A/N: Okay, first off, I wanna tell ya'll that I'm in a fuckin pissed off mood as I type this. Second, my best friend Jessy, SUCKS! Lol Ya'll know how she's getting married this weekend, well shouldn't I be the maid of honor since EVERYONE likes me, I've known her since she was 4, and we been friends for like EVER!? Yeah, I'm not. Jesse's fuckin little sister, who NO ONE likes, is the damn mother fuckin maid of honor. So fuck this whole wedding. I don't even wanna go. Okay, onto story business. I get the feeling that I'm still confusing people. Is that true? I think ya'll got confused when I went from Jeff's wait onto telling you people what happens YEARS later. That was just the best way to set up this story. That's why I did it. I suppose if ya'll have more questions about it, ask me in your reviews and I'll see if I can explain things better without actually telling you the outcome of things. Or IM me or e-mail me or something. And whoever suggested listening to "Serenity" by Godsmack while reading that last chapter, not a bad idea. I never thought to use it. I just kept hearing the Angel/ Buffy song during that chapter. I don't know why, just seemed to fit and there had been someway to put audio sounds in chapters, I would have done it. Um, I think that's it. On with the chapter.

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Jeff yawned as he climbed out of his bed the next morning. He was shocked to have found me not in bed with him, forgetting what had happened the night before. He slowly walked down the stairs and outside in his boxers and examined all my stuff he had thrown out of the house. He sighed and slowly started bringing everything back in the house.

While Jeff was moving me back into the house, Matt was pounding on my bedroom door, yelling, "Casey, get your ass outta bed! I have to talk to you!" He did this a few times before taking it upon himself to walk in. "Casey, get," he stopped short and stared at my empty bed, finishing his sentence quietly, "up." He looked around my room and noticed that some of the shelves were empty, drawers were empty and opened, and my closet was half empty. "AMY!"

"What?! Jesus, Matt, there are tons of other people sleeping in this house!" she yelled slapping his shoulder. He just pointed around my room and stared at her with his arms crossed. "Oh shit. Where the hell is she?!"

"I don't know. But she's not here and there's no note," Matt replied.

"What's goin on?" Adam asked sticking his head through the door with Michael in his arms.

"Casey's gone," Amy answered.

"What do you mean she's gone?!" Adam exclaimed causing Michael to cry. "Oh Jesus Christ. Where the hell could she have gone?!"

"Call Shannon," Amy said pointing to the phone on my nite stand. Matt quickly called Shannon and shook his head when Shannon responded with a no about me being there or knowing where I was. "Try Jeff's. Maybe she's over gathering her stuff." Matt nodded to her and called his brother. When there was no answer, everyone started to get worried.

"Where the hell is she?!" Jeff cried bursting into the room. Matt slammed the phone down and looked at him.

"We don't know. We were just trying to get a hold of you to ask you the same thing," Matt said.

"She fuckin left her engagement ring on my nite stand," Jeff said holding the ring out.

"Oh Jeff, I'm sorry," Amy said walking over to hug him but he pushed her away.

"I want to know where she is," Jeff said roughly.

"Honey, if we could tell you, we would," Amy replied as Shannon joined the group of them.

"Find her?" he asked worriedly. They all shook their heads at him. "Did anyone call her cell phone?"

Matt jumped right on the phone and they started hearing the cell phone ring I had been using since I got it. Amy walked over to the dresser and picked up my ringing cell phone. "Why would she leave her cell phone here?!" Amy exclaimed. "How the hell are we supposed to know she's alright?!"

"Maybe she doesn't want us to know. Maybe she doesn't think we care enough to want to know," Adam said softly sitting on my bed.

"You don't think she ran away, do you?" Shannon asked.

"That's exactly what I think happened," Matt said.

"Call Shane, maybe he knows something," Jeff said, his voice shaking as he said Shane's name.

"No answer," Matt said hanging the phone up.

"They fuckin left together!" Jeff yelled throwing the ring at the wall. Amy rushed to pick it up and slipped it in the pocket of her pajamas.

"You don't know that," Shannon said.

"Oh please, do you think I'm that stupid?!" Jeff exclaimed. "Whatever, I'm goin home. If you hear anything from her, let me know." Jeff walked away leaving the others shocked.

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"I can't believe we're going to Italy," I said with a smile as we sat in the terminal waiting for our flight to be called.

"Yeah, it's going to be awesome. We'll go to Italy for a week. Travel around, go to Venice, Rome, and wherever else. Then on to Greece to visit the ancient ruins. Then to France and spend sometime in Paris. Then England. We're going to have a wonderful time," Shane replied excitedly.

"Do you think they're looking for us?" I asked.

"Huh?" he questioned.

"Do you think they've noticed we've left and are looking for us?" I repeated myself. Shane slipped his arm around my shoulders and rubbed them gently.

"I'm sure they are. Maybe we should call them and let them know we're alright," Shane suggested.

"NO!" I exclaimed. "No, we're not calling them. Hell, I don't know if I even wanna go back."

"Casey, we have to go back at some point."

"If you want to go back, fine, but that doesn't mean I'm going to."

"Casey, we did something that shouldn't have happened. But that doesn't mean that they don't love us and care about us."

"They hate me."

"No they don't."

"Then why'd Jeff kick me out?!"

"Because you slept with his friend."

"And YOU slept with his fiancé!"

"Jesus Christ Casey. Do you not think that I didn't realize that?!"

"I have one question for you. Were you really so drunk that you didn't realize what was goin on? Or were you sober enough to know well enough what was goin on, but didn't care because of your feelings for me?" I asked angrily.

