Amalgamations

Summary: Girl, namely Max, meets Man, namely Logan, Man tells girl the truth about herself, Girl freaks….and life goes on. From last chapter…Max goes running back to Logan….feelings run..emotions are expressed….blah blah woof woof….leading to----the good bit!!!

Rating - R, as opposed to the rest which is PG-13.

Disclaimer: ec cetera, ec cetera , ec cetera…….

So there I was looking across from him, when he leaned in and kissed me, I was taken back and didn't

respond to the first kiss, then slowly I kissed him back, first gently, then all the emotion that was built up over the

past year came flooding back, I push against his lips wanting more, him, wanting to give me more, happily

obliged and pushed his lips harder on to mine, then I opened my mouth wider, our tongues met, he took it in,

the heat between the two took over soon, his tongue was sucking and playing with mine, my mind was

spinning. I was moaning. His hand then came to my hips and he ran up my back through my shirt, with his long fingers

stopping, and then starting. All I wanted was for him to never stop, never stop touching or kissing me, I felt like I was on fire. My hands went through his hair, my fingers which had longed to run through his

spiky hair, were taking it's time to run through every single spike and then pulled it and played with it, finally

I bought my hands down to his face and held it while he engulfed my mouth with pleasures I never knew

were possible. I ran my hands up and down his face, feeling the stubble that grazed my fingertips, it was the

most intoxicating feeling. And then I pulled him closer, pushing my body onto his, just feeling the warmth

from him, and his heart beat, slowly as I started to push my body more and more onto him it started to beat

faster and faster, I pushed my body as far as possible against his, God he felt good. His stomach against mine, if was like I could feel every single blood cell flow trough his body. Almost feeling like our bodies were

merged. Now it was his turn to moan. He ran his fingers back down my spine, taking his time, when he reached the bottom he placed his

fingers and started rub against my spine, trying almost to push me closer to him at the same time, I could feel him, against me pushing into to me and I know he could sense me too. All I could think about was him, nothing else mattered.

Then he slowly pulled his tongue out of my mouth and kissed me gently before tracing his tongue down my lower lip

to my neck, he took his time and slowly sucked and licked and kissed every single spot. I felt like my blood was racing trying to catch up with my heart beat. Then he worked his

way back up to my mouth and slid his tongue in, I sucked and kissed him, never wanting to let go. My hands

slid down to his waist, where I placed my hands under his shirt and slowly started to unbutton it from the

bottom, not wanting to break our kiss I waited, putting my hands around his waist and running it along his

bare skin, everywhere I touched it was firm and strong. He felt so good. His skin was smooth and soft against my finger tips. Slowly I pulled away from him, giving him enough

time to catch his breathe but he pulled me towards him again to continue, this time I pulled away just enough

so that he caught me bottom lip and started to suck on that, however, I couldn't stand it anymore so I pushed my lips

back on to his, and then he gave a little smile, as if to say he had won. I just pushed my lips further on to his.

And throughout all of this he is still played with the back, knowing that it drove me wild. I then move my fingers upward and resumed

to undo his buttons, until the final one was off, and then he lowers his arms around me, just so I could push

the shirt off his shoulders, and then he places his arms around me again, continuing to play with my spine. I

leave my hands on his shoulders and run my fingers around his well built, muscular arms all the way down

and then back up again, till I finally draped my arms around his neck and leave them there.

He brings his arms around to my front, all the time keeping his fingers in contact with my skin through my

T-shirt, he then slides one hand under my shirt, and makes contact with my skin, the feeling of this sends me

in overdrive, as I moan. He then runs his fingers around my waist , slowly and playfully, knowing that it is

killing me. Every where he touches my skin tingles, he then slowly raises my shirt higher and higher,

and I break our kiss just long enough for me to take the shirt and lift it above my head, and throw it over my

head, and go back to his lips, his hands are now resting on my waist slowly they rise higher up both sides,

he then breaks the kiss and looks at me, with those blue eyes of his, I look at him.

