This is some things that are written in Shane's notebook and it tells about her past and when she's with her brother. Review please..

Disclaimer: the song lyrics belong to Good Charlotte. not me. -----------------------

Shane stops writing and looks through some other things she had written.

July 4, 1998

Our 11th birthday party is over and we got the best present ever. It's a Rottwiler puppy. He's black and brown and we named him Xander. Me and Jason have never had a dog before and we finally got one. He likes to play a lot.

January 1, 2000.

It's one in the morning and me and Jason got to stay up for the new millennium. We set off fire works and threw confetti around. Alex came over so celebrate with us. Jason fell asleep about half an hour ago. I'm gonna go to sleep now.

July 18, 2000

Me and Jason are at the park. I wish Xander could come but he has to stay at the vet. We're gonna pick him up on the way home. One of the ducks started chasing Jason around while he was eating his sandwich. It was so funny. Now I'm gonna go play Frisbee with Jason, and I'm gonna win this time.

July 19 2000

It's not fair. Yesterday when we were coming home from the park and car drove through a red light and hit our car. Me and Jason were knocked out and when I woke up in the hospital this morning the nurse told me my parents died right when we were hit. I waited for an hour for Jason to wake up but he never did. He died in his sleep. Why did I have to be the only one to live??? Now I have to live with Aunt Kate and Alex. Not that anything's wrong with that but I want to live with my parents.

July 22, 2000

The funeral was today. Not very many people came. Some friends of my parents, me, Aunt Kate and Alex. And Xander. He cried the whole time. They were all buried next to each other. Jason's grave marker says:

Jason Christopher Rider

Born: July 4th, 1987

Died: July 19th, 2000

It's not fair. They didn't deserve to die. Now the only Rider's left are me, Jessica Shane Rider, Alex, and Aunt Kate.

I heard a song on the radio on the way home that I liked it was called Movin' On. Me and Jason used to sing this song all the time. The lyrics are:

When I think about my life

I wonder if I will survive

To live to see 25 or will I just fall?

Like all my friends, they just keep dying.

People round me, always crying.

In this place that I like to call my home.

Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place

Not everybody knows that everybody could be living their last days

But the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on.

We're moving on.

Keep moving on

Life.

Hope.

Truth.

Trust.

Faith.

Pride.

Love.

Lust.

On without the things we've lost but things we've gained we'll take with us.

And all I've got are these two hands to make myself a better man

I wonder if I'll ever see the end of this

With all this rain it just keeps falling

On my head so now I'm calling

Out to someone else to help me make it through

Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place

Not everybody knows that everybody could be living their last days

But the hard times will come, and we'll keep moving on.

We're moving on.

Keep moving on

Life.

Hope.

Truth.

Trust.

Faith.

Pride.

Love.

Lust.

Pain.

Hate.

Lies.

Guilt.

Laugh.

Cry.

Live.

Die.

Some friends become enemies some friends become your family

Make the best with what you're givin

This ain't dying this is livin

Said were movin on and we've got nothin to prove

To anyone

Cause we'll get through

Were movin on and on and on and on and on and on and on....

Keep movin on

Life.

Hope.

Truth.

Trust.

Faith.

Pride.

Love.

Lust.

Pain.

Hate.

Lies.

Guilt.

Laugh.

Cry.

Live.

Die.

Some friends become enemies some friends become your family

Make the best with what you're givin

This ain't dying! this is livin!

I think I'll try and buy whatever Cd it's on tomorrow. The song sounds so familiar.