I was going to go off on a few people that reveiw me but I desided against it... but this is going to be the last chapter... I was going to make it longer but a few people are really making my blood boil so sorry for the people who wanted this to be longer.
Disclaimer- I don't own Inu and co... I swear on my honor.
Chapter 11- I'm still here.
As I had prodicted, the last two days were hell, literally. I soon found myself at the airport with Sesshomaru embracing me promising never to forget me. He also promised that Rin would be fine with him.
" I love you," I said as he kissed my lips passionatly.
" And I you, koi," he whispered causing shivers to go through me. Tears started to fall from my eyes as I kissed him hard and he complied. We both pulled away breathless as I looked up at him with blood shot eyes. I touched his cheek lightly with my fingertips as he leaned into my touch. The lady called for my flight as we hugged one last time before I started to walk away. I couldn't believe I was leaving him like this. I finally find him and I have t go back to Japan to finish out school. I got on the plane and sat next to Inu Yasha and Kikyo. I felt strong arms encircle my waist and then I found myself on someones lap as I looked up to see Inu Yasha's concerned face.
" You'll see him again, tears don't suit you," Inu Yasha said.
" No they don't, I like the cheery you better Kag," Kikyo stated from the right of Inu Yasha. I liked the fact that she wasn't jealous of Inu Yasha and I friendship. She wasn't the evil bitch ladt who got jealous at everybodt anymore, we were friends, hard to believe isn't it? I smiled and wiped away the tears from my eyes.
" Your right, Sesshomaru wouldn't want me to cry over him anymore," I said as Inu Yasha placed me back in my seat.
" That's my girl," he laughed petting my head as him he were praising a dog. The rest of the flight was boring and I ended up falling asleep on Inu Yasha's shoulder as he placed his arm around me.
" Hey Inu Yasha, you trying to be a pimp? Two girls now huh?" Miroku quesioned as he held a sleep Sango in his arms.
" Oh yeah," he said.
Once we were back in Japan we went home and got rested up for school the next morning.
*******One year later************
I stood backstage in Japans most popular dance place. I was leaning against the wal trying to calm my nerves as Sango ran up to me.
" Kagome, your going to be great!" she said as I took a drink of water.
After we had returned to Japan and school I ended up getting offered a contracted in singing and here I am now. I already had a record out and was one of the biggest singers in Japan.
Today was the first time I had accually been in a really famous place with so many people watching me. I heard them call my name and I slowly walked out. I looked at the people who and come just to see me and smiled. I walked to the microphone and started speekin.
" Thanks so much for coming tonight, you don't know how much it means to me. On with the show" I said as the music to 'Real Emotion' by Kumi Koda.
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
Never felt that I would wind up by myself
You got all my wild imagination
But now here I am finding myself so lost
And there is a way for me to turn back
Oh, I think I see they're different from
What I had imagined they would be
Everything looked different
Now I'm getting dizzy spells
It's real emotion shaking up the world
I'll never give it up, I don't ever wanna lose this far
No more than I can do, but I am just too wrong
And in my heart I can hear you say that I am not alone
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
Never gotta look back, I'm already here
'cause you gave me faith I'm on my own now
If anything happens unexpectedly
I know you are there to come and save me
What do I do now? What can I do now
For the truth that you have made me see?
All that I can do now is believe in what I feel
It's real emotion shaking up the world
I'll be forever blessed for you to stand by me
There, before so many things you tell me
That's why I am here, you gave me strength
And now I know that I am not alone
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
It's real emotion shaking up the world
You're always here with me so deep in my heart
And I am there beside you when you need me
It's a valid draw, just close your eyes and you'll
See me there 'cause you are not alone
It's real emotion shaking up the world
I'll never give it up, I don't ever wanna lose this far
No more than I can do but I am just too wrong
And in my heart I can hear you say that I am not alone
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
I can hear you
I sang a few other songs including 1,000 words, the song I wrote for Sesshomaru until I got to the last song.
" This song goes out to a special friend of mine that I wish was here tonight. A slow beat started as I took the microphone in my hands.
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want
Me to be
And what
Do you think you'd understand
I'm boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away
And how
Can you learn what's never shown
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
[Chorus]
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted - I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid
And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
[Chorus]
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe
[Chorus]
And how can you say I'll never change
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
I'm the one
'Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I slowly lowered the microphone back to the stand as a single tear fell from my eye. I felt someone grasp my wrist and pull me around. Before I could say anything I felt there lips over my mouth and I instantly knew who they belonged to. We pulled apart and I looked at him.
" I didn't think you wouldn't come," I whispered walking off stage wit his hand in mine.
" I wouldn't have missed it for the world koi," he said looking at me. I smiled up at him as we walked out the back door. Everything seemed to be back to normal, well, as normal as it was ever going to be anyways. As for me, I wouldn't have changed a thing about my life. I lived it without regrets and I learned to love once again. Things were good.
