Who Will Show Me my Destiny?
Sacred Phoenix
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SP: Sorry everyone, I'm not out of my depression yet. So I just wrote a
random poem from Kai's point of view.
Kai: Hell! Why is everything about me?
SP: You can thank me later, at the moment, stop annoying me.
Kai: Hn. Whatever.
SP: So anyways, I DO NOT OWN BEYBLADES!!! Jeesh those things are annoying
me. One more thing to be depressed about.
This poem is 100% Copyrite to me, Sacred Phoenix... So LAY OFF!
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A torrent of darkness before me,
Twisting and turning.
Drowning me in its murky depths,
Like a storm.
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This is my future,
So unclear, so far away.
Yet so vivid, so near,
I just want to close my eyes and run away.
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My past is nothing but agony,
Memories I never want to remember.
Images in the day, dreams at night,
It's more than I can bear.
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Was I always like this?
So cold, so solitary.
So inhuman, everything bottled inside,
But always, questions with no answers.
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Perhaps I was normal,
Back in distant days.
Until they stole me from my home,
Into their Biovolt rat-hole.
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My innocent mind was crushed,
Destroyed with dark, hopeless thoughts.
I was to become a weapon,
A weapon to dominate the world.
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So you think you've felt pain?
You don't know what it is.
I suffered and I endured,
An unfeeling, emotionless machine.
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They took away my family,
I had nothing more to lose.
But she came into my life,
And saved my spirit, my soul.
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She taught me what love is,
I became a human being.
Biovolt made who I was,
She made me who I am.
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Escaped brought freedom,
But the cost was her life.
She was my light, my heart,
My very being.
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What is life without her?
A part of me is missing.
I no longer care whether I win or lose,
Blading has lost its meaning.
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Tyson, Max, Rei and Kenny,
I wish I could be like them.
Carefree and content,
Untroubled by desolate reflections.
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Darkness, embrace me!
Let me become part of you!
My fire has burnt out,
I want to rest amongst the ashes.
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Emotions are weak, I tell myself,
Once again become that machine.
But who will save me this time?
And who will show me my destiny?
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SP: So there you have it. Review, flame, whatever you want, I seriously
couldn't care less.
Kai: I've got a few bones to pick with you.
SP: Fire away.
Kai: I never run away, I was never innocent, there was never a fricken
girl, I always win, never lose, I don't want to be like Rei, Kenny, Max and
least of all TYSON?!
SP: I get your flow.
Kai: I'm not finished yet! I don't need anyone to save me and I make my own
destiny!
SP: Hn. Whatever. You can flame me like what he said, or review to annoy
him... Your choice.