I Will Carry You CH. 6

HI HI!!!! Tatanuega y'all!!! YAY!! Woah I think this is the first chapter that we haven't written at some ungodly hour of the morning!!! Wow!! Uh-oh something's gonna happen I just know it!! Luckily I've got my lucky Batman and Robin ring on!!! No seriously I have a ring with a picture of two men in leotards on it!!! Hehe!! Yeah we accidentally named the last chapter wrong!!! It wasn't supposed to be called "Here Without You" cuz that's the name of this chapter! It's a song fic can you tell?!? Oh yah BTW we don't own Three Doors Down. Tay so I'm gonna shut up now and let you read the fic that we didn't write at three in the morning!!! For once!! Okay really I'm shutting up!!

Chapter 6: Here Without You

Beast Boy barely made it to the kitchen before collapsing. He was so emotionally exhausted that he could barely even stand. He couldn't think. Couldn't talk. He saw his friends in the kitchen. He didn't care. She wasn't there.

He went up to the roof. The stairs took a while but he made it. She liked to meditate up there. She liked to be alone. Beast boy respected that.

He sat for a while, thinking about her.

~*A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same*~

She was so beautiful. Her hair, her eyes, her clothes. Everything about her was beautiful. She was so...cold. Her emotions just weren't there. She couldn't use them. Even if she did...no, she would never like someone like him.

~*But all the miles had separate

They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face*~

Even though they were so different. He was goofy, maybe even dumb but Raven, Raven was smart and interesting and...perfect to him.

~*I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time*~

Whenever he felt lonely, whenever he felt sad or angry or hopeless. All he had to do was think of her. She made him complete.

He closed his eyes.

~*I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me*~

He dreamed of her. Almost every night. They were always the only ones there. Together. The most they had ever done in these dreams was kiss. He wouldn't let himself think anything more than that. It was a violation of her privacy, a privacy she deserved.

~*The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello

I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go*~

They were well-known in the town. Obssesed fans always pretended to know everything about them. Beast Boy let himself think that he knew more about her than they did. The truth was, no one knew much about her. She was mysterious, elusive. It was amazing. She didn't need to tell you about her life but she'd listen about yours.

She made his life better every day. With the secret smiles and the little nice touches here and there.

~*Everything I know, and anywhere I go

it gets hard but it won't take away my love*~

He was in love with her. He'd known it forever. He hoped she would love him back. He was planning to tell her but then...this happened.

~*And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done

it get hard but it won't take away my love*~

With every villain they fought, every evil person, his love grew. Watching her fight along side him and the others lifted him to new heights. He couldn't fight without her. He couldn't live without her.

The others would need to know. They would. They'd figure it out. But he had to do this on his own. He had to find her and tell her the truth. The others might get angry with him for leaving without them but he could deal with that later. There was only one thing that he couldn't deal with. Losing her, Losing her in any way. Whether it was death or rejection, his life would lose it's glimmer without her. He would lose everything.

But he wasn't going to let that happen.

A/N: Tater Tot: Yay! Another day, another chapter that I didn't write. Well okay that's not true I wrote the last sentence!!! Piper's letting her ego get the better of her! But if she asks I didn't say that!! Otay so maybe the ring isn't as lucky as I thought... But if you thought that the last sentence was good please tell me!! PLEASE?? Sorry I'm gonna try and calm myself down.... calm blue ocean.....Billy....Pippin......Ryan.....otay I feel better now!!! Please review!!! (Especially the last sentence *wink*wink*nudge*nudge) Otay keep it frosty!!

Piper: You're just jealous I can spell! And count to twelve without taking my shoes off...and write a story. I'm on a roll! 6 whole chapters (minus a few measly sentences...Tater Tot? That'd be you!) I'm not egotistical, I'm just extremely honest in my genius..hehehe, anyways, Me= smart, pretty, funny, charming, etc., Tater Tot=...Tater Tot. She won't do anything about this, I'm bigger than her!

The Conniption Sisters (Piper=the pretty one, Tater Tot= the other one) BTW, I, Piper refuse to speak to Tater Tot until she apologizes for changing the story!