A/N: I had someone ask me about the Cena interview. Well, I didn't hear it
cause I live in Maine and Maine is a pit of nothing-ness. Lol I read it
on www.wrestlingobserver.com. And now there's a STRONG HEATED discussion
about Jeff's return to the WWE and about RVD's firing. I give up with
people....seriously, a lot of them are just stupid. Lol So like I'm sure
everyone knows about the interviews RVD has been doing that kinda bash the
WWE. No he's not being fired, they're tryin everything in their power to
keep him, but he doesn't really want to stay. So everyone's arguing about
that in my Jeff Hardy fan club. And then people are saying that Jeff's
return is just a rumor when in fact it is not. He's confirmed that he'll
be back in March. No exact date, but sometime in March. Everyone's arguing
about that. Personally I think he'll be back at Wrestle Mania. And is
anyone else addicted to the I Love the 80's: Strikes Back on VH1? Lol I
like so remember like 98% of the stuff on that show! And yes, I know I'm
an evil person.......you'll see why I say that at the end of this chapter.
This is the last chapter until I get back from Louisville. So ya'll have
at the very least a week to wait. Anyways, here's the chapter!
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After spending the rest of the nite before the show in catering with Chris, Jay, Rob, and some of the other guys, I decided to go looking for Shane. I was walking alone, Jeff was off with Shannon someplace, and found Adam talking to Rey and Terry. Rey nudged Adam and the three of them started walking towards me.
"Damn Chica! Bout time you came to visit,' Rey smiled kissing my cheek.
"Rey and I will catch up with you later. We have a match right now," Terry smiled patting my shoulder. "Good to see you kiddo." I waved to them as they left Adam and I.
"Case," Adam smiled enveloping me in his arms. "Not the same without you here."
"Yeah, so I've been told," I laughed.
"I heard a silly rumor earlier," Adam broke into a laugh. "I was told you're pregnant."
"I am Adam," I replied.
"Oh my God," Adam said leaning against the wall.
"I've known for about 2 months."
"Well, um, congratulations, I guess," he said rubbing the side of his face.
"You share my feelings about the whole thing!" I laughed.
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know all about this mother business."
"You'll be a great mother!"
"But I've never wanted kids. I'm too immature for that kind of responsibility."
"Casey, you're great with Mikey, K, Willow, and Nichole. You'll be great with your own."
"I'm glad you think so." I looked passed Adam and saw Shane walking down the hall in his street clothes. I kissed Adam's cheek and smiled. "I gotta go talk to Shane. I'll see you later."
"Love ya kid," Adam smiled as I ran off to catch up to Shane.
"Hey, I've been looking for you," I said grabbing his hand.
"Well, here I am."
"Got time to talk?"
"Yeah, let's go to catering," he said holding my hand as we walked. "How have you been?"
"Eh, I could be better. You?" I asked as I sat across from him at a table in the far back corner.
"Great. I don't think I could be happier," he smiled. "I'm glad you're here."
"Me too. I'm glad I could be here. I'm so surprised Jeff let me hang out without him," I said. "Listen, Shane, I have something I have to tell you."
"Oh?"
"I'm sure you've already heard the rumors."
"No, I haven't heard anything. What's up?"
"Well, I'm pregnant," I said softly.
"O, oh. Um, I see," Shane stuttered.
"Yeah, Jeff and I are going to have a baby."
"How far along are you?"
"About 2 and a half months. I found out 2 months ago."
"Is it mine?"
"No, Shane, it's not."
"Are you sure?"
"Shane, I'm positive it's Jeff's."
"Well, if it's mine I want to know and I want to be there for it. You can't cut me out of my child's life!"
"Shane! Listen to the words coming out of my mouth! The baby is JEFF'S!" I exclaimed. "Jesus Shane."
"Sorry, calm down, okay? I just, I was just making sure."
"I know. But you have nothing to worry about." I sighed and looked around the emptying room. "So, um, Shannon seems nice."
"Yeah, I love her. She's great. I mean, I was in love with her years ago and her coming back here brought all those feelings back."
"Well, good luck with her."
"Casey, am I going to have you if I need you? Or are you going to leave here and I'll never see you again?"
"I don't know. Things with Jeff still aren't the peachiest. I'm still amazed that he let me hang out with you."
