A/N: Hey! This is my first fanfic, so I hope you all like it! Its just a short songfic (probably one of the few songfics done to a showtune () of the song I'm not that Girl (from Wicked) . Summer drabbles on Coop and Ryan, and has a crush on Ryan. This is present time, BTW. Sooo, R&R Please (go a little easy on me, as it is my first ().

Hands touch

Eyes meet

Sudden silence

Sudden heat

Hearts leap in a giddy whirl

He could be that boy

I'm not that girl.

Summer was really starting to hate Coop. Seriously. Coop always got the boy. Even when they're not going out, Ryan ALWAYS had his eyes on her. Summer couldn't remember exactly when she started liking him, but now it was a monster crush. So monster that she always avoided him, even though they always hung out as a group. But now Coop had to go and ruin ANY chance she had by asking him out. Again.

Don't dream too far

Don't loose sight of who you are

Don't remember that rush of joy

He could be that boy...

I'm not that girl.

They had even started having moments, too. Just a little glance, a moment too long. Oh sure, she was going out with Seth, but it just wasn't the same. She didn't feel so...intense around him. Not that Ryan had the slightest clue how she felt. Or maybe he did...

Every so often we long to steal

To the land of what might have been

But that doesn't soften the ache we feel

When reality sets back in...

Maybe he was just toying with her feelings, like all boys think they can. Even Seth had, with that whole Anna fiasco. Girls toy with boy's feelings too, though. Coop had totally defied Ryan, but he still crawled right back to her. Sure, he resisted for a little while, but he just gravitated towards her again. They always do.

Blithe smile

Lithe limb

She who's winsome

She wins him

Gold hair with a gentle curl

That's the girl he chose...

And heaven knows

I'm not that girl...

First it was just a pang of jealousy, but now Coop was like the devil to her. She was so self centered! The one time Summer TRIED to tell her how she felt about Ryan, Coop just launched into this tearful story about how he wouldn't trust her, and how she loves him oh so much. It made Summer sick to her stomach.

Don't wish

Don't start

Wishing only wounds the heart

I wasn't made for the rose and pearl

There's a girl I know...

He loves her so.

I'm not that girl.

Maybe, someday, he would find out how she felt, and feel the same. Maybe, someday, she would get the guy.

Not Coop. Disclaimer: All Song blurbs are from the song I'm not that Girl, from the musical Wicked. I don't own that song, or any characters from The OC. Thanks.