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REYES POV
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It felt good to be home. Well Johns house, but I spend so much time there its just like home. I know everyone wants me to tell them what had happened to me. But I couldn't. I told what I could to John, but I couldn't tell him any more than what I did. It would be to hard. Thoughts of it all going around in my head. Which is the real world? This one or the other? Am I mad for believing that this is the real world. I couldn't think about it. The more I did the more insane I felt. Even if this world isn't real, it seems a hell of a lot better than the other. As John, Lana and I entered the house Mulder and Scully pull up into the driveway and park their car next to Johns. Once we are all inside and sitting down in the front room, everyone relaxes.

Anyone want to order a pizza for lunch or something? I suggested.

Didn't you eat the lovely hospital food? Mulder grinned over at me.

No way.

I'll go order the pizza and get us some drinks. John said as he stood up. I looked at Lana on the floor who was now happily amused with a little stuffed teddy bear she was playing with.

So Monica how are you feeling? Dana asked me.

I'm fine, just a little tired.

What do you think the Super Soldiers wanted from you? Dana suddenly asked. I could tell Mulder hadn't wanted her to ask me that. He started fidgeting nervously.

I don't know.

Yes you do. She stated simply. At this point John came back into the room and saw us in a staring contest. Seeing who would back down first.

What's going on in here?

Monica wont tell us what they wanted from her. Dana told him, not taking her eyes off of me.

I told you, I don't know.

You're lying. You do know. What did they do to you?

Its none of your business.

Yes it is when it puts Mulder or William in danger.

This doesn't!

Yes it does!

You want to know what they did?

Yes I do.

They made me think this world wasn't real. I thought my whole life, my entire existence was all made up. I thought I was insane. They made me believe it. In that place none of this was real. My entire life was all in my imagination.

What did they want from you though?

They wanted to know about a meeting Cancer Man had with Bill Mulder. About some files that where hidden away. When I was little I was awake one night and saw them talking. I saw where the files went and I heard what they were talking about.

What was in the files?

I don't know. I whispered.

We need to find out. Mulder said.

I just wanted to forget this.

It may be important. And unless we have whatever is in those files maybe they will try and take you again. Mulder explained. I nodded my head. Agreeing with him. Do you remember where it was hidden?



Skinner had given you a week off to recover. Feel up to taking a trip? Mulder asked me.

Now wait a goddamn minute! She's not up for taking a trip. She needs the week to recover not go back down memory lane with you. John stated.

Its her decision. Both of them look towards me for my answer.

I'll go. John leaves the room, I wince as I hear the bedroom door being slammed shut.

Go up to him. Dana whispered. I nodded and made my way up the stairs. I slowly open the door. I find John sitting at the end of the bed.

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DOGGETT POV
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I look up at hearing her call my name. SHe takes a seat next to me on the bed. I instantly pull her into my arms and cant help but let all the emotion I've been feeling out.

I don't want you to go with Mulder. I tell her as I pull away a little. My arms are still wrapped around her waist. Hers are still around my neck.

Why not?

I don't want to see anything happen to you.

Nothing will happen to me. Mulder will protect me and it wont be for more than a couple of days at the most.

I cant lose you.

You wont ever lose me.

Why do you have to go? Answer me that.

I just need to. I need to know who I am, who I was and where I came from.

Just promise me you'll always have your weapon on you and you'll be careful.

I promise. I lean down and place my lips gently on her. She responds with a soft kiss. We pull apart and I lena my forehead against her.

Neither Mulder or Scully have noticed the ring yet. I look down at the engagement ring on her finger. She laughs slightly.

Guess they're not as observant as they think.

Want to go and tell them?

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MULDER POV
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I couldn't believe Dana had come right out with it. I was planning on giving Monica at least a day to recover and relax. Once she goes upstairs to follow JOhn I turn to Dana.

I thought I was going to ask her in a couple of days.

We need to know now. The information could be important. The sooner we know the information the better.

I guess you're right. I tell her, I expect to see her smile but I see that she has a worried look on her face. What's wrong?

I don't want you to go.

I have to. I have to help Monica remember and we have to get those files.

Promise me you'll be careful.

You know I will. I pull her into my arms as she cries into my chest. I gently stroke her hair as she cries, not stopping for a long time.