"So he still doesn't trust you?"
"Oh no, he trusts me tons. It's you he doesn't trust."
"Oh."
"There you are baby!" Jeff smiled sitting down next to me. He kissed my cheek and glared at Shane. "Hey."
"Hi Jeff. Congratulations on your music success and on the baby. You and Casey will make great parents," Shane smiled getting up from the table. "It was good seeing you guys."
I watched him leave and shook my head. "Did I do something wrong?" Jeff asked.
"No, I don't know, possibly," I replied.
"How you doing? You alright? Need to rest or anything?"
"Why wouldn't I be fine?" I laughed.
"Well, being in your condition......"
"Jeff, I'm pregnant, not dying of some disease," I replied.
"Well, how should I know? I've never been pregnant before."
"Honey, that's VERY good to hear," I laughed standing up. "Let's go watch the show."
"Casey, I love you."
"I love you too Jeff. Thank you so much for doing this." I kissed him softly and his cheeks blushed slightly.
"Awe shucks," he joked.
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"Can't believe we're going to do this," Jeff smiled as we drove down the road.
"It's not that big of a deal."
"Oh like hell it's not! Baby, you're 6 months pregnant. There's 3 more months. And I don't care what you say, we're finding out what the baby is today," Jeff said.
"I don't think we should. I think we should be surprised."
"Well, we need to think of names."
"Honey, I've done that already."
"Excuse me?"
"Well, if it's a boy it'll be Blake Gilbert Hardy. If it's a girl then it'll be Alexandra Michelle Hardy."
"Oh no. My baby boy is not going to be named some rich kid name like Blake."
"I love the name Blake. In fact one of the really hot guys at my high school was named Blake."
"Rich and preppy?"
"Um, well, sorta."
"Right, no Blake."
"Then what do you suggest?"
"Nero."
"Oh hell no! Nero is NOT a choice."
"Why the hell not?! It's my middle name!"
"He's not going to be name Nero."
"Fine," Jeff pouted as we pulled into the hospital parking lot. Jeff helped me out of the car and we walked into the hospital together. We were taken right in and I laid on the bed.
"Jeff, I'm hungry," I sighed rubbing my stomach.
"Oh gees, what a surprise," he muttered.
"What was that?!" I snapped sitting up on my elbows.
"Nothing honey. What are you hungry for?" he replied putting on a fake smile.
I squinted at him in thought and then it hit me. "Cheese sticks."
"Seriously?!"
"Yeah, and peanut butter so I can dunk them," I smiled.
"Oh God," he cringed disgustedly.
"Good afternoon," our doctor smiled as she walked into the room.
"Hi Dr. Curry," I smiled.
"How are you feeling today?"
"Oh fine!"
"No pains, aches, discomforts?"
"Oh well, of course, but other than the usual, I'm fine."
"Yeah, the back pains are starting to set in," Jeff stated. "And her cravings for food are really bizarre."
"Oh that's normal. I wouldn't worry too much about that," she laughed as she started the sonogram. "Well, there's the head."
"It's the head!" Jeff exclaimed happily. I rolled my eyes and laid back, letting him enjoy everything.
"Well, everything looks fine. Do you want to know the sex this time?" she asked.
"Yes!" Jeff replied.
"Casey?" she asked.
"Oh just do what the little bugger wants," I sighed sitting up.
"Well, looks like you're going to have a girl," she smiled.
"A girl?!" Jeff smiled. "Oh wow. Baby, we're gonna have a baby girl!"
"Yippie!" I said sarcastically.
"Mood swings?" Dr. Curry whispered. Jeff nodded quickly.
"Well, at least the name will be Alexandra," I sighed as Jeff helped me off the bed.
"Yeah, we'll talk about this at home," Jeff laughed as we walked out of the room.
"So I'll see you next month, same day, same time," Dr. Curry smiled.
"Thanks," Jeff said.
"What do we have to talk about at home?!" I exclaimed settling in the passenger seat.
"Well, I don't know if I truly like the name Alexandra."
"Well hell! You don't like Blake or Alexandra! Let's just NOT name our child then!"
"We have plenty of time to discuss names. We can look through books and everything until we find the perfect one."
"Why don't you just name the child yourself!? Obviously you don't like any of my suggestions."
