Ok I'm back with this fic. I corrected some things and I wrote new things, of course I'm getting help from my friend Josh… ok let's start this…

This story is AU so there are a lot of differences from the actual anime (or the manga) so if you don't get some of the things that I wrote just tell me and I'm going to try and explain them better ok???

SUMMARY: Syaoran's past and Sakura's present are connected without them knowing it, they have to face their fears from the past and the present to overcome the threat that is trying to destroy their world and the people they love

DISCLAIMER: I don't own CCS or any of the characters they belong to Clamp,  I only own Josh (don't ask) if they were mine the anime would have been LONGER but oh well…. (do I have to do this every chapter???)

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My past Your present Our future

Syaoran's POV (I'm not into this so this will not be happening a lot ok???)

One spell, that's all it took, a spell we didn't knew about, even Eriol was surprised, we tried everything to get her back and we almost lost Eriol in the process but we didn't succeed.

I can't forget her face when the spell hit her, it was like she was expecting it, like if she knew what was going to happen and she accept it with arms wide open, she didn't have anything to loose, they made sure of that taking away the persons she loved the most, her father and Touya, all she had was me but that wasn't good enough.

I couldn't save her and I hate myself for it I know I could have done something, but she didn't let me, maybe if I had tried harder… then maybe… why life is so unfair?

I remember every second after the spell hit her, Eriol's surprised face, Meiling screaming, Tomoyo fainting, Kero trying to break free, Yue trying to get "them" and I can see myself standing there, not believing what I was seeing, what I was living.

I guess I stopped feeling after I learned that I had lost her for good and that there was nothing to do, I haven't left mi bedroom since then and I can't go back to Hong Kong, mother said that I had to stay here, I guess she can't fell my pain, everything makes me think about her, even my bedroom, here is where I told her about the Li clan plans, I told her that I had to marry someone with magic and I remember her telling me that maybe we could find a girl with magic powers, that maybe Nakuru wanted to marry me, she smiled at me and the broke out laughing because, as she told me, I looked scared, then I went serious and I told her that I didn't wanted anyone but her, she just smiled and kissed me, guess we didn't need words, but now, all that is gone and I don't have nothing else.

Meiling sometimes comes to see how I'm doing but we don't talk about that special matter, I think she doesn't want to talk about it because it causes her pain.

I really miss her and I don't know if I can live without her all I want to do is kill myself so that I could be with her again and hold her in my arms and never let her go, but there's something holding me back… something that is calling me, something that is telling me that this is far from over

End of POV

In Hong Kong a boy with amber ayes was lying in his bed looking at a picture of a girl with curly brown hair with beautiful colored honey eyes, she was smiling and hugging a girl with long violet colored hair with eyes that were a clear amethyst color, suddenly he hear someone knocking on his door

"Syaoran!!! Open the door, we need to talk!!" Meiling shouted trying to open the door or trying to break it down she sound desperate, like if there was some fire in the house

"Meiling go away!!!!" Syaoran screamed getting really annoyed 'I really need some peace right now'

"It's an emergency Syaoran, come on!!!" Meiling screamed at the other side of the door

Syaoran gave up and went to open the door, when he opened it he found a really pale Meiling with a serious looking Eriol and a scared Tomoyo

"What's going on?" he asked while watching carefully at each one of them.

"The cards" Meiling said almost out of air

"What about them?" asked a curious Syaoran

"They disappeared Syaoran" said Eriol really serious, Syaoran turned to see him with a very surprised face

"What?" he asked almost afraid and confused

"They are gone" said Meiling looking straight at Syaoran

"And so are Kerberous and Yue" said Eriol, Syaoran felt like fainting but he just stayed there staring at Eriol not knowing what to do or what to say.

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Far away from there in the city of Tomoeda, lived a girl with bright green eyes and long, beautiful and auburn hair, she was beautiful but she had a lot of bad things going on in her life to noticed this, a few weeks ago her mother was killed and the police was busy trying to find the guilty person, but there were no clues to find him. And to put things worse her father and little sister were killed in an airplane accident.

The name of this girl is Sakura and right now she was living with her mother ex-boyfriend and he was an awful person, he was always hurting Sakura or telling her awful things about her mom

Sakura was lying in the grass of the Penguin Park, she was waiting for someone…

Sakura's POV (Again I'm not really into this but I need to write this, I think that this is going to be the last one but I'm not sure ok????)

