Figure.09
Author's note: This describes Snape's feelings when he becomes a Death Eater. In my fanon, he's already doubting and thinking of turning to Dumbledore's side, but he's not sure if he can do it without getting caught. BTW, I firmly believe that Snape was in love with Lily so the girl he's thinking about is her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
[Nothing ever stops all these thoughts]
It's too late now
[And the pain attached to them]
Isn't it?
[Sometimes I wonder why this is happening]
I can't do anything to stop it
[It's like nothing I can do will distract me when]
Your eyes are like fires
[I think of how I shot myself in the back again]
They burn inside me forever
['Cause from the infinite words I could say]
They led me here tonight
[Put all the pain you gave to me on display]
Loured me into the trap you set up for me
[But didn't realize]
You knew this would happen
[Instead of setting it free]
Knew I'd come if you called
[I took what I hated and made it part of me]
Knew I'd do anything for you
[It never goes away]
But you're wrong
[And now]
I won't
~*~
[You've become a part of me]
Eyes of fire on my naked skin
[You'll always be right here]
Shapes of fire formed in the darkness
[You've become a part of me]
The final step is taken
[You'll always be my fear]
I'm lost in you
[I can't separate myself from what I've done]
I can't go back now
[I've given up a part of me]
I'm marked
[I've let myself become you]
Forever marked
~*~
[Hearing your name]
You will be the death of me
[The memories come back again]
I know that you're laughing
[I remember when it started happening]
Cruel laugh echoing inside me
[I'd see you in every thought I had and then]
Your promise is already broken
[The thoughts slowly found words attached to them]
I guess I knew from the beginning
[And I knew as they escaped away I was committing myself to them]
You will be the death of me
[And every day I regret those things]
I don't care anymore
['Cause now I see]
I will get my revenge one day
[That I took what I hated and made it a part of me]
You will be the death of me
[It never goes away]
The death of them
[And now]
Of her
~*~
[You've become a part of me]
It hurts so much
[You'll always be right here]
The pain will never fade
[You've become a part of me]
The shame will never vanish
[You'll always be my fear]
You've cursed me
[I can't separate myself from what I've done]
I can't fight back
[I've given up a part of me]
I can't stand up to you
[I've let myself become you]
But I can lie
~*~
[Get away from me]
I will lie my way out
[Gimme my space back, you gotta just go]
You will never know
[Everything comes down to memories of you]
They will never see
[I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know]
They are only drones
[I've let you go]
Mindless idiots with nothing to lose
[Get away from me]
Except their lives
[Gimme my space back, you gotta just go]
Survival of the fittest
[Everything comes down to memories of you]
They will not last
[I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know]
They cannot deceive you
[I've let you go]
But I can
~*~
[I've let myself become you]
I carry the only weapon
[I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you]
I alone can defeat you
[Giving up a part of me]
I will show her I love her
[I've let myself become you]
I will make the mark fade
Author's note: This describes Snape's feelings when he becomes a Death Eater. In my fanon, he's already doubting and thinking of turning to Dumbledore's side, but he's not sure if he can do it without getting caught. BTW, I firmly believe that Snape was in love with Lily so the girl he's thinking about is her.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
[Nothing ever stops all these thoughts]
It's too late now
[And the pain attached to them]
Isn't it?
[Sometimes I wonder why this is happening]
I can't do anything to stop it
[It's like nothing I can do will distract me when]
Your eyes are like fires
[I think of how I shot myself in the back again]
They burn inside me forever
['Cause from the infinite words I could say]
They led me here tonight
[Put all the pain you gave to me on display]
Loured me into the trap you set up for me
[But didn't realize]
You knew this would happen
[Instead of setting it free]
Knew I'd come if you called
[I took what I hated and made it part of me]
Knew I'd do anything for you
[It never goes away]
But you're wrong
[And now]
I won't
~*~
[You've become a part of me]
Eyes of fire on my naked skin
[You'll always be right here]
Shapes of fire formed in the darkness
[You've become a part of me]
The final step is taken
[You'll always be my fear]
I'm lost in you
[I can't separate myself from what I've done]
I can't go back now
[I've given up a part of me]
I'm marked
[I've let myself become you]
Forever marked
~*~
[Hearing your name]
You will be the death of me
[The memories come back again]
I know that you're laughing
[I remember when it started happening]
Cruel laugh echoing inside me
[I'd see you in every thought I had and then]
Your promise is already broken
[The thoughts slowly found words attached to them]
I guess I knew from the beginning
[And I knew as they escaped away I was committing myself to them]
You will be the death of me
[And every day I regret those things]
I don't care anymore
['Cause now I see]
I will get my revenge one day
[That I took what I hated and made it a part of me]
You will be the death of me
[It never goes away]
The death of them
[And now]
Of her
~*~
[You've become a part of me]
It hurts so much
[You'll always be right here]
The pain will never fade
[You've become a part of me]
The shame will never vanish
[You'll always be my fear]
You've cursed me
[I can't separate myself from what I've done]
I can't fight back
[I've given up a part of me]
I can't stand up to you
[I've let myself become you]
But I can lie
~*~
[Get away from me]
I will lie my way out
[Gimme my space back, you gotta just go]
You will never know
[Everything comes down to memories of you]
They will never see
[I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know]
They are only drones
[I've let you go]
Mindless idiots with nothing to lose
[Get away from me]
Except their lives
[Gimme my space back, you gotta just go]
Survival of the fittest
[Everything comes down to memories of you]
They will not last
[I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know]
They cannot deceive you
[I've let you go]
But I can
~*~
[I've let myself become you]
I carry the only weapon
[I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you]
I alone can defeat you
[Giving up a part of me]
I will show her I love her
[I've let myself become you]
I will make the mark fade