"Just calm down. It's not that I don't like Alexandra, cause I do, I just don't think I want my first child to be named that. I want it to be a special name."
"I'm sorry. It's just all these hormones and shit."
"I know, don't worry about it," Jeff smiled grabbing my hand and kissing the back of it.
"Jeff, what about Alana?"
"That's pretty. How about Mackenzie?"
"No."
"No? What's wrong with Mackenzie?"
"I don't want her to have any nicknames like Kenzie, or Mack, or Macky."
"Fine, whatever. Laura?"
"Hell no. I knew a girl with that name and she was a complete and total bitch."
"So I guess Casey's out too," he muttered.
"What?"
"Nothing. Libby?"
"Possibility. Reagan?"
"No way."
"No?!"
"Hey, you got to say no to some of mine. It's only fair Case."
"Rune?"
"Not bad."
"Good, so at least we have a small list, right?" I laughed.
"Right."
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"Jeff, I wanted to have the room either blue or a dark purple!" I exclaimed as I walked into the newly painted spare bedroom.
"What's wrong with pink?! It's the classic baby girl color!" he argued.
"Maybe because it's PINK!" I screamed. "Jeff, I fuckin hate pink! You know that!"
"Well, I want the room pink. And since it already is, too damn bad!" he said pushing past me to go into the bedroom.
"Oh that's bull shit! We never discussed any of this!"
"Well we never discussed having the baby either, but damn, it's happening!"
"What the hell does that mean?!"
"I don't even think this baby is mine!" he screamed at me.
"Oh like fuck it's not! Who else's would it be?!"
"Shane's!"
"Fuck you Jeff. You're such a fuckin asshole! Ya know what, forget it. I'm out of here. You'll never see me or the baby!" I screamed storming out of the bedroom. I reached the top of the stairs and Luna was asleep. I nudged her with my foot and all she did was growl quietly. "FUCKIN MOVE LUNA!" I screamed loudly at her. When she hardly moved, I decided to step over her. Just as I lifted my left foot to follow my right, she moved, tripping me, and causing me to fall down the stairs.
"Casey?!" Jeff yelled hearing my screams and the table by the stairs break. He stood at the top of the stairs, looking down at me in horror. I was on my back and looked lifeless. "Oh Jesus!" He skipped down half the stairs and knelt down next to me. He lifted my hand, letting if drop to my side like a paper weight. "Casey, come on! Wake up baby. I'm sorry. This is all my fault!" he cried. He rubbed my forehead, but I still laid there still and silent. He grabbed his phone and called 911, too afraid to move me incase he would cause permanent damage. The paramedics were on their way and he sat there, holding my hand and crying. Whispering words of love to me as we waited.
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After spending the rest of the nite before the show in catering with Chris, Jay, Rob, and some of the other guys, I decided to go looking for Shane. I was walking alone, Jeff was off with Shannon someplace, and found Adam talking to Rey and Terry. Rey nudged Adam and the three of them started walking towards me.
"Damn Chica! Bout time you came to visit,' Rey smiled kissing my cheek.
"Rey and I will catch up with you later. We have a match right now," Terry smiled patting my shoulder. "Good to see you kiddo." I waved to them as they left Adam and I.
"Case," Adam smiled enveloping me in his arms. "Not the same without you here."
"Yeah, so I've been told," I laughed.
"I heard a silly rumor earlier," Adam broke into a laugh. "I was told you're pregnant."
"I am Adam," I replied.
"Oh my God," Adam said leaning against the wall.
"I've known for about 2 months."
"Well, um, congratulations, I guess," he said rubbing the side of his face.
"You share my feelings about the whole thing!" I laughed.
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know all about this mother business."
"You'll be a great mother!"
"But I've never wanted kids. I'm too immature for that kind of responsibility."
"Casey, you're great with Mikey, K, Willow, and Nichole. You'll be great with your own."
"I'm glad you think so." I looked passed Adam and saw Shane walking down the hall in his street clothes. I kissed Adam's cheek and smiled. "I gotta go talk to Shane. I'll see you later."
"Love ya kid," Adam smiled as I ran off to catch up to Shane.
"Hey, I've been looking for you," I said grabbing his hand.
"Well, here I am."
"Got time to talk?"
