safe. And then I went to Arrash's old room. It had been my room too, but now I rarely slept there.

I looked into my journal and wrote a bit. I looked around, "Arrash! I'm sorry, you don't under stand what it's like!"

I felt his hot breath on my cheek, I looked over and there he was. Seeming alive as always. I watched him, he touched my cheek, stroking it. I moaning with longing and he pulled away.

I suddenly had an odd thought, "you know, just because you're dead doesn't mean I can't feel your touch. In fact, I feel it quite clearly."

I saw the sad frown on his face and blinked, "I'm sorry. I still love you. But... I ... I love Sebastian too."

(A/N): God I'm a bitch. Read... Read... More will come.