The love in the darkness.
Chapter 4 The Confession
By Kitty Tasuki
Cause sometimes you just feel tired.
You feel weak and when you feel weak you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.
Till I collapse I'm spilling these raps long as you feel em
Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not killing them
Cause when I am not then I am stop pinning them
And I am not hip-hop and I'm just not Eminem.
Subliminal thoughts when I'm stop sending them women are caught in webs spin and hauk venom
Adrenaline shots of penicillin could not get the illing to stop. Amoxacilin is just not real
enough.
The criminal cop killing hip-hop filling minimal swap to cop millions of Pac listeners.
Your coming with me, feel it or not you're gonna fear it like I showed you the spirit of god lives in us.
You hear it a lot, lyrics the shock is it a miracle or am I just a product of pop fizzing up.
For shizzle my whizzle this is the plot listen up you bizzles forgot slizzle does not give a
fuck.
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high wear out
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse.
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can't shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high wear out
I'am rip this shit till my bone collapse.
Music is like magic there's a certain feeling you get when your real
and you spit and people are feeling your shit.
This is your moment and every single minute you spend trying to hold onto it
cause you may never get it again.
So while you're in it try to get as much shit as you can
and when your run is over just admit when its at its end.
Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half this shit that gets in.
I got a list here's the order of my list that it's in.
It goes, Reggie, Jay-Z, Tupac and Biggie, Andre from Outcast, Jada, Kurupt,
Nas and then me. But in this industry I'm the cause of a lot of envy,
so when I'm not put on this list the shit does not offend me.
That's why you see me walk around like nothing's bothering me.
Even though half you people got a fucken problem with me.
You hate it but you know respect you've got to give me
The press's wet dream like Bobby and Whitney. Nate hit me.
Soon as a verse starts I eat it at MC's heart
what is he thinking? I'ma not to go against me, smart.
And its absurd how people hang on every word.
I'll probably never get the props I feel I ever deserve
But I'll never be served my spot is forever reserved
If I ever leave earth that would be the death of me first.
Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothing could ever be worse.
That's why I'm clever when I put together every verse
My thoughts are sporadic, I act like I'm an addict
I rap like I'm addicted to smack like I'm Kim Mathers.
But I don't want to go forth and back in constant battles
The fact is I would rather sit back and bump some rappers.
So this is like a full blown attack I'm launching at them
The track is on some battling raps who want some static
Cause I don't really think that the fact that I'm Slim matters
A plaque of platinum status is whack if I'm not the baddest.
Until the roof
The roof comes off
Until my legs
give out form underneath me
I will not fall,
I will stand tall,
Feels like no one could beat me. (till I collapse- eminem)
It was a bright and early morning for Accalia and Ron. Accalia was already up and dresses before Ron was even close to becoming awake. Last night nothing happened except for the goodnight kiss. Accalia was wondering if she should wake Ron up but thought better of it when she heard Mrs. Weasly calling her for breakfast. Accalia hurried down the stairs because she desperately need a coffee fix.
" Did you have a good sleep, dear?" Mrs. Weasly asked when Accalia came into the kitchen..
" Yeh" Accalia replied reaching for the creamer.
Just then Ron entered the room. Avoiding eye contact with everyone, he sat down and begin to woof down the breakfast his mother was putting on his plate.
" Good morning, ickle ronnickens" Fred said.
" Morning" Ron replied.
Accalia and Fred exchanged glances and begin to laugh. Neither of them could finish eating. Ron blushed a deep red and hurried up to his room. Fred then grab Accalia's arm and dragged her up to his room. Closing the door behind them, he looked at Accalia with joy.
" You don't know do you?" he asked.
" What are you talking about?
" ahh ha, wonder when he's going to tell you."
" I'm so confused."
"Well that's normal for you."
Accalia then grabbed the pillow beside her and tossed at Fred's head. He looked up and left the room. Still very confused, Accalia got up and left to go to the lake that was behind the bunch of trees. Lying on her back, she looked up into the clouds. The sun was at the warmest point, the breeze was blowing just a little and Accalia begin to fall into a light sleep. Not waking until the evening.
