Procrastination (Chapter 22)
A/N : I know I am a evil COW!, I am sure you came up with a better word for cow but hey, shoot me, I got to keep you guys thrilled somehow………
Disclaimer: Yes, I know I am not J Cameron or C Eglee, but that did not stop me from writing this..
Summary: I ain't even going to bother summarising 21 chapters for ya, just read it
Spoilers: AU
" Logan your right, I cannot stop myself I cannot keep fighting anymore, give it to me" Logan looked at me and his eyes almost flew out of their sockets.
I moved in and grabbed the roll with my teeth and chewed down on it, Logan let me go and stood back completely and utterly shocked.
" Max,… what are you doing?" As soon as I finished my first bite and gulped it down I looked up at him
" Logan, your right, this is …." I took another bite " heaven" I continued to chew down and take the last bite. Suddenly Logan broke into laughter
" What?, what so funny?" I managed to swallow the roll down and ask him
" it is just that…. You… you are the funniest person I have met" I looked up at him and smiled
" Logan , you were right this is… well was one of the best things I have ever tasted, how could you have not told me about this before"
" Well, I tired Max but hey, you kept on insulting it, see what you were missing out on all this time" I turned around and took another roll out from the bag and started to make myself another
" Wow, Max, hold up there, trust me you do not want to eat another one" I stopped what I was doing and looked up at him,
" Logan, you introduced me to this amazing thing and expect me NOT to eat it, what is wrong with you?"
" Max, I am telling you I, don't you just had a big breakfast and you ate that roll, trust me as soon as you eat that second roll you will feel sick" he came over and took the knife away from my hand and put it down and turned me around to face him.
" Logan, What the hell are you doing? I can handle it OK! Remember me Queen of everything that is edible." Why the hell wouldn't he let me have another one, he probably thought I would finished all of it.
" Max, pace yourself, there is a whole lot more of where that came from, and here…" he reached my cheek and cupped it, I was confused what was he doing, was he…..was he trying to make a move, but then he reached in with his thumb and came near my mouth and wiped it across, he then took his hand away, and again I was left with a tingling sensation where he left my skin. He then raised his hand and showed me a chocolate stained thumb
" You had chocolate on you face" he smiled at me and I felt like a complete fool, this always happens to me. We start off by discussing him and it moves on to something else completely, and it always ends up on a topic about me or me making a fool off my self.
I moved away from him and walked over to the sink and continued where he had left of with the
washing. He came up behind me, and now it was his turn to stand 5 inches away from me, I didn't
need to turn around because I felt him breathe down my neck, his warm breath on the back of my
barcode, it sent twinges down my neck and into my spine, it was as if I could almost feel him making
my barcode spark. It made me feel very sexy and erotic. What was I thinking! Please don't tell me I
am in heat again, it can't be I was in heat just a couple of weeks ago there was no way I was in heat
again, was there? I stopped what I was doing and just closed my eyes and I could feel him, smell him
and taste him, it was like he was in the air. I felt him hand reach up and touch me on the waist. There
is was again the sparks, it was going, racing all across my body. I jumper when he touched me, not
because I was shocked but because it was as if I had got a shock through the connection of our bodies.
He quickly moved his hand away when I jumped, I wish he didn't because it felt good having him touch me. I felt him breathing harder and I could start to feel my heart beating at the same pace as his too.
" Max? are you alright?" I jumped back into reality and tried to get Logan out of my head.
" um, yeah. Why wouldn't I be?"
" Because you are washing the clean plates again" I looked down, he was right I was so distracted by him I had taken the clean stuff and began to wash them again. Why do I always make a fool of myself.
" No, No there was a mark on these, you left out bits." It was bullshit I knew it and I think he did too.
" Oh, OK, So you saying I can't clean up?" I turned around I faced him, something I should have not done because he was still standing right behind me. I turned and there we were again face to face in that awkward silence.
" UM, No of course not, but you must have not been paying attention because you missed a bit that's all." God knows I could not pay attention when he was that close me, I wondered if I had the same effect on him. Oh shut up girl ! of course not why the hell would he when he can have anyone one he wants like Eva. Eva denied it, to a point anyway, that she was not involved with him but she did not say if she had any feeling for him, or whether he had any feelings for her. So there still was a chance that there was something there between the two.
" Well, as much attention that I normally give to the dishes, although there were a few more distractions today" and with that he gave me this smile, and I smiled back.
" Max, listen there is something I wanted to tell you for a long time now" we didn't move, we both just stood still
" What is it?" he looked down on to the floor for a long time before replying
" Well, you said you never knew anything about me, well….." he took a step back still looking on the floor
" What.. Logan?"
" There is something you should know about m.."
" Max, are you ready?" Eva walked in to kitchen, carrying her backpack on her shoulder. " OH, I am sorry, did I interrupt something, I will go wait in the lounge." And with that she walked out.
" Logan?" he looked up at me and smiled
"oh, don't worry it can wait. You'd better go"
" Logan… tell me, Eva can wait a little longer it ain't going to kill her"
" Well, there is something you should know about…m…e …, I mean the story I was going to write about Manitcore, well I have scrapped it, as it cannot come out yet, not as long as you and the rest of the X5 are in danger, so I have put it on hold." Was that it?. I had a feeling that was not what he wanted to tell me
" Logan, I already kinda gathered, considering….are you sure there wasn't something else you wanted to tell me"
" No, now come on you'd better get going" and he headed out where Eva was and left me standing there. I knew that if Eva didn't walk in, he would have told me something else, maybe something about him, since I was pushing the topic before. What the hell, if I have waited this long, I could wait a little longer, or at least a coupla weeks until I come back. He did not feel comfortable so I thought I would give him some time, to think about it.
A/N: hey don't chow on my ass, I am really sorry, I know you just cannot give a damn anymore and you want them together but I can't just rush, I AM SOOOO SORRY, but you will be happy to know that I have written the ending to the story and I am just filling in the middle now. I f you guys want me to rush and have a "happy ever after" just say so, but I promise it WILL be worth the wait…. Please don't forget to review! Thanks to everyone who did!!!! Your so sweet.
