Disclaimer- Man these really get annoying... I don't own Digimon or anything else mentioned in the story. I own the story, that's it.
(A/N: Rape and physical abuse occur in this chapter and I'm just saying that this chapter is rated R so I don't get in trouble. )
*****Chapter 6- Help Me*****
**My systems down
Got an overload of hate
Got a bad attitude
With no intent to change
I've had my fill
I put my cards on the table
Won't take it back
'Cause today I hate everything Bye**
Kari sat on a cold operating table awaiting the doctor to make his presence in the room for her monthly physical. She had been sitting there for more than thirty minutes and was beginning to grow impatient. Her mother was sitting on a chair across from her, flipping through a magazine. There wasn't exactly any hurry to be anywhere but it was seriously getting ridiculous. Doctor Abbots finally entered the room holding a clip board. Mrs. Kamiya smiled, happy that he'd finally come.
"So, Kari," Dr. Abbots said flipping through his notes, "The nurse says you're showing signs of another cold?"
"Yeah, I've had an uncontrollable cough lately and it won't go away," Kari replied.
"Hmm... anything else? Other than coughing?"
"Well, about two days ago I got really light-headed and felt like I was going to throw up. But other than that, no, nothing more than coughing."
"Alright, well lets just go through the exam as we normally do."
The doctor ran tests and checked Kari's throat, noticing it was unusually swollen and red. Like Tai had suggested, the doctor automatically believed it was strept throat.
"Have you had any trouble breathing?" Dr. Abbots asked taking a Q-tip and dabbing it around her throat.
"It hasn't been unbearable, but yes, I kind of have," Kari replied gagging on the Q-tip more than once.
"She's also had a loss in appetite. She hasn't really been eating anything lately," Mrs. Kamiya spoke up as Kari rolled her eyes.
"Is that right? Well, Kari. It sounds to me like you could have pneumonia," Dr. Abbots said placing the Q-tip in a plastic bag.
"Pneumonia? Are you sure that could be it?" Mrs. Kamiya asked.
"It's normal. Many kids are getting it because of the change in seasons and all. We'll just have to run some tests on her and then we'll give her medication. She should be fine within a couple of weeks, give or take a few."
*****
**I hate it all, I hate my friends
I hate this song
I hate this bad attitude, I'm sure you hate me too
But I don't care, you know why
When it's over then you die
No making friends today
'Cause I hate everything**
I walked into my house and yawned. It had been a really long day and I just wanted to crawl into my bed and fall asleep until the next day. When I took my shoes off I didn't really pay attention when I ran into someone. I looked up and saw the devil himself, Mike.
"Where have you been all day?" He asked in a low, deep tone.
"With Ellie," I spoke slowly then trying to get pasted him. He moved so I couldn't.
"Your mother tells me you were with her last night too. Don't you think you're spending a little too much time away from home?"
"Well, no but-"
"No?"
**Smack**
I felt a hand come in contact with my face as I fell to the floor with a thud. Strands of hair fell asleep my ashamed face. I could feel warm tears forming in the corners of my eyes. What did I do to deserve this? Why was I the one he took everything out on?
"Did that hurt, you stupid little bitch?" Mike screamed. He then kicked my side, "What about that!?" He kicked me again.
Tears were now running down my face. 'I can't deal with this anymore' I thought crying.
"Stop crying you stupid whore!"
"Please stop!" I pleaded.
"Cry, bitch! Do it you stupid mother fucker! No one cares about you!" Mike kicked me again and again. I could feel my inside breaking apart but there was nothing I could do about it. Blood began to come out of my mouth when he finally stopped. He walked away, leaving me mangled on the floor. 'I'm not dealing with this anymore...' I thought not moving.
**I hate everything, fuck you
I hate everything, fuck you
I hate everything, fuck you**
*****
I wasn't the only one having problems at that time. Mimi was having her own issues to deal with. She was currently on a date with a guy she'd been infatuated with for a couple months now and things were going good until he tried to take it too far.
"Josh, where are we going?" Mimi wondered as her date, Josh Simons, led her through the dark apartment (they were at a party and are now upstairs) holding her hand.
