I never really had thought about it before. He was my boss after all. Meridith certainly never became involved with her bosses, drugs yes. Bosses, no. Harrison on the other hand never really had a boss. But if he put on his most charming act you never know. But this isn't about my siblings. This about me, and how close him and I were.

Me? I suppose I was pretty enough. People always told me I was. But I can always find fault with myself. Like how I wake up and instead of multi- tones my hair looks black. I guess that didn't matter.

But him. I wouldn't know where to begin describing him. It wasn't really how he looked that mattered to me. It was his soft voice, the understanding tone that made me want to trust him completely.

We spent every night together everyday. It seemed to me like we were more then boss and employee. We were friends. But as the only person who knew my secret didn't that make us more then that?

What was more then friends but less then involved called? Were we frienvolved? I'd hate to have to explain that to everyone. As it was, for lack of a better term, we were 'close friends'. Then again, that's what Harri used to say about Lindsey and we all know what happened there.

I'd remind you again that this isn't about them though.It's about me, Tru Davies. I threw all caution to the wind and let it happen. I told him everything, about how I felt, how I hoped, how I wish he felt too.

For a minute he didn't say anything. Maybe he couldn't. For a devastating second I thought maybe I had just wrecked our relationship and I silently begged for this to be a do-over day. Just so I wouldn't have said that.

But after my agony apeared in my eyes I guess he changed his mind. He didn't react by saying anything but with action. I didn't resist. I had been waiting.

And then I was in Davis' arms.