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Shaoran x Tomoyo fluff.
Two chapters in one update again ^^ !! I'm trying to have the story finished before the new term starts at the end of the month~ if i dont, who knows when ill get to update?! T T why does school have to be so damn time consuming?!
~~~~~Chapter 14: Snowdrops and Allspice~~~~~
Tomoyo's POV
ring, ring, ring
"Hello?"
"Tomoyo-chan!"
"S-sakura-chan."
Great, it's Sakura... what am I supposed to do? Should I tell her what happened with Shaoran? I don't think he was trying to cheat on her... I don't want to believe he'd do that! And she might get the wrong idea if I tell her...
"Tomoyo-chan, I just wanted to... wanted to say I'm sorry for never noticing when you were hurt or upset. I- I mean, Kero pointed it out to me a little while ago... you try to protect me from worrying by hiding it. I'm so sorry... I don't care if it makes me worry, you can tell me anything! Seriously... that's what friends are for..."
"What?! I-I don't really hide... well... Thanks, Sakura-chan. I really do feel that I can tell you anything..."
Anything within reason, that is... I can't tell her about my feelings for Shaoran, after all... But, what brought *this* on?
"I'm glad... thanks for counting on me, Tomoyo. Um... oh, yeah... I also called to ask about what happened with Shaoran-kun..."
What?!
"How- how do you know about that?!"
"What do you mean, 'how do I know'? I'm the one that told him to do it, silly!"
Oh, God... that's what it was about... I guess that means I was right... he was doing it to discourage my feelings... I guess that means Sakura knows I'm in love with her boyfriend... Damn, what if she hates me!? I'd better fix this... somehow.
"Sakura-chan... I'm so sorry! I'm sorry... I know I should have told you, but I don't want to lose our friendship, it's too important to me! You're the sister I never had, Sakura-chan... please don't hate me for this!"
"Hate you?! What would I hate you for?!"
"You're the best friend I've ever had... it's awful! I'm so sorry, Sakura-chan! I didn't mean to! It just kind of happened, and I hid it for years, but I guess I couldn't keep the front up anymore... I didn't mean to let you guys find out... I don't want things to change... please don't hate me, I didn't do it on purpose... it just..."
"Um... Tomoyo-chan... what are you talking about?"
Moral of the story: jumping to conclusions can lead to falling flat on your ass.
"I... um... well..."
"Tomoyo-chan! What could be so bad that you think I'd hate you over it?!"
"I- I love Shaoran!"
"WHAT?!"
"I'm so sorry, Sakura... I really am, and I'd never try to break you two up or anything... I feel so bad about it..."
"Tomoyo-chan..."
"See?! You *do* hate me for it... I just know it..."
"I don't get it..."
"Please don't let it break up our friendship... I promise I'll stay away from him! I never wanted to take him away from you in the first place... I'm sorry... so sorry..."
"Tomoyo-chan."
Her voice took a soft tone... I guess this means she's not angry... is she disappointed in me? Hurt? What am I supposed to say? I have no idea what she's thinking right now...
"..."
"If you're in love with him... why the *hell* did you turn him down?!!"
"W-what?!"
That was... unexpected.
"Why did I turn him down?! Because he's *your* boyfriend, for God's sake! Sakura, you've been dating him for 15 years! Why the hell *wouldn't* I turn him down?!"
"Tomoyo-chan... Shaoran and I aren't... I don't love him anymore."
"He told me the same thing... I don't get it! You guys are always together..."
"And you're always with us!"
"But... when we went to dinner! You were winking at him, and smiling, and he kept blushing..."
"Tomoyo! that was because I had convinced him to confess to you!"
"What?! You- you mean..."
"Shaoran really loves you, Tomoyo! He was serious!"
I feel faint...
"I-I... me? Shaoran... loves *me*?"
"Tomoyo... he really does. He called me to let me know how things went... and, when I heard... I just had to call you. I'm sorry... I never thought *this* would happen, I should have told you before... I didn't know you were in love with him..."
"You mean... you really don't mind that he loves me? You two *really* aren't together?"
Gee, asking questions she's already answered. Go me.
I still don't really believe it, though... I'm dreaming... I know I am...
"Tomoyo-chan, are you kidding?! Shaoran's like a brother to me! And you're my best friend! I couldn't be happier you two fell for each other!"
