February 28, 3019
Love. My heart's one desire is love. To have someone to love. To be loved by someone. My yearning grows stronger every day. To be held in someone's arms. To be cared for. Confusion swells over me from all directions. I try to find a light, a place of shelter, but only find more darkness, my life shrinking in around me. Alone. When will my dreams be fulfilled? Some nights I dream of a man, tall he is, like one from Gondor. I wonder who he is. I fell he is real, for the dreams are real unlike any I have ever had. Yet I feel I am to live my life forever in misery. Ignored. Unable to stand up for what I believe in. Unable to fight to protect those I love. I will fade. Simply live till I exist no more. Then the darkness will overtake me in the night. I will vanish. The evanescence of my live will be complete.
And I will be no more.
Eowyn
