Part II: Inspiración

No sé de cómo describir ese el vacío que hay en mi, una voz... inspiración que me hace soñar. Vuelvo a escuchar dentro mí ese deseo de sentir, un amor que le de vida a mi palpitar.

Y sin palabras me calmas, me llevas ahí, a descubrir todo lo vivo dentro de mí y en el  silencio me amas y puedo vivir de tus suspiros que besan mi ser... vuelvo a nacer

Oigo en tu pecho mi canción y entre tus brazos sé quien soy: Soy tu amor... tu reflejo... tu pasión... Y en esta paz de tu calor vuelve a cantar mi corazón, tus besos tan dulces me hacen llorar.

Y sin palabras me calmas, me llevas ahí, a descubrir todo lo vivo dentro de mí y en el silencio me amas y puedo vivir de tus suspiros que besan mi ser... vuelvo a nacer.

Jesse P. O. V.

As I lay her in Susannah's bed, with her in my arms and her head in my chest, I feel like the most lucky man alive. I feel alive, and that alone is something else, is like hearing your own voice after remaining silent for so, so long, it's so unusual that it sounds new. That's how I feel: new and alive, and damn lucky to have her.

The sunlight hits her face and her hair, and she looks like an angel, content and happy. A small smile plays on her lips. I never saw anything as beautiful, nor did I loved anyone as I love her. Never took more joy in anything as I do in the light of her eyes when she looks my way. For all my sins, the ones that kept me in this half existence for 150 years, I must have done something right, because she choose me.

Slowly she starts to wake up, fluttering her eyes open. Dios, do I love her green eyes.

She smiles, realizing were she is, letting out a little sigh, she buries her face in my chest

"I love that sound" she murmurs

"What sound?"

"Your heart beating" she answers simply in such tone of love that melts me right on the spot. I kissed her forehead, then her lips, slowly and softly, we had all the time in the world to be together, just kissing, just touching, just together.

Then…

Suze P. O. V

Usually, I don't find the phone ringing annoying but, if you're kissing a hot boy with whom you happen to be in love then, believe me, the phone ringing is ANNOYING. And annoying turned into aggravating when Jesse broke our kiss

"Ain't you gonna answer that, Querida?"

"If I have to" I said reaching for the phone. I was expecting it was just mom asking if I had eaten breakfast and informing what time she and the others would be back home, so, as you can imagine, I was greatly surprised when I heard Father's Dom voice.

"Susannah" he said, all business like

"Father D. what a surprise" I answer all pep and fake cheerful, which immediately made Jesse stop kissing my neck "What's Up?"

"Is Jesse there?"

"Jesse?" by the tone he used next, I could tell that he haven't fall for my cheerful and pep voice, but instead he could hear my guilt, I mean, I was talking to a priest while being in bed with Jesse, after have gone all the way the night before

"Yes, put him on the phone"

"He wants to talk with you" I passed on the phone, Jesse was looking all cute and flushed, he understood the embarrassment over the situation

"Yes, padre" he said "Si,  okay, sure"

"What did he said?"

"He wants to see us, he says we have the day free, but that we have to be at his office at seven sharp" he made a pause "he didn't say what for"

"Well, we do have all day" I said, deciding that there was no need to worry about what Father D might say, we would find out soon enough

"What do you suggest doing?"

"I don't know" I said with a shrug "Want to play cards?"

"Nop, you cheat" he said pulling me closer and kissing my lips softly

"I do not" I said, but it was hard to sound convincing in that position

"Yes you do, I've seen you with your little stepbrother"

"Then, what you suggest doing?"

"I have an idea or two"

***

When Suze and Jesse, finally, managed to get out of bed, they decided to go to the beach, they took some sodas and some food out of the fridge, and Jesse borrowed some of Sleepy's cloths (in his pants he, Sleepy, had forgotten a twenty, btw)

They walked in the beach, hand in hand, and each time Jesse saw any guy looking at Suze more than was necessary, he would let go of her hand and put his arms around her waist and kiss her. This jealousy displays didn't bother Suze one single bit, even when she did felt weird at the look some girls were giving her, but she understood, a guy as hot as Jesse was bound to capture the attention of various ladies, a guy as hot as Jesse walking with and kissing his girlfriend caused envy in other girls towards the allegated girlfriend.

They spent the whole day together, kissing in the sand, playing in the sea, doing all those things couples do when in love, they had always wanted to do it, but never could on account of Jesse's previous stubbornness about admitting his feeling and the whole ghost thingy.

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Suze's POV

So around three in the afternoon I came out the water to dry out, Jesse, apparently, loved the sea, he said it was something nice to feel the water after 150 years, it turns out, according to him, that when you're a ghost you don't really feel stuff, is more like the eco of the feeling what you get. So I leaved him in the water, dried a bit and put on my shorts. Just as I was getting ready to sit, and all too familiar voice came behind me

"Suze" Paul said "I haven't see you in the beach for a while"

"Find a forest and lose yourself, Slater"

"Oh, that hurt my feelings. You aren't still thinking in good ol' dead Hector, are you?" See Why I hate Paul Slater, what a nerve he had to even mention Jesse. That's why I did what I did next, and lets just say that my fist clashed into his nose quite hard, it hurt a bit, because I didn't hit him in the right angle, but I was sure it hurt him more.

"Dammit Susannah"

"Don't call me Susannah" only Jesse and Father D. can, everyone else is banned "Go and get lost" He, thank god, did. And just as he disappeared, Jesse came back and, by the look on his face, he had seen the whole thing

"So, are you still thinking in good ol' handsome Hector" he said taking my hand in both of his, mine was a bit read "Querida you need to learn how control your temper"

"Perhaps," I said "If someone told me what Querida means" I said, wonderingly, I know I've been on and on with the subject since this morning, after I recovered for the shock that he was no longer a ghost, but I wanted to know

"Haven't figure it out yet?" he asked in such a sweet tone, and I was about to melt but I wanted to know, he chuckle and leaned close to me, saying in my hear "It can means a lot of things, mistress for one, but of course, I don't mean it like that. It also means Sweetheart, and Darling. But the most literal translation would be Beloved" Okay, then I melted, he kissed my forehead "C'mon, lets find some ice for this hand"

We gathered our stuff, and walked to the ice-cream parlor, where he got the attendant to give us some ice and bought me an ice cone, we paid with  the money Sleepy had forgotten in the shorts Jesse was wearing, finally Sleepy becomes handy. Then Jesse sit me up on the low stone fence that divides the beach from the restaurants zone. Jesse was applying the ice on my hand, which felt so much better thank you, while I ate my cone.

"That's better" Jesse said examining my hand before bring it to his lips and kissing it, which made me giggle "Happy now?" he said afterward, pointing at my ice cone

"Sippy" I answered in the most childish way I could, he smiled, then I leaned closer to him and kissed him in a way that wasn't at all childish.

It was our day, and we enjoyed it.

Soon, we found out, we had even more reasons to celebrate… let's just say that, there is such thing as Karma

Notes:

Ok, I know I promised and explanation, but they were having so much fun! I didn't wanted to ruin it, there is an explanation, a very long speech about equalizers and karma.

But I'm such a sucker for happy endings.

If I find a suitable song I'll write the explanation and a cool part were Jesse hits Paul. And I promise to write personalized thanks to the reviews, you really made my day, thank you so, so much!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and the translation of the song! I won't forget it

Lots of love!

Alex (who, oh surprise, should be studying for her biochemistry midterm, and is not)