~End~
Disclaimer- I don't own Inu and co... I swear on my honor.
Chapter 11- I'm still here.
As I had prodicted, the last two days were hell, literally. I soon found myself at the airport with Sesshomaru embracing me promising never to forget me. He also promised that Rin would be fine with him.
" I love you," I said as he kissed my lips passionatly.
" And I you, koi," he whispered causing shivers to go through me. Tears started to fall from my eyes as I kissed him hard and he complied. We both pulled away breathless as I looked up at him with blood shot eyes. I touched his cheek lightly with my fingertips as he leaned into my touch. The lady called for my flight as we hugged one last time before I started to walk away. I couldn't believe I was leaving him like this. I finally find him and I have t go back to Japan to finish out school. I got on the plane and sat next to Inu Yasha and Kikyo. I felt strong arms encircle my waist and then I found myself on someones lap as I looked up to see Inu Yasha's concerned face.
" You'll see him again, tears don't suit you," Inu Yasha said.
" No they don't, I like the cheery you better Kag," Kikyo stated from the right of Inu Yasha. I liked the fact that she wasn't jealous of Inu Yasha and I friendship. She wasn't the evil bitch ladt who got jealous at everybodt anymore, we were friends, hard to believe isn't it? I smiled and wiped away the tears from my eyes.
" Your right, Sesshomaru wouldn't want me to cry over him anymore," I said as Inu Yasha placed me back in my seat.
" That's my girl," he laughed petting my head as him he were praising a dog. The rest of the flight was boring and I ended up falling asleep on Inu Yasha's shoulder as he placed his arm around me.
" Hey Inu Yasha, you trying to be a pimp? Two girls now huh?" Miroku quesioned as he held a sleep Sango in his arms.
" Oh yeah," he said.
Once we were back in Japan we went home and got rested up for school the next morning.
*******One year later************
I stood backstage in Japans most popular dance place. I was leaning against the wal trying to calm my nerves as Sango ran up to me.
" Kagome, your going to be great!" she said as I took a drink of water.
After we had returned to Japan and school I ended up getting offered a contracted in singing and here I am now. I already had a record out and was one of the biggest singers in Japan.
Today was the first time I had accually been in a really famous place with so many people watching me. I heard them call my name and I slowly walked out. I looked at the people who and come just to see me and smiled. I walked to the microphone and started speekin.
" Thanks so much for coming tonight, you don't know how much it means to me. On with the show" I said as the music to 'Real Emotion' by Kumi Koda.
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
Never felt that I would wind up by myself
You got all my wild imagination
But now here I am finding myself so lost
And there is a way for me to turn back
Oh, I think I see they're different from
What I had imagined they would be
Everything looked different
Now I'm getting dizzy spells
It's real emotion shaking up the world
I'll never give it up, I don't ever wanna lose this far
No more than I can do, but I am just too wrong
And in my heart I can hear you say that I am not alone
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
Never gotta look back, I'm already here
'cause you gave me faith I'm on my own now
If anything happens unexpectedly
I know you are there to come and save me
What do I do now? What can I do now
For the truth that you have made me see?
All that I can do now is believe in what I feel
It's real emotion shaking up the world
I'll be forever blessed for you to stand by me
There, before so many things you tell me
That's why I am here, you gave me strength
And now I know that I am not alone
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
It's real emotion shaking up the world
You're always here with me so deep in my heart
And I am there beside you when you need me
It's a valid draw, just close your eyes and you'll
See me there 'cause you are not alone
It's real emotion shaking up the world
I'll never give it up, I don't ever wanna lose this far
No more than I can do but I am just too wrong
And in my heart I can hear you say that I am not alone
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you
I can hear you
I sang a few other songs including 1,000 words, the song I wrote for Sesshomaru until I got to the last song.
" This song goes out to a special friend of mine that I wish was here tonight. A slow beat started as I took the microphone in my hands.
I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment that's held in your arms
And what do you think you'd ever say
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want
Me to be
And what
Do you think you'd understand
I'm boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away
And how
Can you learn what's never shown
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
[Chorus]
And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Wanna hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here
And you see the things they never see
All you wanted - I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid
And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am
[Chorus]
And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here
They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe
[Chorus]
And how can you say I'll never change
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
I'm the one
'Cause I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I'm still here
I slowly lowered the microphone back to the stand as a single tear fell from my eye. I felt someone grasp my wrist and pull me around. Before I could say anything I felt there lips over my mouth and I instantly knew who they belonged to. We pulled apart and I looked at him.
" I didn't think you wouldn't come," I whispered walking off stage wit his hand in mine.
" I wouldn't have missed it for the world koi," he said looking at me. I smiled up at him as we walked out the back door. Everything seemed to be back to normal, well, as normal as it was ever going to be anyways. As for me, I wouldn't have changed a thing about my life. I lived it without regrets and I learned to love once again. Things were good.
~End~