"Yeah, let's go to catering," he said holding my hand as we walked. "How have you been?"
"Eh, I could be better. You?" I asked as I sat across from him at a table in the far back corner.
"Great. I don't think I could be happier," he smiled. "I'm glad you're here."
"Me too. I'm glad I could be here. I'm so surprised Jeff let me hang out without him," I said. "Listen, Shane, I have something I have to tell you."
"Oh?"
"I'm sure you've already heard the rumors."
"No, I haven't heard anything. What's up?"
"Well, I'm pregnant," I said softly.
"O, oh. Um, I see," Shane stuttered.
"Yeah, Jeff and I are going to have a baby."
"How far along are you?"
"About 2 and a half months. I found out 2 months ago."
"Is it mine?"
"No, Shane, it's not."
"Are you sure?"
"Shane, I'm positive it's Jeff's."
"Well, if it's mine I want to know and I want to be there for it. You can't cut me out of my child's life!"
"Shane! Listen to the words coming out of my mouth! The baby is JEFF'S!" I exclaimed. "Jesus Shane."
"Sorry, calm down, okay? I just, I was just making sure."
"I know. But you have nothing to worry about." I sighed and looked around the emptying room. "So, um, Shannon seems nice."
"Yeah, I love her. She's great. I mean, I was in love with her years ago and her coming back here brought all those feelings back."
"Well, good luck with her."
"Casey, am I going to have you if I need you? Or are you going to leave here and I'll never see you again?"
"I don't know. Things with Jeff still aren't the peachiest. I'm still amazed that he let me hang out with you."
"So he still doesn't trust you?"
"Oh no, he trusts me tons. It's you he doesn't trust."
"Oh."
"There you are baby!" Jeff smiled sitting down next to me. He kissed my cheek and glared at Shane. "Hey."
"Hi Jeff. Congratulations on your music success and on the baby. You and Casey will make great parents," Shane smiled getting up from the table. "It was good seeing you guys."
I watched him leave and shook my head. "Did I do something wrong?" Jeff asked.
"No, I don't know, possibly," I replied.
"How you doing? You alright? Need to rest or anything?"
"Why wouldn't I be fine?" I laughed.
"Well, being in your condition......"
"Jeff, I'm pregnant, not dying of some disease," I replied.
"Well, how should I know? I've never been pregnant before."
"Honey, that's VERY good to hear," I laughed standing up. "Let's go watch the show."
"Casey, I love you."
"I love you too Jeff. Thank you so much for doing this." I kissed him softly and his cheeks blushed slightly.
"Awe shucks," he joked.
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"Can't believe we're going to do this," Jeff smiled as we drove down the road.
"It's not that big of a deal."
"Oh like hell it's not! Baby, you're 6 months pregnant. There's 3 more months. And I don't care what you say, we're finding out what the baby is today," Jeff said.
"I don't think we should. I think we should be surprised."
"Well, we need to think of names."
"Honey, I've done that already."
"Excuse me?"
"Well, if it's a boy it'll be Blake Gilbert Hardy. If it's a girl then it'll be Alexandra Michelle Hardy."
"Oh no. My baby boy is not going to be named some rich kid name like Blake."
"I love the name Blake. In fact one of the really hot guys at my high school was named Blake."
"Rich and preppy?"
"Um, well, sorta."
"Right, no Blake."
"Then what do you suggest?"
"Nero."
"Oh hell no! Nero is NOT a choice."
"Why the hell not?! It's my middle name!"
"He's not going to be name Nero."
"Fine," Jeff pouted as we pulled into the hospital parking lot. Jeff helped me out of the car and we walked into the hospital together. We were taken right in and I laid on the bed.
"Jeff, I'm hungry," I sighed rubbing my stomach.
"Oh gees, what a surprise," he muttered.
"What was that?!" I snapped sitting up on my elbows.
"Nothing honey. What are you hungry for?" he replied putting on a fake smile.
I squinted at him in thought and then it hit me. "Cheese sticks."
"Seriously?!"
"Yeah, and peanut butter so I can dunk them," I smiled.
"Oh God," he cringed disgustedly.
"Good afternoon," our doctor smiled as she walked into the room.
"Hi Dr. Curry," I smiled.
"How are you feeling today?"