"Why Don't You & I" by Santana
(feat. Alex band)
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies... ooo and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied
ooo
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out that everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get together and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again'
So I say 'why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in'
When's this fever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
ooo and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied
And slowly I begin to realize this is never gonna end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again, oh'
Waking up to the smell of good food. Accalia ran to the backyard of the house. There was all these good foods. The table was decorated with different types of flowers. Place cards were placed in front of the vases and candles. Looking around she noticed that Ron was at the other side of her. Looking around for someone to ask what was going on, Mrs. Weasly was coming towards here carrying a basket of silverware.
" O there you are. Ron was just looking for you."
" What is all this?"
" It's Ginny's birthday party."
" O I totally forgot about it. I should go change."
Running up into the house. She ran into about everyone except Ron. Changing into a black skirt with a blue kimono top. Her hair was in a high ponytail, with curls on the side of her face. Just as she was putting her high heels when Ron walked in. He had a suit that fit him perfectly.
" You look wonderful." he said.
" Thank you."
" Umm, mum told me to come get you."
Taking her arm, he led her out of the room and down into the backyard. As they got to the table, Ron pulled out Accalia's chair for her. As soon as Ron sat down, everyone begin to eat. Ron kept looking up at Accalia and when she met his eyes, he looked down at his plate. Dinner was great. They finished up with a pistachio ice cream sundae. Mrs. Weasly was clearing the table off when Ron asked Accalia to take a walk with him. Agreeing she got up, grabbed his arm and they both walked to the trees. Approaching a bench, Ron begin to act strange.
" Accalia, I I I havvve to to tell you something."
" Does this have something to do with why you have been acting strangely?"
" Yes I guess so."
He looked up into her eyes and leaned forward. Accalia was not expecting what was going to happen. He put a hand up to her face and leaned into kiss her. A warm feeling flooded her body. Pulling away, Ron took her hand.
" I love you."
" What?"
" I've loved you for like forever and I don't want you to lose you. I know it sounds corny but I'm not a good romantic.
" Ron, I love you too."
" Huh?"
" I've also loved you forever."
Leaning in, she kissed Ron. Blushing to his hairline. He got up and took her around the waist. Dipping her into a very deep kiss.
" Wow I didn't know Weaslys could kiss like that."
Laughing, he grabbed her hand and they walked off to the house. The moon was full and they swear that it was smiling.
When the world was in upside down
I could take all the time I had
But I'm not gonna wait
When a moment can vanish so fast
Cause every kiss is a kiss you can never get back
Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that's where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
When the answer to all my dreams
Is as close as a touch away
Why am I here holding back what I'm trying to say
Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that is where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
Hold me close to your heart
I will go with you to the end of the Earth
(And we'll fly)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
This is the night where we capture forever
And all out tomorrows begin
After tonight we will never be lonely again
Lift me up in your arms
If you told me that is where heaven is
(Well, you'd be right)
Hold me close to your heart
I would go with you to the end of the Earth
(And we'll fly)
I've been waiting forever for this
This is the night
( this is the night) By clay aiken
Disclaimer: I don't own nothing except the o/c. Jk rowling owns Harry potter and the artists own the songs.
Harry: You need to add me into the story.
Kitty: You coming in the next chapter.
Harry: Ohh
Hermione: Hey I wanted to be with Ron.
Kitty: Well o well miss smarty pants.
Hermione: Shut up
Kitty: Why should I? I least I can get a man.
Hermione throws her self at Kitty. Kitty smacking her and trying to get her off. Harry comes in and breaks them up. Hermione stood up with blood dripping from her nose and Kitty has a hand print across her face. Harry grasping for air because Hermione had kicked him in the stomach.
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Kitty: This might be the last chapter for awhile because schools starts soon and I will be studying my brains out. Raine and Addie are laughing their heads off. Shut up you too, throwing a pen at both of them. Anyways, the only time I will have to write is on weekends so don't worry. You readers have to put reviews up quick. Well bye bye.