"What the fuck?! Of course I didn't know! Do you honestly think I'm that horrible of a person?!"

"Well sometimes I just wonder. I mean you haven't exactly been secretive about your feelings for me. You tell me everyday that you love me."

"Because I do. AS A FRIEND. I can't love you anymore than that because you don't love me anymore than a friend. Gees, I'll just stop telling you that, how's that?!"

"Whatever!"

"Flight 311 to LaGuardia is now boarding."

"Well, it's now or never," I said throwing my bag over my shoulder.

"It's now. Italy here we come!"

"With a plane change in New York," I laughed as Shane grabbed my hand and we headed for the gate. "Shane."

"Yeah?"

"I love you," I smiled.

"I love you too," he replied kissing my cheek.

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"Jeff, you doin okay?" Shannon asked stepping over some of my stuff to get into the bedroom.

"Yeah, I'll be fine," Jeff replied his back facing Shannon as he stared at the wedding bands.

"I'm sorry about everything that happened."

"Not your fault."

"Yeah, but doesn't mean I can't be sorry."

"Shannon, I had the weirdest dream last nite. I swear she was with me last nite."

"What was it about man?"

"Well, I was sitting here on the bed, after all the shit that happened at the wedding, and in walks this thing. I didn't know what it was at first, but as it came closer, I realized it was a rainbow. So the rainbow knelt down in front of me and held my hands. It spoke to me. And the minute it spoke, I knew who it was. It was Casey. But she still looked like a rainbow. So anyways, she's holding my hands and apologizing for what she did. I sat there and listened to what she had to say and in the end I forgave her and we ran away to get married at some little chapel. Then I woke up this morning and realized she wasn't here. But I would have sworn that she was here holding me in the middle of the nite and telling me she loves me and kissing me. But she wasn't. So I then realized that I can't live without her. I love her too much. I'm going to have to make some changes so that I can trust her, but I want her to move back in. Well, I bring her stuff back in and found her ring. I just wish we could find her and tell her," Jeff sighed dropping his head into his hands.

"Are you serious about having a rainbow dream?" Shannon laughed.

"Why are you laughing at my sad pathetic life?"

"Because Casey's constantly having rainbow dreams. She's insistent on sayin that the rainbow isn't you. But we all know it is. She's been havin them for YEARS!" Shannon explained.

"I've been havin them since she and Shane started dating."

"If I remember rightly, that's when they started for her too. Dude you two are meant for each other. It's obvious. If these dreams aren't enough proof, then I don't know what is."

"Yeah, well, now she's run off with Shane. God only knows when or even if I'll ever see her again."

"Knowing Shane, he's probably just keeping an eye on her anyways. Making sure she doesn't get hurt or something. I'm sure they'll be back. They can't stay way forever. They have jobs."

"I don't think she even cares. Ya know, she ran away the first time and left notes."

"Yeah, that she was gone and to not contact her, she'll contact them."

"Well, she couldn't even be bothered to do that!"

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I was walking down a long dirt path, it was dark and I had a hard time seeing where I was going. I was by myself and didn't even know where I was going. I could tell I had been crying, but wasn't sure why. And then it happened. "You broke my heart. How could you do that?!" There was a familiar voice and I turned to it. "Hello?!" I yelled. "You were my one true love. I would have given my life for you!" The voice spoke again. I turned around again and saw it. The rainbow was standing at the end of the path. "Who are you?" I asked. "Why'd you do this to me?" the rainbow asked starting to back away as I got closer. I stared at it as it slowly faded away.

"Oh my God," I said as I sat up straight. I was confused for a second before I realized we were flying over the Atlantic Ocean.

"You okay?" Shane asked.

"Yeah, fine. Just had a bad dream, that's all," I replied turning to look out the window.

"Another rainbow dream?" he asked.

"How'd you know?"

"I can read your mind, remember?" he laughed.

"It was telling me that I broke it's heart and asking my why did what I did to it. Shane, I must be a horrible person or something. This damn rainbow is constantly haunting me!"

"You're not a bad person, Angel. You're an Angel. Your ankle says so!" he laughed.

"I wished you stop joking like that sometimes."

"I'm sorry. I'm just trying to make you laugh. I hate seeing you so upset."

"Well, I wouldn't be so upset if you had stayed OUTTA ME!!" I exclaimed.

"Casey, stop throwin that at me. I'm sorry okay. If I could take it all back, I WOULD! But I can't, so move on!"

"Yeah, well, I can't move on. You don't have to worry about losing the one you love. I DO! And I have!"

"I don't have to worry about losing the one I love?! Fuck you Case. I already have! And you know what? I picked up and lived on quite well thank you."

"Fuck off Shane. You're such an asshole."

"I'm an asshole. Ya know, maybe I should have just let you runaway by yourself."

"Yeah, maybe you should have!" I screamed as I stood up in a huff and stepped over him to go to the bathroom.

"Shit," Shane muttered to himself following me. He knocked on the bathroom door and began to speak to me. "I'm sorry, Angel. Okay? I didn't mean any of that. You know that I didn't. You just make me so mad sometimes." The door suddenly opened an elderly lady walked out. Shane looked at her shocked and turned to the bathroom behind him seeing me standing in the door way crying. "Oops."

"Are you done making a fool of yourself?" I asked sniffling.

"Yeah, for the moment anyways," he smiled.

"Good, then can you hug me?" I asked.

"Yeah, of course." He walked to me and wrapped me up in his arms.