Revelations (chapter 13)

Revelations (chapter 14)

A/N: well was the suspense killing you, like it was killing Max? well aren't u glad I upload a chapter a day, all this so I can keep ya happy. But I thought I'd warn you guys before ya get too involved, this is going to be a long story. I have just started to get going, so u guys better be there for the long run. I am hoping to go a long way with this, unless of course ya guys don't review, that would just break my tiny little heart, and I don't think I could go on anymore. SO REVIEW. Even if it is to tell me to get a life, or my story is shit, it don't matter to me. JUST REVIEW. OK, I also not a feeling that the title was a episode for a Buffy or angel show, but I ain't too sure, whatever it is I thought it up myself. PEACE.

Disclaimer: U know the drill.

Summary: OK, so this a AU. But so far Max has just found out that she… ~oh for god sake read it yourself~

Spoiler: hello? It's an AU, and besides if there were any, u have already seen the 1st season of Darkangel. Either that or I am really a time traveler who has come back in time to tell u what has really happened in 2nd season of DA. ~ya, cause I would spend my time writing this instead of betting on the lottery.~

I got up, and turned and looked at Zack who was sitting down,

" Well……" Zack got up, and looked at me right in the eye.

" Max, you know, when I first met you I told you that I relocated all the X5s"

" Yeah, and I asked you where they were and you told me you couldn't tell me, because they would be at risk"

" Yes. Well, OK. Max I am just going to come out and say it" with that he turned to Logan's direction, Logan moved aside, and then a girl came out of Logan's bedroom " Max, I want you to meet our sister, Eva." I was shocked I stood there, staring at her, dazed. She was beautiful, she had a certain aura about her, she just stood there, and there was a thing about her that made me feel, invisible, it was like she took everyone's breath away. She ran towards me and gave me a hug, and suddenly I felt like I had known her my whole life, I hugged her back, my enhanced smell picked up on her scent, she smelled like dewberries and hot chocolate. She moved back and looked at me.

" WOW, Max, I pictured you just the way you are. I thought I would never see you, Zack said you were dead, but I guess he was wrong." I just looked at her, I did not know what to say.

" Wow, cannot describe what this is, EVA, I never thought I would be seeing you here, like this face to face."

" Yeah, Zack, told me that I will never be able to meet any of you, 'it would be too dangerous'. Guess he was wrong." She looked at him and imitated his voice, and then smiled at him.

" Yes, well apparently I was wrong, but if you just listened to me like I told you before, and stayed where you were supposed to we wouldn't be having this conversation, would we EVA?" before he could say anymore I slapped him on the arm

" Well, in that case, I am glad she did not listen to you, cause otherwise she wouldn't be here, talking to me." I sat down and gestured her to join me.

" While we are on that subject, what are you doing here, Eva?, don't get me wrong no one is happier with you being here than me, but I am surprised that Zack actually allowed you in here, let alone to see me."

" Yes, well, little sis, one thing I learned growing up with four brothers, is how to beat the hell out of them until you get what you want" with that she looked up at Zack and laughed, Zack immediately turned around and walked of as he was going he mumbled something about how he thought being in Manticore was tough, and still after eighteen years of training, they never prepared him for what he encountered when Eva got pissed, and at one point he said he would have rather being locked up in Manticore than being sitting in a room full of Evas. And with that he was out the door as usual. I turned back to Eva and laughed.

" Whatever you did to him, I want to know how you did it" She laughed

" Years of practice, here I thought I was pretty good when I was young beating up my brothers, but man when this 'genetically engineered' body of mine kicked in, wow, that was one ride" I looked at her, she looked so happy and she was fine with herself, she accepted who she was and actually enjoyed it.

" So you like it, the whole 'killing machine thing'? She looked at me, and her smile disappeared

" Max, I do accept it because it is in me, and there is nothing I can do to stop it. I am who I am, I haven't changed since after I found out the truth, because that wasn't what I was bought up to be, my parents loved me, and that's the person who I am. I may have the strength and the abilities of a 'perfect solider' but that's not whom I am, and I don't think of it like that, I think of it, like if I was to get attacked by some creep, I would know how to defend myself, you know?. So no I don't think of it as a burden as such, ya I mean when I first found out I was pissed to say the least, but I got over it. The only thing that's a bitch is the whole heat thing, you know?" I looked at Logan, he was still there standing and smiling to see us two so happy, but I did not want him to know anything about the heat cycles, apart of me was still ashamed by the whole 'me nearly jumping him' thing. I decided to cut in before Eva said anything else.

" I guess I know what you are talking about, I mean yes, I was pissed of when I found out that I was some sort of lab rat, but now I don't feel so bad about it."

" Excuse me ladies, but I have something to take care of" and with that Logan disappeared and think he understood that I wanted to have some time by my self with Eva.

