I never thought that one day I would be bawling my eyes out in a hospital corridor. I never believed that anyone I know would end up in a hospital. I would never have allowed then in the first place, I would have helped them myself. I guess I never did really think further on the topic cause now here I am.
It's funny how I couldn't heal her in time, but my power was too slow, due to the amount of blood loss probably. Besides doubt and sadness, there's also guilt in me. I was her closest girl-friend. I should have noticed something was wrong!
Sure, when I asked her, she told me nothing, but I should have realized that something was wrong! It was obvious that she was depressed! I should have realized that. If only I didn't spend most of my time around Recca-kun and the rest. If only I had spent more time with her, if only I had realized this earlier.
It's weird though, I am sure that she was going out with Raiha-san, after all, he did cheer her up when her parents died in the car crash half a year ago. Come to think of it, she didn't mention anything about Raiha-san for the last few weeks...and I hadn't seen him for a while either. Could it be they broke up? Was that the reason for suicide?
No. Too trivial of a matter. Fuuko-chan wouldn't be depressed over love. Love was insignificant to her... or was it?