It's funny how life can change, in less than 5 months I lost my whole family and now I'm living with a person that hates me, not that I like him that much, but living with him is hell. I used to be a really happy girl with a lot of friends but all that changed.

I think I started to change when mi father and my little sister were killed and after that my mom decided to have someone new in her life, I know that my mother didn't loved Toru, she was only trying to forget my dad, I don't really blame her, the pain was so much that she needed something to keep her going with her life, but now… she's gone too.

I never trusted Toru, and I was right, he's the worst man I have ever met, he's always blaming me for my mother's death, I'm really sure he's not hurt because my mother is dead I actually think he's angry because now he's stuck with me, I would gladly leave but I don't have anywhere to go, besides I think I have to stay with him until I'm 18 and then I can have everything that my family wanted me to have but I think that Toru wants all that.

To make things worse I found, no wait is more like that book found me, it was yellow with the name of Suki in the front but the moment I touched the book it became pink with the name of Sakura on it, on the inside it has a lot of cards, they are like tarot cards and they are yellow, well that's not the problem, my problem is that a stuffed animal arrived to my bedroom and told me that I was the chosen one, I don't know who choose me but I'm going to kill that person, the stuffed animal told me a lot of things that confused me, something about a card mistress or something like that, something about an evil and that I have to change the cards, I didn't really understand him, not that I listened to everything he said but I don't really have the time or the energy to be doing things that a stuffed animal is telling me to do.

Right now all I want to do is focus on the stupid musical that my school is holding but I have to say that one of the cards caught my attention and I converted it like the stuffed animal told me, but I'm not sure that I'm going to change more of that cards is not that important right???

End of POV

"Hey Sakura" a brown haired boy with green and brown eyes (you know that color right?? Is not green but is not brown is a mixture of both colors) told Sakura and sat beside her.

"Hey Josh" said Sakura and stood up to stretch a little

"So what happened to your stuffed animal??" Josh asked with a little laugh and trying to not break down lying

"Shut up Josh!!! You know he doesn't like to be called like that" said Sakura with anger in her voice

"Oh yeah I think he made sure "we" don't call him like that again… how's your finger by the way???" he asked with a false concerned face

"It's fine thank you very much" said Sakura hitting him on the arm

"Ow!!" said Josh pretending to be hurt

"Oh shut… great just great" said Sakura looking past Josh with a really annoyed voice

"What??" asked Josh turning to look at what Sakura was watching "oh forget about my question"

"Sakura!!!" screamed a yellow looking stuffed animal (we all know who is him) "C'mon you have to change the cards, please!!!! And please FEED ME!!!!" Kero screamed

"Look KERO I don't really want to change them and besides I already change one of them…" started to say Sakura with an annoyed voice

"And she fainted" said Josh

"Yeah, that too, but as I was saying I changed one, why do I have to change all of them??" asked Sakura really annoyed with Kero

"You just have to, look it's a really long story but they can save your life and others life and… and… ah!! How do I explain this to you??" said Kero really confused, he was trying to give Sakura a reason to change the cards without revealing what happened to the last card mistress 'I wish Eriol was here' Kero thought.

"Look I don't have a reason to change them when I have a reason I might change them…" said Sakura

"But if you don't change them…" Kero started to say but Sakura interrupt him

"Besides I have a lot of things to do, with the musical and all that" she said rolling her eyes

"Yeah so we are leaving stuff… err… I mean Kero" said Josh standing up "C'mon Sakura" said Josh grabbing her wrist

"Bye Kero see you later" screamed Sakura while walking with Josh.

"I wish you could understand Sakura, something really bad is going to happen if "they" get a hold on the cards, I can't loose another card mistress, you are our only hope, Yue where are you I could use your help here!!!!" screamed Kero to no one in particular.

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Ok how was it??? I think it was better than the other version don't you think???

Well I hope you liked it and well… since Josh is forcing me to do this… I need 5 reviews for the next chapter, I hate to do this but I really need to know if you liked or hated the story, besides I think is better if I know that someone is reading this right???

Well that's all for now… see you later BYE!!!!