" Although I admire you, Eva. I mean you are so cool with it, and relaxed I don't think I could ever have a day where I wake up and feel 'normal'. I mean there are times where everything seems so cool, and I ain't bugging 'bout the whole 'genetically engineered', but then reality throws a bitch at me and it hits me, I ain't 'normal'." Eva looks at me with her brown eyes, and smiles sympathetically

" I know it's hard. At first I felt exactly like you, I found myself to feel ….'different' around others. I knew deep down there was this thing inside me that was created to kill. And you know what, I kept on pushing and pushing that side of me further and further away, I was running away from it. But the further I pushed it the more I realized how much it was apart of me, and nothing I could do, will ever change that. So I decided to live with it, and not let it get the better of me. It is still there and it will always be there, but that does not mean I that I could let it rule my life. In the past if I found myself getting close to someone, I would back off, and run like hell, I thought I was doing it for them, you know, not to get them involved in anything that could hurt them but then I realized it had nothing to do with that I was running away because I was afraid that if I got too close they would see me for whom I really am and they would run, run just like I was, running away from whom I really am. So there was this sort of a defensive barrier around me," she smirks " I guess Manitcore did teach us one thing, 'always be on guard, and don't let you emotions get you', I guess It is in the blood"

She was right, I always ran away from things, even before I found out the truth about me, Eva was right, it was in the blood. My whole life was spent running away, I mean I did not know what I was running away from before, I didn't even realize I was running away, but now I know. I' m scared, emotionally scared. I cried, not literally but my mind just gave away my whole life I was running, I ran away when Logan tried to tell me about myself, and then I ran away when he tried to tell me the truth, and this whole week I was running away from him, feeling ashamed of what I am.

Eva realized what was happening to me,

" Hey, don't be upset, I mean who else could say that they are 'genetically engineered killing machines' with emotions?, huh?." I laughed at her remark "Trust me we are the lucky ones. I mean we accept ourselves for who we are, But Zack told me that there are others out there, not only the X5s' but others from the other groups, who spend their whole life not realizing, and I mean they are out in the world and have their freedom, but if you look at it, have they really got their freedom?, they keep running from the truth never knowing who they really are, You can't live your life like that Max, you just can't."

Eva was right, not only was she the most easy person to talk to , and helped me with my problems but she really knew where I was coming from, and felt what I was feeling, because she had being through it too. And THAT made me feel 'normal'.

A/N: OK THIS IS NOT, NOT WHERE I WANTED TO GO, BUT I THOUGHT I WAS TIME TO DEAL WITH THE EMOTIONAL SIDE TO MAX, SINCE IT IS ALWAYS THERE, BUT NO-BODY REALLY DEALS WITH IT, I ALSO THOUGHT EVA SHOULD COME INTO IT, I DID NOT KNOW IF SHE WAS YOUNGER OR OLDER THAN MAX, I ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE WAS YOUNGER, BUT I DID NOT WANT TO WRITE HER YOUNGER, BECAUSE I WANTED HER TO RELATE TO MAX AND HELP HER THROUGH THIS STAGE OF A BITCH OF AN EXCUSE IN LIFE. IS IT TOO MUSHY TO DEAL WITH? TELL ME. I ALSO DON'T HAVE A CLUE WHAT EVA SHOULD LOOK LIKE, ANY SUGGESTIONS????????? I AM OPEN FOR THEM, AND TRY TO REMEMBER THAT MOST OF THE X5 ARE MULTI-RACIAL, SO DON'T GIVE ME THAT BLONDE HAIR BLUE EYED SHIT. CAUSE I DON'T BELIEVE IN HILTER'S BENT THEORY OF 'PERFECT HUMAN'. PEACE.

PS NOTHING AGAINST, YA'LL BLUE EYED, BLONDE HAIRED PEOPLE, (and I ain't saying ya got anything thing to do with Hitler but if you learnt 'bout the dude you will know what I am flapping bout.) JUST LOOK AT THE SHOW, I THINK JAMES CAMERON AND CHARLES EGLEE WERE TRYING TO MAKE OUT THAT THE 'PERFECT HUMAN' IS SOMEONE WITH MIXTURE OF ALL BEINGS: WHITE, BLACK, BROWN, YELLOW. " so go forth and multiply" PEACE.

PS: you know I got a helluva lot of reviews when I left it has a cliff-hanger with the whole Logan/zack thing, I kinda like doing stuff like that just to see ya guys reactions! It was very amusing and marie was actually the only sensible one of ya's who knew I wouldn't do some BS like that, HELLO? Have ya read the summary? It says m/l . not, and may I repeat not m/z. that just grosses me out too, I mean I am all pro-gays, but not Logan being one, he is tooooooooooooo perfect for Max to even think bout him with anyone else let alone guys., I am a huge m/l shipper. So no I won't do anything like that although I did enjoy the worried reviews from your'll. ~evilness~