I'll tell you something, I am a wolf but
I like to wear sheep's clothing
I am a bonfire, i am a vampire
I'm waiting for my moment

Kikyou stood, watching Inu Yasha with love filled eyes. She had hid her feelings but Inu Yasha had seen through it, he had tried to love her again, but he couldn't. She viewed herself almost like a wolf, strong, sneaky and beautiful. She was very sneaky; she could dress up just as her reincarnation and allows Inu Yasha to fall for her again. She had a fiery temper, like her lover had. Kikyou knew she was not viewed as someone to be messed with. Then again, it was almost odd for her to have such a temper, being among the living dead. She was a vampire in her own way, only instead of blood; she used souls to sustain life. She looked up at the tree where Inu Yasha had been sitting for hours now, just staring into space, his eyes reflecting change in feelings every so often. Kikyou was waiting, waiting until she would approach him, and make him come to hell with her or have Kagome come with her in his place.

You come on like a drug, I just can't get enough
I'm like an addict coming at you for a little more
And there's so much at stake, I can't afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before

Inu Yasha was her addiction, it was becoming so she couldn't spend a night without thinking of him, him invading her dreams. Even though he was always there, she just couldn't get enough of him, she wanted him. Kikyou had to come back to see him, to watch him in his untainted ways. Inu Yasha was just to... too much of himself. Now there's was so much at risk because of Naraku; she could die, Inu Yasha could die almost anything could happen. But Kikyou admitted one thing a long time ago to herself; She needed Inu Yasha, he was required like air. He was the first person she had ever felt like this for; the first person she's had that couldn't leave her alone. Kikyou knew that he was falling out of love with her as well. That wasn't going to be tolerated.

I'll tell you something, I am a demon
Some say my biggest weakness
I have my reasons, call it my defects
Be careful what you're wishing
You come on like a drug, I just can't get enough
I'm like an addict coming at you for a little more
And there's so much at stake, I can't afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before

In her own way she was like Inu Yasha; she was different, together that's what made them so great; neither of them fit in they're world. Kikyou was the holy demon to her people and Inu Yasha was almost a tainted demon to his kind. Sure, being so pure was her weakness in a way, but it was also her second greatest strength. All she had to do now was tell Inu Yasha; tell him she loved him and he was either coming to hell with her, staying forever with her or Kikyou was personally going to take Kagome down to hell with her. "Inu Yasha." Kikyou said, throwing the Hanyou off in a mid-dash. "Kik ... Kikyou." He breathed out almost in shock. Kikyou smiled halfly. "Kikyou, what do you want?" Inu Yasha asked with almost a bitter tone. Kikyou looked at him, feeling hurt within her clay body, "I've come to make you one last offer Inu Yasha... or did you forget your promise of never dying love?" Kikyou asked, her voice just above a whisper but loud enough for his canine ears. Inu Yasha jumped down from the tree and landed in front of Kikyou. "What kind of offer? Kikyou... I never forgot but that's one promise I just can't keep in the way you want me to." Inu Yasha sighed as he began to explain. He grabbed her shoulder, "Kikyou, you will always be my first love, you were the one to teach me how to fall in love and you showed my the good side to humanity but between you and I we could've never worked out." He stated. Kikyou was in so much pain, he was touching her; almost holding her and yet still she couldn't get enough. "Inu Yasha.. if you got possession of the shikon no tama, what would you want to do with it?" Kikyou asked. "I... I would want to wish for anything that Kagome would." Inu Yasha said. Kikyou backed away, "Why do you love her so much? What does she have that I don't?" Kikyou yelled. "Kikyou..." Inu Yasha said in a saddened tone. He again reached out for her and wrapped his arms around her. "Kikyou... I don't know what she has that you don't but there's something in her that I love, something in her that I can't live without now that I have it, you can say she's my addiction." Inu Yasha tried to explain. It was then Kikyou realized, bother her and Inu Yasha had one thing in common, they both had an addiction to someone; but at times like these, it was hard to find someone. "Inu Yasha... I need you." Kikyou said quietly. "Kikyou... Kikyou you don't need me. You don't need anyone, you're one of the strongest people I know." Inu Yasha said, releasing his grip around her.

You are a secret, a new possession
I like to keep you guessing
You come on like a drug, I just can't get enough......
I'm like an addict coming at you for a litttle more
and there is so much at stake, I cannot afford to waste
I never needed anybody like this before
Ohhh...ohhh...ohhh...ohhh

When I'm not sure what I'm living for
( When I'm not sure who I am)
When I'm not sure what I'm looking for
(When I'm not sure who I am)

Kikyou looked at the hanyou before her; he was her first love, he had taught her a lot, he had never given up on her but he couldn't truly love her now; it left Kikyou to wonder, if she had been brought back in her own body as the original Kikyou, would Inu Yasha still have rejected her? Kikyou sighed and turned around, it just wasn't worth it anymore, if she did love him like she thought she had, she would want him to be happy. But instead all he really was to her was a security blanket, someone she knew she could always rely on. "Where are you going Kikyou?" Inu Yasha asked with concern. Kikyou smiled to herself, he would never change. She shook her head and continued walking away. This was the last time she would see Inu Yasha in this world. She was going to make up for everything she had done, Kagome was going to get her soul back. She had decided it, and her mind was set. She knew Kagome deserved him, after what she had been put through; Kikyou had to put her jealousy behind her, it was the only way. She really wasn't sure why she was living again, nor was she sure she was really Kikyou anymore. The Kikyou she used to be had stayed dead; while this Kikyou was revived with bitterness. Kikyou knew what she was going to do; she walked into her old village, avoiding people who would recognize her such as her sister Kaede or one of the village elders. She walked into the black smith's hut and quickly purchased a sword. She carried it with her out into Inu Yasha's forest and sat before the god tree; Inu Yasha's tree. Kikyou smiled as she pulled out the blade. She looked ahead as her imagination pictured Inu Yasha standing there, looking at her they way he used to; with love in his eyes. "I love you." Kikyou whispered as a tear slid down her clay cheek. She pulled out the blade and quickly pushed it within herself. Her body shattered on impact and her soul flew away, while the other all drifted away slowly.