He then moves me to the bed and lays me down and starts to kiss my neck and moves down, he

goes to my shoulders, licking my skin with light kisses, and then moves his hands to slid off my bra strap,

and continues to the other side where he does the same. He slowly moves down, and unhooks my bra from

the front, I close my eyes and run my hands through his hair, yet again. He kisses my body, in no way I

could describe, running his tongue over my skin and making me crazy. He comes back up to my mouth

and kisses me, slowly this time and much more gently, I continue to run my hands through his hair, and he

moves his hands up and down my sides, I then take both his hands and roll him over so that I am on top of

him, we still are kissing. I break the kiss and run my hands over his chest and move down on to his stomach,

kissing and playing with it like he did with mine, he too is going crazy. I continue to work my self down until

I reach his pants, here I look up and him and he looks down at me, there was almost a silent conversation

between us, with him asking if I was sure and me giving him a small smile as my answer, and turn back

down and undo his top button and then the zip, slowly .

When it is finally couldn't go down any further, I slid down and pulled his pants off, to reveal a pair of tight

boxers. I then went back to his mouth and continued to fill my lips with his. We continued, taking our time.

Slowly rubbing our bodies against each other, wanting more but knowing to take it slowly.

He then pulled away and worked his way down again, licking and sucking,

mesmerizing and tantalizing, when he reached my pants he looked up again and gave me the silent question

with his eyes, are you sure?, again I smiled at him, he smiled back and then started to undo my pants, inch by

inch we finally got it off, and then he started to continue his way up , but gently running his fingers on the

out side of my thighs while he kissed my legs until reaching my underwear, he slowly pulled the two

sides down, and then let it drop onto the floor, and there I was open, vulnerable, exposed and with my

defenses down, I suddenly froze, he looked at me and smiled, I felt myself prudish, he came up to my face

and kissed me and whispered in my ear

" You are the singular most beautiful woman I have ever seen" then he kissed me, this time however it was

different, it was more passionate, more intimate, more on a deeper level. And all my fears vanished with the

kissed, I didn't feel the need to be guilty, or ashamed, I felt safe, I felt…..loved. He made all the

apprehension disappear. He ran his hands all over my body, feeling, touching, holding. Kissing perpetually,

until I broke away, I did not want to wait, I couldn't, I waited long enough, my whole life. And now I

wanted him. More than I ever wanted anything in my life, I rolled over and pinned him to the bed, and kissed

him, moving slowly south. Enjoying every second, as I ran my tongue down his stomach, his muscles

clenched, he tasted sweet, I never thought anyone could taste sweet, but he did. My nails running down the side of his stomach, almost scratching. While he traced his fingers along

my spine. I finally got to the destination I was headed, I helped him out of his boxers. And reached up to

his face and kissed him. He rolled me over till he was top, he looked into my eyes, and I could see the

reflection of the flames from the candles, he lowered his faced so that I could kiss him, I bought my leg up

around his, so we were entangled, and ran my hands through his hair, he ran his hands up and down my

body. I ran my leg up and down his, pressing my body towards his feeling him. Logan. And that was it, I knew I

could not stand it any longer, I had to have him, I wanted him, I needed him, with me, kissing me, holding

me, in me. He knew too.

And then, I didn't have to wait any longer, I didn't need to think, I didn't need to speak. At first I was

scared, but he gave me this look, this look that made everything alright, I looked up at him and kissed him and

then, oh the feeling was unspeakable. I have never felt anything like it, all these feeling inside of me

exploded. Things about me, I myself, never knew, came out. And Logan was there, he was the one, who

showed me everything. Showed me things about myself, who I am , who I really am, and thought me how to

love. I felt rapture. Ecstasy. Euphoria. Describing the feelings and emotions I was going through was

impossible His body next to mine, his body in me. Logan, God, Logan. His hands running all over, my hands all over him, feeling

him, and touching him. I never wanted him to let go, I wanted him to stay there, in me. Perennially . I open

my eyes to see him above me, he reaches down and kisses me, and doesn't let go. He knows. He feels the

same way. I open my eyes and whisper,

"Don't ever let go" I blink and a singular tear roles down my cheek I don't even realize, I close me eyes. Then

I feel his lips to my skin, he kisses it away,

" Never" I open my eyes, to see his face, his caring sweet face look upon me and our lips meet. Again.