Disclaimer: I don't own Avril Lavigne's songs either. I also got the lyrics from azlyrics.com.
Note: Yeah, the last chapter was kinda weird, but let me explain that he has feelings for two people. That makes your life really confusing when you can have both. Review please, and no flames. I really do burn easily in direct sunlight. Tee hee.
I turn to music when I'm in an emotional rut, so I figured a song stuck in my head would be fitting. Oh, yeah, I can give really evil looks, so, um, yeah. It makes sense why I say that when you read the chapter…
Chapter 18: A Sad Song FicSquall dressed, and waited outside for her. Oceania cried a little as she finished dressing, and a song got stuck in her head.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock me arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Oceania went to Squall, and put her arm in his. He seemed not to notice, and started walking to the cafeteria. She stopped, and looked at him as the tears welled up in her eyes.
Oceania: Did I do the wrong thing?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Her face made a determined grimace, and she caught up with him. She gave him an evil look, and walked coldly next to him. Every footstep echoed in the empty halls. Almost everyone was in the training room, preparing for the upcoming battle.
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip, and I'm in this thing alone
Oceania: If you only knew my secrets… I guess I am alone… He won't listen… No one has… Then…I embrace my fate. Did he ever really care about me? Or am I some toy that he's using to try to replace Rinoa?
Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place? When you turn around can you recognize my face?You used to love me
You used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Oceania: Ugh! I can't believe him!
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip, and I'm in this thing alone
A sharp pain ran through her chest.
Crying out loud. I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud. I'm crying out loud
She gave a small cry, and he stopped to look at her.
Open your eyesOpen up wide
She looked at him with a look of horror on her face.
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there
When I was scared. I was so alone
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Her breathing grew heavy as she sunk to the ground.
Why should I care?If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care if you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere.
She gave one last look at her voel, mouthed, "I love you", and fell completely to the ground. He ran to her, and held the lifeless body in his arms. When it woke up, Rinoa was it's only inhabitant.