"Sakura..."
Oh. My. God. Shaoran really *does* love me! He does! *Me*!
... At least he *did*... But, um... what about now?
What if I've ruined everything?!
"Sakura-chan... is Shaoran angry with me?"
"Huh? Why would he be angry?"
"I- I turned him down, didn't I? Did I ruin my only chance with him? Oh, Sakura..."
"Tomoyo... Shaoran *loves* you. He would never give up on you for a misunderstanding like that... and, if he did, I'd kill him for it! I'm sure it'll be fine. But..."
"But?"
"Are you gonna tell him how you feel?!"
"W-what?! No!"
"Aw, c'mon, Tomoyo-chan! He's in love with you and he's already told you! If he doesn't find out you feel the same way... maybe he *will* give up hope!"
"But- I can't! I-I've never..."
"Never what?"
"Never told anyone anything like that before..."
"There's a first time for everything, ne?"
Gods, what an optimist...
"But what if I mess it up?"
"You won't! And, if you do, it's only Shaoran, Tomoyo-chan!"
Advice like Sakura's sure doesn't help alleviate this overwhelming, nervous feeling I have... It's only *Shaoran*? *Only*?! Is she *kidding*?! The mere thought of Shaoran actually having meant what he said is making me dizzy!
I know... I *do* have to fix this situation and tell him... but I really don't know how to do it without making an idiot of myself.
"Thanks, Sakura-chan... thanks for everything."
"Hey, what are best friends for?"
"I only hope I'm as good a friend to you as you are to me... Do you mind if I go now? I'd like to think for a while."
"Of course, Tomoyo-chan! Go ahead, think all you want... but don't think sad thoughts! Remember, Shaoran's in love with you, and you love him! Everything'll turn out peachy-keen, you'll see."
"Thanks, Sakura-chan! Bye!"
"Bye!"
Love, huh?
Shaoran loves me...
~~~~~snowdrops are for consolation, but they can also represent friendship in trouble
~~~~~allspice is for compassion
aggh i know im dragging this out too much... dont mean to its just happening that way! i promise theyll confess in the next update ^^ so stick with me please~!
Shaoran x Tomoyo fluff.
Two chapters in one update again ^^ !! I'm trying to have the story finished before the new term starts at the end of the month~ if i dont, who knows when ill get to update?! T T why does school have to be so damn time consuming?!
~~~~~Chapter 14: Snowdrops and Allspice~~~~~
Tomoyo's POV
ring, ring, ring
"Hello?"
"Tomoyo-chan!"
"S-sakura-chan."
Great, it's Sakura... what am I supposed to do? Should I tell her what happened with Shaoran? I don't think he was trying to cheat on her... I don't want to believe he'd do that! And she might get the wrong idea if I tell her...
"Tomoyo-chan, I just wanted to... wanted to say I'm sorry for never noticing when you were hurt or upset. I- I mean, Kero pointed it out to me a little while ago... you try to protect me from worrying by hiding it. I'm so sorry... I don't care if it makes me worry, you can tell me anything! Seriously... that's what friends are for..."
"What?! I-I don't really hide... well... Thanks, Sakura-chan. I really do feel that I can tell you anything..."
Anything within reason, that is... I can't tell her about my feelings for Shaoran, after all... But, what brought *this* on?
"I'm glad... thanks for counting on me, Tomoyo. Um... oh, yeah... I also called to ask about what happened with Shaoran-kun..."
What?!
"How- how do you know about that?!"
"What do you mean, 'how do I know'? I'm the one that told him to do it, silly!"
Oh, God... that's what it was about... I guess that means I was right... he was doing it to discourage my feelings... I guess that means Sakura knows I'm in love with her boyfriend... Damn, what if she hates me!? I'd better fix this... somehow.
"Sakura-chan... I'm so sorry! I'm sorry... I know I should have told you, but I don't want to lose our friendship, it's too important to me! You're the sister I never had, Sakura-chan... please don't hate me for this!"
"Hate you?! What would I hate you for?!"
"You're the best friend I've ever had... it's awful! I'm so sorry, Sakura-chan! I didn't mean to! It just kind of happened, and I hid it for years, but I guess I couldn't keep the front up anymore... I didn't mean to let you guys find out... I don't want things to change... please don't hate me, I didn't do it on purpose... it just..."