"Oh fine!"
"No pains, aches, discomforts?"
"Oh well, of course, but other than the usual, I'm fine."
"Yeah, the back pains are starting to set in," Jeff stated. "And her cravings for food are really bizarre."
"Oh that's normal. I wouldn't worry too much about that," she laughed as she started the sonogram. "Well, there's the head."
"It's the head!" Jeff exclaimed happily. I rolled my eyes and laid back, letting him enjoy everything.
"Well, everything looks fine. Do you want to know the sex this time?" she asked.
"Yes!" Jeff replied.
"Casey?" she asked.
"Oh just do what the little bugger wants," I sighed sitting up.
"Well, looks like you're going to have a girl," she smiled.
"A girl?!" Jeff smiled. "Oh wow. Baby, we're gonna have a baby girl!"
"Yippie!" I said sarcastically.
"Mood swings?" Dr. Curry whispered. Jeff nodded quickly.
"Well, at least the name will be Alexandra," I sighed as Jeff helped me off the bed.
"Yeah, we'll talk about this at home," Jeff laughed as we walked out of the room.
"So I'll see you next month, same day, same time," Dr. Curry smiled.
"Thanks," Jeff said.
"What do we have to talk about at home?!" I exclaimed settling in the passenger seat.
"Well, I don't know if I truly like the name Alexandra."
"Well hell! You don't like Blake or Alexandra! Let's just NOT name our child then!"
"We have plenty of time to discuss names. We can look through books and everything until we find the perfect one."
"Why don't you just name the child yourself!? Obviously you don't like any of my suggestions."
"Just calm down. It's not that I don't like Alexandra, cause I do, I just don't think I want my first child to be named that. I want it to be a special name."
"I'm sorry. It's just all these hormones and shit."
"I know, don't worry about it," Jeff smiled grabbing my hand and kissing the back of it.
"Jeff, what about Alana?"
"That's pretty. How about Mackenzie?"
"No."
"No? What's wrong with Mackenzie?"
"I don't want her to have any nicknames like Kenzie, or Mack, or Macky."
"Fine, whatever. Laura?"
"Hell no. I knew a girl with that name and she was a complete and total bitch."
"So I guess Casey's out too," he muttered.
"What?"
"Nothing. Libby?"
"Possibility. Reagan?"
"No way."
"No?!"
"Hey, you got to say no to some of mine. It's only fair Case."
"Rune?"
"Not bad."
"Good, so at least we have a small list, right?" I laughed.
"Right."
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"Jeff, I wanted to have the room either blue or a dark purple!" I exclaimed as I walked into the newly painted spare bedroom.
"What's wrong with pink?! It's the classic baby girl color!" he argued.
"Maybe because it's PINK!" I screamed. "Jeff, I fuckin hate pink! You know that!"
"Well, I want the room pink. And since it already is, too damn bad!" he said pushing past me to go into the bedroom.
"Oh that's bull shit! We never discussed any of this!"
"Well we never discussed having the baby either, but damn, it's happening!"
"What the hell does that mean?!"
"I don't even think this baby is mine!" he screamed at me.
"Oh like fuck it's not! Who else's would it be?!"
"Shane's!"
"Fuck you Jeff. You're such a fuckin asshole! Ya know what, forget it. I'm out of here. You'll never see me or the baby!" I screamed storming out of the bedroom. I reached the top of the stairs and Luna was asleep. I nudged her with my foot and all she did was growl quietly. "FUCKIN MOVE LUNA!" I screamed loudly at her. When she hardly moved, I decided to step over her. Just as I lifted my left foot to follow my right, she moved, tripping me, and causing me to fall down the stairs.
"Casey?!" Jeff yelled hearing my screams and the table by the stairs break. He stood at the top of the stairs, looking down at me in horror. I was on my back and looked lifeless. "Oh Jesus!" He skipped down half the stairs and knelt down next to me. He lifted my hand, letting if drop to my side like a paper weight. "Casey, come on! Wake up baby. I'm sorry. This is all my fault!" he cried. He rubbed my forehead, but I still laid there still and silent. He grabbed his phone and called 911, too afraid to move me incase he would cause permanent damage. The paramedics were on their way and he sat there, holding my hand and crying. Whispering words of love to me as we waited.