"Just trying to get away from the crowd so we can talk," Josh replied. He was wasted.
"Oh, okay."
Josh brought Mimi into a small room toward the back of the house that had a window overlooking the backyard. You could see teens outside partying and swimming in the pool. Josh kept the light in the room off and grabbed onto Mimi's waist. She smiled and let out a giggle as he pressed his lips against hers. He led her to the bed in the corner of the room and fell on top of her. She let out a small squeal as he continued to kiss her.
"Josh I," she looked into his eyes, "Well, okay."
The two continued to make out until Josh began kissing Mimi's neck. He started going lower and lower down her body until she finally drew the line.
"Josh, stop," Mimi said pushing him up off of her. He continued to sit on her and pulled something out of his pocket. It was a condom. This is when Mimi began to freak out.
"Josh, no!" Mimi said trying to get up but he forced her down.
"We're just having a good time," Josh said as he unzipped his pants. Mimi was wearing a skirt which made "access" easier for him.
"No! Josh, stop!" Mimi said beginning to cry as he pulled of her underwear and threw it to the ground. She was over powered by him and couldn't get him off of her. Her then entered her causing her to cry harder. She felt dirty and used and didn't know what to do about it. He pushed harder and harder making her scream. He placed his hand over her mouth.
"We're just having a good time!" He said going faster and faster in her.
**I hate the trees
Hate the birds and the bees
Got a sick fucking mind
And no time for your kind
I'll say again, must I still question my friends
I'll smile tomorrow
'Cause today I hate everything**
*****
Tai was bored. He sat on his couch not having anything to do. No one was home, he wasn't in the mood to get high, and nothing was on TV. He had a smorgasbord of food placed before him on the coffee table and stuffed himself till it hurt. Lucky for him he could eat like a cow and not gain a pound. Kari and his mother then walked in the door. Tai sighed in relief.
"Finally! I've been sitting here going out of my mind because I'm so bored!" Tai complained turning the volume on the TV down.
"Well I'm sorry honey but you knew Kari had to go to the doctor's tonight," Mrs. Kamiya said placing her stuff down on the table.
"What did the doctor say anyways?" Tai wondered.
"He thinks I have pneumonia," Kari replied.
"He thinks you have pneumonia? Mom, you're seriously paying this guy to fucking feel all over Kari's boobs and then him say he THINKS she has pneumonia?"
"Tai, he was not feeling all over her breasts," Mrs. Kamiya corrected him.
"Yeah, okay. Then why does the doctor go down on my every time I go in there for a physical?"
"He's making sure your dick hasn't shrunk."
"Oh, okay whatever mom."
"Yeah yeah. Kari, you need to take your medicine."
"Okay," Kari replied.
"Mom can I pleeeeeeeeeaaaaaseeee go out!? I am so damn bored!" Tai wined.
"No. You're grounded."
"But I've been grounded for a week! It's driving me crazy!"
"Well next time you get caught with drugs we're making the grounding permanent. And if you don't want to add time onto your punishment I suggest you shut your mouth."
"Damn mom always grounding me..." Tai mumbled to himself as he pouted his way into his room. 'Stay here my ass. I'm sneaking out' Tai thought opening his window.
**I've got a chip on my shoulder
Got a monkey on my back
Got a lot of things to say
And I think I'm gonna crack
Can't buy a smile off the world's happiest man
No huggin' trees today
'Cause I hate everything**
*****
I sat in my bedroom quickly packing my stuff into a small duffle bag. I didn't know where I was going to go or who I was going to see but I didn't care. I couldn't stand being at home anymore so I was going to run away, either that or kill myself. One way or the other, I had to get out. I wrote a short note and placed it on my pillow for mom. Maybe she would figure out what was going on and realize that I've been hurting inside. I then opened the window and slipped out unnoticed.
**Dear mom,
I want you to know that I love you and I'm sorry for always being such a stress in your life. I have decided that you shouldn't have to deal with my intolerability anymore and shouldn't have to worry about me anymore. I hope you and Mike have a nice life together. Goodbye forever.
**Love always, Sora**
And that was it.
**I hate everything, fuck you
I hate everything, fuck you
I hate everything, fuck you**
*****TBC*****
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