"Um... Tomoyo-chan... what are you talking about?"
Moral of the story: jumping to conclusions can lead to falling flat on your ass.
"I... um... well..."
"Tomoyo-chan! What could be so bad that you think I'd hate you over it?!"
"I- I love Shaoran!"
"WHAT?!"
"I'm so sorry, Sakura... I really am, and I'd never try to break you two up or anything... I feel so bad about it..."
"Tomoyo-chan..."
"See?! You *do* hate me for it... I just know it..."
"I don't get it..."
"Please don't let it break up our friendship... I promise I'll stay away from him! I never wanted to take him away from you in the first place... I'm sorry... so sorry..."
"Tomoyo-chan."
Her voice took a soft tone... I guess this means she's not angry... is she disappointed in me? Hurt? What am I supposed to say? I have no idea what she's thinking right now...
"..."
"If you're in love with him... why the *hell* did you turn him down?!!"
"W-what?!"
That was... unexpected.
"Why did I turn him down?! Because he's *your* boyfriend, for God's sake! Sakura, you've been dating him for 15 years! Why the hell *wouldn't* I turn him down?!"
"Tomoyo-chan... Shaoran and I aren't... I don't love him anymore."
"He told me the same thing... I don't get it! You guys are always together..."
"And you're always with us!"
"But... when we went to dinner! You were winking at him, and smiling, and he kept blushing..."
"Tomoyo! that was because I had convinced him to confess to you!"
"What?! You- you mean..."
"Shaoran really loves you, Tomoyo! He was serious!"
I feel faint...
"I-I... me? Shaoran... loves *me*?"
"Tomoyo... he really does. He called me to let me know how things went... and, when I heard... I just had to call you. I'm sorry... I never thought *this* would happen, I should have told you before... I didn't know you were in love with him..."
"You mean... you really don't mind that he loves me? You two *really* aren't together?"
Gee, asking questions she's already answered. Go me.
I still don't really believe it, though... I'm dreaming... I know I am...
"Tomoyo-chan, are you kidding?! Shaoran's like a brother to me! And you're my best friend! I couldn't be happier you two fell for each other!"
"Sakura..."
Oh. My. God. Shaoran really *does* love me! He does! *Me*!
... At least he *did*... But, um... what about now?
What if I've ruined everything?!
"Sakura-chan... is Shaoran angry with me?"
"Huh? Why would he be angry?"
"I- I turned him down, didn't I? Did I ruin my only chance with him? Oh, Sakura..."
"Tomoyo... Shaoran *loves* you. He would never give up on you for a misunderstanding like that... and, if he did, I'd kill him for it! I'm sure it'll be fine. But..."
"But?"
"Are you gonna tell him how you feel?!"
"W-what?! No!"
"Aw, c'mon, Tomoyo-chan! He's in love with you and he's already told you! If he doesn't find out you feel the same way... maybe he *will* give up hope!"
"But- I can't! I-I've never..."
"Never what?"
"Never told anyone anything like that before..."
"There's a first time for everything, ne?"
Gods, what an optimist...
"But what if I mess it up?"
"You won't! And, if you do, it's only Shaoran, Tomoyo-chan!"
Advice like Sakura's sure doesn't help alleviate this overwhelming, nervous feeling I have... It's only *Shaoran*? *Only*?! Is she *kidding*?! The mere thought of Shaoran actually having meant what he said is making me dizzy!
I know... I *do* have to fix this situation and tell him... but I really don't know how to do it without making an idiot of myself.
"Thanks, Sakura-chan... thanks for everything."
"Hey, what are best friends for?"
"I only hope I'm as good a friend to you as you are to me... Do you mind if I go now? I'd like to think for a while."
"Of course, Tomoyo-chan! Go ahead, think all you want... but don't think sad thoughts! Remember, Shaoran's in love with you, and you love him! Everything'll turn out peachy-keen, you'll see."
"Thanks, Sakura-chan! Bye!"
"Bye!"
Love, huh?
Shaoran loves me...
~~~~~snowdrops are for consolation, but they can also represent friendship in trouble
~~~~~allspice is for compassion
aggh i know im dragging this out too much... dont mean to its just happening that way! i promise theyll confess in the next update ^^ so stick with me please~!
