Dear Everyone:
As of now, Experimental-- and all my other fanfiction-- is on hiatus.
This doesn't mean I'm dissapearing from FanFiction.net. I'll still be puttering about, and I'm certainly going to post a few one-shots here and there, but I have an awful case of Writer's Block. My muses have gone off the radar-- even Jo has been quiet!-- and I rarely have any time to write, even when they do drop in. The next chapter, What Does He Care, has exactly the title segment, the place setting, and nothing more. And I'm not having a problem with where the story is going, it's just that the GOOD stuff doesn't happen until later. I'm still in set up... And I can't WRITE set-up for the LIFE of me. Not when it's boring, let's-go-off-and-kill-heartless stuff. I have so many plans, and no graceful way to get to them...
Aside from the Dreaded Block, Kami-sama has decreed that my life will suck. I'm in a slump in Real Life, stressed out, depressed, and generally feeling like Neko on a bad day, with less reason. *Sighs* Meh...
I'm going to be working, but I probably won't post again untill I have at least a few chapters written. And then I'll post once-weekly for a while, and then I'll go back to my bi-to-tri-to-quadweekly scedule, hopefully staying the the bi-to-tri area.
What a sucky way to celebrate Experimental's birthday, ne? ~_~
Now, to actually put content into this so the Powers That Be don't get annoyed...
~~~ Alana
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####% Himitsu %#####
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The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
There's nothing left for me
I wish I could die
All I've got left
Is a darkness in my heart
Nothing but the void
Striking out for fun
An evil behind my mind
The something I don't want to see
There's just something not right with me
And it's showing on the outside
Don't you see it?
He rapes what he wants
Rips it apart with the merest touch
And he's there inside of me
He's the Nephil on my shoulder
But there's no Seraph to match
None to hold him inside
None to hold him back
And when the dark betrays me
I know the sun goes out
Ripped to shreds by blackness
There's nothing all around
I have a little secret-
A little problem, too
The Nephil wants to see me dead-
I think I will ask you
When the light betrays you,
You turn to a thing that's true
When the dark will hate you,
What else can you do?
As of now, Experimental-- and all my other fanfiction-- is on hiatus.
This doesn't mean I'm dissapearing from FanFiction.net. I'll still be puttering about, and I'm certainly going to post a few one-shots here and there, but I have an awful case of Writer's Block. My muses have gone off the radar-- even Jo has been quiet!-- and I rarely have any time to write, even when they do drop in. The next chapter, What Does He Care, has exactly the title segment, the place setting, and nothing more. And I'm not having a problem with where the story is going, it's just that the GOOD stuff doesn't happen until later. I'm still in set up... And I can't WRITE set-up for the LIFE of me. Not when it's boring, let's-go-off-and-kill-heartless stuff. I have so many plans, and no graceful way to get to them...
Aside from the Dreaded Block, Kami-sama has decreed that my life will suck. I'm in a slump in Real Life, stressed out, depressed, and generally feeling like Neko on a bad day, with less reason. *Sighs* Meh...
I'm going to be working, but I probably won't post again untill I have at least a few chapters written. And then I'll post once-weekly for a while, and then I'll go back to my bi-to-tri-to-quadweekly scedule, hopefully staying the the bi-to-tri area.
What a sucky way to celebrate Experimental's birthday, ne? ~_~
Now, to actually put content into this so the Powers That Be don't get annoyed...
~~~ Alana
###################
####% Himitsu %#####
###################
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
There's nothing left for me
I wish I could die
All I've got left
Is a darkness in my heart
Nothing but the void
Striking out for fun
An evil behind my mind
The something I don't want to see
There's just something not right with me
And it's showing on the outside
Don't you see it?
He rapes what he wants
Rips it apart with the merest touch
And he's there inside of me
He's the Nephil on my shoulder
But there's no Seraph to match
None to hold him inside
None to hold him back
And when the dark betrays me
I know the sun goes out
Ripped to shreds by blackness
There's nothing all around
I have a little secret-
A little problem, too
The Nephil wants to see me dead-
I think I will ask you
When the light betrays you,
You turn to a thing that's true
When the dark will hate you,
What else can you do?
