The Aftermath. (chapter 11)
N/A: OK SO I JUST SAW 'MEOW', AND NO I AIN'T SOME SCREWED UP ASS, WHO DIDN'T SEE IT 3 WEEKS AGO, BUT WHERE I LIVE THEY KINDA PREMIERED HERE THIS WEEK, SO I JUST SAW THE EPISODE AND I WAS IN TEARS, THEY FINALLY GET IN ON WIV EACH OTHER AND THEN ZACH WALKS IN!!!!GOD I HATE HIM, I KNOW IT DOESN'T SEEM THAT WAY IN MY STORY…..YET. ANYWAY, JUST IMAGE HOW BAD I WILL BE NEXT WEEK WITH 'AJBAC', AND YES I DO KNOW WHAT HAPPENES, THANKS TO YA OUT THERE WHO WROTE BOUT IT. BUT ANYWAY PLEASE REVIEW AND TELL ME WHAT YA THINK SO FAR!. OH AND AFTER NEXT WEEK I WON'T SEE DARKANGEL FOR ANOTHER 8 MONTHS, 8 GOD DAMN MONTHS!!!! SO YOU THINK YA'LL GOT IT BAD, WELL AT LEAST YA'LL GOT RE-RUNS. WELL I GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO READ YA GREAT STORIES TO GET ME THROUGH SUMMER AND A PART OF THE WINTER.
Spoilers: duh, not any of them , cause all ya'll seen all of DA. So it ain't going to spoil jack for ya.
Disclaimer: If I owned DA, do you think I would be sitting my fat ass down, writing this story everyday, instead of just filming it with the gorgeous Michael Weathely !and I wouldn't be able to anyway, if I did own DA anyway cause I will be just drooling over Logan. ( shut up, girl, he is going to be a married man!!!) OUCH!
Getting on FINALLY……
I could already imagine his touch and how he felt on my skin, even before he touched me. My mind was racing all I could see was me and him, kissing and then me ripping his clothes of, as me made our way on to the bed. He would run those long masculine fingers up and down my spine, and then he would finally place it on the end of my spine. Then he would kiss me, and engulf my whole body like no one ever has before. While I would run my hands through his hair, and then bring them down his shoulders, those well built strong, masculine shoulders. He would then travel down from where he was kissing me to my neck and then further south, all long the way he would stop and tantalize me, and then continue, where he would reach my navel , and then place his tongue around it, licking and sucking. Oh I wanted him. So bad. I was not even a centimeter away from his lips when..
" Looks like I caught you at a bad time" What?, I was suddenly awakened from my fantasy, which would have soon become realty if Zach did not walk in. God, that boy had bad timing. We quickly pulled away from each other, and looked at Zach.
"um, Max could I see you for a moment, in Private?" Zach gave Logan this 'Get lost' look.
" I have a few phone calls to make in the other room" Logan got up and excused himself. After Logan was out of ear shot, Zach turned to me and had a pissed/ amused look on his face.
" Max, what the hell is wrong with you?"
" What the hell is wrong with me?, Your the one who hauls your ass up in here once every couple of weeks, and rants a few words of 'so-called' wisdom to my past and my present situation and then vanishes." Who the hell does he think he is, getting all accusational with me?
" Listen , I got other things to take care of, too. Besides, my soul purpose mission in life is to look after you and the others not to baby-sit you, and mister cyber journalist/hacker over there so that ya'll don't get busy with each other" I detected something in his voice, his tone, something I could not figure it out but he was seriously pissed.
" What I do, in my own time or whom I do it to is nothing to do with you, all right!" I was just as pissed of as he was. And he knew it
" NO, Max it isn't, but it is my duty to protect you, and if that means protecting you from guys like HIM, then I will do something about it. He is taking advantage of you Max, especially at this moment, where you don't know what you are doing"
" What the hell does that mean?"
" Max, your in heat"
" WHAT!?"
" Max, your in heat! I can smell it in the air." He walks towards me, what is this guy going on about?
" Zach! Is this some sort of half ass lame excuse to insult me?"
" No, Max . I mean this is one of the effects from the DNA, you come into heat every couple of times a year. It is the feline side of the DNA. It happens to all of us." I looked at him, I did not understand what he was going on about.
" Zach, listen. What are you talking about?, I have never felt so 'normal' before. Whatever you are going on about it ain't happening to me"
" Well, let me put this in to prospectus for you, When you woke up this morning what was the first thing on your mind?"
" Excuse me?"
" You heard me. Just answer the question." I kept silent.
"Sex. sex right? Was that what you were thinking about this morning and practically every single waking second to this present time. Well was it?" What was he tying to tell me? It wasn't me? It's just something Manticore tricked up inside of me that I can't control?
I felt ashamed so ashamed. I couldn't even look Zach in the face,
"Max, it is alright, there is nothing you should be ashamed of, it happenes to ALL of us, and I know how you feel. Your brain isn't thinking and all you want to do is go out and have some fun." He made it sound alright, like me jumping Logan was alright, and that I had nothing to feel bad about but the fact was that I was. If Zach didn't walk in the time he did I would have….oh I didn't even want to think about it, I made such a fool of myself in front of Logan. How was I ever supposed to look him in the eye again?.
" It is not alright Zach, I nearly did something, that I would have regretted after, and I probably would have lost a good friend because of it, I was not even thinking, what the hell is going on with me, I can't handle it Zach, I can't. Are you telling me that I have to go through this every month?"
" God No. It only happens two maybe three times a year. Max, I know you think it is hard, believe me that's how I felt when this happened to me for the first time, but it gets easy, you just try not to think about it, and after two or three days it goes away." I had to get out, I had to get of there, I needed time to think everything through. I grabbed my bag and headed for the door
" I gotto bounce, I need some time to think things out, Zach….." I turned around and faced him "don't say any of this to Logan" the last thing I needed was Logan thinking of me as some sort of sex driven 'genetically engineered solider'. Nothing happened between us, right? So I mean I could go on pretending everything was fine, just FINE
" Max," Zach called out before I was out the door, " if I were you I would go home and lock myself in a room, at least until tomorrow. You know, just incase"
A/N: I AM NOT SURE WETHER THIS CHAPTER CAME OUT HOW I WANTED IT TO BE. DID YA'LL LIKE IT?. I WANTED TO GET THE MESSAGE THROUGH, THAT MAX STILL FEELS WEIRD ABOUT HER 'HEAT' THING, AND THAT MY MAX AND DARKANGEL'S MAX, STILL FELT THE SAME WAY ABOUT THEM SELFS, NO MATTER WHICH LIFETIME THEY WERE IN.
PS: DOES ANY OF THE A/N BS ABOVE MAKE SENCE TO YA'LL ?IF NOT I'M SORRY.
